*So Far Away*
Part 3
By: (*Areida Tokyo
Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or the characters, they are strickly owned by Sunrise and Bandai corporations. I also don't own the song 'So Far Away', it belongs to this kick ass band called: Stabbing Westward! *^_~*...Plz. Leave A Review and NO FLAMMING! =^_^=
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Dedication: This for everyone who were nice about this! Arigato!=^_^=
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"Yes?" It asked in a whissper
"It's Relena, I'm here..." The door swong opened and a cheerful face looked at her. "Relena!" The voice cheered, a huge smile glued on his voice, it made her think of Duo; Relena nodded. It was Mark, the older brother of Adam.
"Well I'm so glad to see you. I haven't seen you for..." Mark stopped and noticed the pinkness of her eyes and how wet she was. "Oh my, I apologies, I forgot my maners. Come in you must be frezzing."
"No thanks, I'm here for Adam."
"Of coarse you are!" Marked teased, Relena put on a fake smile. She wasnt in the mood for joy. Mark turned around and yelled with full volume for Adam. "Adam get your ass down here, Lena is here to see YOU!!!" Once he was done yelling the order, he turned his attentions towards Relena again. "I was wondering, are you ok? Your eyes..." Before he could finish what he was going to say and Relena could answer Adam bounced in. Adam was a tall, well built boy. He had short, slightly curly, brown hair and brown eyes. When he saw Relena he smiled, as if he completly forgot about the fight they had on the phone. He walked toward her noticing the bag and box. He was stiil smilling and was about to peck her on the lips, well when he did that she let all her anger out.
POW!
Relena allowed her fist to hit the freakes face, making him fly. Adam landed hard on floor and all Mark could do was look dumfounded with a smile. Adam stood up with his hand covering his broken noise. "What the fuck was that for BITCH!??!"
"What the fuck was that for!?!?! Hmmmm, not lets think dumbass! What would piss me off enough to beat the shit out of YOU!?!" She questioned, Adam didn't say anything, he just glared at her. "Yea Adam that!"
"What did he do?" Mark asked, he liked Relena and was sorta protective of her.
"Shut UP MARK! This ain't your busniess!" Yelled Adam. "It is now bro.!"
"You lil' pigfucker of a brother was cheating on me, he was having an one night stand! I caught him tonight in the park riding a girl like some horny cowboy!" Adam looked at Mark who was full of anger, Relena continued. " I've know you all my life, you knew that I had a diffacult time trusting people, you said that you've loved me since we were in 8th grade; and you promised to NEVER hurt me and break my trust. You said all that shit and I believed you, I gave you a chance and you lost it! You've also lost my friendship with you AND my trust. Here's your shit Adam and I never wanna see you again, you sleizbag." Relena sneered, she threw the stuff at him, giving him a papercut and almost pushing him over again. But before she left she kneed him so hard that it probably gave some damage. "Now it wont work!" Relena hissed between her teeth. And with that she turned her heel and left. She heard Adam cought and ask for a secound chance, she just turned around and flipped him off. When she got in the car Heero had a proud grin on his face, she looked a little better after doing all of that. She knew that Mark would finish her work.
On there way home, Relena just starred out of the car window, looking at the rain drops and her reflection. She still looked depressed, which made since. Heero decided to take the long way home, so they could just have a calm ride back. More tears were released out of her eyes, she's never cried this much, but she wasn't crying like everyone else when they brake up or are cheated on; she was depressed by the fact that she played her self like a fool and lived in a romantic fantasy. The ride was long and quiet, Heero really wanted to say something, but nothing came up to mind.
*We need to find a way break this silence...
We need to find a way to break this silence...
We need to find a way to break this silence that's between us
"Relena!" Heero said quietly, but it was obveous she was deep in though, no wounder it was so still and quiet. He tried agian, but louder this time. "Relena." Louder,"Relena". Louder, "RELENA!"
*So l scream your name,
So I scream your name,
So I scream your name,
So I scream you name*
Relena blinked a couple times and looked around. "Hn?"
"Were home."Heero answered, Relena just gazed at him for while; she looked dead, lost of color on her face. Heero unbuckled his seatbelt and scooted over. "Relena were home. Do you want to stay in the car for awhile?" He asked as he wrapped one arm around her waist, just like he did with his little sister when their house was on fire. Relena nodded, Heero scooted in closer so she could feel warm and comfetable, he removed some hair that fell over her eyes and face; gently stroaking her cheeck. She didn't budge, she just closed her eyes. It felt so good to be near him, how she wished she was with him instead of Adam, they would have saved lots of pain and crying. Relena swallowed and cuddled deeper into Heero's arms.
*But everytime I touch you
You feel so far away...
And every time that you need me
I feel so far away...
The two gazed into eachother's eyes while the held eachother, the passion growing between eachother. The two shades of blue eyes intertwined, lost, unsure what gose around. The only sound was the rain hitting the car and rough breathing of the two, Relena glidded one hand down Heero's cheeck feeling the skin texture. Heero slightly pured and let his cheeck fall into Relena's small hand, his eyes closing than opening again, full of love and carring. He's always loved her since they were four, he just held it in too long, worried if he would loose his close friendship between Relena. She moved her face towards his, closing the gap between their lips. Her soft, moist skin tinderly touching his mouth, she pored everything out of her soul and hear. She wasn't affraid to give her heart to him, she trusted him and loved him. This was true love, she already experenced teenage love and lived in a fantasy world; she knew what she was feeling was the true thing this time. When her lips were so close to his, he backed away.
*And every time that you reach out
You feel me pull away*
Heero saw the confused looked in her eyes and it hurt him to advoid her tinder touch. He's dreamt this moment over and over and once it happened he backs out. He scooted away from her, looking away from her hurt face, this was hard, but it might be right to do. "Why?" Relena asked, sadness and dissapointmeant in her voice.
Heero didn't say anything, he just looked at her, she starred back. It was pure silence, the rain stopped and their breathing was back to normal. The two left the car and walked into the dark, quiet house, not even saying a word to eachother. Relena walked into her room and Heero into his. Dead silence hoovered over the hallway that was splitting the two.
Relena shut the door and slid down onto the floor, noiseless sobs of cries escaped her mouth. She did love him and she knew he loved her, but why was he holding back? Relena got up and opened the door to head to bathroom to wash up, but when the door wasn't blocking her view anymore she saw Heero standing under the frame of his door, starring at her as if she was prey. His dark, chocolate bangs covering his eyes that had the true feelings revealed
Before Relena could ask if he needed to use the bathroom before her, he rushed toward her, wrapping his arms around her body. Not like before when he was comferting her, he was holding her different. One hand on the back of her head, cupping the sweet, golden hair and the other arm encurcling her lower back. She looked down, not daring to look at him. "Why are holding back Heero?" She questioned.
"Because I wanted to make sure I wasnt taking advantage of you." Heero answered flatly. He gently kissed the side of her face that was exsposed to him.
*And everytime I touch you,*
Relena allowed more of her face to be touched by his kisses
*touch you*
He never planted a kiss on her lips, he wanted to see if she really wanted this. So he layed kisses across her jaw line and nipping the earlobe. He heard her groan, but still he was unsure if she was ready.
*touch you
You feel so far away.*
Relena looked up into his eyes, he could tell it was ok to go on and that she did want him. She wasnt going to regret this. Heero smilled along with Relena and with that he beared his mouth into her's, driving his tongue between her lips. He held her closer and tighter, she comed his hair with her free hand; their kisses became deeper and more wanting than before. He scooped her up and closed her bedroom door.
There the two didn't feel so distant from eachother, finally understanding one another...
The End
Tanslations: (for the people who read this and don't have one idea what the hell I'm saying*^_^*)
arigato~thank you
hn?~what?
A/N: Sorry once more! What do you think!?!? Too long I know,::sighs:: it's my detail disorder, I can't help but put lots of detail in my writtings or... ANYTHING artistic *-_-*;; Now about my other fic. out and the ones comming...: For the people who have been reading 'Will She Ever Trust Me?', I'm sorry I haven't gotten the last part out, I'm having a minnor writers block and I don't know how long it will last. That's why I submit this one, it kept comming back in my mind, and i had to type it up before it went away! So actually I don't know when it will be posted and since school started today AND i'm looking for a job; this brings fresh problems keeping my writting posted, but that dosen't mean I'm finsish writting forever! All the spear time that crosses my path I'll take advantage of it! Now with other ideas...watch out more 1XR on the way, plus other gundam boy and maybe some Fushigi Yuugi, CCS stories*^_^* Thanx for your time and I hope you enjoyed the story, like always... PLEASE LEAVE A REVIEW and NO FLAMMING!! I work real hard on this, I mean this was a written one; I've been jotting in down in pen since the begining of last June! Arigato for your understanding =^_^=
QUESTIONS? COMMENTS? OR HELL WITH IT YOU NEED SOME ONE TO TALK TO?~ e-mail me at Yildlife4@aol.com, Well I have a question...When using html, how do you link you're email address on your fic??? If someone could please tell me that would be GREAT!!*^_^*
(*Areida Tokyo