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So denied so I lied are you the now or never kind
In a day and a day love I'm gonna be gone for good again
Are you willing to be had are you cool with just tonight
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
'All that time we
never knew how close we were until we lost each other. I never to see that
nightmare again, That horrible scene were they pulled him out of the ocean.
Oh God! I remember Duo catching me and telling me "Its okay man, You know he
is still alive. All I remember was
pushing him away and collapsing to the ground crying. The others tried to
comfort me knowing the real truth.'
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
' I remember
our last moments we had a horrible fight. I told him not to go, he would not
listen just a stubborn as Heero and just as brave. I know now that I truly
did love him. How could he. I didn't leave my bed for a week all I did was
mourn him. I just woke up in the hospital longing for him to come and hold me
in his strong arms. No one could touch me the way he did. The horrible truth
struck me when I saw the news in my room.'
Put your name on the line along with place and time
Wanna stay not to go I wanna ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
' I almost gave in to
death during our last battle just to be with him. He never knew that I loved
him. I cried myself to sleep even when he was alive because I had not the
heart to tell him. What surprised me the most was when Heero visited me and
told me "You can't bring him back, but if you need a shoulder to cry on you
are welcome to mine." I hugged him and told him thank you. It was a kind
offer if only he knew know what has become of me.'
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
'When I got out of
the hospital I thought about everything a realized the world was on the brink
of peace, I won't be needed when it happens. I wanted to ask Heero to kill me
and I really did he told "You can't beat your pain like that. What would he
say if he knew that you wanted me to kill you. You're my friend I could not
bear to kill you anyway. Just don't let the grief control you." He actually
smiled at me. It made me think of him. The others made me wish he were still
here because when we are together he was missing.
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well
' That's
when I decided I wanted to be with him. That's why I have gone on to a battle
I know is hopeless. I will let my self get killed I can't beat my grief it is
only going to get worse. This lie that told me I can and will has long since
been destroyed. That is why I Quatre Winner am here now. Fighting with my
feelings and knowing I will lose. Knowing I will die…'
I love you Trowa, I will join you soon…
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Duo watched
the news eating a bowl of cereal when a news flash of Quatre appeared the
sound of the breaking bowl echoed all through out the house…
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
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