MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FINISHED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! After much deliberation I have come to a conclusion to "why" but I have decided to add one last chapter ...u know
end it with a major FLUFF O RAMA BANG!
So pleaaaaase gimme ur input. Thanks again to all my reviewers!
ESPECIALLY the ones who gave me ideas about how to end this...no one said to kill her off, but I did get someone saying
to either save them both or kill them both...read on and find out how this ends...
OOOH and if you like "He Completes Me" I HAVE added chapter 4 so have fun! "Come With Me" WILL have a sequel at some point!...anyway, this is Why, part2
Why? I Finally Know
Why. She found herself asking this question throughout the entire day. Why. After all that had happened, why was this happening? Why.
She yearned for answers, she longed for his touch but dared not give into her constant urges... What had changed things so completely? She could hear faint noises, sounds that seemed
so far away yet she felt the owners oh so near. Ah yes, they were all there...HE was there amongst them. In fact, his voice seemed to be so
pained, so sad....misery spoke to her through him, he sounded lost, like a little boy in a dark room with no guidance. She could hear disbelief
along with the pain, along with such a degree of fear that had manifested itself from deep concern. Not love. He was so far now...so very far...Distance...
too far...Separated. Never to be reunited, for it was now forbidden. Alone. Never able to be truly happy with anyone else. Impossible.
Only wishful thinking, nothing more, nothing less. Darkness. No guiding lights to warm her cold, unbeating heart. Despair. Pain. Heartache. Not even love could chase such horrors away. A Nightmare. One that she would never arise from.
It was as though they shared a heart, they were one almost, because she knew on some level he felt them just as deep.
Although, now everything was different, love...what was love? Just a word. Just a word that she had a distaste for.
Was it love that did this to her? Was this love?Voices. So distant now, almost faint whispers in the quiet wind. Serenity. She was calm. So very calm...
She felt almost content. Almost perfect. Almost free....almost...ALMOST complete...she was missing something in this utopia. A part of her,
an empty part of her, she knew what she lacked, but the rest of her denied such a request. Why. Was that all she could think of? Soon enough,
tears made their way down her cheeks, pain made it's way to heart, loneliness found a home in the depths of her soul.
Her eyes fluttered open for a moment, finally able to see the voices, finally able to pose her pained question...finally able to grasp the truth..
"W...h....y?"
Maybe he would answer her in time...maybe...or maybe not....
"Sakura! DONT YOU DARE LEAVE ME LIKE THIS! I NEED YOU!" Syaoran cried. "We're almost home ok? JUST HANG ON!". She spoke sadly, "Th..ere..is..no..thing to...liv...e ...fo..for...".
Tears blurred the boy's vision as he finally spotted his house. He kicked the door open with Tomoyo and Eriol not too far behind. They had followed Syaoran soon after he ran after Sakura. Tomoyo was crying, she was so afraid she would lose her best friend. Eriol felt tears threaten his eyes but held them in to show strength for his beloved who clung to him with all her might.
Syaoran lay Sakura on his bed {dont get any kinky thoughts readers hehe} she just lay there half conscious. It looked like she was battling for the strength to breathe her final breaths. Syaoran knew that no matter what he said, his beloved, the one he swore he would protect was slipping away. Eriol had called an ambulance but she was dying, would they get there in time?
"Sakura! Please, please stay with us, I need you! We all need you! I love you so much! I need you! Your my life line! I'm nothing without you! PLEASE don't leave me here alone! I swear to you, if you leave....there would be no reason to live...no point...I need you Sakura...I LOVE you Sakura...don't go...not yet...not without me...". Syaoran was crying uncontrollably. He kicked himself for not being able to push her out of the way as the lightning struck the unsuspecting tree that was once standing strong. He saw it tumble on her lifeless body, her eyes were filled with so much pain...but not physical pain...he could have sworn that she had a smirk of gratitude on her face as her body was crushed under the immense weight on top of her. Branches dug into her skin, stabbing her fatally. Her lungs, were pratically destroyed, unbearable to breathe. He heard sickening cracks and crumbling as her body practically crenated under the weight. It was all his fault, if only he had talked to her sooner, or had he never returned, she would still be the same cheerful beauty she always was. Now, she lay here, almost lifeless, pale, personifying death. Her eyes barely open, her vision was almost non existent. Pain filled the air, such an innocent girl...such a young age...she would never know the next generations of life...it was going to be over at 21...how was this possible? How could this have happened?
"Sakura you have to hold on! You'll fight this, you'll come out a winner, stronger and more beautiful if that were possible. You are the perfect person, we need you..the world needs you! I NEED YOU DAMMIT! DONT YOU DARE GIVE UP ON ME! ON US! U NEVER GIVE UP AVALON! YOU NEVER WILL!
"Sy..Syaora..an..." she said as pain filled her with every breath she took. "Ke..e..p....w...wond..ering...w..h....y...why..." she said inaudibly knowing he would hear her.
Syaoran cried more tears, would she die feeling betrayed ? NO! In fact she wouldn't die at all! "Sakura! Listen to me! Tomoyo and I are just friends, we were never more and we will never be more! What you saw was me praticing...how...how to..propose to you...my love..." Sakura averted her gaze only to be met with Tomoyo's tear filled eyes who spoke only truth, "Sakura, your my best friend! I wanted this to be perfect! He was...preparing everything for when you came, this was suppose to be the big night, the night where he would ask you to marry him, not me! YOU! PLEASE DONT LEAVE US SAKURA! SAKURA!" Eriol ran to her side in an attempt to console her heavy heart.
Sakura smiled a smile of relief, a smile not even Syaoran had ever seen. "Sya..oran...T..Tomo..yo...I...m...sor..ry..f..for...doubt...ing...you...I...l.o...ve..." Sakura smiled her last smile, spoke her final words...lived her last day...
"SAKURA!!!!!! NO!!!!" she could hear him scream for her to come back, not to give up, not to leave him lonely but it was too late...wasn't it?
She felt her spirit soar from the house on the verge to her destination. "Goodbye, my friends...goodbye my little wolf, forgive me.."
"Sakura, my daughter I have missed you..", Sakura perked her head up only to be greeted by beautiful eyes much like her own staring back at her. "Mother...I have missed you so very much!" Her mother smiled and nodded, but was obviously troubled. "Sakura, I am deeply concerned, you see...you have unfinished business, you still have a long and happy life ahead of you..." Sakura grew confused. "Come my child." Soon enough she was back on land, along side her mother who motioned her with her gaze to look at Syaoran. Sakura advanced a little only to see her bruised and battered body, crushed beyond recognition. Her heart sank as she saw her beloved crying tears of pain, of anguish, of loneliness. "Syaoran, my love, I'm right here!" she called to him but no answer. She was a mere ghost, a spirit watching her beloved's pain grow.
"Sakura...why...why did you have to die! I SHOULD HAVE PROTECTED YOU! ITS ALL MY FAULT!"
"No, Syaoran, it wasn't your fault, Sakura knew...you loved her..."
"A LOT OF GOOD THAT DID ERIOL! LOVE! LOVE KILLED HER! MY LOVE KILLED HER!!!...and it's all my fault, if only I hadn't waited so long to see her, if only I hadn't thought we had all the time in the world, GOD! How could I have been so stupid! So naiive! She's dead now, she's lifeless, and..and there isnt anything I can do for her...she's gone...I will join you my love! Life without you...is not worth living!" Syaoran called for his sword ready to plunge it into his body when he felt a force holding him back...an unseen force! "Sakura! Sakura it's you! I know it's you! You...you don't want me to die do you...you want me to live...but...but life without you is so...it's not worth it Sakura! I CANT live without you and dammit I WONT!" He attempted to free his arm from her spiritual grip but couldn't.
Pain was apparent in his eyes, anguish and lonliness soon followed. Sakura didn't feel free, she didn't feel at peace..no! She felt as though she was the cause to pain! PAIN! She was hurting her loved one! She couldn't leave him. She turned to her mother speaking an unspeakable request.
"Sakura, you are not meant to die right now, we are not to be reunited just yet, I understand your request, and it will be granted."
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Sakura's body began to glow brightly, her wounds healed, her pain subsided, loneliness...nearly rectified. Syaoran felt a hand caress his face.
"Sakura! YOUR ALIVE!" Syaoran cried tears of joy quickly embracing his beloved in a sweet passionate kiss. "SHE"S ALIVE!!!!" he cried happily as he hugged her never wanting to let go. "Sakura, I never meant to hurt you..Im so sorry I took so long to..." Sakura shushed his rambling mouth with a sweet kiss. "I know my little wolf, I know..."
Eriol and Tomoyo ran into the room and hugged their friend in celebration, she had returned, Sakura was alive!
"Syaoran, Tomoyo, Eriol...I know the answers to my questions, I know why all this happened, I know why....I know why..." she cried happily as Syaoran pulled her to him gently. "Sakura, there is something I need to ask you..."
"NO SYAORAN DON"T!" everyone turned to Tomoyo, "IT"S NOT PERFECT IT"S NOT ITS NOT!!WAAAAH ERIOL STOP HIM!!! ! I CANT FIND MY CAMERA AHHHH"
How was that everyone? R&R PLZ! luv ya 4 readin & reviewin!
Personally I think I should add a cute little fluffy epilogue...perhaps, "everything you do" I have an idea for it, if your
interested, cause I dont wanna leave this chapter like this...plus I d prefer to have 10 chapters rather than 9...
feedback needed! thanks!
end it with a major FLUFF O RAMA BANG!
So pleaaaaase gimme ur input. Thanks again to all my reviewers!
ESPECIALLY the ones who gave me ideas about how to end this...no one said to kill her off, but I did get someone saying
to either save them both or kill them both...read on and find out how this ends...
OOOH and if you like "He Completes Me" I HAVE added chapter 4 so have fun! "Come With Me" WILL have a sequel at some point!...anyway, this is Why, part2
Why? I Finally Know
Why. She found herself asking this question throughout the entire day. Why. After all that had happened, why was this happening? Why.
She yearned for answers, she longed for his touch but dared not give into her constant urges... What had changed things so completely? She could hear faint noises, sounds that seemed
so far away yet she felt the owners oh so near. Ah yes, they were all there...HE was there amongst them. In fact, his voice seemed to be so
pained, so sad....misery spoke to her through him, he sounded lost, like a little boy in a dark room with no guidance. She could hear disbelief
along with the pain, along with such a degree of fear that had manifested itself from deep concern. Not love. He was so far now...so very far...Distance...
too far...Separated. Never to be reunited, for it was now forbidden. Alone. Never able to be truly happy with anyone else. Impossible.
Only wishful thinking, nothing more, nothing less. Darkness. No guiding lights to warm her cold, unbeating heart. Despair. Pain. Heartache. Not even love could chase such horrors away. A Nightmare. One that she would never arise from.
It was as though they shared a heart, they were one almost, because she knew on some level he felt them just as deep.
Although, now everything was different, love...what was love? Just a word. Just a word that she had a distaste for.
Was it love that did this to her? Was this love?Voices. So distant now, almost faint whispers in the quiet wind. Serenity. She was calm. So very calm...
She felt almost content. Almost perfect. Almost free....almost...ALMOST complete...she was missing something in this utopia. A part of her,
an empty part of her, she knew what she lacked, but the rest of her denied such a request. Why. Was that all she could think of? Soon enough,
tears made their way down her cheeks, pain made it's way to heart, loneliness found a home in the depths of her soul.
Her eyes fluttered open for a moment, finally able to see the voices, finally able to pose her pained question...finally able to grasp the truth..
"W...h....y?"
Maybe he would answer her in time...maybe...or maybe not....
"Sakura! DONT YOU DARE LEAVE ME LIKE THIS! I NEED YOU!" Syaoran cried. "We're almost home ok? JUST HANG ON!". She spoke sadly, "Th..ere..is..no..thing to...liv...e ...fo..for...".
Tears blurred the boy's vision as he finally spotted his house. He kicked the door open with Tomoyo and Eriol not too far behind. They had followed Syaoran soon after he ran after Sakura. Tomoyo was crying, she was so afraid she would lose her best friend. Eriol felt tears threaten his eyes but held them in to show strength for his beloved who clung to him with all her might.
Syaoran lay Sakura on his bed {dont get any kinky thoughts readers hehe} she just lay there half conscious. It looked like she was battling for the strength to breathe her final breaths. Syaoran knew that no matter what he said, his beloved, the one he swore he would protect was slipping away. Eriol had called an ambulance but she was dying, would they get there in time?
"Sakura! Please, please stay with us, I need you! We all need you! I love you so much! I need you! Your my life line! I'm nothing without you! PLEASE don't leave me here alone! I swear to you, if you leave....there would be no reason to live...no point...I need you Sakura...I LOVE you Sakura...don't go...not yet...not without me...". Syaoran was crying uncontrollably. He kicked himself for not being able to push her out of the way as the lightning struck the unsuspecting tree that was once standing strong. He saw it tumble on her lifeless body, her eyes were filled with so much pain...but not physical pain...he could have sworn that she had a smirk of gratitude on her face as her body was crushed under the immense weight on top of her. Branches dug into her skin, stabbing her fatally. Her lungs, were pratically destroyed, unbearable to breathe. He heard sickening cracks and crumbling as her body practically crenated under the weight. It was all his fault, if only he had talked to her sooner, or had he never returned, she would still be the same cheerful beauty she always was. Now, she lay here, almost lifeless, pale, personifying death. Her eyes barely open, her vision was almost non existent. Pain filled the air, such an innocent girl...such a young age...she would never know the next generations of life...it was going to be over at 21...how was this possible? How could this have happened?
"Sakura you have to hold on! You'll fight this, you'll come out a winner, stronger and more beautiful if that were possible. You are the perfect person, we need you..the world needs you! I NEED YOU DAMMIT! DONT YOU DARE GIVE UP ON ME! ON US! U NEVER GIVE UP AVALON! YOU NEVER WILL!
"Sy..Syaora..an..." she said as pain filled her with every breath she took. "Ke..e..p....w...wond..ering...w..h....y...why..." she said inaudibly knowing he would hear her.
Syaoran cried more tears, would she die feeling betrayed ? NO! In fact she wouldn't die at all! "Sakura! Listen to me! Tomoyo and I are just friends, we were never more and we will never be more! What you saw was me praticing...how...how to..propose to you...my love..." Sakura averted her gaze only to be met with Tomoyo's tear filled eyes who spoke only truth, "Sakura, your my best friend! I wanted this to be perfect! He was...preparing everything for when you came, this was suppose to be the big night, the night where he would ask you to marry him, not me! YOU! PLEASE DONT LEAVE US SAKURA! SAKURA!" Eriol ran to her side in an attempt to console her heavy heart.
Sakura smiled a smile of relief, a smile not even Syaoran had ever seen. "Sya..oran...T..Tomo..yo...I...m...sor..ry..f..for...doubt...ing...you...I...l.o...ve..." Sakura smiled her last smile, spoke her final words...lived her last day...
"SAKURA!!!!!! NO!!!!" she could hear him scream for her to come back, not to give up, not to leave him lonely but it was too late...wasn't it?
She felt her spirit soar from the house on the verge to her destination. "Goodbye, my friends...goodbye my little wolf, forgive me.."
"Sakura, my daughter I have missed you..", Sakura perked her head up only to be greeted by beautiful eyes much like her own staring back at her. "Mother...I have missed you so very much!" Her mother smiled and nodded, but was obviously troubled. "Sakura, I am deeply concerned, you see...you have unfinished business, you still have a long and happy life ahead of you..." Sakura grew confused. "Come my child." Soon enough she was back on land, along side her mother who motioned her with her gaze to look at Syaoran. Sakura advanced a little only to see her bruised and battered body, crushed beyond recognition. Her heart sank as she saw her beloved crying tears of pain, of anguish, of loneliness. "Syaoran, my love, I'm right here!" she called to him but no answer. She was a mere ghost, a spirit watching her beloved's pain grow.
"Sakura...why...why did you have to die! I SHOULD HAVE PROTECTED YOU! ITS ALL MY FAULT!"
"No, Syaoran, it wasn't your fault, Sakura knew...you loved her..."
"A LOT OF GOOD THAT DID ERIOL! LOVE! LOVE KILLED HER! MY LOVE KILLED HER!!!...and it's all my fault, if only I hadn't waited so long to see her, if only I hadn't thought we had all the time in the world, GOD! How could I have been so stupid! So naiive! She's dead now, she's lifeless, and..and there isnt anything I can do for her...she's gone...I will join you my love! Life without you...is not worth living!" Syaoran called for his sword ready to plunge it into his body when he felt a force holding him back...an unseen force! "Sakura! Sakura it's you! I know it's you! You...you don't want me to die do you...you want me to live...but...but life without you is so...it's not worth it Sakura! I CANT live without you and dammit I WONT!" He attempted to free his arm from her spiritual grip but couldn't.
Pain was apparent in his eyes, anguish and lonliness soon followed. Sakura didn't feel free, she didn't feel at peace..no! She felt as though she was the cause to pain! PAIN! She was hurting her loved one! She couldn't leave him. She turned to her mother speaking an unspeakable request.
"Sakura, you are not meant to die right now, we are not to be reunited just yet, I understand your request, and it will be granted."
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Sakura's body began to glow brightly, her wounds healed, her pain subsided, loneliness...nearly rectified. Syaoran felt a hand caress his face.
"Sakura! YOUR ALIVE!" Syaoran cried tears of joy quickly embracing his beloved in a sweet passionate kiss. "SHE"S ALIVE!!!!" he cried happily as he hugged her never wanting to let go. "Sakura, I never meant to hurt you..Im so sorry I took so long to..." Sakura shushed his rambling mouth with a sweet kiss. "I know my little wolf, I know..."
Eriol and Tomoyo ran into the room and hugged their friend in celebration, she had returned, Sakura was alive!
"Syaoran, Tomoyo, Eriol...I know the answers to my questions, I know why all this happened, I know why....I know why..." she cried happily as Syaoran pulled her to him gently. "Sakura, there is something I need to ask you..."
"NO SYAORAN DON"T!" everyone turned to Tomoyo, "IT"S NOT PERFECT IT"S NOT ITS NOT!!WAAAAH ERIOL STOP HIM!!! ! I CANT FIND MY CAMERA AHHHH"
How was that everyone? R&R PLZ! luv ya 4 readin & reviewin!
Personally I think I should add a cute little fluffy epilogue...perhaps, "everything you do" I have an idea for it, if your
interested, cause I dont wanna leave this chapter like this...plus I d prefer to have 10 chapters rather than 9...
feedback needed! thanks!