Chapter Four – Viva
A fellow jailbird and
professional wit named Oscar Wilde once observed: ""There are only two
tragedies in life: one is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting
it." Well, after being sentenced to
life in prison, having a gland implanted in my head and becoming a slave for
the Agency, I'd had enough of the first option. Now, I was ready to try the second. Or as Mae West, another one-time jailbird, put
it: "When choosing between two evils, I
always like to pick the one I haven't tried yet." Believe me, I'm down with that, sister.
With his
nest egg nicely filled out and their new identities in his hands,
He'd needed
a carrot to entice her, to make her think it was her choice all along. And he'd come up with a big fat one – the one
that any woman who thought she was in love wouldn't be able to resist. Sure, it would cost him, but in the end, he'd
wind up the big winner. It had been the
biggest scam he'd ever hoped to pull, but she'd be bound to him for life, and,
as an extra, added bonus, no one would be able to make her testify against him,
even if they were caught. It'd been a
win-win for him, really.
It was
supposed to have been their usual Friday night routine. Claire had left the Agency before him and
gone home to start dinner.
Claire'd
turned to greet him with a warm smile, but that had faded as she'd looked at
him standing there. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing. It's just … nothing."
"Don't do
that,
"We are,"
"What do
you mean like this? With
you? Here? Then yes, I'm happy. Aren't you?" He'd watched as she'd knitted her brows together with worry.
"Yeah. I mean, yes, I'm happy being with you, but
don't you want more, Claire? Is this how
we're supposed to live out the rest of our lives? With me sneaking into your place so we can
steal a night together? Never going out
in public? Never telling our friends?"
"
"No, that's
just my point. I don't want us to be separated. I hate the idea that that fat bastard could separate us on a whim."
Claire had
reached up and turned
He'd turned
from her and begun pacing again. "That's
it. That's the problem exactly. Things aren't
going to change while we're at the Agency. And I do propose, Claire." He'd
stopped at the opposite end of the kitchen and faced her. "God, don't you get it? I want to marry you. I want you to come away with me, now,
tonight."
"We can't
just leave. You don't know what you're saying, you haven't thought it through…."
"I have thought it through. We can rent a car and be in Vegas by
morning. Think about it, Claire. By tomorrow we could be married. They'd never be able to trace us in time to
stop us. We could be starting a new life
together, one without the Official, without the Agency, without…"
"Counteragent? Yes, you've gotten your shot
today, but what would we do next week, next month, next
year? You see, you haven't thought it
through,
"Yes, I
have. It's all I've been thinking
about. We can make counteragent. Given the raw materials and the equipment,
you can make it, right?"
"But all of
that takes money … and time."
"I've got the money. Well, at least enough to get us started. And then I know how we can get the rest. But none of that really matters. All that matters is that we'll be
together. And as long as we're together,
Claire, we'll have all the time in the world." He'd reached out and gathered her into his arms.
"No,
without money and without the Agency, all we'll ever have is six days." She'd pulled away from him to stand on her
own. "I may be in love with you, but I'm
not blind. You think I can't guess how
you came by whatever money you do have … or how you think you're going to get
more? Oh,
"Actually,
they do. I've had quite a successful run
recently, if I do say so myself." He'd
halfway grinned at her. "But the point
is that I've only done it so we'd have enough to get away, to make a fresh
start. After that, you won't have to
worry about me coming up with any harebrained schemes. I plan on taking a page out of the master's
book. We're going to run the casino
scam, Claire. We're going to
out-Official the Official."
He'd really
smiled at her then, but his smile had been met by her crossed arms and set
jaw. "I see. So you expect me to give up my life, my work,
my reputation to join you in a life of crime?"
"Your life. Your work. Your reputation. You
don't really love me, not truly. Oh
sure, you like me well enough and hell, the sex is great, but what you really
love is the gland. What you really love is Kevin's dream, not me, not
He couldn't
have been any more brutal if he had slapped her. He'd watched Claire's face crumble as his
words had hit home, just close enough to the truth as to make her gasp an
automatic denial.
"That's not
true! You know that's not true,
"How,
Claire? How do I know?" He'd scrubbed his hands through his hair,
then suddenly grabbed her up by her shoulders and shaken her. "God, I've been a fool not to see it
sooner. You've got the best of both
worlds right now, don't you? You've got
your own private boy toy at your beck and call and you've still got your lab
rat to carry on Kevin's work," he'd
growled. "Why should you want anything to change? But you can't have it both ways, Claire. You can be my Keeper or you can be my wife. The choice is yours."
Slowly he'd
lowered her off her toes and let go of her. He'd stood before her, hands at his sides, head bowed, and given her
that forlorn look that had caused females as far back as his mother to cave
into him.
Claire had
sighed and pushed her hair back from her face. "Alright,
"It's all
I've ever wanted, Claire. Just to be free."
And so
they'd run. First to
They hadn't
stayed long in
After that
they'd made their way to the
