Part Twelve

Part Twelve: A Fighter or a Soldier? Makoto is in trouble

"How are you, Haruka?" Setsuna asked quietly. It hadn't taken a genius to sense the tension in the blond racer when she'd been in Sailor Orion's presence, and Setsuna was concerned.
Haruka scowled, and looked down at the splintery wood of the picnic table. They were sitting in the park together, all three of the Senshi from the outer planets. Haruka had been reluctant to agree to this meeting in the first place, knowing that Setsuna was going to want to discuss Orion. "I don't want to talk about it."
Setsuna shook her head. "Well, if it makes you feel any better, Haruka, you've had these negative feelings around Orion for as long as I can remember." She sighed. "I'm not old enough to remember why you feel this way"
"I said I don't want to talk about it." Haruka met Setsuna's garnet eyes. "I'm surprised at you, though." Haruka's low tones almost sounded accusing. "We don't know anything about this Sailor Orion. She's an intruder she's not from our Solar System. I can't imagine why you would trust her."
"I didn't, for a very long time," Setsuna responded softly. "But when someone gives up their life for the Moon Princess, they have the tendency to get on my good side."
Michiru's aqua eyes got bigger. "You mean, that's true?" she wondered. "Orion really is going to die for Usagi-chan?"
Setsuna nodded, and her face was grave. "Yes. I'm afraid so."
Haruka shook her head again. "I'll believe it when I see it. I still don't trust her. I wish odango atama wouldn't get so close to her, either."
Michiru smiled slyly at her partner. "Why Haruka, you almost sound jealous." The dark look that remained on the taller girl's face told Michiru that Haruka was not in the mood to be teased, and she regretted her words almost immediately. Haruka rose to her feet, a shadow hovering in her gray eyes.
"I'm going for a ride," she stated brusquely, snatching her helmet from the table. Without looking back, she stalked through the park to her motorcycle, parked at the curb.
Michiru watched her go with an apology in her eyes. "I didn't mean to upset her," she sighed.
Setsuna laid a hand on her shoulder. "I know. She'll be back but you know Haruka. Some things she just has to figure out for herself."
Michiru twisted around to look at Setsuna. "Are you going to tell us what all of this is about?" she inquired. "Sailor Orion still hasn't told us what we're fighting, or why. But you know, don't you?"
Setsuna nodded, her green locks brushing her face gently. "Yes, I do. And believe me when I say that this is one of the most important battles of all time. The enemy that we are going up against is the most powerful member of the Negaverse in existence." Then she smiled wistfully. "But I cannot say more than that. Sailor Orion was right when she said that telling you too much now would put all of you in danger. She's always chosen the time to reveal everything to you and she hasn't been wrong yet. I trust her judgement in this."
Michiru nodded. "All right, then." Her eyes were a bit clouded. "You know, though, something that Haruka pointed out is bothering me now." She paused. "It's true that Sailor Orion comes from beyond our Solar System. As guardians of the outer planets, we're supposed to be protecting this planet from invaders. But it never even occurred to me to be suspicious of Orion." Michiru shook her head slowly. "I never even thought of it, until Haruka pointed it out. Doesn't that seem to you to be a bit dangerous not being cautious enough about her?"
Setsuna gave a small smile. "I'm not surprised, Michiru, that you didn't think to suspect her of foul play. Orion tends to have that effect on people. The fact is, her power comes from her purity of soul; and that pure soul makes it very difficult for anyone to mistrust her, even when they don't know anything about her at all." The timeless woman's eyes were gentle. "It's much the same as Usagi-chan you would never suspect her of something evil either. There's just a feeling surrounding them, of honesty and straightforwardness that can't be faked."
Michiru nodded. "You're right. That's exactly how it feels, every time I see her. I scarcely know her, and yet I would trust her with my life." Her aqua eyes flickered back in the direction her partner had disappeared. "But I wish I knew why Haruka can't feel it like we do."

"Come, my jaki. Show yourself to me."
In the field outside the city, the black stone monument was humming busily as another drop of black, shiny liquid fell hissing onto its surface. The gooey stuff began to grow and swell, slowly developing into the ugly, monstrous dark spirit that would answer Narcissus' bidding.
"Jaki here, Lord Narcissus," the thing hissed as it turned towards the opening in space above it.
"I've got something for you, my mindless little minon. Put it on." A golden medallion came flying out of the gaping tear, and the evil spirit caught it. It stared at the medallion for a moment a small gold disk with winglike extentions and a pale blue symbol imprinted in the center. Narcissus repeated his command. "Put it on, jaki."
The monster slipped the delicate golden chain over its head, and to its astonishment, its body disappeared, made invisible by the power of the medallion. The jaki gave a hiss of surprise, and Narcissus laughed. "Sailor Aquila was kind enough to lend me one of his Chaos Medallions," he declared.
"How'd you manage that one?" This was Lady Slipper's voice.
Lord Narcissus' tone was full of haughtiness. "I asked him for it."
"There's got to be more to it than that. Aquila doesn't do favors for anyone." The woman's voice was suspicious. "What did you give him in return?"
"None of your business," Narcissus retorted a bit defensively, and there might have been a hint of embarrassment in the tone.
Lady Slipper giggled. "Never mind, then. I'm not sure I even want to know." There was a pause. "So what do you plan to do this time, oh great admiral?"
"I plan," Narcissus responded, a bit irritated with Lady Slipper's sarcasm, "to find the Silver Dagger. The Chaos medallion will fill everyone that the jaki touches with our negative power, amplifiying their aggressive tendencies. Pretty soon, all the humans will be stabbing one another in the streets. The blood will run rivers through their happy little city, and we'll find the host of that Dagger in no time flat."
"What about the Sailor Senshi?"
"What about them?"
Lady Slipper clucked her tongue derisively. "Tsk, tsk, Admiral. Don't tell me that after everything you've been through with them you're still going to continue to underestimate their abilities."
"Oh, shut up, Lady Slipper," Lord Narcissus retorted, his frozen tones echoing out over the empty plain. "My jaki had six of those lousy Scouts chained up the first time we went after Orion. If it could catch them once, it can do it again. You there," he said, addressing the evil spirit still standing on the monument's edge, "listen to me. I want you to creep among the humans, touching as many of them as you can. Don't take their blood unless you can do it without being seen I don't want the Sailor Scouts to be aware of your presence until it's too late for them to stop it. You understand?"
The creature nodded and grinned, showing its three gleaming fangs. "Jaki understand." It turned to the edge of the monument and made a great flying leap, rolling into a ball in midair so that it could bounce in the tall grass. The monster made three bounces in order to build up momentum, and then it was flying into the sky, moving in a perfect arc towards Tokyo.
Narcissus gave a grunt of satisfaction. "With every single human in that city attacking or being attacked, they're going to do all our work for us. Now, we just stand back and wait for the Dagger to come to us."
Lady Slipper still sounded amused. "Oh, I hope you're right, for your sake, dear Narcissus. I'd hate to think what Aquila might do to you if anything happened to his medallion." She began to laugh again, and it was not a pleasant sound.

Haruka revved the engine of her bike again, and as the light changed she squealed the tires, racing down the street, her racer's mind staying super-focused on her surroundings despite her speed. She was more than just a fast driver; she was a good driver. She hadn't been in an accident yet, despite all the speeding she did in town. But today, her concentration was not as keen as usual. Michiru's words were running through her head. "You almost sound jealous" Haruka growled to herself. I'm not jealous, she insisted mentally. That's not it at all. I just don't like Orion-Shinzui-whoever the hell she is. But the little voice inside that liked to argue with her decided to speak up. Well fine, then, Haruka. You don't like her. But why not? You don't even have a decent reason. She frowned again. Why do I have to have a reason? I've always had good instincts when it comes to people But is this the kind of person I want to be? Am I just making excuses? Every time I see that girl, I want to kill her. I hate her!! And I have no reason. It doesn't make sense. Haruka was beginning to feel dizzy with all the swirling, conflicting thoughts arguing in her head. I've got to stop thinking about it for a while just drive. Just drive.
The wind whipping her clothes as she sped down the street seemed to be challenging her. Haruka grinned in response, and went even faster, feeling the bike beneath her growl powerfully as the acceleration made them blur together, becoming one being Haruka's mind and body, the bike's wheels and engine. She felt her heart racing, dancing within her as it always did when she raced the wind itself. I want to be like the wind
Suddenly there was a loud honking and squealing noise, as Haruka realized that she'd come around the corner too fast and there were some pedestrians crossing the street. She hissed out a curse and slammed the brakes of the motorcycle, veering to the side so that she'd miss the people. The bike slid sideways, smashing into the ground, and Haruka felt herself tossed across the sidewalk, the cement raking through the tough motor jacket she wore, scraping into her skin. For a moment everything in the world seemed to be upside down and noisy. Then she felt hands on her shoulders, and a voice calling her name.
"Haruka-san! Haruka-san, are you all right?"
Haruka removed her helmet carefully, making sure that she didn't have any head injuries, and raised a hand to brush the short sandy locks from her eyes. It took her a second to figure out where she was; and realized with surprise that she had practically crash-landed onto the front lawn of Juuban High School. She looked up to meet two very familiar faces, and she couldn't help a rueful grin when she realized who it was she'd almost hit.
"Hey, Ami-chan Mako-chan." Haruka looked at the brunette and cocked an eyebrow. "I somehow feel the strangest sense of déjà vu at the moment."
Makoto knew what she was talking about the first time she had met Haruka, it had been almost exactly like this. Haruka's bike had nearly hit Usagi, and Makoto had shoved both of them out of the way. Makoto remembered this, but she did not smile back; she was staring at Haruka's shoulder worriedly. "Haruka-san, you're hurt."
The racer looked down at her shoulder, where her jacket had been torn away by the rough asphalt. The white sleeve of the tee shirt she was wearing underneath was already beginning to turn a brilliant scarlet color, and the brisk December wind didn't help, either. Haruka reached over and pulled up the sleeve to survey the damage. "I'm fine," she declared, observing the wound. "Just surface scratches." She met Makoto's green eyes mischievously. "I seem to have a habit of running into you, pretty girl."
Makoto blushed. Haruka, ever the flirt, still had the ability to fluster her. But before she could respond, another voice cut in. "Hey, dude, you should watch where you're going."
Makoto spun around to face the big high school student. He was one of the most enormous boys Haruka had ever seen at least six and a half feet tall, and probably weighed around 280 pounds, all muscle. He was built like a train engine, with huge shoulders and a massive neck, and he seemed to have the bullheaded confindence of a person who breaks down doors with his head for fun.
"Shut up, Junko," Makoto barked angrily, not seeming intimidated in the least. "Haruka-san could have been killed."
"Hey, he's the one who nearly killed us," the boy responded with a sneer. He glared at Haruka. "If you can't drive any better than that, you shouldn't be on the road."
Haruka rose to her feet in one smooth motion, her eyes glittering like gray glass. But her voice remained calm. "My apologies," she said in a voice that did not sound very apologetic at all. The huge boy, Junko, took a step forward, sensing the challenge in her voice. But then his attention was captured by the small blue-haired girl standing quietly off to one side. His eyes narrowed, and he turned to face her instead.
"You're Mizuno Ami," he declared.
Ami was surprised that this giant of a boy would take an interest in someone like her, but she managed to stammer, "Uh yes. I am."
Junko glared at her. "You're the little genius girl, huh? The one who always takes the top marks. You planning on coming to Juuban High?" There was a threat in his voice that Makoto didn't like, but before she could step in to respond, Haruka was speaking quietly in her ear.
"Who is that?" Haruka asked quietly, jerking her thumb towards the enormous boy.
Makoto's green eyes were full of sparks. "That is Ishibata Junko captain of Juuban High School's football team, and captain of the chess team too, believe it or not. He thinks he's so smart but Ami-chan has always beat him during the intervarsity chess matches."
"I I don't know where I'm going to attend high school," Ami responded a bit uncertainly.
"Well, if you know what's good for you, you'll stay away from Juuban," Junko sneered at her. "We don't want cheaters in our classes or on our chess team."
Makoto's hand balled into a fist.
Ami's eyes widened. "But I don't cheat," she protested. "I study very hard"
"Sure you do," the large boy retorted.
"Ami-chan is not a cheater," Makoto declared firmly, stepping in to join her friend.
Junko was not impressed with the angry brunette. "Oh, chill out, Kino-san. Everybody knows that Mizuno Ami cheats. No one who was being honest could get perfect scores all the time."
"That's not true," Ami breathed, and Makoto turned in dismay to see her friend's eyes filling with tears. "I've never cheated on anything in my life."
Haruka stepped in then as well, not about to let her friends get picked on. "Listen, dude, I don't know who you think you are, but you'd better back down. Now." She stared at the taller boy coolly.
Junko narrowed his eyes as he looked back at her, surveying her up and down. He frowned. "I say what I like, when I like," he answered haughtily. Casting one more nasty look back at Ami, he began to walk away. "Mizuno-san, you better be on your guard at the Christmas district championships, because I'm going to mop the chessboard with you." With a nasty laugh, he strode off in the opposite direction.
"Are you all right, Ami-chan?" Makoto asked, her eyes still following the bully as he left.
Ami nodded. "Yes, I'm fine. Junko is just rough like that but it's all right. It's not like I haven't been accused of cheating before." The blue-haired girl shrugged it off, her tears already disappearing.
Haruka shook her head. "That doesn't make it right," she responded, her low tones firm. She picked up her helmet and strapped it on, and straddled her bike. "Mako-chan?"
Makoto looked back at her, and Haruka nodded towards Ami. "Look after her," the biker admonished as she kicked the motorcycle's engines to life. Makoto nodded with understanding, her green eyes filled with determination. Haruka grinned from behind her helmet. "I'll see you two around," she said. "Ja ne!" Pulling out into the street, she headed back to the apartment she shared with Michiru, blissfully forgetting all about Sailor Orion for the moment.
Makoto watched the racer disappear down the street. She was startled suddenly by the feel of a cold hand on her arm, and she shivered as she looked down to see who it was. There was no one there. That's odd, she thought, wiping her arm. I was so sure I felt something it even felt sort of slimy. How weird. She looked up at Ami, who didn't seem to notice anything wrong, and Makoto shrugged it off. Must have just been my imagination.

"Shinzui-san!"
Shinzui smiled at the excitement in the boy's voice as Hitoshi entered her studio at the Banpuku center. She was so pleased with the growth that Hitoshi had shown since he'd begun to stay with them here. The former drug-dealing street kid was almost impossible to recognize now that he'd been cleaned up and straightened out, and it was obvious that he was so much happier being with friends his own age and the caring adults at the center. After Christmas break, he was going to begin to attend school again, too. Shinzui tilted her head towards the child. "What is it, Hitoshi-kun?"
"You'll never guess it started snowing!" The boy's orange eyes glowed with pleasure. "We're gonna have a white Christmas this year, I'll bet. Isn't it great?"
"Yes, it is," Shinzui responded with a fond smile. She rose to her feet then, putting weight on her ankle carefully. The sprain was nearly gone now, as she only felt a slight twinge, and her smile became a bit rueful. Sailor Pluto had been right when she said that Shinzui healed quickly it had only been about 48 hours since the injury had occurred and it was already barely noticeable. She stepped around the desk to ruffle the ten-year-old's yellow hair.
Hitoshi grinned up at the blind girl. "So what do you want for Christmas, Shinzui-san?" he asked, changing the subject.
Shinzui raised an eyebrow and gave him the same response she'd been giving all the children for the last few weeks. "Hugs and giggles, Hitoshi-kun. I want lots of hugs and giggles."
The boy frowned. "But that's not a real present," he insisted. "Isn't there-"
There came a knock at her office door. "Come in," Shinzui responded, and the door opened. In stepped a giant of a man, with snow-white hair and brilliant amythyst-colored eyes. Shinzui recognized the footsteps at once, and smiled delightedly. "Oberon, my friend! It's so nice to see you again!" She extended her hand, which the huge man took in his own with a smile.
"And it is good to see you as well, child." For being such a giant, his voice was astonishingly quiet, almost like a whisper.
Hitoshi stared at him with enormous eyes. And I thought Shinzui-san was tall! Standing next to him, the six foot blind girl looked small and fragile, and the boy shook his head. I didn't know people could get that big. He's gotta be, like, eight feet tall!!
Shinzui turned to Hitoshi. "Oberon, my friend, I'd like you to meet a young acquaintance of mine. This is Hitoshi." With eyes as big as orange peonies, the boy made a small bow, and Shinzui smiled. "Hitoshi-kun, this is Oberon, a very dear old friend of mine. He is the new superintendant of Juuban Junior High School, where you'll be entering after Christmas."
The giant snowy-haired man smiled down at the child. "I'll be looking forward to getting to know you, then," he whispered, his voice sounding like the rustling of leaves across pavement. Then he turned to the blind girl. "Shinzui-san, I'm actually here today on business, of sorts. We've had some diciplinary problems with one of our students, and she's in need of some serious counseling, preferably from one of her peers. You are going to want to handle this personally, I'm sure."
Shinzui caught a note of mischief in the soft voice, and raised an eyebrow. "Who is it?"
"Her name is Kino Makoto."
"Say no more." A slow smile crept over the pale-haired girl's face. "You're right, I do think that a personal touch is best with this particular young woman. Who did she beat up this time?"
Oberon shook his head with a serious expression. "She attacked some high school kid twice her size, and a notorious bully. Knowing Junko, she probably had every reason to be angry with him, but it was foolish of her the kid just tossed her off like a rag doll, and she landed on her arm. She broke it in two places." He sighed. "And from what I understand, she got right back up and was ready to go after him again. She would have, too, if her friends and teachers hadn't stopped her and taken her to the hospital. I tried to talk to her myself, and I honestly think she was considering attacking me as well. I just don't know what to do with a turbulent spirit like that. I was hoping you might know what to say."
Shinzui nodded slowly. "I'll do my best, old friend." Then she turned to Hitoshi. "Would you mind going to play in the game room for a while?" she asked sweetly. "I need to talk to some people." The boy grinned and scampered out the door.
Oberon then put his head out the door. "Come in now, Kino-san."
Makoto's voice was irritated as she stomped into the room, indifferently brandishing her arm, which had been encased in a cast and sling. "I already told you, I don't need counseling!" she growled, sounding almost angry. She stopped short when she recognized the blind girl behind the desk. "Shinzui-san!" For a moment the brunette froze with surprise.
The huge amythyst-eyed man made a slight bow. "I'll let you two talk for a while," he whispered, and backed out of the room. Makoto was left staring at Shinzui.
Shinzui frowned. There's something wrong here, she realized as the irate girl entered her music studio. There was no mistaking the violence roiling through Makoto's mind at the moment. Turbulent spirit is right. I've never felt so much negative energy in her emotions. What's going on? This just reeks of Narcissus. "Why don't you sit down for a minute, Makoto?" Shinzui suggested sweetly, indicating the folding chair near her keyboard.
Makoto threw herself into the chair, still gazing up at the blind girl with an expression of near-defiance. "Look, Shinzui-san, I'm telling you, I don't need any counseling. I'm perfectly fine."
"Are you?" The blind girl's words were soft. It's best not to aggravate her until I know what's going on. "I understand that your arm is broken."
Makoto shrugged it off. "It'll heal," she replied casually.
Shinzui had to hide a smile. The princess of Jupiter's attitude towards injuries had always reminded her of her own. "Why don't you just tell me what happened?"
The brunette rolled her green eyes. "Look, it's not such a big deal, all right? Ami-chan beat Ishibata Junko at the Christmas district chess championships last night, and so he was being a jerk to her. He said she was cheating and all sorts of dumb stuff, and he made her cry. So I decked him. Got sloppy and landed on my arm that was my own stupid fault. It won't happen next time." Makoto became so agitated that she stood and began to pace. "Besides, even Haruka-san told me to look out for Ami-chan, and that's just exactly what I was doing. I'll do it again, too, if I have to, and next time it isn't going to be me at the hospital. I swear when I get my hands on him, I'll make him sorry he ever even frowned at Ami-chan."
Shinzui shook her head. "Makoto, that's not like you. Defending your friends is one thing, but picking fights is quite another."
"Are you defending him?" Makoto barked suddenly, leaning over the blind girl.
"No, of course not. I'm only saying that-"
"You are. You're defending him. If you're not on my side, then you're on his, and I don't tolerate anybody who talks bad about my friends." The brunette's eyes had gone dark, almost black, and her voice shook with rage.
"Makoto-chan, that's not it at all-"
"Shut up! Just shut up!"
With her thousand lifetimes of fighting experience, Shinzui could sense the fist coming towards her, and she dodged out of the way just in time. Makoto lunged into the keyboard, knocking it over onto the floor and scattering the carefully stacked Braille music every which way. The furious girl straightened, and prepared to attack Shinzui again.
"Makoto! Makoto, listen to me." But Makoto didn't stop coming, and the young blind woman ducked again as another fist went over her head. "Makoto, stop. You've got to listen. This isn't you. It's not your anger. Narcissus has done something to you I don't know what it is yet, but you've got to fight it." The green-eyed brunette took another swing at Shinzui, which she only barely managed to escape.
"You're lying," Makoto responded, backing the blind girl into a corner. "I hate liars."
"I'm not lying, Makoto-chan." But it was obvious that Makoto was not able to listen to her. Shinzui could feel it now, the twisted dark vines of chaos that had entwined themselves into her friend's spirit, and she knew that there was only one way to get through to her now. Turning to her guide dog, Shinzui called, "Centauri! Now!"
Centauri didn't argue, as he knew that in her current form Shinzui would be unable to defend herself from Makoto. He concentrated an instant and then exclaimed, "Orion Constellation Power! Make Up!" Makoto froze in mid-punch as Shinzui's slender body was lifted off the floor by the power of her bracelet. For a moment, the room was lost in gentle peach light and music as the Sacrificial Soldier transformed. Sailor Orion landed on the floor in a crouching, defensive position before Makoto.
The brunette sneered. "Oh, you want to do this the fancy way? Sounds good to me. Jupiter..." But she didn't get the chance to finish calling out her transformation, because the Orion Music Sphere was already humming before her eyes.
Orion looked at Makoto with compassion in her gaze. "It's all right, Makoto-chan. You can't beat this one on your own. I'm going to help you." Then she sang. "Heavenly Symphony!" But this time, the melody that erupted from the Sphere was different. It was an upbeat sort of sound, with a strong rhythmn that sounded like punching and made Makoto feel like she wanted to start beating the wall to the music. Then, Sailor Orion began to sing.

"Now what's the point of arguing, of getting in a fight
Tell me does it really matter who is wrong and who is right
A simple disagreement doesn't have to lead to hate
And it doesn't mean you gotta seal somebody else's fate

"So don't let pride get in the way
Don't let your ego take control
If you want to stand for goodness, got to listen to your soul
Got to turn the other cheek
Got to learn to take a joke
Cause the fighting's never worth watching your life go up in smoke

"So when someone makes you angry and you clench your fists in rage
And you're picturing their face on the obituary page
When you want to smash their face in, cut their heart out with a spoon
You'd better think about it carefully and don't react so soon

"So don't let pride get in the way
Don't let your ego take control
If you want to stand for goodness, got to listen to your soul
Got to turn the other cheek
Got to learn to take a joke
Cause the fighting's never worth watching your life go up in smoke

"If you make every argument a personal crusade
And you launch a one-man war to make sure every hurt's repaid
It's only logic that one day you'll pick a fight with someone new
He'll be bigger, he'll be stronger-- You will end up black and blue

"So don't let pride get in the way
Don't let your ego take control
If you want to stand for goodness, got to listen to your soul
Got to turn the other cheek
Got to learn to take a joke
Cause the fighting's never worth watching your life go up in smoke."

As Orion sang, she could feel the darkness that had encapsulated Makoto's heart begin to relax its grip, weaken, and very slowly fade away. Makoto felt it too, as the healing, calming melody seemed to rinse her spirit from the fury and rage of a few moments ago. By the time she'd reached the last verse, the evil influence seemed to have vanished completely.
Makoto stared at Orion in complete surprise, as the tall Sailor Scout detransformed. Her fuku shimmered away and was replaced by her usual skirt and sweater. The Orion Music Sphere also disappeared, and Shinzui's eyes clouded over as her vision once again left her. The two girls were left facing one another for a long, awkward moment of silence. Makoto wasn't sure what to say.
"Gosh, Shinzui-san, I I'm really sorry." The brunette looked down at the cast on her arm, as she remembered all of a sudden why it was she was in Shinzui's studio in the first place. "Man, they were right when they said I needed counseling. I even wanted to hit you! And I can't believe I really tried to deck the captain of the football team!" Makoto shook her head. At this statement, though, Shinzui could not hold back the giggles. Makoto tilted her head curiously. "What's so funny?" she demanded.
The young blind girl calmed her mirth and took a deep breath. "I was just thinking that they sent you to the wrong person for counseling," Shinzui replied with an amused grin. "To be honest, if I'd seen him treating Ami like that, I probably would have done the same thing."
Makoto's eyes lit up. "Yeah," she agreed. "I mean, I knew you were a fighter when I saw you hit that guy down in Hell's Mouth even before we found out that you're Sailor Orion. I wish you'd been there when Junko was saying all that junk. We could have really straightened him out, you and me."
Shinzui's expression grew serious again, and she shook her head. "No, Makoto, I'm not a fighter. I'm a soldier, and there is a definite difference." She could tell that the younger girl was a bit confused by her words, and she sighed. "There was a time, Makoto, when I was a fighter. I didn't care who or when or where; if someone crossed me, I wiped them out. No mercy, no compassion, and no regrets I just destroyed. But I eventually came to realize that being a fighter was dangerous and even foolish. People that you love can get hurt, and you can get hurt and even when you're fighting for the right reasons, if you go about it the wrong way it won't mean anything even if you do win. You can't defeat the darkness by becoming darkness yourself." Shinzui's voice was very gentle. "A soldier, Makoto, knows when to pick their battles. They fight fire with water, not with more fire."
Makoto nodded. "I think that's what Usagi was trying to say to me yesterday, at the hospital. But she didn't put it quite so eloquently." Makoto's tone was a bit mischievous, but she was surprised when a sudden wistfulness crossed the blind girl's features.
"As a matter of fact, it was the Princess who taught me this," she said quietly. "If it hadn't been for her unconditional faith in love and peace, I would probably still be the fighter I once was." Shinzui shook her head slowly. "I would never have believed it if I hadn't seen it with my own eyes. But the Princess somehow manages to defeat her enemies, not with violence, but with love. Even when they are so much more powerful than she is, even when she doesn't stand a chance in combat against them, she still manages to win, because her faith in love is more powerful than the strongest of enemies. I've seen it happen more times than I can count and now I believe in it as well." Then she winked one of her vacant eyes at Makoto. "But my faith isn't quite as strong as hers, so sometimes I have to cheat and use my fists."
Makoto smiled back at her, but there was a note of sadness in the girl's voice that kept her from finding it truly funny. She felt remorse fill her as she recalled the events of only a few minutes before, when she had been chasing Shinzui around the room with her own fists. Well, the uninjured one, anyway. "Listen, Shinzui-san, I'm really sorry about before. I don't know what came over me."
"I do." Shinzui's voice was quiet. "Narcissus has once again got some trick up his sleeve. I intend to find out what it is."
"Not without me, you don't," Makoto declared with a grin. "We soldiers have to stick together."
Shinzui grinned back at her. "Well, all right then," she acknowledged before turning to her golden retriever. "Centauri, my friend, it would seem I'm going to need your assistance once again."

"What happened here?" Sailor Jupiter gasped, surveying the streets of rioting people. Everywhere on the ground were unconcious bodies, bleeding and broken, lying in the rapidly accumulating snow. As she watched, some motorist tried to run down a couple of squabbling women who just barely managed to get out of the way. One of them pulled a knife on the other, and began to swing at her with it. All around them there were people fighting; some had baseball bats and knives, and Jupiter could have sworn she heard gunshots. The usual silence that came with the snow was broken over and over again by angry bellowing.
Sailor Orion shook her head. "I still don't know, but this just reeks of the Negaverse. Jupiter, call the others. I'm going to start cleaning up this mess."
Jupiter could hear the music of the Orion Sphere behind her as she slipped behind a building and flipped on her communicator. Snowflakes drifted past her cheeks as she spoke into it. "Usagi-chan? Ami-chan? Minako-chan? Rei-chan? Everybody listen up. Something really weird is going on down here. You'd better get over here right away." There was a chorus of affirmative responses as her friends got the message. As she snapped the communicator shut, Jupiter heard a familiar deep voice.
"World Shaking!"
Sailor Jupiter's eyes widened as she realized that the golden attack was headed straight for Sailor Orion. "Orion, look out!" she yelled as loud as she could, racing towards the tall Sailor Senshi. Sailor Orion looked up just as the planet-shaped burst of power approached her, and she threw herself out of the way. Uranus' attack went past her and crashed into a streetlamp, knocking it over and sending a shower of sparks out over the unconcious people in the snow.
Jupiter stared up at Sailor Uranus, who was glaring sullenly down at them from atop a nearby office building. "What the heck are you doing?" she demanded furiously before turning to the peach-and-black Soldier. "Orion, are you all right?"
Sailor Orion nodded as she rose to her feet, brushing the cold white stuff off of her fuku. "It's all right, Jupiter. She couldn't help it." Orion looked up at the Magnifiscent Soldier of Uranus with a gentle expression. She summoned the power of the Music Sphere again. "Heavenly Symphony!" As the melody again filled the streets, clearing the Negaverse's energy from the souls of the people, the riots began to calm. Uranus and Neptune leapt from the building to the street, landing right in front of Jupiter. A moment later they were joined by Pluto.
"Sailor Orion," said Pluto in that timeless voice of hers, "what is happening here?"
Still concentrating on her powers, Orion shook her head. "I'm not sure yet," she replied. "We need Mercury's computer. This has all the marks of a Negaverse attack. With all this snow, you'd think a jet black evil creature would be rather conspicuous, but I don't see a jaki anywhere."
"That's because it's wearing something that renders it invisible." The Scouts turned to see Sailor Mercury and the others come running up behind them. Mercury was busily punching buttons on her mini-computer as she scanned the area. "My readings say that there is a jaki here, and that it's got some sort of device that transmits negative energy through touch."
Sailor Venus stepped forward to peer over her shoulder, though she couldn't make any sense whatsoever of the numbers and diagrams flickering across the little screen. "So, what does that mean, exactly? Like this thing is going around touching people and making them go crazy?"
Sailor Orion's silvery eyes darkened. "Of course. I should have known."
"What do you mean, Orion?" Mercury inquired, looking up at the pale-haired senshi.
"Aquila's Chaos Medallion. That jaki is wearing one of Sailor Aquila's medallions." She shook her head. "The invisibility, the aggression I don't know why I didn't recognize it before."
Mercury frowned. "Sailor Aquila? Who's that?"
Orion sighed. "No time to explain now. His powers are from the Realm of Air, like yours, Sailor Mercury. So"
"So I should be able to negate the effects of the medallion," Mercury finished for her, catching on quickly. She turned to scan the area once again. "It's over there," she declared after a moment, pointing towards a dark alley. Snapping her computer shut, Mercury lifted her hands above her head. "Shine Aqua Illusion!" she cried, sending a glittering attack in the direction that she'd indicated. For a moment it was impossible to see anything, but then a black translucent shape came darting from the alley.
"There's our boy," Sailor Orion grunted with satisfaction. Sailor Pluto leapt into the air, landing right in front of the jaki so it could not escape in that direction. The Revolutionary Soldier nodded to Orion, and Orion grinned back. "Heavenly Symphony!" she sang out, as the Orion Sphere began to pulse with light again. The evil creature covered its nonexistent ears, but it was no use. With a screech of fury, the creature melted away into the snow-covered pavement of the street, returning to a dark puddle of oily stuff that was aborbed into the cement in a manner of moments. It left behind a small golden medallion, glittering among the snowdrifts. Sailor ChibiMoon ran over to the medallion and looked at it, then she looked back at Orion uncertainly.
"Can I touch it?" she inquired first, remembering how the sun dust that had belonged to Sailor Pheonix had been dangerous to touch, and she'd come close to losing her hand. But this time, Orion nodded.
"Yes. Mercury's attack has numbed its effects for a while. Here, give it to me."
The pink-haired senshi-in-training picked it up and brought it to Sailor Orion, placing it in her palm. Orion looked at the symbol imprinted on it. "This is Aquila's, all right. Which means that we're going to be seeing Lord Narcissus in approximately" she paused, then began to count. "Three two one"
"Give it back!"
Orion turned with a snide smile as the apparition of the Negaverse admiral appeared before them. "Right on time, Narcissus. I suppose you've come for this." She dangled the medallion from her fingertip.
"Give it to me, Orion." There was a note of near desparation in the Negaverse Lord's voice, and the other Senshi looked at one another with surprise. Was he really-begging?
Sailor Orion swung the medallion casually from her finger. "Oh, I don't know, Lord Narcissus. I was sort of thinking of adding it to my collection. It would look simply lovely with this little light blue dress I just bought."
"Give it back to me. You have to."
Orion could see the fear in the admiral's eyes, and she knew full well that he had every reason to be afraid. If Aquila didn't get his medallion back, Narcissus was as good as dead. And Narcissus knew it. Orion didn't hold any love for the admiral, but she had seen what happened to those who got on Aquila's bad side. And she wouldn't wish it on her worst enemy. Still, she wanted to make Narcissus sweat a bit. "I don't see why I should give it back to you. Finders keepers, you know. If you want it so badly, why don't you just come take it from me?"
"I can't right now," Narcissus answered, his voice sounding piteously close to a whine. Sailor Mars and Sailor Venus snickered behind gloved hands.
Orion's silver eyes widened innocently. "Oh that's right, you can't, can you? Not without some jaki's body to take over." She pretended to consider for a moment. "Tell you what. Why don't you go get one of your little evil spirits, bring them over here, and then we can fight for it? I'll wait."
Narcissus shook his head, his lavender hair falling into his eyes. "There's no time," he insisted, beginning to sound a bit panicked. "Aquila has to have that back in one hour, or"
"I see," Orion responded, sounding almost disappointed. "Such a shame. I would have enjoyed stomping the stuffing out of you again." She sighed in that tinkling, bell-like way, and looked down at the medallion in her hand again. "It's awfully pretty," she mused slowly, antagonizingly. "But I suppose this shade of blue doesn't really go with my eyes." The silver-gray eyes locked to the pale purple ones. "I suppose I'll let you have it back."
Narcissus seemed to breathe a sigh of relief as he reached out to take the necklace from her hand, but Orion snatched it back. "Ah, ah," she said, shaking her head with a patronizing smile. "What do you say?"
The admiral glared at her, but managed to choke out stiffly, "Thank you."
"That's better." She handed the Chaos Medallion back to the Negaverse Lord, and he vanished abruptly. The other Scouts looked at one another and began to giggle.

"Well, if it isn't the brave little girl with the broken arm."
Makoto and Shinzui looked up as Ishibata Junko approached them through the falling snow, an expression of derision on his face. Makoto frowned. "What do you want, Junko?" She and Shinzui were on their way back to the Banpuku center to meet with Oberon, and she was not in the mood for this.
The huge boy grinned at her unpleasantly. "Nothing much. Just wanted to make sure you learned your lesson last time." He held out his arms triumphantly. "Don't go against the master."
Shinzui spoke up then, her delicate voice echoing prettily in the frosty air. "Makoto learned a lesson, yes. But it wasn't from you."
Junko regarded the blind girl with contempt. "And just who are you?" he spat out. "Boy, Kino-san, you sure are a champion when it comes to picking friends. Cheaters, crybabies and know-it-all blind chicks you have such refined taste."
Makoto's muscles tensed, but she felt Shinzui's gentle hand on her arm, and she did not try to hit him again. Shinzui regarded Junko with her opaque, vacant eyes for a moment, and then responded quietly. "She does have good taste, doesn't she? After all, she could have made a real mistake, and started hanging out with the real riff-raff like football players."
Junko glared at her, and reached out, intending to seize Shinzui's wrist. "Just who do you" But Shinzui sidestepped his advance, and the enormous boy stepped right onto a patch of ice. His weight worked against him, as he was now off balance, and he slipped. His chin landed a few inches away from Shinzui's boot, and she giggled; a light, airy sound.
"You should be more careful," she said with amusement. "A person could break their arm, falling on the ice like that." Shinzui and Makoto smiled at one another as they continued down the sidewalk towards the youth center, leaving the big bully behind to pick himself up out of the snow.

"What's the matter, Haruka?" Michiru took a seat on the window bench, facing her friend.
Haruka stared down at the street, at the cars moving slowly through the snow, the windshield wipers beating back and forth. "I attacked her." Her tones were low. "I actually attacked her."
Michiru shook her head, her teal curls bouncing. "Don't worry about it, Haruka. Remember what Mercury said? That medallion thing was making everyone act a little crazy. Besides, Orion didn't seem to worry about it too much."
Haruka smiled at Michiru as best she could, and turned her gaze back to the window. "I guess you're right." She tried to make her voice sound cheerful, but she couldn't keep the shadow from her eyes as she looked down out of the window at the snow-covered world below. She still doesn't understand, Haruka realized as the watched the creeping cars. I attacked Orion before I knew what I was doing but I'm certain that the jaki never touched me. Outside, the snow continued to fall, and the neon Christmas lights winked at her merrily. Haruka did not wink back.

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