(These ones has a bit fanish Musing ..but not too much ;)
More are to follow....I just have to type them from my handwritting into the computer.
Amy - Valenti
I guess if I had one minute of your mind I would look into two things. Not
really sure which ones more important.
The first things would be...if you love me. Because I guess I do.
I didn't think it possibel after all those years that we knew each other
that suddenly I would find you in love with me.
And even less to find me back in love with you. After Frank had left me
and Maria I had sworn myself that I would never let myself get close to one of
those bastrads again.
In that I tried to raise my daughter to be an independed woman that would
be able to make her own choice in the world. Not infuenced by socity telling
her that the best for any girl would be to marry and get a husband.
So it was that I almost laught out loud when Madame Vivian told me that a
man out of my past would return into my live. A man whose love for me had
fallen at me without being known. But whose silent eyes were still watching
me.
Sure, Frank did love me, and yes apearantly more than I did love him. If you
count the letters that he is still sending me. But then again I wasn't the
ones that had cheated on him and beat him because I had the guts to stand up
to him for screaming at our daughter.
I guess the penny dropped when I talked with the sheriff only a few days
later.
Then I was happy that I hadn't laughed.
Could it really be that easy?
I mean okay...I know he loved me when he looked at me with this smile of
his, that was half adoring and half unsure. But I know that Frank loved me
too. I guess If I had one minute of your mind I would look to see in which
way you love me.
And then if there was still time I would have a look into the reason that
made you seemignly adopt 7 children. One of them even into your house.
Especially with Max Evans it seems strange as I always thought to see some
strange diversion between the two off you. You used to talk so supicious
about him. As if he was a suspect whose crime you hadn't determend.
Yet the same Max Evans came over the other night when I was staying with
you. His eyes looking as if he was searching for something.
Pleading almost.
Hurt.
You looked at him and took him out to the other room.
Not coming back for 1 hour.
And when you did Max had allready left through the backdoor.
I asked you if he was allright and you just nodded.
But you didn't say anything about what you talked or what had upset him so.
And in a way I did get the distinct expresssion that it hadn't been the
first time he had come over.
I am a curious girl.
I want to know what is going on.
So I guess if I had one minute of you mind....I would have to look very
quickly. To find out everything I need to know.
More are to follow....I just have to type them from my handwritting into the computer.
Amy - Valenti
I guess if I had one minute of your mind I would look into two things. Not
really sure which ones more important.
The first things would be...if you love me. Because I guess I do.
I didn't think it possibel after all those years that we knew each other
that suddenly I would find you in love with me.
And even less to find me back in love with you. After Frank had left me
and Maria I had sworn myself that I would never let myself get close to one of
those bastrads again.
In that I tried to raise my daughter to be an independed woman that would
be able to make her own choice in the world. Not infuenced by socity telling
her that the best for any girl would be to marry and get a husband.
So it was that I almost laught out loud when Madame Vivian told me that a
man out of my past would return into my live. A man whose love for me had
fallen at me without being known. But whose silent eyes were still watching
me.
Sure, Frank did love me, and yes apearantly more than I did love him. If you
count the letters that he is still sending me. But then again I wasn't the
ones that had cheated on him and beat him because I had the guts to stand up
to him for screaming at our daughter.
I guess the penny dropped when I talked with the sheriff only a few days
later.
Then I was happy that I hadn't laughed.
Could it really be that easy?
I mean okay...I know he loved me when he looked at me with this smile of
his, that was half adoring and half unsure. But I know that Frank loved me
too. I guess If I had one minute of your mind I would look to see in which
way you love me.
And then if there was still time I would have a look into the reason that
made you seemignly adopt 7 children. One of them even into your house.
Especially with Max Evans it seems strange as I always thought to see some
strange diversion between the two off you. You used to talk so supicious
about him. As if he was a suspect whose crime you hadn't determend.
Yet the same Max Evans came over the other night when I was staying with
you. His eyes looking as if he was searching for something.
Pleading almost.
Hurt.
You looked at him and took him out to the other room.
Not coming back for 1 hour.
And when you did Max had allready left through the backdoor.
I asked you if he was allright and you just nodded.
But you didn't say anything about what you talked or what had upset him so.
And in a way I did get the distinct expresssion that it hadn't been the
first time he had come over.
I am a curious girl.
I want to know what is going on.
So I guess if I had one minute of you mind....I would have to look very
quickly. To find out everything I need to know.