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Hello (again), minna-san!!
I'm back and better than ever. ::everyone sweatdrops::
This time I'll use some Japanese words and I'll put their English meaning, in case you don't know.
For those who still haven't read the prologue, I advise you to do it if you wanna read the rest. You're going to 'need' it for future chapters. And in case you didn't knew, this is an Usagi-Seiya fic, so no flames...it is my idea and my opinion when I say that they're the best couple in the anime. In the manga, Mamoru is the best.
I could go on endlessly telling you how wonderful Seiya is. ::sight:: ::gets the 'go-on-with-it-or-I'll-kill-you' look from the rest of the people:: ::gulps:: hehe...::sweatdrop:: or I could start with the fic.
By the way, if you have Faith Hill's single 'There you'll be', I honestly advise you to put it in your CD player and start it when Usagi turns the music on (you'll see below). Just an advice. Now it's safe to read.
Forbidden Emotions
Chapter One:: There You'll Be
We can see a young girl laying on a bed sleeping. Her golden hair is messed and covers up most of her face. Still, we can see her delicate features beneath her long silky hair. Her eyes delicately shut, her cherry lips partially open, her breathing heavy and regular. She looks like a sleeping angel...Kirei.*
Outside the sky is blue and the sun already rose. But you can still look up and see the outline of the moon. It's almost full, but not quite. The sun decides to enter the bedroom, setting it's light over her eyes, making her stir in her sleep. She still doesn't wake up, but turns to the other side. The hair is falling over her eyes and the rest of her body. She's sleeping in a soft pink sleep gawn, down to her feet. She is only covered by that and the somewhat looking transparent jacket, also pink in color. The sun may haven't woke her up, but the sudden laughter that erupted outside did, even if the voices were somewhat faint.
"Come on. You can do better than that, Oh mighty senshi*. Don't tell me you cannot catch me."
"Iie*. I could..." ::pause:: "...but I'm too tired right now."
"You're just saying that 'cause you're a slow poke."
"I'm not. I can ran faster than you." ::pause:: "Eh..matte*. Chibiusa-chan, wait for me."
::giggles:: "You can't catch me. Hotaru-chan can't catch me."
::more laughter::
She opened up her eyes.::groan::
::trough clenched teeth:: "Why cant' they keep it quiet?" ::sight:: "Might as well get up now. No way I'm going to sleep trough this commotion."
She got up and seated on her bed, rubbing her eyes. She then stretched her arms and gave a little yawn, smiling when she finished.
"If someone saw me now, they would say 'That is not proper off a Queen'...What can I do?" ::shrugs:: "I was never the morning type."
She got up from the bed and went to her CD Player (Hey, she _is_ a Queen from the 30th Century). She plopped a CD there, the one with the recording of her own song.
"I never now what possessed me to record this." ::blush::
She slid her finger trough the buttons pressing the 'open/close' one and then 'play'. It's melody started echoing trough the room.
(Beginning from Faith Hill's single - 'There You'll Be')
Humming to the song, she picked up a brush and started combing her loose hair, not before passing a finger trough her royal mark, the mark from the Moon Kingdom Royalty.
When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
At the same time as her voice echoed trough the room trough the speakers, she combed her hair thinking about the times that they had shared. She was so naive back then. But even if she had wanted, she had a destiny to fulfill. She couldn't leave her friends, her family, her protectors down. She couldn't leave Mamoru-san down...and not especially Chibiusa. She had loved her daughter even before she was born.
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me
She could see his face. He was so kawaii* when he smiled, witch happened most of the time, and just plainly sweet. He was the only of the Starlights that believed in her.
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be
The others learned to trust her and her friends as well, but he was the only that never left her side. Not even now...light years away from Earth. His heart was hers...and hers was his. Their hearts will always be together. She hasn't seen him for a _long_ time (put long in it), but he was still very much fresh in her memory. His smile, his eyes, his mocking. ::giggles:: His lips... ::blush::
::whisper:: "Seiya-chan..."
Well, you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me
Yes, it's true. He was always there for her. Always by her side, supporting her, giving her strength, telling her to believe...Even if it hurt him 'cause he loved her, but she was in love with somebody else...Mamo-chan. No...Mamoru-san. No more Mamo-chan...it was Mamoru-san now. But no one noticed the change as he was addressed as Endymion now. Or so they made that way. She wasn't naive anymore. She knew her friends noticed her change since the Starlights left, all of her friends, and Mamoru-san too.
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life
I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
She missed him. She really did. She started to remember when they met, how she didn't like him by them and how she eventually fell for him. Only Chibiusa didn't knew any of this, and Hotaru-chan couldn't remember much, but she knew. Chibiusa...the only happiness she had left, together with Seiya-chan. They were her priorities, her light, her strength, her life...she would surely die without any of them.
Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now for all the ways
She got up and walked to the balcony of the room, opening the curtains and smelling the air, singing the lyrics at the same time as the recording. At the same time in other place, far away from there, a girl looked up at the sky.
"You were right there for me
You were right there for me..."
The air played with her air as she listened 'Always' being screamed in the background. Sakura* petals danced with her golden hair around her, and she looked up at the sky. Both souls were touched at that time.
"In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there'll always be a place for you, for all my life..."
Chibiusa and Hotaru looked up at the balcony at the singing Queen. She was pouring her heart out.
::whisper:: "Kouhi*..."
::whisper:: "Okaasan*..."
"I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am there you'll be
And everywhere I am there you'll be..."
With her tearful eyes, she looked up at the moon, whispering 'There you'll be'.
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Japanese Translations:
*kirei - beautiful
*senshi - soldier
*Iie - No
*matte - stop, wait
*kawaii - adorable, cute, sweet...
*sakura - cherry blossom (my favorite flower, along with red roses ::smile::)
*Kouhi - Queen
*okaasan (I think it's like this, if not tell me) - mother
Endings for names:
...-chan -- ending for female names, for friends really close to you, like Hotaru calling Chibiusa-chan and her calling her Hotaru-chan. Can also be for boyfriends, like she used to call Mamoru, Mamo-chan, and now Seiya is Seiya-chan (not because he's a girl as Fighter), kind of like a pet name.
...-san -- used in the end of the names of those you admire of have respect for. She calls her husband Mamoru-san.
no ending -- lovers or really close people. She calls her daughter only Chibiusa. Can also be a cold way of addressing people you hate or dislike.
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::hops around and screams:: Yes! Yes! This is the end of chapter one. More a song fic than other thing. I really had to do this part. ::smile:: If you want the mp3, just e-mail me.
Now I just need a song from Seiya's point of view...maybe Richard Mark's song 'Right Here Waiting'. I dunno. Just give me ideas, ok?? ::puppy dog eyes:: Arigatou. I really hope you're liking this fic so far.
Oh, and I do not own Sailormoon nor any of it's characters, Naoko-san does, as well as other companies, I'm just using them in my fic (yes, _IT_IS_ mine) twisting their story ::laugh:: I also do not own the song. It was written by Diane Warren (she has some pretty neat songs) and performed by Faith Hill (in this fic, by a Tsukino Usagi with a wonderful voice, not childish, ok?).
Now that that's understood...Ja ne!!
::sight:: I'm tired....
Did I already said how much I love feedback?? ::hint hint:: ::wink wink::
You can send it to Kawaii Hoshi.
*~*Kawaii Hoshi*~*
"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them. I would be at the bottom to catch them."
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