The Letter


Disclaimer: I own nothing except charaters that are not in the show.


Part: One

Buffy walked into her dorm. She had just seen Angel, and fussed him out... for helping to save her ass. *God I'm such a fool! I had one chance to try to be his friend and I blew, damn whats wrong with me?* She sighed *I know whats wrong, I'm still angry in my heart for him walking out on me. And because he went to the Oracles to take away our day. I'm gonna say I'm sorry.*

Buffy sat at her desk and pulled out a peice of paper. She wasn't sure what to write. She could write him telling him she remembered, but that would be terrible for him.

Angel,

I need to tell you I'm sorry for the way I acted. I showed no emotion towards you, and I was somewhat cruel. I know it was hard for you being here. I thank-you for coming. You saved my ass once again. I shouldn't have been angry ,though, I should have been thankful. I.. it's just still a fresh wound that has yet to heal, and I don't think ever will between us. How can we forget? I mean we had something special, and how can I move on if I can't settle anything between us? I guess what I am trying to ask you is if we can be friends.. it should be somewhat easy because we don't see eachother regularly anymore. I think thats the only way I can do what you ask of me... to move on. So instead of just saying 'We're done, move on.' maybe we can form a friendship. I really need you in my life... cause not matter what happens I'll always love you. Could you atleast consider it?
Well I need to go slay now...

Love Always
Your Girl
Buffy Summers

P.S Please forgive me for being angry with you... It's just hard.



She got up and put it in an evalope. Buffy would go to LA tomorrow, and give it to him.

Willow walked in the room.

"Hey Buffy!"

"Hey Will."

"Whats wrong?"

Buffy sighed "Nothing.. I'm peachy."

"Buffy something's wrong.. is it because you saw Angel again?"

"Kinda."

"Well you need to just get over him.. I mean he's not coming back. Riley would be a great boyfriend."

"Willow please give me time. God."

"Buffy, we've given you time.. "

"Oh yeah.. a couple of months to get over the love of my life Willow. And then a week to have to kill him when Angelus was around. Oh yeah.. thanks for the time."

"Buffy don't be angry.. come on. You need to get dating again.. normal guys."

"Jesus! Don't any of you people get it. I may complain I want normal.. but if normal doesn't give me Angel then I don't want it, any of it! I've got normal now and I hate it. I'm the slayer I'll never be normal. And I am going to die and young, and now unhappy. Atleast when I had Angel I could have died with a smile on my face. I gonna go slay... see ya later."

Buffy grabbed her stakes and left.

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Buffy walked into Angel Investigation's holding the letter.

"Hi Cordiela."

"Buffy what are you doing here? We just saw you yesterday."

"I wanted to make peace Cordiela. With you and Angel. The way I acted yesterday.. was terrible and I'm sorry. Could you give this to Angel?"

"Buffy.. he's in his room.. downstaires."

"No.. I can't face him not after the way I treated him yesterday."

"He's asleep.. just go."

Buffy sighed in defeat.

She made her way downstairs. She looked on the bed and saw him laying there asleep. Buffy layed the letter on his nightstand and turned to leave, but instead turn around to him. She pulled the covers up on his some and kissed his forhead, then his lips.

Angel sleeping, thought it was a dream. Buffy pulled away and whispered "I love you Angel, always and forever."

"Yea.. I love you too." He mumbled. Then dozed back off.
Buffy walked away.