Hey everyone, well it's me again, I would just like to say thank you to the reviewers. I just started writing fanfics
and I wasn't sure if i should continue until i read my reviews *sniff sniff* thanks so much to
SAL, Raven, Melissa and Michealofthedarkdragon for your compliments :)
A HUGE thank you to Michealofthedarkdragon who mentioned M2M's "Our Song" which inspired me to write this one.
Thanx a million!
Our Song
It was really late, but she didnt care. She kept thinking about so many things that had happened in her life. Everything was great, she and her best friend
would have so much fun, they didn't need guys to make them happy. But now...now everything had changed, everything was different. So many thoughts played
in her head, she wondered why it took her so long to realize how much she cared about him, how much she needed him in her life. Life could be so cruel, it took her
so long to find someone she truly cared for, cared for more than just as friends, no much more than just "friends". It was dark out, she had no idea what time it was,
but she could hear little drops of water hit her window one by one. With each tap, a scene would flash in her mind. For some reason she felt water fall from her eyes onto
her cheeks, was she crying? Why? Could it be because she missed him that much? Maybe she had more feelings for him than even she had anticipated, could it be love?
Suddenly the storm outside had commenced harder, more violent. The trees outside her window swayed uncontrollably back and forth hitting her house with each movement.
Just then the lights went out, everything was dark, she reached for her flashlight but the batteries were too weak.
'Jeez, you d think I d have longer lasting batteries'
She reached to turn on her portable stereo to put some music on so she could fall asleep, but she couldnt see in the dark where it was.
'Maybe next time I ll get a smaller room' she thought trying to keep herself from getting scared.
It was so quiet, with the occasional thunder roaring at the midnight sky. Maybe she would call her best friend, maybe she would be a comfort...no she couldnt do that, it was late
she knew that much. She could call him again, maybe he'd be home..no she wouldnt want to disturb him, she knows how grumpy he can be without sleep. She smiled to herself remembering him.
But then she remembered that he wasn't there with her, which gave her heart a chill and enveloped it with sadness and dissapointment.
She felt so lonely in the darkness, she got into bed and placed her head delicately onto her pillow...and began to sing ever so quietly to the beat of the rain outside
and the thunderous drum..
I'm lying in my bed, all alone
Called you once again, no one is home
She felt tears form in her eyes as she contemplated that maybe, just maybe he had found someone else to love...but continued
It's raining outside, on Saturday night
Turning out the light, again I tried
The rain and the thunder complimented her singing and urged her to continue as the beat rolled on, and her voice continued to sing with a slight tremble..
She sang with her whole heart, wishing her words would somehow find their way to his ears. Why did she care so much about him? Why?? When did she start thinking of him so frequently?
What changed her impression of him? Everyone thought he was a terror, and he truly was...wasn't he?
My friends say I'm too good, too good for you...
She tried to sour her thoughts of him, hoping that hatred would consume her heart
so she could make things simple again.
And maybe that is true, well I don't care
Despite any evil things he had done in the past he was nevertheless a kind hearted soul, that was what she saw when she looked into his deep, gorgeous eyes.
Her friends however did not see him in the same complimenting light, no rather they saw the monster they thought he was...but he wasn't a monster, no...he would never be to her..no love would conquer all...was that it? Did she LOVE him?
What do they all know, they got it all wrong
This is so unfair, they're playing our song
' Oh I wish you were here with me, where are you? I wish you could hear my wishes...I need you...I need you here with me. It's so dark my love, so lonely, I need someone to hold onto
I need you to here this, I need you to realize why this is our song!'
Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line...
Why are things so hard? Why do things always have to get in the way? Why? I dont understand why we can't just all be happy, why is everything such a battle against a counterpart? Why
do I have to LOVE you? WHY? What have you done to make me feel this way about you? If only I could fall asleep I could dream about you, but now I feel so lost and along in the darkness, I need you! She sobbed as she continued
to the continous beats of the rain and thunder...
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain, and harder to climb
I need to know that this is one sided! I have to find out if he feels the same for me? Who am I kidding? He cares for HER more than he could ever care for me! doesnt he?
Why is everything such a struggle? Are things suppose to be this hard? So that we can enjoy the good times and actually deserve them more whole heartedly?
Something's going on, what is wrong
Your never home anymore, always out, always too busy, are you avoiding me on purpose? Are you trying to tell me something that I can't see?
I want you to be here, why won't you come
And spend some time with me, can't you see
Do you even have the slightest clue how I feel about you? What if you love me but you dont know that I love you??? I didnt even know that I loved you...
I wish you could hear me, WHY CAN"T YOU BE HERE? Why...am i shouting? Am I shouting at you? I just feel so...helpless..
Have we come undone, is this the end of our song..
I miss you so much...so much...and you dont have a clue..I hope I haven't blown it- is it too late???
Nobody gets too much heaven no more, it's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line....
Nobody gets too much love anymore, it's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb...
If you can hear me, come to me....Who are you kidding? He can't hear you! Even if he could...he wouldnt come..no not for you...maybe they're all right about him,
does he even know HOW to love? Or ...is he...with her? Does she love him back? Why am I doing this to myself? Why can't I just...why can't I just sleep?
Nobody gets too much heaven no more, it's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line....
Nobody gets too much love anymore, it's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb...
Please, come to me! I need you now more than ever...I can't give you up, even if..she loves you as much as I love you, why are things so hard for me? Why is it so hard for me to love...and be loved?
If she loves you, as much as I do, that means she needs you too...I can't do this to her...I can't take him from her...maybe...this is how it's suppose to end..him ..with her?
How do I deal, with how I feel?
How to reveal...
I dont think I could go on without having you with me...but there isnt a damn thing i can do if you dont love me back..
Oooh... what is real love,
As another day fades away,
So I say.....
She couldnt help but shiver in the darkness, she wondered if she would ever have the chance...would she ever really find the strength?
Nobody gets too much heaven no more, it's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line....
Nobody gets too much love anymore, it's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb...
This is the end of the song my love, but you are not here, is this a sign? Has my love been misplaced? ...I wish I knew...I wish you would come during our song...
Nobody gets too much heaven no more, it's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line....
Nobody gets too much love anymore, it's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb...
She finished the song just as the once strong beat of the rain against her window quieted down into nothing...it was all over, the thunderous
drum had ended, her trembling voice had finished singing the words from her heart...
"That was our song...I hope you heard it, wherever you are.."
Suddenly there was a knock at the door, somewhat of a familiar knock...could it be? Her heart jumped with excitement..but was it true, had he heard her?
She opened the door with an uneasy, shaking hand and gasped.
"Good evening Tomoyo". The girl was shocked to say the least, he HAD come, but...how?... She stared at her love in disbelief..
"Erio...Eriol-Kun is that you?" she questioned him trembling.
"Yes, I have been out here all night throwing stones at your window trying to get your attention!"
Tomoyo gasped in horror, it wasnt raining????
"But...wasn't it raining? There was thunder too.."
"...No not thunder it was just me kicking that tree next to your window, I was debating if I should climb up...I...didn't want to invaid your privacy..."
Tomoyo's lips turned into a smile, until she laughed herself to tears.
"I thought..I thought it was raining, my power went out.."
"Uh..sorry that was me again I tripped on some wiring out here..."
She laughed some more, she had been asking, wondering where he was, when the whole time...he was there?
"Why didn't you just knock on the door in the first place?"
"I didnt want to wake your mother.....I'm sorry Tomoyo that I disturbed you....I just..had to see you"
Tomoyo grinned some more.
"You could never disturb me...besides...this is the best surprise I have ever had happen to me.."
Eriol smiled a smile she had never seen before.
"Uh, Tomoyo, there is something I ve been wanting to do since...well for a very long time"
Tomoyo looked into his eyes and felt so happy.
He leaned in closer until their lips met in a sweet kiss.
"Oh..by the way uh can I come in, its freezing out here!"
Tomoyo laughed and nodded, her prayers were answered. She blushed a deep red, and to think that he loved her best friend Sakura...what was she thinking?
She loves Syaoran, and he loves her...I wonder when he's coming back from Hong Kong, she's been waiting so long...
Tomoyo turned her attention back to Eriol and closed the door.
"You know Tomoyo...I ve been trying to call you a lot lately but you were never home, or it was busy"
She was speechless, they just kept calling each other and missed their calls, what were the odds?
Eriol approached his love and held her tightly.
"Your a great singer Tomoyo, I heard the whole song...that song will always be known as "OUR song", ok?"
Tomoyo giggled.
"Oh Eriol I love you so much.."
"I love you too, Tomoyo..."
They kissed once again, then she took him to her room. She found her stereo, turned on the radio, it was playing their song, it was half way through...
.......Something's going on, what is wrongI want you to be here, why won't you come
And spend some time with me, can't you seeHave we come undone
Is this the end of our song......
The beat of the song was no longer the "rain", now the beat had an echo...from the rustlingt bed sheets and soft whispers of declaration of love...
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hehe how was that? R&R please, should i write another M2M song fic????
and I wasn't sure if i should continue until i read my reviews *sniff sniff* thanks so much to
SAL, Raven, Melissa and Michealofthedarkdragon for your compliments :)
A HUGE thank you to Michealofthedarkdragon who mentioned M2M's "Our Song" which inspired me to write this one.
Thanx a million!
Our Song
It was really late, but she didnt care. She kept thinking about so many things that had happened in her life. Everything was great, she and her best friend
would have so much fun, they didn't need guys to make them happy. But now...now everything had changed, everything was different. So many thoughts played
in her head, she wondered why it took her so long to realize how much she cared about him, how much she needed him in her life. Life could be so cruel, it took her
so long to find someone she truly cared for, cared for more than just as friends, no much more than just "friends". It was dark out, she had no idea what time it was,
but she could hear little drops of water hit her window one by one. With each tap, a scene would flash in her mind. For some reason she felt water fall from her eyes onto
her cheeks, was she crying? Why? Could it be because she missed him that much? Maybe she had more feelings for him than even she had anticipated, could it be love?
Suddenly the storm outside had commenced harder, more violent. The trees outside her window swayed uncontrollably back and forth hitting her house with each movement.
Just then the lights went out, everything was dark, she reached for her flashlight but the batteries were too weak.
'Jeez, you d think I d have longer lasting batteries'
She reached to turn on her portable stereo to put some music on so she could fall asleep, but she couldnt see in the dark where it was.
'Maybe next time I ll get a smaller room' she thought trying to keep herself from getting scared.
It was so quiet, with the occasional thunder roaring at the midnight sky. Maybe she would call her best friend, maybe she would be a comfort...no she couldnt do that, it was late
she knew that much. She could call him again, maybe he'd be home..no she wouldnt want to disturb him, she knows how grumpy he can be without sleep. She smiled to herself remembering him.
But then she remembered that he wasn't there with her, which gave her heart a chill and enveloped it with sadness and dissapointment.
She felt so lonely in the darkness, she got into bed and placed her head delicately onto her pillow...and began to sing ever so quietly to the beat of the rain outside
and the thunderous drum..
I'm lying in my bed, all alone
Called you once again, no one is home
She felt tears form in her eyes as she contemplated that maybe, just maybe he had found someone else to love...but continued
It's raining outside, on Saturday night
Turning out the light, again I tried
The rain and the thunder complimented her singing and urged her to continue as the beat rolled on, and her voice continued to sing with a slight tremble..
She sang with her whole heart, wishing her words would somehow find their way to his ears. Why did she care so much about him? Why?? When did she start thinking of him so frequently?
What changed her impression of him? Everyone thought he was a terror, and he truly was...wasn't he?
My friends say I'm too good, too good for you...
She tried to sour her thoughts of him, hoping that hatred would consume her heart
so she could make things simple again.
And maybe that is true, well I don't care
Despite any evil things he had done in the past he was nevertheless a kind hearted soul, that was what she saw when she looked into his deep, gorgeous eyes.
Her friends however did not see him in the same complimenting light, no rather they saw the monster they thought he was...but he wasn't a monster, no...he would never be to her..no love would conquer all...was that it? Did she LOVE him?
What do they all know, they got it all wrong
This is so unfair, they're playing our song
' Oh I wish you were here with me, where are you? I wish you could hear my wishes...I need you...I need you here with me. It's so dark my love, so lonely, I need someone to hold onto
I need you to here this, I need you to realize why this is our song!'
Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line...
Why are things so hard? Why do things always have to get in the way? Why? I dont understand why we can't just all be happy, why is everything such a battle against a counterpart? Why
do I have to LOVE you? WHY? What have you done to make me feel this way about you? If only I could fall asleep I could dream about you, but now I feel so lost and along in the darkness, I need you! She sobbed as she continued
to the continous beats of the rain and thunder...
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain, and harder to climb
I need to know that this is one sided! I have to find out if he feels the same for me? Who am I kidding? He cares for HER more than he could ever care for me! doesnt he?
Why is everything such a struggle? Are things suppose to be this hard? So that we can enjoy the good times and actually deserve them more whole heartedly?
Something's going on, what is wrong
Your never home anymore, always out, always too busy, are you avoiding me on purpose? Are you trying to tell me something that I can't see?
I want you to be here, why won't you come
And spend some time with me, can't you see
Do you even have the slightest clue how I feel about you? What if you love me but you dont know that I love you??? I didnt even know that I loved you...
I wish you could hear me, WHY CAN"T YOU BE HERE? Why...am i shouting? Am I shouting at you? I just feel so...helpless..
Have we come undone, is this the end of our song..
I miss you so much...so much...and you dont have a clue..I hope I haven't blown it- is it too late???
Nobody gets too much heaven no more, it's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line....
Nobody gets too much love anymore, it's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb...
If you can hear me, come to me....Who are you kidding? He can't hear you! Even if he could...he wouldnt come..no not for you...maybe they're all right about him,
does he even know HOW to love? Or ...is he...with her? Does she love him back? Why am I doing this to myself? Why can't I just...why can't I just sleep?
Nobody gets too much heaven no more, it's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line....
Nobody gets too much love anymore, it's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb...
Please, come to me! I need you now more than ever...I can't give you up, even if..she loves you as much as I love you, why are things so hard for me? Why is it so hard for me to love...and be loved?
If she loves you, as much as I do, that means she needs you too...I can't do this to her...I can't take him from her...maybe...this is how it's suppose to end..him ..with her?
How do I deal, with how I feel?
How to reveal...
I dont think I could go on without having you with me...but there isnt a damn thing i can do if you dont love me back..
Oooh... what is real love,
As another day fades away,
So I say.....
She couldnt help but shiver in the darkness, she wondered if she would ever have the chance...would she ever really find the strength?
Nobody gets too much heaven no more, it's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line....
Nobody gets too much love anymore, it's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb...
This is the end of the song my love, but you are not here, is this a sign? Has my love been misplaced? ...I wish I knew...I wish you would come during our song...
Nobody gets too much heaven no more, it's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line....
Nobody gets too much love anymore, it's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb...
She finished the song just as the once strong beat of the rain against her window quieted down into nothing...it was all over, the thunderous
drum had ended, her trembling voice had finished singing the words from her heart...
"That was our song...I hope you heard it, wherever you are.."
Suddenly there was a knock at the door, somewhat of a familiar knock...could it be? Her heart jumped with excitement..but was it true, had he heard her?
She opened the door with an uneasy, shaking hand and gasped.
"Good evening Tomoyo". The girl was shocked to say the least, he HAD come, but...how?... She stared at her love in disbelief..
"Erio...Eriol-Kun is that you?" she questioned him trembling.
"Yes, I have been out here all night throwing stones at your window trying to get your attention!"
Tomoyo gasped in horror, it wasnt raining????
"But...wasn't it raining? There was thunder too.."
"...No not thunder it was just me kicking that tree next to your window, I was debating if I should climb up...I...didn't want to invaid your privacy..."
Tomoyo's lips turned into a smile, until she laughed herself to tears.
"I thought..I thought it was raining, my power went out.."
"Uh..sorry that was me again I tripped on some wiring out here..."
She laughed some more, she had been asking, wondering where he was, when the whole time...he was there?
"Why didn't you just knock on the door in the first place?"
"I didnt want to wake your mother.....I'm sorry Tomoyo that I disturbed you....I just..had to see you"
Tomoyo grinned some more.
"You could never disturb me...besides...this is the best surprise I have ever had happen to me.."
Eriol smiled a smile she had never seen before.
"Uh, Tomoyo, there is something I ve been wanting to do since...well for a very long time"
Tomoyo looked into his eyes and felt so happy.
He leaned in closer until their lips met in a sweet kiss.
"Oh..by the way uh can I come in, its freezing out here!"
Tomoyo laughed and nodded, her prayers were answered. She blushed a deep red, and to think that he loved her best friend Sakura...what was she thinking?
She loves Syaoran, and he loves her...I wonder when he's coming back from Hong Kong, she's been waiting so long...
Tomoyo turned her attention back to Eriol and closed the door.
"You know Tomoyo...I ve been trying to call you a lot lately but you were never home, or it was busy"
She was speechless, they just kept calling each other and missed their calls, what were the odds?
Eriol approached his love and held her tightly.
"Your a great singer Tomoyo, I heard the whole song...that song will always be known as "OUR song", ok?"
Tomoyo giggled.
"Oh Eriol I love you so much.."
"I love you too, Tomoyo..."
They kissed once again, then she took him to her room. She found her stereo, turned on the radio, it was playing their song, it was half way through...
.......Something's going on, what is wrongI want you to be here, why won't you come
And spend some time with me, can't you seeHave we come undone
Is this the end of our song......
The beat of the song was no longer the "rain", now the beat had an echo...from the rustlingt bed sheets and soft whispers of declaration of love...
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hehe how was that? R&R please, should i write another M2M song fic????