3. Sickness
Rinoa sat down on her bed and bursted out into new tears. Zell was going worried, "Rinoa? What the hell is making yo so sad??" he asked.
"Could...could you leave me please?" Rinoa sobbed.
Zell nodded in reply, "You should get some sleep....".
Rinoa crawled under her blancets when Zell had closed the door, she didn't care about that lock anymore. She cried herself to sleep, she had never ever felt so miserable!
It was around 5 pm, when she awoke. She blinked her eyes and saw a figure in black lying next to her. She was startled, showing it by giving a small yell.
"Rinoa! Calm down, it's me" the figure was also startled by her sudden reaction.
"Sorry Squall" she said, calming down. "Don't be.... I ehh, have some things to tell you..and please don't be mad..." Rinoa shook her head, "I won't". "Well, first off all I have gone to the infirmary, checking out what you had by talking to Kadowaki. She said you had a mild concussion and you should get rest.." he paused, waiting for her reaction. "Oh Squall..you're so sweet for being so concerned! I'll take the advice" she told him, hugging him tight.
Squall was glad with her reaction, but missed the happiness and smile that usually came along with it. "And.." she interruped his thoughts, releasing him from the embrace.
"Yeah, Laguna is going to build a new Garden in Esthar en sees it as great importance that I go help there, Cid told it wasn't an option to stay. "I've decided you should stay, because of your condition and I asked if Zell could stay here to keep an eye on you...if you don't mind ofcourse.. I mean, I feel a lot better taking off when I know you are protected" Squall explained his feelings, which was pretty unusual.
Rinoa nodded, though she wasn't save at all, no one could protect her from Him. "It's okay Squall, when are you leaving?" she asked. "Tonight, 11 o'clock sharp and I'll be back in two weeks..." Squall answerd, he saw her face turn sad.
"But enough about that, how are you feeling?" he asked, quickly changing the subject.
"Oh fine, a little dizzy, but that's probably because of the concussion" she lied again. She wasn't fine at all, actually, she was feeling sicker as ever!
Squall moved his hand to her forehead, then to her cheeks, carefull of not hurting her. "Rinoa...I think you have a fever, you're head is pretty hot and you look so pale" he stated, giving her another concerned look. "Maybe..." she only answerd as she cuddled up under the blancets. Squall snugged up to her and kissed her gently. Rinoa felt a little uncomfortable..it reminded her of Seifer.
* * *
Rinoa, supported by Zell, waved the others off. Rinoa had grown weaker that evening, she was sick because of the lack of food and water, she didn't want to eat or drink. And to make matters worse, she had cried so much, she was a little dehidrated, ofcourse no one had noticed.
When the Ragnarok was out of sight, Zell and Rinoa turned back inside. On their wayback to the dorms, so Rinoa could rest, they litterly bumped into Seifer, who had ofcourse done that on purpose.
Rinoa fell to the floor, because Zell was unable to support her by Seifer's interruption. Zell looked madly at Seifer, who acting pretty strange in his eyes. "Zell, Rinoa, I'm so sorry. I didn't meant for this to happen" he kneeled down to Rinoa, keeping Zell from doing the exact same thing. "I'm sorry Rinoa, how about I bring you back to your dorm, I mean, us un-seeds have rooms further away from the Seed's. Let me make up.." he looked to Rinoa, holding her arm so fiercly it hurt her, forcing her to agree. "It's okay Zell, Seifer's right, then you won't have to walk that far....goodnight". Zell catched her eyes in a glimpse when Seifer helped her up. They looked sad, screeming for help. He was confused when he saw the couple walk off. To his shock Rinoa fell to te floor again, she had done that on purpuse to let Zell help her also. Seifer kneeled again. "Bitch.."he whispered. "I'm sorry Rinoa, let me carry you" he said out loud, like he actually cared! Seifer picked her up against her will and her last trumph card was played and she had lost, again she was at his mercy. Zell shrugged and entered his room.
* * *
Seifer dropped the weak woman on the bed, without showing any sign of being gentle. Rinoa moaned as she it the backboard. Seifer layd down next to her and held her against his body by putting a strong arm around her tiny waist. "Rinoa...I've never forgot about you and your needs, like Squall does. I've come back so I can help you realize your fantasies, fulfilling your needs" he whispered into her ear. Rinoa didn't struggle, she knew she would only be hurt more if she did.
"So, what are you dreaming about? Tell me Rinoa".
"What is he doing? Asking me what he should do to me?" she was confused.
"Kill me if you want too, end this nightmare" she was actually serious, she didn't care anymore. "Why 'hon, you know you want more from what I've given you. Don't you?" he ordered her to agree, by holding her tight, cutting of her breath. She nodded when her air ran out, by second thought she didn't want to die after all.
"Okay then" Seifer undressed her, really undressed her! Not ripping off or cutting off, no..........undressing!
Not very long after that, she was undressed, only her string covered her up. Seifer layd her flat on te bed and bended over to her bear breasts. His tongue circled around her nipple, making them stiff. Rinoa cried, it was all she could do. Seifer stopped and with both hand squezed her breasts, hurting her badly, her moans of pain eagered him....
Rinoa let out more soft moans of pain and ofcourse Seifer turned them around to moans of pleasure. "You like that huh? Asking me to go further by your little moans, I know.." he took off her string, hurting the wound on her hip, which started bleeding again.
Now she was bear naked. Seifer dropped his pants to his enkles and was showing his manhood. Rinoa shivered at the thought of what he had done with that...and what he was going to do!
He climbed on top of her and raped her once more. Rinoa kept on crying, because of pain and humaliation. Rinoa's insides cringed with pain as he wasn't so gentle when he took her clothing off. And his weight on top of her, crushed her, literally!
Then she felt that awfull feeling again, how he emptied himself into her. Rinoa saw his face, first satisfied, then frustrated. He pulled out of her and hitted her all over her body, "You were pathetic with your crying!!" he kept saying. Then he stopped and Rinoa looked at him in pure fear. "Now..what to punish you with?" he asked himself out loud.
"I know...." he laughed softly.
He pulled Rinoa to the edge of the bed, where he was standing. Her face was just in front of his manhood, she could barf, seeing his and her fluids dripping off it.
"Suck him!!" Seifer ordered. Rinoa winced, "what is he thinking, something that gross...no I won't!" she thought and refused silently. Seifer slapped her across her face again and she winced in pain, "Do it" he ordered. Again she refused, she didn't care what he was going to do..
Then, before she could react, he thrusted into her mouth and held his hands behind her head so she couldn't back off. Rinoa made a barfing motion, she was so nauxious!
"Remember the instructor and little messenger girl" he threatend. Slowly Rinoa started to do as he asked (no....ordered!) and she could see his face light up, 'cause He Was feeling great.
It took Seifer only a few minuts to climax again, this time in her mouth, which made her make another barfing motion. It maked her look terrified, nauxious and more sad by all the tears...
Seifer putted his pance back on and walked to the door, making her feel worse by saying she was the best, then he left.
Rinoa putted her clothes back on, she looked terribly, blood sprang from old and new wounds, her whole body and now part of her clothing stained by Seifer's and her fluids. She didn't care, still crying she crawled to the bathroom, throwing up time after time. She felt so dirty, so used!! Only the thought of what happend made her throw up time after time, not even mentioning the fluids in her mouth. She wanted it all out, she wanted nothing inside her remember her about Seifer!
* * *
Zell was laying on his bed, but he couldn't catch sleep. "Man, maybe she didn't want that idiot Seifer to bring her back, but...why didn't she tell me if it was true?" his thoughts were still confused by that horrified look she had given him. "Hyne, she looked so damn desperate, maybe I should check on her, after all I promised Squall.." he stood up, got dressed and walked to Rinoa's dorm. He felt more awful by every step he took, he had left her with a man he didn't trust at all, a man he hated!
Zell found her room with an slim open door. He gazed through the crack, then he knocked, "Rinoa?", no answer. He opend the door further and found her bed a total mess. "Man, that's so unlike her, maybe she's really gotten sick" he thought searching the room.
Zell found it pretty weird Squall had left his angel, his everything, into his hands. After all, when they first met, Squall wasn't so fond of him and now..they were best friends! And Zell was a man of promises, if he promised to take care of Rinoa, he would.
Zell wandered through the room, searching for Rinoa. Then he heard someone cough deeply in the bathroom. Zell walked to the door, "Rinoa? You okay?" he asked.
He heard the door unlock, uneasy he pulled the door towards him, when she didn't came out. When he looked into the door opening, a fragile trembling figure in blue stood there, her face totally pale.
"Rinoa!!" she fell down, Zell was just able to catch her.
She was concious, but hysterically crying in his arms. "Rinoa! What wrong" now he was really worried and sorry for leaving her alone. "I have to get you to the infirmary right away!!" he hurried off, Rinoa in his arms. When they entered the Seed part of the dormitory, Rinoa spoke softly "Zell.........no". Zell stopped and looked puzzled at the fragile girl. "What the Hell? Rinoa, then tell me what the Hell is going on!!" he almost ordered her to talk.
"Your...dorm" she managed to say. "My dorm? Oh..okay" he walked a little further and entered his room.
He layd Rinoa down on his bed gently, then brought her a glass of water.
Zell sat down next to her on the edge of the bed, watching her drink the water.
Zell observed her as she seemed to regain her sences. She was shaking terribly, bearly keeping the glass of water in her hand from spilling. Then he noticed a large red spot on her blue wardrobe and then looked closer, the blue was stained with red and white marks all over!
His look turned into fear, "what had happend to her?.......I should've protected her.."