Mixed Feelings Part One


Mixed Feelings
Part One
By: Laree McKenzie
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I think true love is never blind
But rather brings and added light
An inner vision quick to find
The beauties hid from common sight

True Love
Stanza One
Phoebe Cary

Whenever Suboshi did something stupid like use his makeup for painting pictures, which he had actually done only the day before, or take some of his clams to use as decorations on a box that he had made for his elder brother, what Tomo usually did was to grab the nearest solid thing that was conveniently at hand, give the boy a few whacks over the head with it then drag him over to his brother where he would yell at Suboshi for being a stupid little fool and at Amiboshi for not being able to keep said stupid little fool under control.

Therefore, Amiboshi was somewhat surprised that day to see the role reversed with Suboshi dragging Tomo after him, a big smile on his face. His face. Oh gods..." Sh...Shun-chan?" He wasn't sure if this was his brother. Sure the guy had the same sandy hair as him, same build, he could even see bright blue eyes much like his own twinkling with mirth but what had he done to his face?!

" Hello, aniki! Look what Tomo-sama did!" Suboshi crowed happily, finally letting go of his grip on the older seishi's arm.

Tomo, rubbing his arm where the boy had held him, scowled down at him. " It wasn't my idea. He just kept annoying me and annoying me until I wanted to brain the little fool. The only thing that kept me from doing so was the thought that Nakago-sama wouldn't be very pleased if one of his seishi ended up dead."

" And Seiryuu forbid that you displease Nakago-sama, huh, Tomo?" Soi asked with feigned innocence as she examined the tip of her braid. Feeling her fellow seishi's murderous gaze on her, she looked up, and batted her lashes sweetly at him.

Amiboshi hadn't been listening to the two, by now having developed the ability to tune out their constant bickering. He just stared at his brother, still in somewhat of a shock. " Please tell me this is some sort of illusion, Tomo-sama..."

" What's the matter? I think I did quite a good job in applying the makeup..." Tomo perused his handiwork thoughtfully, somewhat proud of himself. He had had a hard time keeping the boy still on his chair as he had smeared the various colors on and he thought that he had done very well under those circumstances...

" Don't I look good, aniki?"

Amiboshi didn't even grace that question with an answer. It was...strange, to say the least, to see his brother painted in much the same way that Tomo was, and right now, the only thing that he wanted to do was to take Suboshi by the arm and lead him to the nearest pool of water where he would be able to wash himself. An awful thought struck him as he examined his twin: this was what he would look like too if ever he decided to take after Tomo and try his hand on some stage work, which, he reassured himself, wasn't bloody likely.

Soi watched the boy with some amusement. " What in the world possessed you to do this, Subo-chan?" In her opinion, one painted freak in the group was already more than enough, in fact she would have preferred it if there had been none at all. They didn't need another horny little fag in the group. Tomo kept her on her toes more often than not as it was.

" I just thought it would be fun if I got Tomo-sama to put his make-up on me." Suboshi explained. He had always been fascinated with the things that Tomo put on his face and had always wanted to watch him putting some on, though he never allowed that. Tomo didn't like anybody looking at his bare face and so Suboshi just immediately assumed that there was something seriously wrong with it. That morning he had caught the older seishi in a particularly good mood after a little tryst with one of the more handsome Palace Guards that had caught his eye and had managed to annoy him into putting the makeup on him. He had enjoyed watching his transformation, though he didn't think he would like putting all of that stuff on all the time like Tomo did. It was really sort of uncomfortable having all of that gunk on his face.

" Make-up enhances natural beauty, though in the case of these twins, there's not that much of that to enhance in the first place..."

" Too much make's a person hideous." Soi retorted, wrinkling her nose in distaste as she examined first Suboshi, then Tomo. Particularly Tomo. She had seen the man without all the paint covering his face before through a strange incident and though she had never liked the sight of his painted face, she preferred it that way because he was actually quite beautiful under all that junk, though she would of course never admit to thinking that, preferring to die rather than do so, and she would feel a whole lot better if Nakago wasn't made aware of this beauty. Just in case.

" And yet you succeed perfectly well in doing that all by yourself, without the help of any make-up!" Tomo commented snidely mentally congratulating himself for winning this round.

Suboshi prevented Soi from snapping out any smart come backs that she may have had by letting out a loud cackle, quite a good imitation of Tomo's blood-curdling chuckle. " Look at me! Look at me! I'm Tomo!" He raised a hand melodramatically to his forehead and let out a breathy sigh, " Why doesn't Nakago-sama ever notice me? Why? Why?"

" Well, what do you know?" Soi laughed, " The boy has a future on stage!" Suboshi was a constant source of amusement for her and it wasn't often that anybody saw him acting as childish and carefree as this. There was just something about this particular day that had them all on edge. All of them felt as though something important and long awaited was about to happen. They just weren't sure what that thing was...

" The boy had better shut up if he wants to have a future..." Suboshi had been so engrossed in his imitation that he never noticed Tomo's hand curling into fists by his side and his piercing amber eyes getting progressively narrower and narrower.

" Well, hey there soldier!" Suboshi went on, not taking any notice of the warning signals and resting one elbow on the table before his brother, a suggestive smile on his face, " You know of me, of course. Tomo, of the Seiryuu Shichiseishi. What say we- Ow." Suboshi glared balefully at Tomo and slunked over to his brother's side.

The painted seishi glowered down at him as Amiboshi absently ran a hand over the lump that was beginning to form on his twin's head. He hadn't known that Suboshi had been around to hear his little conversation with that delicious little Akito of the Imperial Guards, but the stupid boy had a habit of skulking around the Palace unnoticed. One of the many, many things that he disliked about him.

" You shouldn't hit the kid like that!" Soi reprimanded him. Amiboshi seemed to tending to his brother perfectly well on his own so she made no move to rise from her place on a nearby chair.

" And why is that? It never seems to have any effect anyways, hardheaded creature that he is."

" You can't just-"

" For once Tomo is right. The boy deserves it most of the time."

All conversation in the room stopped at the sound of the cool voice, even Amiboshi's murmured reprimands to his twin. The tension became palpable. Nakago swept into the room, gave Suboshi's face a brief examination, a small, somewhat amused smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. " I suggest you wash your face as soon as I finish with you. Though there is little improvement in your appearance even without all that hideous makeup, I think I prefer you that way."

" Yes Nakago-sama." Suboshi muttered, unconsciously drawing closer to his twin.

Soi's eyes widened at the sight of the blood that stained one edge of the cloak that the tall blond shogun held in his hand. " Are you all right, Nakago-sama?"

He raised one eyebrow questioningly. " Of course. Why wouldn't I be?" He followed Soi's gaze and realized what it was that had caught her attention. " But something important did happen today while I was out in the city."

" And what is that, Nakago-sama?" Tomo asked, his voice a low purr. As usual, the man looked stunning. How he wished that slut Soi wasn't around to come between him and the leader of the seishi.

" I ran into some men attacking a girl in one of the alley ways," Nakago explained, " A most unusually dressed girl. She is like nothing like I've ever seen before. One might even say that she appears other worldly."

" Other worldly?" Amiboshi repeated thoughtfully, " Does that mean...?" Suboshi was as unconcerned with this piece of news as always. He didn't see any significance in it and didn't understand why Nakago was even bringing it up.

" I believe we've finally found the long awaited Seiryuu no Miko." It wasn't often that Nakago smiled and even when he did, it wasn't exactly the most pleasant sight in the world. His smile just seemed...empty. Like his eyes. Completely devoid of anything that might give away any of his emotions. " And just in time too. Now we can take care of the Suzaku menace..."

" Can we see her then?" Suboshi asked, finally catching onto the excitement of the others. He was curious as to what this girl would look like. Would she be exactly like all the other people in this world or would she have scales, blue skin and six fingers in each hand?

" Not with you looking like that." Once more Nakago's lips twitched mysteriously. " I don't think it would be a good idea at this moment. She is still in shock and I only came here to get you, Amiboshi."

" Me, Nakago-sama?"

" Yes. Your skills can finally come to some use. Follow me."

Suboshi scowled as he watched his brother trail after the blond shogun at a respectful distance. " How come he gets to see her and I don't?" He asked nobody in particular. Amiboshi got all the breaks. He had really wanted to see this Maiden. " Hey, Amiboshi, be sure to tell me everything you can about her!" He called out before his twin was out of sight.

~**~

His brother was going to be very disappointed. He knew, from past conversations that Suboshi expected the Seiryuu no Miko to look strange or at least different from what they were used to in this world but to Amiboshi she just looked...well, normal.

He examined her closely under half lidded eyes as he played his flute, the haunting melody echoing throughout the huge chamber that the Seiryuu no Miko had been placed in. She was really quite pretty, he thought, despite of the ugly bruises that marred her face. Poor thing. How horrible it must have been for her, being brought into a new world, the first people she encountered being a group of thugs and now she had Nakago to contend with in the bargain. Well, at least he would be there to help her adjust somewhat. Suboshi and Soi were pretty agreeable too. He wasn't so sure about Tomo. Or Nakago, for that matter though he guessed that the Shogun would do nothing to harm her, as long as she was useful.

He wondered when she would wake up. He wanted to know so much about her! He wanted to ask her all about what her world was like and how she planned on bringing peace to Kutou. He would have to get to know her. He was her warrior after all.

He stopped playing his flute at that thought, a small smile touching his lips. The Miko had finally arrived. This was it. This was what he and his brother had been waiting for. From now on, everything would be all right!

" Amiboshi."

At the sound of the familiar voice, he abruptly wiped the foolish smile off his face, and brought his flute up to his lips once more. Amiboshi winced as he let out an unpleasant, piercing note, not having had the time to recover himself upon hearing Nakago addressing him.

" You appear to be losing your touch." The shogun commented as he came to stand beside the younger seishi. He looked down thoughtfully at the girl lying on the bed. Good. At least she was asleep now.

Hesitantly, Amiboshi asked him, " Do you think she will be all right, Nakago-sama?" He squirmed slightly under the piercing blue gaze.

" Of course. She has to be." He replied matter of factly, as though there was no doubt about this at all , though really, she was in rather bad condition. He had been just in time to prevent those men from taking advantage of her but he hadn't been able to stop them from doing any damage to her entirely. " She will-"

" Nakago. You haven't introduced the two of us yet."

He frowned slightly at this interruption though when he turned around to face the person that had spoken to him, his face had reverted to it's usual expressionless mask. " Forgive me, Heika."

Heika? Upon hearing this, Amiboshi dropped immediately onto his knee. After a few seconds, he risked a glance upwards, curious to see what the Emperor of Kutou-koku might look like. He immediately redirected his gaze to the marble floor though, when he saw a leering, flabby face staring right back at him. Well, he had expected an Emperor to look somewhat more noble and...handsome than that. After all, weren't they always hearing about the beauty of that Emperor of the Southern Empire?

" His name, Nakago?" The Emperor Shoukitei wet his lips slightly as he glanced down appreciatively at the kneeling figure of the boy. How could he have missed this one? He was really quite beautiful with his tawny hair and slim, well formed body. His gaze drifted over to Nakago. Though of course none could ever compare to the little Hin boy. Pity that he had to grow up.

Nakago had not missed the man's perusal of the boy and his only thought right now was to get Amiboshi out of there as soon as he possibly could. He could take a pretty good guess at what that dirty old Emperor was thinking. " Amiboshi of the Seiryuu Shichiseishi, Heika. Right now though, he is needed elsewhere. I will call for you if I need you, Amiboshi..."

" What's the hurry?" The man demanded, casually resting a hand on one of the seishi's slim shoulders. Noticing that little Amiboshi had gotten somewhat tense, he began to rub the boy's back, which only succeeded in increasing his discomfort. " Your Maiden is here now, Amiboshi."

" Ye...Yes, Heika-sama." He wondered if it would be awfully rude if he pulled away. Nakago solved his problem though by grabbing his collar and jerking him up roughly onto his feet, ignoring the slightly annoyed look on the Emperor's face.

" Go now, Amiboshi." Nakago snapped at him, much to his relief. " Tend to Suboshi. I believe he had a run-in with Tomo."

Why couldn't Shun-chan ever keep himself out of trouble? He bobbed down into a quick bow and made his way towards the door of the chambers as quickly as he could without actually having to break out into a run. He was glad to be out of there, the Emperor made him uncomfortable.

" What a pretty boy..." The Emperor commented absently as he watched the retreating figure.

Nakago said nothing. He merely turned to examine the Seiryuu no Miko once more, resolving to himself that he would keep the ' pretty boy ' away from the Emperor Shoukitei from now on. After all, it wouldn't do for one of the seishi to end up hurt. Not while they were still needed.


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