All the names are in Japaneses as are some of the words like in all my stories.
If you need a name or word translations email me. I'll be happy to help.
Evil Beginnings
Chapter 1
Lost Hope, a Lost Dream
Rated: PG-13
By: Earth Angel
Email: Silver_Earth_Angel@hotmail.com
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(Usagi P.O.V)
I gave up long ago. I gave up thinking that someone would come and save me. I always
thought of the stories about the prince saving the princess from the evil witch queen. For me
Queen Beryl was the evil queen, I was the princess, and my prince never came. I stayed
working for her and doing her bidding. I got use to it. The death, the lose of innocence,
the evil. I guess you could say that I blocked it out after awhile. I was like a puppet
and I couldn't feel or hear what I was doing. But I killed, I destroyed, I created evil
to protect those that I once loved. They really didn't remember that day that Berly held
them and had me pledge myself to her and only her. Queen Berly knew that I was a girl
of truth and would stick to my promise. Even if she planned to destroy that truth in me,
she knew that part of me would want to always protect my family, if I countined to live
with them and love them. So she made me to go school and be with my family, that way she
could keep me in her clutches. I pretended to be the normal happy girl, maybe even sometimes
more energetic than other girls. I would pretend like an actress would, sometimes I would
lose myself in the day, and pretend thats who I really was. But again the moon would rise
up into the night and the sun would shine upon the other side of the world and I would be
back to helping my queen. Sometimes it was as if she was my mother. She would try to teach
me her ways, I took the lessons, but all along I knew it was part of her plot. She seemed
to know that I knew, but she contiuned to teach me, hoping that I would see things her way
and give her what she wanted. I don't know what she wants. She wont tell me. She only
tries to break my spirit everyday and everynight. The only thing that kept me going was the
dream of a prince. To me he was mine, in my dreams, where even Berly could not reach.
His eyes pierced my soul and my heart. But when I woke up each morning I couldn't seem to
picture his face, I could only remember the love that we shared in my dreams, and the way
his eyes maybe me feel. I held onto that dream as if I child would hold onto a stuffed
animal. I kept thinking of the day that he would come for me, and the day that we could
finally be together. Thats what kept me alive all those years under Beryl's rule. But as time
passed I was afraid that I was losing my dream, and that he would never come. It was then
that I realized that Beryl was winning. Little by little, day by day, she took a bit of my
hope, and I gave up on my dream.
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If you need a name or word translations email me. I'll be happy to help.
Evil Beginnings
Chapter 1
Lost Hope, a Lost Dream
Rated: PG-13
By: Earth Angel
Email: Silver_Earth_Angel@hotmail.com
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(Usagi P.O.V)
I gave up long ago. I gave up thinking that someone would come and save me. I always
thought of the stories about the prince saving the princess from the evil witch queen. For me
Queen Beryl was the evil queen, I was the princess, and my prince never came. I stayed
working for her and doing her bidding. I got use to it. The death, the lose of innocence,
the evil. I guess you could say that I blocked it out after awhile. I was like a puppet
and I couldn't feel or hear what I was doing. But I killed, I destroyed, I created evil
to protect those that I once loved. They really didn't remember that day that Berly held
them and had me pledge myself to her and only her. Queen Berly knew that I was a girl
of truth and would stick to my promise. Even if she planned to destroy that truth in me,
she knew that part of me would want to always protect my family, if I countined to live
with them and love them. So she made me to go school and be with my family, that way she
could keep me in her clutches. I pretended to be the normal happy girl, maybe even sometimes
more energetic than other girls. I would pretend like an actress would, sometimes I would
lose myself in the day, and pretend thats who I really was. But again the moon would rise
up into the night and the sun would shine upon the other side of the world and I would be
back to helping my queen. Sometimes it was as if she was my mother. She would try to teach
me her ways, I took the lessons, but all along I knew it was part of her plot. She seemed
to know that I knew, but she contiuned to teach me, hoping that I would see things her way
and give her what she wanted. I don't know what she wants. She wont tell me. She only
tries to break my spirit everyday and everynight. The only thing that kept me going was the
dream of a prince. To me he was mine, in my dreams, where even Berly could not reach.
His eyes pierced my soul and my heart. But when I woke up each morning I couldn't seem to
picture his face, I could only remember the love that we shared in my dreams, and the way
his eyes maybe me feel. I held onto that dream as if I child would hold onto a stuffed
animal. I kept thinking of the day that he would come for me, and the day that we could
finally be together. Thats what kept me alive all those years under Beryl's rule. But as time
passed I was afraid that I was losing my dream, and that he would never come. It was then
that I realized that Beryl was winning. Little by little, day by day, she took a bit of my
hope, and I gave up on my dream.
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