Mixed Feelings Part Two


Mixed Feelings
Part Two
By: Laree McKenzie
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" And how is the Seiryuu no Miko faring today?"

" She is doing quite well so far, Heika, though still unconscious." Nakago replied automatically, his mind elsewhere. He had never liked being alone in the Imperial Suite with the Emperor Shoukitei and he tended to let his mind wander whenever this was the case, just so that he could forget about the memories that were trying to push it's way into his consciousness
at the sight of the big, canopied bed at one corner of the room. He knew that the old man would be unable to do anything to him now, just let the filthy bastard try, but he always succeeded in making him feel uncomfortable which in turn made him angry at both himself and the Emperor. As he had done every day since he was first brought into the Palace, he vowed revenge once more. For himself and for all of his people that had suffered under this man...no, this pig.

" That's good. The sooner you find the two remaining seishi, the sooner we can destroy young Emperor Saihitei." The idea pleased him greatly. The rulers of Kutou had had their eye on the neighboring empire for a long time and besides, he had never liked hearing about the handsome teen aged Emperor and how well he was supposedly running things over there despite of his young age.

" I am already working on that, Heika. Besides, I have several things in plan to delay the Suzaku in their quest."

" None involving that Amiboshi, I hope." Emperor Shoukitei said, pursing his lips thoughtfully as the image of the boys pretty face came into his mind. " It would be a waste if such a handsome boy was hurt."

Nakago frowned slightly. He had hoped that the old man would have forgotten about Amiboshi by now but apparently, he hadn't. " Of course Amiboshi is involved, Heika. He is a seishi."

Shoukitei ignored this. " He is a musician also, is he not?"

" Yes, Heika."

" Is he good?"

" Quite."

The man's lips twisted into an unpleasant smile, even more chilling than Nakago's own. " I have always enjoyed music. I think I shall like to have his company here later on. After dinner. You will bring him?"

Nakago wanted to tell the old man to leave the boy well alone, after all, how the hell could he expect Amiboshi to be able to concentrate on his duties as a seishi if he was being interfered with all the time, but he couldn't quite bring himself to. Amiboshi will survive it, he decided, after all, hadn't he? And at a much younger age at that...Still, he found himself saying. " I'm afraid Amiboshi is rather busy, sire. I have put him in the charge of the Maiden."

Shoukitei waved away his protests. He wasn't used to Nakago going against his orders. He had always been quite willing to follow whatever it was that he wanted done. The young man is getting too secure in his importance as a seishi and as the military leader of the country, he decided, though he had no idea how to correct this little problem. He watched Nakago's golden eyebrows furrowing slightly as his cold blue eyes focused on the bed once more. Or maybe he just wanted to spare his little companion ,though the Emperor found this idea rather hard to believe since in all the time that he had known Nakago he had never shown any concern for the welfare of any other person besides himself. " There are plenty of others who are capable of tending to an unconscious girl. Send him to me after dinner. I will be waiting for him."

" As you wish." He couldn't see why the bastard couldn't satisfy himself with the attractive sixteen year old son of one of the Imperial advisors who was rumored to be the latest of his young lovers but at least he had tried. Of course, that wouldn't help Amiboshi any later on.

~**~

The feel of Nakago's hand on his shoulder abruptly stopped Amiboshi's laughter. Gulping down his last bite of bread, he twisted around to face the shogun wondering what it was that was wanted of him this time. " Yes, Nakago-sama?"

" You have your flute with you?"

Amiboshi smiled at this. Of course he did. The instrument was always in his person wherever he went, well, maybe except when he took a bath. " Do you want me to play for the Miko again?" he didn't even have to look over at his brother to see that he was scowling. Suboshi was getting very annoyed at the fact that Amiboshi and Nakago had been the only one of them to be able to see the Maiden. His elder brother's reports about the girl's beauty didn't make him feel any better either. He thought Kou-chan was doing it on purpose, just to irritate him.

" No. You will be playing for the Emperor tonight." Nakago answered, though he highly doubted that that would be the only service that Amiboshi would be giving the old man by the end of the night. He did not miss the look of fright that briefly crossed the boys face though Amiboshi almost immediately rearranged his features so as not to alarm his younger brother.

" Is this going to take a long time because my brother and I are going to-"

" It will take as long as is necessary." Nakago snapped, not wanting to deal with the other nuisance at the moment.

Suboshi frowned, grumbling under his breath. He had been looking forward to taking a a swim in the lake with his brother. It wasn't as though he could ask Tomo. The guy was always slipping off to be with that soldier doing what, he didn't even want to think about. His aniki had explained such things to him before and as for Soi, she had an aversion to the lake, insisting that the water was filthy. She wouldn't go in there for anything, not even if Nakago asked her too. Well, if that was the case, then maybe.

Taking his arm in a surprisingly gentle grip, Nakago led Amiboshi away from the dining room without another word. He squirmed uncomfortably until the older seishi finally released him.
" Nakago-sama?"

He grunted in response.

" How...how long do you think I'll have to stay there with the Emperor Shoukitei? I...I don't really...like him, you see..."

What was he supposed to say to that? He couldn't exactly tell the boy that he didn't like the Emperor either so he kept quiet. Once Amiboshi realized that he wasn't going to get anything out of Nakago, he fell silent too, allowing himself to be led to the Imperial chambers, his dread mounting in his chest.

They finally reached their destination and stopped before the ornately carved door. Nakago raised his hand and rapped on it sharply a few times before turning to face the boy with him, his cold blue eyes as unreadable as ever. " You will be all right." He told him, though it was obvious from the skeptical look in Amiboshi's face that for some reason, he didn't believe him.

~**~

He kept his back to the door, his flute clutched protectively at his chest as though that would somehow keep the old man away from him. Amiboshi started at the sound of his voice. "Amiboshi! so nice to see you again! Nakago has been keeping you far too busy, I think."

Nakago, cold hearted slave driver that he was , was still immensely more preferable to the Emperor. " Good to see you too, Heika." He somehow managed to mumble through his fear. This was ridiculous! He had just been called here to play some music, though he didn't know how he would be able to manage that as nervous as he was right now. " What...what would you like for me to play for you?"

" Must you stay so far away?"

It took a while for him to realize that this was a question and not the title of a song. He cleared his throat nervously. There was no way that he was going to go any nearer to that man. He shuddered involuntarily as he recalled the feel of the Emperor Shoukitei's hand caressing his shoulder only three days before. " I..." He frantically tried to come up with an excuse for him to stay right where he was, " The...uh, I think the acoustics will be better here..."

" Is that so?" He laughed softly, enjoying the boy's obvious discomfort. " I don't really care that much for acoustics and such though, so I would prefer it if you came nearer..." His tone of voice left no more room for argument and Amiboshi had to hesitantly comply. After all, how could he possibly go against an Emperor's direct order?

" Nearer." Shoukitei insisted though Amiboshi was already within his reach. Pretending that the idea had only just occurred to him, he added, " You know what, I think it would be far more comfortable for you if you sat down while you play."

" Wh...where?" Amiboshi scanned the Emperor's bedroom for a chair. One that was as far away from the man as he could possibly get.

" Why, right here." He was taken completely by surprise when the Emperor grabbed hold of his arm and pulled him down to sit by the edge of the bed, right beside him. He tried to edge away but a heavy arm around his shoulders prevented him from doing so. It was all Amiboshi could do to keep tears of fright from rolling down his cheeks.

" Heika, I...I..."

Feigning great interest, Shoukitei gently coaxed the small reed flute from Amiboshi's tightly clenched fists. " This is what you use to play?"

" Yes, sire. Can..can I have it back now? So that I can start playing for you?"

" Oh, don't worry about that. For now, I'd like to get to know you better." He told the boy in a low voice as he pushed his back down onto the bed, barely managing to muffle his shout of alarm with one hand as he did so.

~**~

" Tomo-sama, have you seen my aniki?"

He was about to give the boy a tongue lashing for daring to just barge into his room like that when he noticed that Suboshi didn't exactly look well. Frowning at the his sickly pallor, Tomo let go of the brush that he had been about to throw at him. " No, I have not." As an after thought, he added. " You should think about going to see the Court Healer, Suboshi. You look even worse than usual."

" I...I can't, Tomo-sama. Not until I've found my brother..." Though he could see that Tomo had been about to say something, Suboshi turned away and walked out of the man's room as quickly as he could, considering that his body was aching all over for some reason. Tomo had given him a bit of a beating just that afternoon but he couldn't see how that could possibly have caused this. The older seishi actually had quite a light hand, despite of his ferocity so this could only mean that it was his brother that had been hurt by somebody. His eyes narrowed, and that somebody was probably that bastard, Nakago.

Speak of the devil! As Suboshi rounded the corner, who should he run into but the shogun himself, leaning against the railings and staring absently out into the horizon. " Where's my brother?" He demanded, sounding far more abrupt than he had intended.

Nakago raised one perfectly shaped eyebrow.

" My brother. Where is he?" He repeated his question, trying to fight back tears of frustration and bewilderment. Something was horribly wrong. He could feel it.

Without the slightest hesitation, Nakago answered him. " Why, he is with the Seiryuu no Miko, of course. I asked him to spend the night in her chambers to keep an eye on her."

" But then why...why do I fell as though he's in trouble?"

" Merely your twin's senses going haywire, I believe." He replied with a smirk. He had forgotten about the close bond that the two shared. " Go to sleep, Suboshi or at least get out of my sight. I don't want to be bothered with you and your little panic attacks."

" But aniki! He-"

" I have already told you that your brother is fine." Nakago snapped, wanting to do away with him so that he could go back to his thoughts, " Stop worrying. He is all right and I assure you that you will see him again tomorrow."


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