Author's note: Here is chapter 2! It's written in diary form. From now on, every other chapter is going to be diary form because I think just reading by chapters is kind of boring. The diary chapters are kind of short but I'll have the next chapter out soon! I'm already working on it! If you seriously, absolutely, cannot stand the idea of reading diary entries, then tell me and I'll consider changing it, okay?
TRUNK'S JOURNAL/DIARY:
Okay, so Pan kissed me.
Big deal.
I mean, why shouldn't she kiss me? We are very good friends and friends do exchange kisses. Pan and I are very good friends. I had known her from the day she was born. To me, she's just like another sister. To her, I'm just the big brother she never had. Sure, I like her. Okay, scratch that I like her a lot but there are no romantic sparks between us.
I have to admit, she looked really good tonight at the party. Her beautiful raven hair fell loose around her face and she wore a low cut tank top that made her look more grown up, more sophisticated. I liked the way she always blew on her bangs. She looks so cute when she does that. I also liked the way she looked at me just before she kissed me. Her huge dark eyes twinkled like stars. Hold on… I just read over what I wrote and I've got a bad feeling crawling up my spine. If Pan was just my friend, then why do I have these types of thoughts about her?
This is probably the effect of those bottles of beers I had tonight. Alcohol is bad for your brains. It kills all your brain cells. Those beers really screwed up my brains tonight. Okay man, here are the facts.
Fact #1: Pan is just your friend. Repeat, JUST your friend.
Fact #2: You have a girlfriend already. In case you forgot, her name is Marron.
Fact #3: Marron-like. Pan-love.
WHAT? Erase that… I'm totally screwed tonight.
Fact #3: Marron-LOVE. Pan-LIKE.
That's better.
Now
think Marron, think about her beautiful blond hair. Um, actually I like black
haired girls better. Shut up and just concentrate on Marron! She's nice,
caring, sweet, and beautiful. She's got the hots for me and I got the hots for
her (or do I?). I asked her out and she said yes. Now we are boyfriend and
girlfriend. I love her very much. I do, really, I do. I swear to Dende I
do.
Pan's lips felt so warm and comforting when she kissed me.
HOLY SHIT! Why did I just write that? Okay fine, since this is my journal and nobody is going to read it (yeah, that means you too, Bra!), I'm going to confess right here.
I did like the kiss. A lot. If Pan didn't pull back so fast, I would have kissed her back. I want to kiss her again so bad. So that means I must have some feelings for Pan, right?
Oh Dende, what the heck am I going to do now? Should I stay with Marron and just ignore all my feelings for Pan? Or should I dump Marron (her parents will probably kill me for breaking their little girl's heart) and try to ask Pan out? Or maybe I should just forget about them both and find some other girl.
Urgh, this is too confessing. I don't want to think about all of this right now. I have mixed up feelings for both girls and I just can't decide just yet.
I do know one thing though, that kiss with Pan is probably the best kiss I ever had. Now is that a good thing or a bad thing?
PAN'S DIARY/JOURNAL:
I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks. I will not think about Trunks.
Okay this is not working. The whole time I'm writing this, I can think about nothing but Trunks. He probably hates me now! I never, ever should have kissed him! Now how can I ever face him again?
I mean, he's going to think that I have a huge crush on him (which I don't) or something and I'm trying to break him and Marron up. I seriously don't have a crush on him because I consider 'love' and 'crushes' two totally different things. Crush is a 'like-like' type of thing. You like him/her a lot. But 'love' is something different, love is like soul mates and all of that.
I don't have a crush on Trunks. I love him.
There, I said it. But what's the point? He will never be mine. I might as well stop wasting all my time and energy on thinking about him.
Yeah right. Like that's ever possible.
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