5. What next?



Rinoa's eyes fluttered open and she found herself to be somewhere out of the infirmary. "Whe...where.." she started, but stopped as she felt someone touch her cheek. She was startled, but soon relaxed as she knew she was safe, Zell had promised her, but who was the one next to her?

She moved her head to the side so she could face the one whom the hand belonged too.

She gave a smile, "Squall!" she was happy to see him and Squall was smiling, the sight of her smile, the sound of her voice..it made him feel so good. They fell in each other's embraces, both being carefull, because of Rinoa's taped body.

"Zell's surprise..I have to thank him for that" she thought.

When Squall let go of her, her happy smile had turned into a sad one, "What's wrong Rinoa?" Squall asked. "Nothing" she answerd, trying to give another happy smile. "So...how do you feel?" he asked. "Great...now that you're here" she cuddled up to him, so she would feel more save and protected. "Everything's gonne be okay now" she whispered. Squall held her firmly, but not so it would hurt her. "You know I'm not leaving anymore...at the end of the day we'll arrive in Esthar with the Garden. You can see me by just looking out of the window" he pointed towards the window. Rinoa smiled, "I'm so happy you're back".

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The next morning...

"Rinoa! No! I'm not gonne let you suffer like this! I'm not lying to my best friend and you shouldn't lie to him either!" Zell stood next to the bed Rinoa was in. She started crying, "It ain't that easy! I thought I could trust you!" " she replied. "You can Rinoa, you can...but I'm scared too...if something does happen, it'll be all my fault for keeping it a secret!" he said back. "..Zell.." Rinoa started. "I'm not so sure I'm the one who should be protecting you and I...I...I hate lying!" he was confused and worried. A knock at the door interrupted the're conversasion.

Rinoa quickly wiped away her tears and watched how Zell walked to the door. "Who could that be? Everyone's outside building on Esthar's Garden" Rinoa and Zell thought at the same time.

Zell got the lock off the door and almost immediatly the door flew open, knocking Zell against the wall behind it.

"S..Seifer" Rinoa stutterd in fear. His face was mad, no furious! "So You told Chicken Wuss huh, you little whore!" he threw the door close, picking a little drowzy Zell up by his color. Zell was hanging in the air under Seifer's grip, helpless because of the hit on his head.

"Let him go!" Rinoa paniced. "Or else what?!" he roared, throwing Zell across the room. Rinoa followed Zell's body and saw how he landed pretty akward on the other side of the bed. "....my arm...." she heared him moan. "Zell!" Rinoa called out, but was quickly stopped by Seifer's gloved hand on her throat, pinning her body against the backboard and wall. "Didn't I warn you about this?! Huh?! Now you have to face the consequenses!" he roared once more.

He pushed against her throat, she she couldn't breath anymore. She started gasping for air, her hands trying to loosen his up.

"Pay for what you've done..." Seifer hissed into her face. Rinoa saw his face just in front of hers. "You were great in bed Rinoa, but now you're through, I'll be the last one you have ever felt inside of you, the last one you taste..." he kissed her on her mouth for just few seconds, "the last one to be so close to you, the last on you've belonged to, the last one you'll see!" he pushed harder, seeing her pale face turning slight blue, matching her nightgown.

"SQUALLL!!!!!!!!" Seifer hadn't noticed Zell coming back up, now calling Squall from out of the window.

Squall looked up to the window, "Zell?!" he looked concerned at the sudden cry from his friend, then when Zell suddenly dissappeart from the window, he got more worried.

"Zell!....Rinoa!!" Squall dropped the tools he was holding and ran off to the entrence of the Garden.

Seifer had released Rinoa from his deadly grip, who was now desperatly gasping for air.He had pulled Zell away from the window and threw him to the wall behind the bed. He dropped on the bed, next to the crying Rinoa, "I'm...........sorry......" he passed out, Rinoa grabbed his shoulders, shaking him. "Zell...no...don't leave me alone! Zell! Wake Up!!".

Seifer walked over to the door and locked it. "Now you're precious Leonheart will have more trouble coming in" he said to Rinoa, who now stopped screeming to Zell.

He putted his finger under her chin, lifting her face up so he could see it. "C'mon 'hon, I want to hear you beg for mercy" he said.

Rinoa simply closed her eyes and shook his hand off her chin. "How stubborn...you really think Squall is coming to save you" his sarcasm got her attention. "Shall I tell him of us, how you cheated on him or shall I let you?" She looked into his blue eyes, the same blue eyes who once truly loved her, the eyes who had now betrayed her. Tears sprang from her own again; "Yes...it was your fault, remember?" he lied.

"Rinoa!!!!" It was Squall at the door. "Rinoa!! Open the door!!" he called out. "Damn...I've gotta get in" he thought while he used his body to ram the door down.

"Get on your feet" Seifer whispered to Rinoa as he pulled out his gunblade. Reluctant and full of pain in her limps and especially her ribs, she tried too. And by doing that she fell right into his arms. Her thin blue nightgown covered her fragile body. Seifer held her against his body, to keep her standing straight up. He moved his gunblade to her throat, they were now in front of the door who was about to break down.

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"What was that about? Irvine said to the girls by his side. The exact two girls who were the reason of Rinoa's secret, the reason why she didn't dare to tell. The two girls who didn't knew they were worth a great sacrifice. "We've got to help him if something's wrong!" Selphie said as she ran off, Irvine and Quistis followed.

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"Rinoa!!" the door flang open and Squall saw the most horrifying scene before him; Zell on the bed unconsious, blood on his face and his arm twisted. And in front of him his rivel Seifer, holding his love with a gunblade on her red throat, tears streaming down her face, her eyes showing fear and....guilt??

"Seifer..." Squall hissed, lifting his gunblade. "Squall, glad you could join us.." Seifer started. "Rinoa has something to tell you, don't you 'hon" he tightend his grip on her. "S....Squall........help.." she whimpered.

"If You won't tell, I will!" he threatend.

"........................."

"Fine...have it your way!"



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A/N Because this chapter was so very short, I give you chapter six right away..

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6. Thank you....



"See Squall, your angel isn't such an angel afterall, more like a whore.." A puzzled Squall looked to Rinoa, who shut her eyes from confronting him, making Squall think Seifer was right.

"She..asked me to come, you know I've won this time Leonheart. I won her virginity, she wanted me too... She was good Squall, a good sucker, to bad I'll be the last one she'll ever tasted." a new threat was said.

Rinoa opend her eyes, while listening and reluctantly relived everything. She suddenly realised she hadn't done anything, she didn't want this! It was his fault, he raped her!!

"Squall, don't belie...." Seifer hitted her as she shivered in his arms. He licked her across the cheek he had just hitted, grinning at Squall. "You're dead Leonheart!" he called out, throwing Rinoa on the floor and charged to him. Squall quickly turned around the corner, which made Seifer go by him.

Seifer quickly regained his position and a battle started in the hallway of the dorms.

Squall wasn't really there with his head, he was with Rinoa and he wondered what had really happend, what did Rinoa want to say when Seifer hitted her. What had Seifer done with...or To her?

Because of this Seifer found chance to get Squall on the floor, his gunblade out of reach.

"You're done for Squall...but shall I tell you a little secret of my own before I strike you down?" he said. He bend over to him, his gunblade still on place to keep Squall from moving.

"It wasn't her choice Squall, I raped her, cause she's mine....I stole her virginity against her will, you should've seen her cry, she needed you so badly...she was sick and hurt because of me!" Squall's eyes grew wider, in horror. "But she had to tell Chicken Wuss, so now you all have to pay!" he got back up, lifting Hyperion to strike.

Seifer raised his arm, then a loud sound echood through the hallway, followed by a screem from Seifer, who dropped his gunblade.

Suddenly Esthar soldiers came running in, heading for Seifer, who lay on the floor, screeming of pain. Squall looked to the place the sound came from and saw Irvine lower his gun, he had shot Seifer in the arm! Selphie and Quistis stood next to him, satisfied.

:Thanks Irvine........oh Rinoa!!" Squall crawled back up and ran into his room. He was followed by his three friends, who just saw how Seifer was taken off to Esthar prison.

"Take Zell to the infirmary!" Squall ordered the three, who immediatly did after they had gasped in horror of what they saw.

Squall kneeled on the floor next to his love. She was concious, but in shock. She was shaking all over when Squall turned her over so he could look her in the eyes.

"Rinoa...." Squall started. Rinoa broke out in tears and Squall embraced her. "It's over now..he's been taken away" he said, trying to comfort her.

"He....he....raped me!" she cried. "Shhhh, I know, but it's over now..." he closed his eyes and held her tight, smelling the scent of her hair.

After that he took her to the infirmary. He felt so guilty for being so ignorant, not noticing anything! He wasn't going to let that happen again....

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the next day...

"And that's what happend sirs" Zell told Cid and Laguna. "Is that what happend Rinoa?" they checked the girl in the wheelchair. She nodded. Rinoa had already told everything in detail again and Zell finished the story as soon as he got involved. She felt a hand rubbing her shoulder, it was Squall's, standing by her side. She layd her head down on his hand, thanking him.

"We're so terribly sorry for letting this happen" Cid told the threesome. "It's not your fault, it's Seifer's..." Rinoa said, "Can I please leave?" she asked. Cid nodded, he moved his hand over to hers, "Get well soon my dear" and he dismissed her two compagnion's

Squall and Zell got up and drived Rinoa out of the room, back to Squall's dorm. Zell had his right arm in plaster, which he hated 'cause he was right-handed!

When they entered the dorm, Squall immediatly left again to get them some afternoon food, ofcourse Zell's favourite; hotdogs.

Rinoa looked at Zell who sat across her, figgeling with his arm in the mitella. "Here...let me help you" she said, bending over. She smiled, a smile that was lost for a while. "I...want to thank you Zell, for being there for me" she started as she was busy doing his mitella right. "Your a great guy...without you....I owe my life to you, he would've killed me if it wasn't for you" she continued as she regained her position.

Small tears of happiness entered her eyes. "Don't make a big deal out of it, I would'nt have done it any different if it happend again.....except brake my left arm maybe" he figgled again. Rinoa giggled and bended over to hug him, to his surprise. A little uncomfortable and blushing he moved his good arm around her back. "Thank you Zell...." she said. She let him go and quickly kissed him soflty on his cheek, "thank you..." she said again.

Zell didn't know what to say, his cheeks still blushed, which made Rinoa giggle.

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that night....

Squall lifted Rinoa from the bathroom to their bed, then layd down next to her. "I'm glad Cid let us share a room for a while" he said. Rinoa smiled to him. "You have no idear how I missed that smile" he said kissing her softly. "I want to thank you Squall, for saving me and Zell and defeating Seifer" she started. "Well, actually it was Irvine..." he replied. "You know what I mean sweety, anyway thank you and I'm sorry...." she said. "Sorry?! For what?"

"For losing my virginity, you don't know How I wanted it to be yours.." she replied. Squall embraced her. "You know what, when you're ready, I'll be the one to gain your virginity, forget about what Seifer did. The next time you want Me to....well, you know.., see that as the first time" he said. Rinoa smiled again, "I will" she said. "I love you Rinoa...." "I love you too Squall, you have no idear how much....."



The End



Author's note: So what do you think, I know it is pretty harsh, but this is what happend in real life! Well, Seifer looked pretty bad in this fic, in another I will let him look better, I already have lots and lots of idears for next fics. So let me know what you think, what you like and what you don't, so I can improve my fics to your likings, thanks! -xxxx- Jane.



Well, now I've gotten all the grammar errors out I guess, find any others? Mail me so I can make it right! -xxxx-