disclaimer: Yeah yeah, blar

disclaimer: Yeah yeah, blar. we all know I dun own Digimon.

a/n: Wow, I got a lot of reviews after putting the first chapter up! Do to the insistent demand of the next chapter, I immediately got to work on this. ^o^ Thanks for the inspiration! This chapter is for all those who reviewed when I released the first chapter!

To Win Your Heart

Chapter 2

Poromon continued to look at Miyako with intense eyes. Miyako became irritated at being stared at for the past hour, and if Poromon continued to look at her like that, she was sure that there would be two little holes in the back of her head.

"Stop staring!" she snapped. Poromon yipped and looked the other way. "I hate when people stare at me."

"But I'm not a people," Poromon declared, and only received the same glare that could freeze ice over again. Miyako sighed loudly and landed on her back on her bed, making Poromon bounce a few times. "You're so grouchy lately!"

"Oh, well, excuse me! It's my nature, duh." Miyako pulled the covers over her head. "Stop talking to me! I'm trying to think!" That was the truth. She had to think. About all the events that occured not long ago when Ken was the Kaizer. How he caused so much chaos, the destruction of so many that were innocent...her blood boiled at the thoughts, the memories of the ordeals, scarred forever in her heart and mind. Yet, only her heart had forgiven Ken. Her mind didn't. She was lost and confused. How could one forgive, yet the other not? How could she forgive Ken, yet feel so bitter to even be near him?

***

Ken sat up in his bed, grasping the collar of his shirt as he gasped for air. He wiped the sweat from his forehead, then slid out of his shirt, which was soaking. Dropping it on the floor beside the bed, he slipped down and headed towards the computer. Touching the monitor with his fingers, he felt something wet slide down his cheeks. "Why...why me?"

He sank to his knees, crying silently, burying his face in his hands, the same question running through his mind, and the horrific memories coming in a mad rush. He suddenly stood up, grabbing the Digivice sitting by the keyboard and pointed it to the screen. "I can't take it anymore."

***

Ken continued to wander around the Digiworld, without a clue of why here was really there in the first place. When he opened the gate, he wanted to escape the real world, the nightmares that haunted him. But looking around, it seemed as if they had all became a reality.

Out of nowhere, waves crashed upon his feet, and with a sudden jerk of his head, he looked down and started to shake. "Stop it...please, no more!" he pleaded, but the water continued to circle his feet, and slowly rise. He began to panic as he remembered this all too well. He was running, but getting nowhere. It was beginning to be a task to lift his feet from the water, as they grabbed his ankles and legs.

"Stop it! I said stop! Why are you still doing this to me?! I don't wanna be the way I was anymore, so leave me alone!" Then he let out a piercing scream as he was drug under the water.

***

Hikari looked around, hearing the sudden scream, and ran in the direction from wence it came. "Hey! Who's there? Ken, is that you? Please answer me!"

She stopped, looking around. "Ken! Are you there? Where are you?" She looked down and gasped. "Oh no...not this again...Takeru, they're after me again! Please, help me!" she cried as the water surrounded her, pulling her. "Stop! Why do you still want me?"

Hikari screamed when she saw the hand shoot out from the water and grab her leg. She slipped in the water and fell, finding it was suddenly deep and she could no longer stand. She came up for air, and saw Ken struggling in the water beside her. "Ken!"

"Hikari, it's gonna get us...it's gonna get us both this time!"

"Get us both...?"

"The darkness knows we're very feeble right now...I don't have any right to get away, but you do. Hurry, escape before it's too late!"

She paused. If he's so willing to save me, then it's obvious he's a different person...not that same cruel person he used to be. "No! We'll go together!"

"What?" he cried as she grabbed his arm and watched her start pulling him while swimming. "What are you doing? I told you to go! My life has no meaning now if I can't have friends!"

"You're fully capable of making friends, but you think that no one will accept you because of who you used to be. Think of now, not the past. I'll be your friend, and you can always count on me!"

Fully capable...? If that's true, then how come Miyako hates me so much? he thought to himself, his heart crushing at the thought of Miyako stomping on his dreams.

"Ken, something's pulling me! It won't let go of me!" Hikari wailed as she suddenly let Ken go to pry her leg free. He saw her gradually sink in the water, and he grabbed her arms and began to pull her up. "Stay afloat!" he shouted, and dove under water to help her. When he found her captivated leg, he shivered when he felt long, web like fingers tightly grasping.

Hikari began to shout for her, hoping to someone get help from at least one of the Digidestined. She suddenly felt her leg being released, and she waited for Ken to surface. "Ken...?"

"Hikari!"

She turned around to see Takeru stopping where the water and sand met, with Daisuke, Miyako, and Iori right behind. "Are you ok?" he shouted.

"I'm fine, but Ken...!" She felt the fingers tighten around her left calf and pull her under.

"Hikari!" Takeru ran into the water, pulling free from Daisuke's grasp. He swam, trying to find her. "Hikari!"

She grabbed Takeru's leg, to let him know she was there, but as she was continuing to be dragged deeper into the water, she ended up taking him with her.

"H-Hey!" Takeru shouted as he went under. Then he felt her let his leg go and he went back to the surface. "Great...how are we gonna get her?"

Miyako punched Daisuke on the shoulder. "What?!" he snarled and looked at her. She looked pissed. "Are you all so stupid?!"

"What do you mean by that?! Hikari's in trouble, and I'm going to get her!" Miyako grabbed his arm as he took off running to help Takeru. "NOW WHAT?!"

"Hikari mentioned Ken's name before she was dragged under, so doesn't that mean anything to you all?!"

"Good grief, Miyako, get over it! Quit treating Ken like he's some outcast!"

"He is an outcast! No one would ever be so cruel like him as to treat Digimon as his slaves and watch them kill each other like it's the first spectator sport in Rome!"

"I don't listen to your analogies, so shut up and help Hikari!"

Miyako did so, but was still seething at how everyone took the Ken situation so lightly. Ken is a dirty double crossing...scumbag! she thought angrily.

Hikari came back up, and they all grabbed her. She gasped and coughed, clinging tightly onto Takeru as they took her to dry land. Takeru rubbed her back as she continued coughing. "Ken...he's still out there."

"Ken...?" Takeru asked.

"I knew it! He's behind it all still! I knew we couldn't trust him!" Miyako blurted, jumping to her feet angrily. "None of you would listen to me! Now who's right?!"

"You're wrong!" Hikari looked at Miyako. "He tried to save me! Why do you hate him so much?!"

"He tried to save you...?"

"Yes! You don't believe me? We have to go back out there and save him!"

"No one has the access to go under water as well as Iori," Daisuke said, looking over at the little kid who remained silent.

"You think I'd go in there to save someone who was ever so cruel?" Iori replied. Takeru looked harshly at him. "Look, he tried saving Hikari, and it's only right to repay someone. You can't keep hating him forever."

"Yes, we can! He'll never change! This may be another one of his sick-minded plots!" Miyako shouted.

Hikari stood up and faced her. "Just because you hate him, doesn't mean we can't help him! I don't care if you aren't with me! I'm going to repay him for his kind deed!"

Miyako watched angrily as Hikari and the others, even Iori, ran to help Ken. "No one ever listens to me!" she muttered angrily.

Just as they were about to dive in to find Ken, he was thrown out of the water and landed beside Miyako with a loud thud. Miyako stared wide-eyed at him as he gagged and spit up water. "K-Ken!" she squeaked as she backed up a couple of steps.

She watched as the others surrounded him, asking if he was ok and thanking him for trying to save Hikari. She was frozen as she watched them all continue to help him and watched them help him up. Ken looked at her and her heart flipped.

"Even now, do you still hate me?" he asked.

She tried to find her tongue to speak. She wanted to answer no, because she knew that he was different, but she was hit with a flash of memories that she tried to erase, and her brows furrowed and her lips turned into a frown. "Of course! I could never forgive you for your sins!"

His eyes expressed pure sorrow, as he looked at her. "Oh...I see. Then I guess not everyone can forgive someone."

Miyako stood there, watching him slowly walk away with the others, the pained look still on his face to hear Miyako admit she still hated him. As they disappeared, she fell to her knees and cried. "Why did I tell him that I hated him?! Why can't I just forgive him and go on like the others? Why am I always hurting people?" She continued to sit there and cry, wondering why she was the way she was.

A/N: Urg...that has to be an incredibly BORING chapter...I can't believe I actually wrote the whole thing. -.- To all ones I'm dedicating this chapter to, please forgive me. I will write a better chapter next time! I think it was due to the boring parts at the beginning...action is always my thing, and the beginning is just...stuff. Yeah. ^^;