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Title: Pain, tears, and Secrets
Rated: G-PG
Chapter 3
Author: Sweet Rose
E-mail: sweet_rose22@hotmail.com
Disclaimers: Apply...
Date: 19-11-2000
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It had been a month now. There were no signs of the negeverse.
There wasn't even a sign of Serena.
In a way Serena was their thoughts. She haunted everyone. Her words
still echoing in their minds...dreams. Her eyes..yes her blue icy eyes it
hunted them all...especially one person, Darien.
He walked down the park. Children's laughter could be heard. Crying
of children. Sounds of mother soft caring voice telling them it will be okay
and kissing the pain all away. Couples holding hands taking an afternoon
stroll. While stealing kisses once and a while.
One person walked down the park. His eyes looking around at the world
around him that was treating him curly. This world took his one thing that
he wanted cherishes....
It only left him with pain, tears, and secrets.
The world took a caring mother. He once had a mother but he doesn't
remember her. He doesn't remember her pleasing laughter her soft voice.
Her kisses. He doesn't remember her caring voice when she said everything
will be okay. He doesn't remember a thing.....
He doesn't remember his father. He doesn't remember building a sand
castle with him. He doesn't remember when his father carried him at
they end of the day because he was excasted from playing all day.
He doesn't even remember when he laughed for joy for
happiness....Only one person really made him laugh...but she
was gone....Where he doesn't know....
~*~*~Darien's POV~*~*~
She left like the wind, She left like a cold wind in the night. Oh how
it hurt seeing her like this. Hurting because of her words... her
change.....
She was a pained angel. That was lost. Her heart was ripped into
pieces--by me....
I was such a fool for not letting her in. I lost her. I didn't get
anything...not
her friendship...love...trust... NOTHING....just hatred....yes it is a
strong word.
But why can't she feel this way about him??? All he did was torture
her...she
only wanted happiness from this world....
She was always laughing. That sound that sounded soo much like a beautiful
music..... but something was missing... Her smile never did reach her
eyes...Was
it because she never wanted to be a scout...because her teenage year have
been taken away...Of course it did...it took away her innocence...she saw
lots of death...people dying in front of her...but she never showed it...but
is that the really the reason?? Was something missing in her
life.....forbidden... out of reach?!?
" Hey Mister may you please pass the ball to us" Darien retrieved
from his thoughts.
He looked at the saucer of the voice. It was a little boy around the
age of nine.
Darien bent down and picked the ball and through it to the boy.
The little boy caught and said:
" Thanks Mister"
The reply that he got from Darien was a smile and a wave. Then
he continued on. Thinking about his Angel that was out of reach like a
star...
~*~*~Temple~*~*~
Silence. Nothing could be heard only the fire that was burning. One girl was
sitting in front of the fire. And they other three were siting behind her.
Their
eyes were closed. Concentrated in finding their leader and friend.
They thought that maybe by them also being concentrated it would give
Raye the powers that she need.
~*~*~ Mina POV~*~*~
Pain...yes I saw them but it didn't stay for long. It was just a flick.
It only stayed there for a second... but I saw it.
She changed...but deep down I know that our Serena is still their that
they we all know and love. She still excites deep inside her heart. locked
away.
Serena probably had enough of us. Always correcting her telling her what she
should do and not do. She never showed it though she kept it all away.
Her heat was filled with pain, tears and secrets...
She had lots of Secrets. One of them was she never said anything
about her pain. She never did tell them anything about what she was feeling
inside.
Mina choked down a sob. Her thoughts were too depressing.
' Why didn't I realize this from before?! What kind of friend am I?' she
thought.
As she closed her eyes tightly. She held the fabric of her skirt. tightly
that
her knuckles turned white.
Few tears escaped from her eyes, but her heart it was breaking into pieces.
She couldn't do anything to stop it , like the tears that were trying to
escape.
~*~*~Amy POV~*~*~
She changed the girl that I used to know. She changed completely.
She used to be so happy. Not anymore and it was the fault of destiny.
Why?? because it made her a scout... Cruel, cruel destiny. She would have
been
happier if she didn't met what destiny planed for her. Maybe if she ran away
from it.
She could've run away from it...like the wind. but she will never ran away
from it. She wasn't like that her heart is too pure so innocent. Her heart
is purer then the purest water around.
We used her kindness for granted. We filled her with pain, tears and
secrets.
Maybe it would be better if we never found her....
She will be happier.
If destiny did let us meet, I will tell her Thank you. For her
friendship that she gave me. She will never ever know how
much I appreciate it.
Amy put her hands on her face and cried. She couldn't
help it. She used her friend and now they may never find her.
~*~*~Lita~*~*~
True friends, what does it mean??
Just people that you go to and have fun with them?? that's what I used to
think
of friends.
Now I know that I am wrong for Serena corrected me in what friends
really are. Friendship is trust love kindness comfort it's everything!!
She taught me that people need people. No one can succeed if they
have no friends, REAL friends.
They might succeed but they will have space in their hearts that will
be empty. With no life.
Serena needs someone now.
' but I can't help her!! I am hopeless completely hopeless. She was
always their for us but now we can't be their for her...'
Serena was mad at them REALLY mad. She was like thunder that came
once and awhile and scared people. She was like that for a second there
she Almost... scared me...ALMOST.
~*~*~Raye POV~*~*~
Sweat was starting to fall down my face. I could feel that filmier
tingling feeling. As I sat in front of the blazing fire.
I opened my eyes for a second. What I saw was blazing fire. I
thought I will never see anything like that in my life.
I was wrong.
I did see it in the eyes of a friend...sister.
Her eyes held a certain fire that blazed with every word. Her eyes they
will hunt me forever. Her words I will always see and hear them in my
dreams.
I am scared...why?? because I never felt so much fear emotionally. I did
feel fear everytime we go to a battle. But I felt a different kind of fear
that
was... scary...
Now I know what people mean when they say that pain physically is
NOTHING compared to emotionally pained.
I could feel my heat break with every word she said. He voice was
cold yet---sweet.
We had a special bond it was different... wired...confusing... but nice...I
don't know why it's different yet nice, but It is different.
She felt like crying. She needed comfort but she never did cry in front
of anyone...only Serena.
She was a princess. Controlling everyone how?? She made everyone smile
that were around her. She made you feel safe....
But not that night...it was scary.... not like a big monster in front of you
or
something... it was more like scary because no one held so much pain in
them.
No one...
Tears fell down the young women's face, but it quickly dried of because the
heat of the fire...It simply kissed her tears away almost comforting her...
The girls stayed like that for a few more minutes. Then they heard a
familiar
voice say.
" We have came to a conclusion. You can't look for Serena anymore because
we need to look for the moon princess. She is our mission. We have to find
her.
Serena is nothing but a fragrance of our past...."
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That's all you get *sniff* the story is too depressing *sniff*
Anyway I promise that Serena will be in the next chapter.
Promise!! -- hmph....you better sweetie-chan!!!...
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