Title: Sun
Authors: Dina
Feedback: Can be sent to dina_81@hotmail.com
Ratings: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don´t own the caracters, the WB does, and my feelings about WB everyone knows what they are. But we will always remember YA.
Summary: : It starts a few days before summer school start, and shows what Hamilton and then later Jake are thinking about.
Thanks: To every jahammer and especially to those jahammers who have written fanfics, they have inspired me alot. I also want to thank my friends and family. I also want to thank Fran, Elisheva and Maggy for everything they have done when they betaread it.
"Breakfast is ready!"
Oh, so this is the one of my last days at my summer holiday and in a few days i´m going to summer school here in Rawley Academy.
Why is it that the ones who is only happy about this is my parents.!
Sometimes I just think that something is missing in my life, and I can´t really understand what, but somewhere in my heart there is a hole, but I can´t understand what I should fill that hole with.
Everyone thinks that I must be happy, I have parents who love me, parents who still love eachother, good grades in school, and a few friends from Rawley. I just hate the fact that they don´t seem to be real friends, maybe scared of the fact that I´m the son of the Dean at Rawley Academy.
I just want to figur out my life, I´m not one of those rich boys who goes at Rawley Academy, even though I´m going to a student here at Rawley Academy, but I´m not either one of the boys who has grown up in real New Rawley, maybe I´m just the boy in the middle.
Now I´m mad why can´t people just accept me for who I am, not the boy in the middle.
"For the last time Munchie, breakfast is ready." His mom yelled from the first floor of our house.
"I´m coming."
After breakfast I went out, with my camera.
I don´t feel like taking some pictures today, maybe I should just take a walk, just think about things. No, I better sit down here next to the tree, maybe I can come up with something to think about here.
How strange it feels to be alone. Always there is someone around me, even if they don´t notice me, I always feel that I have company. Well, it´s something you learn to cope with living here, but never ger used to.
What shall I think about today?
The thoughts I had this morning were kind of disturbing, because every sane person could see that I wouldn´t or couldn´t have a hole in my heart.
Now I just wished that my heart could feel whole again.
Always does the friends thing pop up in my mind. Yes, now I have decided, I will set a challenge for myself this first year at Rawley Academy. I will get new friends, true friends who will really know me, and care about me and so on.
Is it really me talking, or the thing which is going to mend the hole in my heart.
Damn if I only knew what could mend the hole.
~Next day~
"Breakfast is ready, Munchie. Oh, this is the last day of your summer vacation, I hope you enjoy it. Some students came yesterday if you noticed but the most of them come today."
"OK, you want me to tour them?"
"No, of course not, I just wanted you to know"
After breakfast I went out.
Lucky me, taking a walk in the morning, I hate that. I have always loved taking walks at sunsets, mainly because I think the most beautiful pictures is taking then.
Maybe I should learn to take more picturs in the day.
Why not capture the feelings of some of the new students here at Rawley?!
I must get my camera. Maybe it is a good idea just to take photos from my window.
Now, this doesn´t feel right, no one really has got the right expression I want for my photos.
There is some people. (Unaware that it is Scout, Will and some others he takes photos of)
There is a interesting person, NICE BIKE he has. Click, click
(Unaware that it is Jake he is taking photos of)
Maybe I should follow up my challenge and make it more than a challenge, making it come true maybe.
So, now I´m here at the dorms, hey there are two of the guys I pictured , maybe I should say hi!
"Hi! I´m Hamilton" reaching his hand to them.
"Hi, I´m Scout.
"Hi, I´m Will."
"What are they doing there?" Will said.
"It is a summer school tradition, going bathing with the girls frow Rawley Girls at the first day of summer school. " Hamilton said.
"Much, you know about this school!" Scout said looking at Hamilton.
"That comes of being the Deans son. Don´t worry I won´t tell the dean anything."
"Come on then, we can´t just stand around here."
They walked past the door.
"Hamilton are you coming", Scout said.
He was looking at one familiar boy walking through the hallway. He looked at Hamilton before entering his room.
*God, who is that person, why does it feel comfortable to look in his eyes. Yes, it is him, the guy with the bike, I must get to know him.*
"Is he a friend of yours, do you know him?" Scout asked.
No, I don´t know him!!! (BUT I WANT TOO)
"Come on then."
~Later that afternoon~
After spending some time with Scout and Will , Hamilton decided to take a walk when he saw him.
"Hi, I´m Hamilton."
"Hi, I´m Jake."
"I saw you with the bike, do you know that you can only have cars here at school?"
"Who are you, the school police?" Jake asked a bit confused.
"No, only the deans son. I´m not going to tell him, I can show you a place where you can hide it so that the grounds keeper can´t find it."
"Is there a catch hidden here somewhere? Are you the son who does bad things but your father never gets to know who did them?" said Jake.
"The answer to the first question is , maybe there is a catch, and to the second one NO.
Do you want to hide your bike or get your bike confiscated by the grounds keeper?" Ham answered.
"Ok, I will hide the bike, thank you for the help, by the way what is the catch?" Jake asked.
"You must learn me how to ride a motorcycle!"
"That´s all?" Jake smiled.
"Yes, that´s all." Ham said smiling back.
~~~
There is something in his blue eyes that tells me he is telling the truth. My hearts just melts when I look into them. I know I have seen them before.
Wait a minute, isn´t he the guy that looked at me earlier this day at the dorms?
Yes, I think so, no I´m not going to ask him if it was him, I am sure it was him, because noone could have so beautibul blue eyes.
"It´s getting late, I must be back at the dorms, to finish my unpacking."
*I hope I didn´t sound to girlish now. *
"Bye", said Jake
"Bye" , said Hamilton.
*The sun is setting, I love sunrises and sunsets. I hate that they have curfews here, I´m never going to have the chance to take my late night walks here.* Jake thought
~Next day~
First day with classes went ok, I saw him today, he is in all my classes. Hamilton with the blue eyes. I can´t fall in love, I´m a guy now, but I can be friends with him.
A message from my mom, is she going to be the one who is going to show that she loves me so much, over anything and everything, that will in the end fill up the hole I got in my heart.
"Hi darling, I´m sorry to say that I can´t call you later tonight, I hope I can call you tomorrow, you know that I love you. I hope everything is going alright at school. From your loving mom."
*Not today she is going to mend my heart. I think I will go out and see who lives in the other rooms.*
"Hi, Hamilton"
"Hi, this is Scout and Will , they live next to you."
"Oh, hi , I´m Jake."
"Where are from Jake?"
"From New York and you two!?
"I´m from New Rawley ,I´m here on a scholarship."
" And I´m from Washington."
"I was just going to show them around school, do you want to join?"
"Yes, why not!" Jake said smiling.
The tour went great and everyone got to their rooms when it was over.
*So, I´m here studying, and it is now past curfew and the sun is setting. I´m going to break the rules, forget the curfew, I need some time to think, I´m going on my night walk.* Jake thought
*There is somebody there. Why should I be the one who gets caught on the first schoolday!?
Wait a minute. I recognise him!*
"Jake is it you?"
"Hamilton you startled me."
"You now it´s past curfew?" Hamilton said.
"Yes, but I like taking a walk , seeing the sunset and then just thinking."
"So, do I but I like taking pictures of it more."
"What do you think about then?" said Hamilton
"How it is going to be here, will my mom ever notice me and some other things."
"Ok, I will explain the mom thing. She is an actress and has never really been my mom , you can say Consuela our housekeeper, raised me, and I just want her to be around, notice how I´m doing, what I´m doing. This is my sixth school in the last couple of years and I don´t think she know how many schools I have been at and what school I´m going at now."
"That´s tough."
"What are you thinking about then Hamilton?"
"Before I started here, i challenged myself."
"What was the challenge? "
"To get new friends. I can´t belive I´m telling you this."
"I can´t belive I told you about my mom, I have never done that before to anyone."
"I also want to get closer to my parents, especially my dad. He is to wrapped up in his work, that he never notices me. He thinks of me like one of the students not his son."
"I´m sorry."
"That´s ok, we both have issues to deal with, lets think about something else for a while."
"Let me take your picture", said Hamilton.
"No, I always come out bad." Jake refused.
"No, you will not, you can take pictures of me later."
~~~
First Hamilton took pictures of the sunset, then of Jake,and then Jake took pictures of Hamilton.
The best pictures were of course them with Jake and Hamilton together. Done with the timer.
Authors: Dina
Feedback: Can be sent to dina_81@hotmail.com
Ratings: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don´t own the caracters, the WB does, and my feelings about WB everyone knows what they are. But we will always remember YA.
Summary: : It starts a few days before summer school start, and shows what Hamilton and then later Jake are thinking about.
Thanks: To every jahammer and especially to those jahammers who have written fanfics, they have inspired me alot. I also want to thank my friends and family. I also want to thank Fran, Elisheva and Maggy for everything they have done when they betaread it.
"Breakfast is ready!"
Oh, so this is the one of my last days at my summer holiday and in a few days i´m going to summer school here in Rawley Academy.
Why is it that the ones who is only happy about this is my parents.!
Sometimes I just think that something is missing in my life, and I can´t really understand what, but somewhere in my heart there is a hole, but I can´t understand what I should fill that hole with.
Everyone thinks that I must be happy, I have parents who love me, parents who still love eachother, good grades in school, and a few friends from Rawley. I just hate the fact that they don´t seem to be real friends, maybe scared of the fact that I´m the son of the Dean at Rawley Academy.
I just want to figur out my life, I´m not one of those rich boys who goes at Rawley Academy, even though I´m going to a student here at Rawley Academy, but I´m not either one of the boys who has grown up in real New Rawley, maybe I´m just the boy in the middle.
Now I´m mad why can´t people just accept me for who I am, not the boy in the middle.
"For the last time Munchie, breakfast is ready." His mom yelled from the first floor of our house.
"I´m coming."
After breakfast I went out, with my camera.
I don´t feel like taking some pictures today, maybe I should just take a walk, just think about things. No, I better sit down here next to the tree, maybe I can come up with something to think about here.
How strange it feels to be alone. Always there is someone around me, even if they don´t notice me, I always feel that I have company. Well, it´s something you learn to cope with living here, but never ger used to.
What shall I think about today?
The thoughts I had this morning were kind of disturbing, because every sane person could see that I wouldn´t or couldn´t have a hole in my heart.
Now I just wished that my heart could feel whole again.
Always does the friends thing pop up in my mind. Yes, now I have decided, I will set a challenge for myself this first year at Rawley Academy. I will get new friends, true friends who will really know me, and care about me and so on.
Is it really me talking, or the thing which is going to mend the hole in my heart.
Damn if I only knew what could mend the hole.
~Next day~
"Breakfast is ready, Munchie. Oh, this is the last day of your summer vacation, I hope you enjoy it. Some students came yesterday if you noticed but the most of them come today."
"OK, you want me to tour them?"
"No, of course not, I just wanted you to know"
After breakfast I went out.
Lucky me, taking a walk in the morning, I hate that. I have always loved taking walks at sunsets, mainly because I think the most beautiful pictures is taking then.
Maybe I should learn to take more picturs in the day.
Why not capture the feelings of some of the new students here at Rawley?!
I must get my camera. Maybe it is a good idea just to take photos from my window.
Now, this doesn´t feel right, no one really has got the right expression I want for my photos.
There is some people. (Unaware that it is Scout, Will and some others he takes photos of)
There is a interesting person, NICE BIKE he has. Click, click
(Unaware that it is Jake he is taking photos of)
Maybe I should follow up my challenge and make it more than a challenge, making it come true maybe.
So, now I´m here at the dorms, hey there are two of the guys I pictured , maybe I should say hi!
"Hi! I´m Hamilton" reaching his hand to them.
"Hi, I´m Scout.
"Hi, I´m Will."
"What are they doing there?" Will said.
"It is a summer school tradition, going bathing with the girls frow Rawley Girls at the first day of summer school. " Hamilton said.
"Much, you know about this school!" Scout said looking at Hamilton.
"That comes of being the Deans son. Don´t worry I won´t tell the dean anything."
"Come on then, we can´t just stand around here."
They walked past the door.
"Hamilton are you coming", Scout said.
He was looking at one familiar boy walking through the hallway. He looked at Hamilton before entering his room.
*God, who is that person, why does it feel comfortable to look in his eyes. Yes, it is him, the guy with the bike, I must get to know him.*
"Is he a friend of yours, do you know him?" Scout asked.
No, I don´t know him!!! (BUT I WANT TOO)
"Come on then."
~Later that afternoon~
After spending some time with Scout and Will , Hamilton decided to take a walk when he saw him.
"Hi, I´m Hamilton."
"Hi, I´m Jake."
"I saw you with the bike, do you know that you can only have cars here at school?"
"Who are you, the school police?" Jake asked a bit confused.
"No, only the deans son. I´m not going to tell him, I can show you a place where you can hide it so that the grounds keeper can´t find it."
"Is there a catch hidden here somewhere? Are you the son who does bad things but your father never gets to know who did them?" said Jake.
"The answer to the first question is , maybe there is a catch, and to the second one NO.
Do you want to hide your bike or get your bike confiscated by the grounds keeper?" Ham answered.
"Ok, I will hide the bike, thank you for the help, by the way what is the catch?" Jake asked.
"You must learn me how to ride a motorcycle!"
"That´s all?" Jake smiled.
"Yes, that´s all." Ham said smiling back.
~~~
There is something in his blue eyes that tells me he is telling the truth. My hearts just melts when I look into them. I know I have seen them before.
Wait a minute, isn´t he the guy that looked at me earlier this day at the dorms?
Yes, I think so, no I´m not going to ask him if it was him, I am sure it was him, because noone could have so beautibul blue eyes.
"It´s getting late, I must be back at the dorms, to finish my unpacking."
*I hope I didn´t sound to girlish now. *
"Bye", said Jake
"Bye" , said Hamilton.
*The sun is setting, I love sunrises and sunsets. I hate that they have curfews here, I´m never going to have the chance to take my late night walks here.* Jake thought
~Next day~
First day with classes went ok, I saw him today, he is in all my classes. Hamilton with the blue eyes. I can´t fall in love, I´m a guy now, but I can be friends with him.
A message from my mom, is she going to be the one who is going to show that she loves me so much, over anything and everything, that will in the end fill up the hole I got in my heart.
"Hi darling, I´m sorry to say that I can´t call you later tonight, I hope I can call you tomorrow, you know that I love you. I hope everything is going alright at school. From your loving mom."
*Not today she is going to mend my heart. I think I will go out and see who lives in the other rooms.*
"Hi, Hamilton"
"Hi, this is Scout and Will , they live next to you."
"Oh, hi , I´m Jake."
"Where are from Jake?"
"From New York and you two!?
"I´m from New Rawley ,I´m here on a scholarship."
" And I´m from Washington."
"I was just going to show them around school, do you want to join?"
"Yes, why not!" Jake said smiling.
The tour went great and everyone got to their rooms when it was over.
*So, I´m here studying, and it is now past curfew and the sun is setting. I´m going to break the rules, forget the curfew, I need some time to think, I´m going on my night walk.* Jake thought
*There is somebody there. Why should I be the one who gets caught on the first schoolday!?
Wait a minute. I recognise him!*
"Jake is it you?"
"Hamilton you startled me."
"You now it´s past curfew?" Hamilton said.
"Yes, but I like taking a walk , seeing the sunset and then just thinking."
"So, do I but I like taking pictures of it more."
"What do you think about then?" said Hamilton
"How it is going to be here, will my mom ever notice me and some other things."
"Ok, I will explain the mom thing. She is an actress and has never really been my mom , you can say Consuela our housekeeper, raised me, and I just want her to be around, notice how I´m doing, what I´m doing. This is my sixth school in the last couple of years and I don´t think she know how many schools I have been at and what school I´m going at now."
"That´s tough."
"What are you thinking about then Hamilton?"
"Before I started here, i challenged myself."
"What was the challenge? "
"To get new friends. I can´t belive I´m telling you this."
"I can´t belive I told you about my mom, I have never done that before to anyone."
"I also want to get closer to my parents, especially my dad. He is to wrapped up in his work, that he never notices me. He thinks of me like one of the students not his son."
"I´m sorry."
"That´s ok, we both have issues to deal with, lets think about something else for a while."
"Let me take your picture", said Hamilton.
"No, I always come out bad." Jake refused.
"No, you will not, you can take pictures of me later."
~~~
First Hamilton took pictures of the sunset, then of Jake,and then Jake took pictures of Hamilton.
The best pictures were of course them with Jake and Hamilton together. Done with the timer.