Pretty Boy would be fitting to continue S&S, it's amazing how well the songs fit, yay M2M! Thanks Michael for suggesting this song,
your my number one inspiration :) so don't go anywhere, lotz more m2m songs coming. Ok well the first was the Day you went away, which
was S&S, then came Our Song which was T&E for a cute little change (I'm glad people liked them). Dont Mess with My Love was third, a nice misunderstanding b/n Sakura and Tomoyo. Then Girl of Your Dreams, which was Meilin's POV to Syaoran trying to make him stay in Hong Kong, but he is on his way to..Japan yay!
So part 5 i suppose is Pretty Boy,. Oh and of course i do not own CCS characters nor will i ever,
and these songs are M2M's, i'm just a huge fan. OOH *HUGZ TO ALL THE REVIEWERS FOR ALL MY FICS!! THANX!!!!*
Pretty Boy
"Oh Syaoran" Sakura whispered quietly "I'm still waiting for you..." a single tear fell from her eye which hit Kero's drawer. He slowly opened his drawer to find Sakura sitting at her desk
in deep thought. He knew exactly what she was thinking about...more like exactly who she was thinking about. He could tell how much she loved him, he had to admit that he saw that same love in Syaoran for her.
In some ways it was great, but other ways it was just so tragic. At this rate Sakura's heart ache will consume her, she may have found a new glimpse of hope but will that be enough?
Every so often he would notice her looking out to the stars again, he knew what she was wishing for.
'If that Chinese brat doesn't come back, I'll mail myself to Hong Kong and I ll kick his...'
"Kero? What are you doing awake?" Sakura asked questionably
"Oh...I was just...making sure you weren't crying for that Li brat again.."
"KERO! Why can't you see him for what he really is? He's so kind, sweet & gentle.."
"Who gave you grief for a long time until you started working together & still gave you grief..."
"And..warm, considerate..."
"Annoying, arrogant, ignorant at times.."
"...with gorgeous eyes & hair, a captivating smile that captured my heart time after time.."
"Sakura...maybe you should get some sleep.."
"Kero...thank you for worrying so much about me, I know you love me and only want what's best for me, but without Syaoran
I dont think I will ever truly be happy again.."
Kero blushed, was his loyalty & love really that obvious?
"..g-night Sakura, sleep tight.."
"You too..my friend"
Sakura looked to her inviting bed, maybe she would fall asleep & dream a beautiful dream again.
"Oh Syaoran, I love you so much, I only wish you could be here, but I trust you...I know you, I know you will keep your promise, when have you ever let me down?"
Sakura smiled and let her head hit her soft comfy pillow. She wouldnt let a speck of doubt enter her mind or her heart. She was determined to stay positive,
she wait forever for him he was worth it. 'I wonder...I wonder if he's thinking about me right now..'
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Syaoran had booked himself on a one way trip back to Japan, his mind full of ideas to make Sakura happy forever.
He smiled as he thought of her sweet smelling scent of cherry blossoms, of her gorgeous emerald eyes, of that cute noise she makes when she's suprised.
He wondered if she was sleeping. The image of her petite body curled up with a smirk on her face made him smile, she was so innocent & cute when she slept.
Syaoran found himself blushing as he remembered the dream they had shared. He never questioned how was that possible, how could they have shared a dream?
Dream walking was very rare, but maybe they created a dream for themselves out of desperation..but primarily of love, adoration & happiness.
He couldnt help but wonder if she would actually agree to marry him in the future. He wouldn't ask her immediately, no first they would enjoy dating
& the making out...Syaoran instantly blushed a deep red as his pictured how sweet her lips would taste to him.
'Sakura, soon my love, soon I will have you all to myself, forever'
Syaoran finally fell asleep with sweet dreams of his cherry blossom dancing in his mind. They would soon be reunited, not in the dream world, but in the real world.
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Sakura tried to fall asleep but she kept feeling this tingling feeling in the back of her mind, she sensed something.
She shot out of bed to call on the sealing wand, but ceased because it was'nt a clow card or danger she was sensing, rather she was sensing her love,
Syaoran, her pretty boy! He was coming home! His aura neared hers & she could feel his coming closer by the second!
'Syaoran...is he..on a plane or sumthin? He's coming back! I knew he would!'
Suddenly the excitment was too much to bare she nearly fell over realizing she had leaped from the bed and sensed him all in one swift movement.
She returned to her bed to rest for a little as she awaited his arrival.
'Soon Syaoran, soon..' She turned on her stereo to listen to the song that instantely cried out "Syaoran"
I lie awake at night. See things in black and white.
I've only got you inside my mind. You know you have made me blind.
Sakura smiled at how true all of that was. For months, years all she thought about was him, never a day went by where her mind did not think of him.
She wondered if he felt the same for her, he must have otherwise he would not have kept his promise, he would never had made such a promise.
The thought of him made her feel like dancing, the sight of him made her weak in the knees, his voice sounded like an angel's and his eyes, his eyes were always a pool of emotion.
So many times she would doubt they were even friends, but the second she looked into his eyes, she saw determination, loyalty and what seemed to be affection.
She never believed the rumors, she never thought twice about why Tomoyo caused so many problems over missing a capture. Maybe she knew this would happen. Maybe she knew one day she and Syaoran would unite themselves, taping special moments was like a diary.
Sakura remembered how many times she would listen to her stereo, and this song would magically play..sometimes without ever needing to turn on the stereo at all, other times the cd was never present inside the stereo.
She knew that there was some magic between them, maybe she always knew, she just couldn't believe it...it was too good to be true.
I lie awake and pray. That you will look my way. I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start!
From the moment they met, she knew he was someone special. She could feel there was something so unique about him that made him mysteriously special.
In the beginning he had tried to instill fear in her, out of loyalty to the Li family, he had a job to do & had to do it. Somewhere down the line, things changed he wasn't after capturing the clow cards at all, maybe...her heart was what he was after...
She would always smile his way even on the gloomiest day in hopes he would one day smile back. There were times she could catch him from the corner of her eye, she would would see him watch her, watch her every move not in a hunter surveys his prey but more like...
a hunter surveys his love.
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you, like I never ever loved no one before you
'Syaoran you were my first love, and forever you will be my only love, it seems that life without you it's not worth living'
Tears of joy fell from her eyes, his aura felt closer, they were so close, so very close to each other now.
Pretty pretty boy of mine.....Just tell me you love me too
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As if on cue, Syaoran's eyes with a start...
"I love you Sakura, only you, forever and always.."
He couldnt believe it, he would be home in no time. This time tomorrow, the little wolf and his cherry blossom would be together forever..reunited at last..
'Good things are worth waiting for...'
Suddenly the captain's concerned voice was heard throughout the plane..
"It seems a storm is heading our way, please do not be alarmed, everything will be alright, just sit back and relax"
Thunder was soon heard followed by a shriek of lightning illuminating the fear in the children's faces and the look of helplessness in their parents' eyes...
Syaoran was in a state of shock, could this be an obstacle in his way? No, he wouldnt let that happen, it took him too long to realize how true his feelings were for his love, he would not lose her now...not now..
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Oh my pretty pretty boy, I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
'Syaoran I feel you getting closer, I'm so happy Syaoran, so happy...I never want to be away from you again, not ever again..'
Sakura smiled to the sky, her smile was then turned into a frown followed by immediate worry plastered in her shining emerald eyes.
"A storm..." she whispered to herself, praying her love would return safely.
'It's Syaoran, of course he'll return safely, he's invincible as he says..' her quick smirk was soon whipped of her face as the sky shrieked with thunder while the stars shone brightly with lightning...
"You better come back to me Syaoran...you have..to..."
She felt like she needed to cry but was soon comforted by a glow in her drawer.
"Do not fret my Mistress, he will be alright.."
Sakura smiled down at her clow cards lovingly and replied "I know, my friends, I know.."
Let me inside. Make me stay right beside you
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Syaoran held the arms of his seat nervously, it seemed the storm's intensity was increasing rapidly, would they make it through?
"This is your captain speaking, the storm has intensified with great strength please stay in your seats and ensure your seat belts are on tightly"
Syaoran could feel the tension in the captain's voice. He sensed that the captain was debating what to do, he knew they were a little more than half way to Hong Kong, and it would seem to risky to find somewhere to land.
'Oh Sakura, I dont ...I don't think I'm going to make it...I guess I failed to keep my promise...Oh God, please...please let me see my cherry blossom one last time..'
Syaoran's heart ached, he didn't want to see her one last time ..he wanted to spend an eternity with her.
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I used to write your name. And put it in a frame
And sometimes I think I hear you call, right from my bedroom wall..
Sakura's head jerked up, it was as if she had heard Syaoran's final request. FINAL request? Sakura's heart leaped to her throat, was she going to lose him?
"Oh God, please no, don't take him, don't take my Syaoran please" Sakura cried as she punched her pillow in anguish.
"Please Syaoran, dont give up, I need you! I LOVE YOU...SYAORAN! DONT LEAVE ME!"
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Syaoran could have sworn he heard Sakura's voice, he wasn't going to give up, this storm was NOT going to take away his dream...
But what could he do?
'Sakura, my love, I love you too...I need you....I don't want to leave you, not now not ever...believe in our love, this isn't over'
Suddenly the plane jerked about in the sky. Would the violent winds, treaturous rain, thwarting thunder & lightning destroy Li Syaoran?
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You stay a little while. And touch me with your smile
In between sobs Sakura pleaded with Syaoran not to let go. You can't leave me ...no...not after all this...not after making me fall in love with you, not after
you showed me what true love was...not after your tender smile & loving face...no, you can't leave me alone like this Syaoran! I WONT LET YOU!
And what can I say to make you mine. To reach out for you in time
"Oh Syaoran I have all this power, why can't I think of a way to save you!? " Sakura reached out as if trying to reach for her love's hand to protect him from harm...
Sakura then collapsed to the ground clutching her stomache as if in pain. She curled up against the wall, crying to herself, praying, wishing, hoping for something, someone to save him...
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you. Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine. Just tell me you love me too.....
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Syaoran could feel the plane no longer being controled by the captain's controls.
"Attention prepare for impact, we are losing velocity quickly, passengers stay calm,...and may God have mercy on us all.."
The plane jerked some more swaying back and forth vibrantly. Screaming passengers were the last thing Syaoran heard....
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Oh my pretty pretty boy, I need you...
Sakura's head jerked up as she felt Syaoran's aura...fading...fading...nearly gone..
"No...no...no....n..o...Sy..Sya..Syaoran....you...you...YOU CANT LEAVE ME I NEED YOU!!!!! I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU"
she screamed out her window in pain, in utter pain. There was no sufficient amount of tears that could fall that would show the pain she was subjected to. Her heart ached as if ready to stop.
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do. Let me inside, make me stay right beside you....
Sakura looked up to the sky once more, the storm had subsided, but the pain, the pain had not, and never would...Sakura began to feel angry, betrayed...
"YOU PROMISED ME SYAORAN! YOU PROMISED!!! YOU PROMISED!!!!!! YOU LIAR!!!! SYAORAN!!!!!!!!!..." her screams became a sudden whisper..."...I ...need you...you said you would never leave me...why...did you..lie to me..."
Sakura rolled herself into a ball against her wall..
"I swear to you...if you...leave me...I WILL SOON FOLLOW BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY!!!! you think you can just GO and LEAVE ME? NO I would rather DIE than live without you Syaoran YOU HEAR ME I WOULD RATHER DIE A THOUSAND DEATHS THAN TO LIVE ONE MINUTE WITHOUT YOU!!!!!"
Oh pretty boy. Say you love me too...
Kero had woken up long ago, he sat alone, quietly in his drawer, secretly crying. Praying, wishing, waiting for some miracle to save him for her.
'Oh please magicians of the world, don't ...don't let her suffer...she doesn't deserve such pain, her heart so kind, so true, save her love...save him...'
Kero began to cry, each tear withheld a memory of Sakura's happiness with her love...Kero felt as though he failed his mistress in every way that actually count, he couldnt stop this..he couldnt do a damn thing...what was he good for.
Syaoran was right, he was just a stuffed animal that did nothing but sit there, could only watch with his eyes, cry with his heart, do nothing with himself...
'Syaoran..please don't leave her, she needs you...'
Sakura cried and cried and cried, why was this happening? Syaoran was the air that she breathed, he was part of her, she needed him as much as a human needs water...
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you. Like I never ever loved no one before you....
Sakura wanted to die, what was holding her back...She got up and was heading to her bathroom to find something sharp, anything sharp that would cease her pain...
she quietly whispered "Goodbye father, goodbye brother, goodbye Kero & my beloved cards, take care...Syaoran you will not part alone"
She reached for the razor but stopped...
"He..He wouldn't want that..." she told herself..."he would want you to be happy, you can't be happy without ...him.."
She reached for the razor once again but was stopped by a soft sobbing voice..
"S..Sakura...don't do it...we need you, he would'nt want you to hurt yourself..he dedicated...his life to protecting his cherry blossom, would you like his death to be in vain?"
Sakura looked at her little friend, "Kero..I..I can't..I.." Sakura dropped the razor and fell to the floor sobbing. Kero rushed to his mistress' side.
'Oh please cards of the almighty clow, save her from such sorrow...please...please'
Pretty pretty boy of mine. ust tell me you love me too...
Only sounds of crying, heart wrenching cries were heard throughout the night. As Sakura lost her reason for living..
Oh my pretty pretty boy, I need you, Oh my pretty pretty boy I do...
Let me inside............
Make me stay....................
.... right beside you.........
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The plane fell, twisted, turned upside down, ready for impact with the breath taking ground when suddenly, time seemed to stop....
The plane was no longer falling....it..was landing...landing safely, as if the storm had never happened...
The wheels carried the plane safely down the runway intacked..
"This is flight 1002 on runway 101, welcome to Japan...."
Ok I soooo need R&R mwhahahaha i'm really proud of this one..to tell you the truth i was gonna end it at "right beside you" make it really dramatic but i was near tears so i couldnt do it
This is going to be continued soon hehe...for the record, this one makes me wanna *sobs* cry...pathetically* excuse me...
psst Mike was that better? A- eh? *pouts* ....