Fallen
Part 4-Passepartout, the Day
My Master, and many other, think that valet's can't hear good but we hear all too well. I knew about the other Jules that was now on the Aurora and who was simply waiting for himself to be non-existent. I knew that he blamed hisself for all our deaths, and that he not look at me becaused I die lastly and before he come back to save himself.
I looked over at him, sitting there and looking at the small gun nearby. I walk over and I know he know I is there but he doesn't say anything.
" Do you remember how we first became friends?" he asked. I nod and answered, " When Master bring you onboard, he make you work in my workroom and we becomed friends."
A faint smile almost touched his face, but I thinked he forgot how to smile by now. He is worse off then Master, and I know that I would hurt myself before my Master gets this bad off.
" I wish that would come back for me, that I could actually live like that again and forget," he said, reaching for the gun. I cannot stop him, because Master and Miss Rebecca told me not to. If he die, then perhaps it be right for him. He holds the gun in his hand only, still rested on the table. I want no more then to take it out and not relive the feelings that happened when Master fight Cavois in Russian Roulette.
" I wish that all of this was past," he said, raising the gun. I move from behind him and finally look him in the face. He is so sad, he is ready to kill himself. He would want me to do it, but he know that I would carry that weight as well, " I wish I wasn't so alone."
" You is not alone, Jules," I say, " No matter what happened, or what you did, we always with you in spirit and heart. You never alone, even when you thinked you are."
Jules looked at me from the gun placed below his chin, then his eyes went a little wide before he actually smiled, a genuine smile. He was happy about something.
" They did it," he whispered, and lowered the gun. I could see now he is begin to fade, " I'm…gone."
He disappear, and a smile is on his face. I stare at the place then realize what he meant. He was gone, truly gone, and we was alive for now and not dead. He wanted to not be so we could live.
I shudder at the thought, but then thinked it through. If I could be no existed, then would I if my Master, or Miss Rebecca, or Jules or anyone lived? Perhaps but then what would happen to them? Would they forget? No, perhaps they would stay happy knowing me and my sacrifice. I knowed Jules' sacrifice and I not wish him to do it again.
The door opened and in came them, everyone fine. I nearly hug Jules but I stop short and go to make lunch. Miss Rebecca comes in and she asked me about last few moments of other Jules.
" He thinked to kill hisself," I told her, " but I tell him he never alone, that we always with him no matter death or life. He then become happy that he non exist."
" He was happy?"
" Yes, Miss Rebecca. He happy because we safe."
Miss Rebecca nods, understand. " Passepartout, we did go down the street, and I did see a few characters but I think they didn't want to deal with two Foggs. We got her quickly, right?"
" Yes, but only a few minutes."
Rebecca walks out, and now I know why she asked that. A few minutes, and lives change very quickly. I simply glad it happened differently this time.
Author's Note: If you don't like it, then fine! I simply feel that everything is done and nothing more is left to write except that everyone is fine and nothing bad happened to create the very sad and angsty Jules.