Hey guys ^_^, I am really sorry for not adding to this story
for 2 weeks. But I am here and ready to work.
Anyway just to tell you about everyone's ages...
Amy: 22 Serena and Mina: 23 Raye and Lita: 24
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Greg: 24 Darien and Jadeite: 25 Malachite, Nephrite: 26
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Okay thanks to Bunny-chan(My editor and friend), Kuris-
chan, Mel-chan (Melissa-chan) Chibi-chan. I love you guys
you're the best. To all the people that e-mailed me thank
you guys so much ^_^
Please vote for me at:
http://www.lunap.com/umwaff2000.html
.........
No I don't own Sailor Moon
..........
Title: Pain, Tears and Secrets
Rated: PG
Chapter: 2
Author: Sweet Rose
E-mail: sweet_rose22@hotmail.com
---------------------------------------------
Please Hear Out What I am not saying.
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear.
For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
Masks that I'm afraid to take off,
And none of them is me.
Pretending is an art that's second nature to me,
but don't be fooled by me.
For God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure,
That confidence is my name and coolness is my game,
That the water's calm and I'm in command,
And that I need no one
But don't believe me.
My surface may seem smooth but my surface IS my mask,
every-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion and fear and loneness.
But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being
exposed.
That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
A nonchalant sophisticated façade, to help me pretend,
To shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation.
My only hope, and I know it.
That is, if it's followed by acceptance, if it's followed by
love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself,
From my own self-built prison walls,
From the barriers I so painstakingly erect.
It's the only thing that will assure me Of what I can't assure
myself,
that I'm really worth something.
I don't like to hide. I don't like to play superficial phony
games.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me,
But you've got to help me.
You've got to hold out your hand even when that's the last
thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from eyes the bland stare of the
breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you're kind and gentle and encouraging,
Each time you try to understand because you really care,
My heart begins to grow wings,
very small wings,
Very feeble wings,
But wings!
With your power to touch me into feeling you can breathe
life into me.
I want you to know that.
Who am I, you wonder.
I am someone you know very well.
For I am every man you meet,
And I am every woman you meet.
Jill Zevallos-Solak
----------------------------------
"Home" that's all that ran through the young women's mind
as she entered the Tokyo airport.
She was wearing blue shorts that showed off her long
creamy soft legs, with a pair of white sandals.
And a white tan top that showed her long slender yet
strong arms.
Her hair was rich shiny blond that reached mid of her back.
If you looked at the young women you will think that she
has No worry in the world for her beauty is so elegant. But
If you gave her a seconded glance you will see the sadness,
betrayal and pain in her soft blue yet innocent eyes.
....................................................................................
She walked down familiar streets, ice cream stores and the
park. When she saw the park she remembered her friends
and their cold stares and Molly's body surrounded with
blood as she tried to fight her coming death. So she could
live and have a successful future. She remembered their
words as if it just happened a Second ago instead of 7 long
painful years .....
Your not fit to be a leader.....
You klutz.......
Molly could've died and it would have been your fault....
I don't want to see you again......
You're not our leader or friend ..
You're fighting abilities are weak...
He's right.......
The young woman was near tears but she held them back.
She was stronger know, she's not a crybaby or a klutz any
more. She worked to hard to build a wall from the outside
world....
For seven years she worked her butt to get a high score in
her school and go to the perfect college.... And she will still
continue on. Just because she came back to Tokyo it
doesn't mean she will rest. She will defeat the evil and go
back to her world. " That's it Serena you are not a cry baby
you are not going to cry over them,they betrayed you. You
didn't cry for seven years and you are not going to start
now." With that thought in her determined mind, she
walked to a place that she wanted to see for so long.......
................................................................................
Steps... that's what she saw and a little crack on the forth
step. She smiled when she saw that .
" that's the same crack that I used to slip on when I am late
for a meeting" She thought.
Then something caught her eye, she saw four familiar girls
and men
'wait a second' she thought 'why are they *They* there and
each one is paired to one of the girls?' she wondered
silently.
But what caught her eyes the most was a dark lonely figure
that Held beautiful stormy eyes
' Oh these eyes I always loved them...'
Laughter cut her train of thoughts .
'Oh I wonder what they are talking about …wait a sec. why
am I standing? move it Sere people are starting to stare...
think latter"
So she continued on walking up the steps making sure that
her dark black glasses were hiding her eyes. As she walked
up the stairs she went to pray (What I mean by praying? It
has something to do with that rope …you know the one that
Anne was in front of so that the Play- Snow white- will be
successful...what is it called??) She was concentrating so
much that she didn't realize that she was there for over 15
minutes. But the scouts and the other men realized that, so
Raye went up to her to see what's troubling her so much.
She felt small hand tap her shoulders, when she looked up,
she Met Ray's Violet eyes
" Is something wrong? do you have a problem you want to
talk about??" She said in a gentle voice.
'Oh man, its Ray, okay keep cool Serena' She thought.
"No" She said in a cold voice but in the same time it
sounded like little silver bills.
Ray shivered at the coldness in her voice, but what
surprised her even more is when the women lifted her
glasses and placed them on top of her head.
'Her eyes hold so much pain and they look familiar. I feel
weird vibes around her but they are not evil...'
" If you excuse me I have somewhere important to go to."
Serena said in a quiet voice.
With that she turned around but not before her eyes met
Darien's. Both felt something deep in their hearts but before
it could grow. Serena looked away and walked away.
' What on earth was that I felt' wondered Darien.
' The last time I felt it was 7 years ago..could she be..... no
of course not' with that thought dismissed he asked Ray
what's wrong with the girl.
" Nothing....Or at least that's what she said" replied Ray, as
she looked to where the girl left.
' Something is wrong with Ray. Does it have to do with
that girl??' wondered Chad.
" Anyway ,like I was saying I'm felling dark vibes. I
think..." but before she could continue, she heard a scream.
" It's time for the scouts to reunite...Tuxedo Mask too"
Mina said as she took charge.
" Not again" mumbled Lita with a frown.
...........................................................
" Oh man, when was the last time we fought ?" A sailor
suited young women that represented the planet of Love...
Venus said.
" uh I don't know maybe like 7 YEARS AGO" replied a
very pissed off Jupiter.
"Oh yeah.." " Mercury what's her....." But Tuxedo's Mask
was interrupted by Mercury's soft yet loud voice
"Watch Out"
" AHHH" then out of no where someone yelled... "MOON
TIARA MAGIC"
" Oh thank god you hit it in the nick..... SAILOR MOON..."
All the scouts stopped what they were doing and stared
awed at Sailor Moon as she used the wand and dusted the
youma off.
" Serena, you're back"
" Bunny look at you..you changed"
" Sere"
"Meatball head"
"Sailor Moon"
Amy, Lita, Mina. Raye and Darien said one after they
other.
" It's Sailor Moon only. it's not Serena, bunny, sere or
meatball head... None of you have the right to call me any
of these nicknames.... only true friends can say that!" She
said, anger rising in her soft voice.
All the scouts looked at her stunned and pained at her
words. But most of all Darien was stunned 'what happen to
Usako? She was so kind and never got angry at anyone
bu.....t she changed. She is so cold and distend what
happened to the carefree girl that I love so much??..' he
thought stunned at the Angel who was standing in front of
him.
"Good bye, my work here is done" she said.
"Wait …where are you going? and what happened to you
for the past 7 years.?" Tuxedo Mask asked more like
pleaded for an answer.
" Sere- Sailor Moon where are you going? we missed you
so much" choked Mina at her words as she was near tears.
"Serena you changed so much"
" You guys all miss after what you all did to me....." She
snapped "For goodness sake.. uh I don't even know why I
am talking to you guys after what you all did to me" She
said frustration shown in her voice.
They just stared at her outburst and before they even
blinked She left them into the cold night's air to their pain
and guilt.
" Do you think we will ever see her again?" whispered
Mercury, finally saying something as she was quite this
whole time. As she started crying.
" I don't know but I think we will see her again" said a
shocked Mars as Sailor Moon's voice still rang in her Mind
.....It's Sailor Moon..... Only true friends call me those
nicknames...After what you all did to me....
" Usako I am so sorry...." That was Darien's Last thought as
he left, heading to his apartment leaving the scouts to cry
over their lost leader and friend.
...........................................................................
So what do you think? Do you like the poem that I have
up? You could tell it to me by emailing me at.
sweet_rose22@hotmail.com Please vote for me at
http://www.lunap.com/umwaff2000.html
Okay bye bye.......
" It is such a secret place the land of tears"
Antoine de Saint-
Exapery
for 2 weeks. But I am here and ready to work.
Anyway just to tell you about everyone's ages...
Amy: 22 Serena and Mina: 23 Raye and Lita: 24
------------
Greg: 24 Darien and Jadeite: 25 Malachite, Nephrite: 26
-------------
Okay thanks to Bunny-chan(My editor and friend), Kuris-
chan, Mel-chan (Melissa-chan) Chibi-chan. I love you guys
you're the best. To all the people that e-mailed me thank
you guys so much ^_^
Please vote for me at:
http://www.lunap.com/umwaff2000.html
.........
No I don't own Sailor Moon
..........
Title: Pain, Tears and Secrets
Rated: PG
Chapter: 2
Author: Sweet Rose
E-mail: sweet_rose22@hotmail.com
---------------------------------------------
Please Hear Out What I am not saying.
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear.
For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
Masks that I'm afraid to take off,
And none of them is me.
Pretending is an art that's second nature to me,
but don't be fooled by me.
For God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure,
That confidence is my name and coolness is my game,
That the water's calm and I'm in command,
And that I need no one
But don't believe me.
My surface may seem smooth but my surface IS my mask,
every-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion and fear and loneness.
But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being
exposed.
That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
A nonchalant sophisticated façade, to help me pretend,
To shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation.
My only hope, and I know it.
That is, if it's followed by acceptance, if it's followed by
love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself,
From my own self-built prison walls,
From the barriers I so painstakingly erect.
It's the only thing that will assure me Of what I can't assure
myself,
that I'm really worth something.
I don't like to hide. I don't like to play superficial phony
games.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me,
But you've got to help me.
You've got to hold out your hand even when that's the last
thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from eyes the bland stare of the
breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you're kind and gentle and encouraging,
Each time you try to understand because you really care,
My heart begins to grow wings,
very small wings,
Very feeble wings,
But wings!
With your power to touch me into feeling you can breathe
life into me.
I want you to know that.
Who am I, you wonder.
I am someone you know very well.
For I am every man you meet,
And I am every woman you meet.
Jill Zevallos-Solak
----------------------------------
"Home" that's all that ran through the young women's mind
as she entered the Tokyo airport.
She was wearing blue shorts that showed off her long
creamy soft legs, with a pair of white sandals.
And a white tan top that showed her long slender yet
strong arms.
Her hair was rich shiny blond that reached mid of her back.
If you looked at the young women you will think that she
has No worry in the world for her beauty is so elegant. But
If you gave her a seconded glance you will see the sadness,
betrayal and pain in her soft blue yet innocent eyes.
....................................................................................
She walked down familiar streets, ice cream stores and the
park. When she saw the park she remembered her friends
and their cold stares and Molly's body surrounded with
blood as she tried to fight her coming death. So she could
live and have a successful future. She remembered their
words as if it just happened a Second ago instead of 7 long
painful years .....
Your not fit to be a leader.....
You klutz.......
Molly could've died and it would have been your fault....
I don't want to see you again......
You're not our leader or friend ..
You're fighting abilities are weak...
He's right.......
The young woman was near tears but she held them back.
She was stronger know, she's not a crybaby or a klutz any
more. She worked to hard to build a wall from the outside
world....
For seven years she worked her butt to get a high score in
her school and go to the perfect college.... And she will still
continue on. Just because she came back to Tokyo it
doesn't mean she will rest. She will defeat the evil and go
back to her world. " That's it Serena you are not a cry baby
you are not going to cry over them,they betrayed you. You
didn't cry for seven years and you are not going to start
now." With that thought in her determined mind, she
walked to a place that she wanted to see for so long.......
................................................................................
Steps... that's what she saw and a little crack on the forth
step. She smiled when she saw that .
" that's the same crack that I used to slip on when I am late
for a meeting" She thought.
Then something caught her eye, she saw four familiar girls
and men
'wait a second' she thought 'why are they *They* there and
each one is paired to one of the girls?' she wondered
silently.
But what caught her eyes the most was a dark lonely figure
that Held beautiful stormy eyes
' Oh these eyes I always loved them...'
Laughter cut her train of thoughts .
'Oh I wonder what they are talking about …wait a sec. why
am I standing? move it Sere people are starting to stare...
think latter"
So she continued on walking up the steps making sure that
her dark black glasses were hiding her eyes. As she walked
up the stairs she went to pray (What I mean by praying? It
has something to do with that rope …you know the one that
Anne was in front of so that the Play- Snow white- will be
successful...what is it called??) She was concentrating so
much that she didn't realize that she was there for over 15
minutes. But the scouts and the other men realized that, so
Raye went up to her to see what's troubling her so much.
She felt small hand tap her shoulders, when she looked up,
she Met Ray's Violet eyes
" Is something wrong? do you have a problem you want to
talk about??" She said in a gentle voice.
'Oh man, its Ray, okay keep cool Serena' She thought.
"No" She said in a cold voice but in the same time it
sounded like little silver bills.
Ray shivered at the coldness in her voice, but what
surprised her even more is when the women lifted her
glasses and placed them on top of her head.
'Her eyes hold so much pain and they look familiar. I feel
weird vibes around her but they are not evil...'
" If you excuse me I have somewhere important to go to."
Serena said in a quiet voice.
With that she turned around but not before her eyes met
Darien's. Both felt something deep in their hearts but before
it could grow. Serena looked away and walked away.
' What on earth was that I felt' wondered Darien.
' The last time I felt it was 7 years ago..could she be..... no
of course not' with that thought dismissed he asked Ray
what's wrong with the girl.
" Nothing....Or at least that's what she said" replied Ray, as
she looked to where the girl left.
' Something is wrong with Ray. Does it have to do with
that girl??' wondered Chad.
" Anyway ,like I was saying I'm felling dark vibes. I
think..." but before she could continue, she heard a scream.
" It's time for the scouts to reunite...Tuxedo Mask too"
Mina said as she took charge.
" Not again" mumbled Lita with a frown.
...........................................................
" Oh man, when was the last time we fought ?" A sailor
suited young women that represented the planet of Love...
Venus said.
" uh I don't know maybe like 7 YEARS AGO" replied a
very pissed off Jupiter.
"Oh yeah.." " Mercury what's her....." But Tuxedo's Mask
was interrupted by Mercury's soft yet loud voice
"Watch Out"
" AHHH" then out of no where someone yelled... "MOON
TIARA MAGIC"
" Oh thank god you hit it in the nick..... SAILOR MOON..."
All the scouts stopped what they were doing and stared
awed at Sailor Moon as she used the wand and dusted the
youma off.
" Serena, you're back"
" Bunny look at you..you changed"
" Sere"
"Meatball head"
"Sailor Moon"
Amy, Lita, Mina. Raye and Darien said one after they
other.
" It's Sailor Moon only. it's not Serena, bunny, sere or
meatball head... None of you have the right to call me any
of these nicknames.... only true friends can say that!" She
said, anger rising in her soft voice.
All the scouts looked at her stunned and pained at her
words. But most of all Darien was stunned 'what happen to
Usako? She was so kind and never got angry at anyone
bu.....t she changed. She is so cold and distend what
happened to the carefree girl that I love so much??..' he
thought stunned at the Angel who was standing in front of
him.
"Good bye, my work here is done" she said.
"Wait …where are you going? and what happened to you
for the past 7 years.?" Tuxedo Mask asked more like
pleaded for an answer.
" Sere- Sailor Moon where are you going? we missed you
so much" choked Mina at her words as she was near tears.
"Serena you changed so much"
" You guys all miss after what you all did to me....." She
snapped "For goodness sake.. uh I don't even know why I
am talking to you guys after what you all did to me" She
said frustration shown in her voice.
They just stared at her outburst and before they even
blinked She left them into the cold night's air to their pain
and guilt.
" Do you think we will ever see her again?" whispered
Mercury, finally saying something as she was quite this
whole time. As she started crying.
" I don't know but I think we will see her again" said a
shocked Mars as Sailor Moon's voice still rang in her Mind
.....It's Sailor Moon..... Only true friends call me those
nicknames...After what you all did to me....
" Usako I am so sorry...." That was Darien's Last thought as
he left, heading to his apartment leaving the scouts to cry
over their lost leader and friend.
...........................................................................
So what do you think? Do you like the poem that I have
up? You could tell it to me by emailing me at.
sweet_rose22@hotmail.com Please vote for me at
http://www.lunap.com/umwaff2000.html
Okay bye bye.......
" It is such a secret place the land of tears"
Antoine de Saint-
Exapery