Part 3
How could he? How could he just say I was a friend? He just said I was one of those girls. I should just end it then. But no, I was a stupid fool to just make up an explanation. Me and trying to be rational never works out. I should of walked away from him with pride. No one could ever know how much pain he caused me by saying that. I hate myself just as much as I hate this world.
***********************Flash back****************************************
I was asleep in my room when I felt something scratch me. I immediately opened my eyes and shot out of bed, which sent Luna flying across the room. I gave Luna an evil glare before I said, "You didn't have to scratch me you know." "Yes I did, then you wouldn't have woken up." Replied Luna who was picking herself up. "You better hurry up. You overslept and now you're late for a senshi meeting." My eyes grew wide when I remembered the meeting. *Oh!! NO!!!! Rei is going to kill me.* I ran to my closet and put some cloths on. I brushed my teeth and put my hair up. Then I ran down the stairs and out the door. I ran all the way to the shrine while bumping into innocent people. I jogged up the steps and ran through the doorway. I leaned down and put my hands on my knees, which was supporting my body. I stood there trying to catch my breath. Then I heard, "Serena!!!!!You idiot!! You're late again! Can't you do anything right!!" yelled Rei. "I'm sorry, I over slept." I said between breaths. "No Serena, I'm tired of your clumsiness, lateness, and carelessness." I looked up to see Rei's face flushed with anger. Her eyes looked as if they had flames with in them, I gulped. Mina stood up and walked over to Rei. "Serena, we have noticed that you haven't been taking senshi business seriously." I looked at Mina with a questioning gaze; by she gave me a cold stare back. I looked over to Lita who was sitting by a table, she looked at me and said, "You've been slacking off in school also." I slowly straightened up. I was about to say something when Ami, who had been reading a book said, "Serena what we're trying to say is we don't want you as a leader anymore. I stood there stunned, my head was spinning and I could barely register what they had said. I could feel my eyes start to water, but I held them in. Rei walked over to me and demanded the Silver Imperial crystal. I couldn't believe they were asking me to give them the only thing left that reminded me of my mother. I quickly found my voice and said, "No!" I saw Rei's eyes flash and then in a swift motion she slapped me. I stumbled back a little and then fell on my butt. Rei snatched my locket and turned away. I felt anger course through my veins. I could feel my face turning red. I stood up with all the pride I could muster and looked all the senshi in the eye. "How could you!!" I screamed with hatred in my voice. "You have no idea how my life is. You only care about yourself!! I didn't want to fight. I didn't want to become Sailor Moon. I just wanted to be a normal teenager. So just leave me alone. I never want to hear or see you guys again, Bye!!" With that I turned on my heels and left.
*******************End Flash back****************************************
So here I am, sitting by the lake in the park. I have been crying for hours, but none cares. My cheeks are tear stained. I was angry, frustrated, and sad. I just wanted to scream. I wanted to have a tantrum. The inside of me was boiling; it was as if I was empty inside. My legs ached and wanted to be moved. My eyes stung from crying. My head was spinning, I couldn't even think anymore. Then I screamed, it was a scream that told everything I went through. I didn't stop until my throat was sore. All that was left were cries of anguish. I felt like there was nothing to live for. I don't know how long it was until I calmed down. I was sitting on the grass, looking at the moon. I was slowly rocking my body back and forth. I couldn't hear anything that was going around me. It was like I was in a trance. I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw a pair of brown eyes. I forced my gaze away from his eyes to study this person. It was a young man about the age of 25. He has brown hair and is well built. "They shouldn't have treated you like that." Mt eyes widened in surprise. "You are their leader, you command them. Your boyfriend is ashamed of you and your friends don't respect you." I could feel myself getting angry at his words. "Why don't you come join me. You'll get all the love and respect that you need.' I could feel myself being drowned in his eyes. "Then you can pay earth back with what they deserve." He stretched his hand out to me. I removed my hand from my knee and placed it in his. He helped me up and a portal appeared in front of us. "All you have to do is enter this portal." I turned around to get one last look. Then I entered the portal with one thing on my mind. Pure hatred for earth.
I hope you like this chapter. I tried to write as much as I could because I'm going to Poland. Please e-mail me and tell me what you think. Bye!!
How could he? How could he just say I was a friend? He just said I was one of those girls. I should just end it then. But no, I was a stupid fool to just make up an explanation. Me and trying to be rational never works out. I should of walked away from him with pride. No one could ever know how much pain he caused me by saying that. I hate myself just as much as I hate this world.
***********************Flash back****************************************
I was asleep in my room when I felt something scratch me. I immediately opened my eyes and shot out of bed, which sent Luna flying across the room. I gave Luna an evil glare before I said, "You didn't have to scratch me you know." "Yes I did, then you wouldn't have woken up." Replied Luna who was picking herself up. "You better hurry up. You overslept and now you're late for a senshi meeting." My eyes grew wide when I remembered the meeting. *Oh!! NO!!!! Rei is going to kill me.* I ran to my closet and put some cloths on. I brushed my teeth and put my hair up. Then I ran down the stairs and out the door. I ran all the way to the shrine while bumping into innocent people. I jogged up the steps and ran through the doorway. I leaned down and put my hands on my knees, which was supporting my body. I stood there trying to catch my breath. Then I heard, "Serena!!!!!You idiot!! You're late again! Can't you do anything right!!" yelled Rei. "I'm sorry, I over slept." I said between breaths. "No Serena, I'm tired of your clumsiness, lateness, and carelessness." I looked up to see Rei's face flushed with anger. Her eyes looked as if they had flames with in them, I gulped. Mina stood up and walked over to Rei. "Serena, we have noticed that you haven't been taking senshi business seriously." I looked at Mina with a questioning gaze; by she gave me a cold stare back. I looked over to Lita who was sitting by a table, she looked at me and said, "You've been slacking off in school also." I slowly straightened up. I was about to say something when Ami, who had been reading a book said, "Serena what we're trying to say is we don't want you as a leader anymore. I stood there stunned, my head was spinning and I could barely register what they had said. I could feel my eyes start to water, but I held them in. Rei walked over to me and demanded the Silver Imperial crystal. I couldn't believe they were asking me to give them the only thing left that reminded me of my mother. I quickly found my voice and said, "No!" I saw Rei's eyes flash and then in a swift motion she slapped me. I stumbled back a little and then fell on my butt. Rei snatched my locket and turned away. I felt anger course through my veins. I could feel my face turning red. I stood up with all the pride I could muster and looked all the senshi in the eye. "How could you!!" I screamed with hatred in my voice. "You have no idea how my life is. You only care about yourself!! I didn't want to fight. I didn't want to become Sailor Moon. I just wanted to be a normal teenager. So just leave me alone. I never want to hear or see you guys again, Bye!!" With that I turned on my heels and left.
*******************End Flash back****************************************
So here I am, sitting by the lake in the park. I have been crying for hours, but none cares. My cheeks are tear stained. I was angry, frustrated, and sad. I just wanted to scream. I wanted to have a tantrum. The inside of me was boiling; it was as if I was empty inside. My legs ached and wanted to be moved. My eyes stung from crying. My head was spinning, I couldn't even think anymore. Then I screamed, it was a scream that told everything I went through. I didn't stop until my throat was sore. All that was left were cries of anguish. I felt like there was nothing to live for. I don't know how long it was until I calmed down. I was sitting on the grass, looking at the moon. I was slowly rocking my body back and forth. I couldn't hear anything that was going around me. It was like I was in a trance. I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and saw a pair of brown eyes. I forced my gaze away from his eyes to study this person. It was a young man about the age of 25. He has brown hair and is well built. "They shouldn't have treated you like that." Mt eyes widened in surprise. "You are their leader, you command them. Your boyfriend is ashamed of you and your friends don't respect you." I could feel myself getting angry at his words. "Why don't you come join me. You'll get all the love and respect that you need.' I could feel myself being drowned in his eyes. "Then you can pay earth back with what they deserve." He stretched his hand out to me. I removed my hand from my knee and placed it in his. He helped me up and a portal appeared in front of us. "All you have to do is enter this portal." I turned around to get one last look. Then I entered the portal with one thing on my mind. Pure hatred for earth.
I hope you like this chapter. I tried to write as much as I could because I'm going to Poland. Please e-mail me and tell me what you think. Bye!!