Hesitation
Author's Note: Konnichiwa Minna! Ano, this is my first fic ever so please read and review. I just love reading new compliments and critisms everyday, it's one of my favourite things to do! *wink wink, knudge knudge* Demo, if you don't... *takes out katana* I'll show you afterwards, heheh... Arigatou again for your reviews, Owari!
Disclaimer: Sailor Moon and Gundam Wing belongs to other people that are in fact, not me for this time.. *frowns* But I sure do want to own them!
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Usagi clenched her fists as she hurried out of the highschool and into the nearby park. She plopped down onto a picnic bench and burried her face into her arms, tears of loneliness and unacceptance ran down her cheek as she forced herself to restrain them but never the less, it did not work. She cried to herself sadly and burried her head deeper into her arms, her once perky nose now touching her soft thies.
"Why?" she croaked, "Why does everyone I love have to die along with Chaos?" Usagi whimpered. She shook her head sadly and continued crying for her dead friends and family members in the Chaos war. "I loved you my friends, and I still do..." she whispered.
Usagi looked up from her former position and stared at her watch. Seven-thirty it marked. "Oh shoot! I'm going to be late!" Usagi cried. She quickly gathered her belongings and stumbled to the bus stop. "Hurry...Hurry..." Usagi urged.
"Hey there sweet thang!" called a voice. Usagi looked behind her and spotted a boy grinning at her remarkable figure.
"Ano?" Usagi asked, cocking her left eyebrow out at the lone boy that was staring at her. "What do you want?" Usagi called.
The boy grinned and started proceeding towards her. "Oh nothing," he said with a shrug. "Just the usual."
"Usual?" Usagi asked. "Demo what does that mean?"
The lone figure boy grinned at Usagi and took her by the hand. "You know, the usual. Me and you..." The boy trailed off as Usagi realized his preposition and pulled her hand off of his grasp.
"You pervert!" she shouted and slapped the boy across the face, hard. "Get away from me!"
The boy slowly looked up after Usagi's slap and angrily cursed the blonde girl. "That's it!" he cried. "You're gonna pay for this!" The boy lunged at Usagi, knocking her transformation locket out to the sidewalk as he proceeded to get revenge.
The boy looked around and grinned at the dark alleyway. "Heheh, this will be fun," he called and took Usagi's risk as he dragged the victim into the alley.
"No!!! Stop!!!" Usagi cried. She kicked her feet and struggled to be released but it didn't work. "Onegai," she choked. Tears emerged from her scared face as she pleaded the boy to stop. "Onegai...Gomen!" Usagi shouted.
"Aw...shut up!" the boy hissed and threw her against the back of the alley fence. He pulled up his sleeves and lunged at her. Ripping part of her clothes and assaulting most of her body, the boy laughed at his victim's cries as she pleaded him to stop. He was about to brutally rape the young seventeen year old when a shot of pain entered his left shoulder, forcing him to drop to his knees and cry out as blood gushed from the target of the gunshot.
"Ahh!!!" the boy cried. Tears ran down his eyes as he saw a figure proceeding the alleyway. In his left hand, the proceeder carried a fired gun, smoke still revelling out of the object.
"Omae wa korosu," it called. Another gunshot came to Usagi's attention as her surroundings became a blur and she blacked out. The last thing she saw was a chestnut haired boy, picking up her identification ticket and looking into her pale blue eyes.
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"Onegai, Onegai!!!" Usagi cried. She pounded her fists hard in the air as two risks grasped onto them and stopped her motion.
"Oneechan?" a familiar voice called. Usagi looked up from her livingroom and stared into Shingo's turquoise blue eyes. It was her little brother, Usagi thought. Before even thinking of her reactions, Usagi embraced Shingo tightly with all her might. She had never been so glad to see someone she loves in a long time.
"Oneechan?" Shingo gasped. He pushed Usagi away and dusted himself quickly. "Why you lil baka! Why'd you hug me?!?"
Usagi smiled at her brother's stupidity but let it down in sadness as she remembered about the incident with the boy. "You mean, you didn't know?" she asked.
"Know what?" Shingo replied, "You're crazy." he said and ran up the stairs and into his bedroom. Usagi sat on the living room couch as she took out her backpack and checked for all of her contents.
"All here," she replied. A sense of confusion surrounded her as she noted to herself. Almost all of the contents were thrown out to the street, but they were all here, neat and tidy.
"Ano..." Usagi called. She took out a notebook from her backpack and opened it up. Inside, there was a note that she had not realized until now. It read:
Dear Usagi,
I saved you from the jerk and gathered your contents. I took your housekeys and used it to enter your house and place you onto the couch you're lying on right now. Don't think I'm a good citizen or anything, Demo if you do, I'll be forced to kill you too...Sayanora. (Ps: I knew your name from your Student identification ticket.)
Usagi trembled as she held the sheet close to her body and fixated on the words, 'saved.' "Ano," she whispered. "Arigatou..."
*****
Dinner was great as Usagi ate her fair share of the courses and fiddled around with her second servings.
"Usagi!" Mrs. Tsukino called. "Eat your food before it's cold!" she scolded.
"Ano..hai," Usagi answered. She picked up the spoon full of vegetables and shoved it into her mouth repeaditly, still, her mind was someplace else. I don't want to eat, she thought. I want to talk to my friends, my friends who are...dead...
"I can't eat," Usagi shouted. She left the dinner table and ran upstairs to her bedroom, weeping for her dead friends. "I will join you," she whimpered, "just wait and see..."
*****
Lonely footsteps walked down the stairs as Usagi stared blanky into nothingness. She peeked at the clock as she opened the door and noticed that is was 2:30am. "I have to leave..." she whispered, taking the golden doorknob, she went through the door and started sprinting to the Water Dock. "Gomen," she said as she sprinted out to the water, her streamers dancing in the air as she tightened her grasp onto an unknown object.
Finally, Usagi reached the Dock and gasped for a few breaths before calming down. She went to the take off point of the ocean and took out a knife, tears streaming down her cheeks as she raised the sharp object and aimed it towards her heart.
"Senshis," Usagi said to the wind, "I am coming..." She slowly pierced it through her clothes, almost entering her bare skin. "I love you all," she called again. When she had finally reached her skin, she retreived the knife and thrusted it into her body.
"Bang Bang bang!" Usagi opened her eyes as she realized that she was still alive. "Nani?" she called.
She felt a warm body pressed against her's from behind as she heard her name, "Usagi, stop!"
To Be continued...
Well, how do you think of it Minna? Good, bad? Tell me whatever you want, I don't mind. Gomen if some of these paragraphs doesn't make sense, I always get lazy in a short number of time so please, don't yell at me for that, Onegai. I am, though, not continuing this story unless I have a minimum of 5 reviews! Demo if some people really want it...I might send the others to you by email... Well, Ja!
Author's Note: Konnichiwa Minna! Ano, this is my first fic ever so please read and review. I just love reading new compliments and critisms everyday, it's one of my favourite things to do! *wink wink, knudge knudge* Demo, if you don't... *takes out katana* I'll show you afterwards, heheh... Arigatou again for your reviews, Owari!
Disclaimer: Sailor Moon and Gundam Wing belongs to other people that are in fact, not me for this time.. *frowns* But I sure do want to own them!
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Usagi clenched her fists as she hurried out of the highschool and into the nearby park. She plopped down onto a picnic bench and burried her face into her arms, tears of loneliness and unacceptance ran down her cheek as she forced herself to restrain them but never the less, it did not work. She cried to herself sadly and burried her head deeper into her arms, her once perky nose now touching her soft thies.
"Why?" she croaked, "Why does everyone I love have to die along with Chaos?" Usagi whimpered. She shook her head sadly and continued crying for her dead friends and family members in the Chaos war. "I loved you my friends, and I still do..." she whispered.
Usagi looked up from her former position and stared at her watch. Seven-thirty it marked. "Oh shoot! I'm going to be late!" Usagi cried. She quickly gathered her belongings and stumbled to the bus stop. "Hurry...Hurry..." Usagi urged.
"Hey there sweet thang!" called a voice. Usagi looked behind her and spotted a boy grinning at her remarkable figure.
"Ano?" Usagi asked, cocking her left eyebrow out at the lone boy that was staring at her. "What do you want?" Usagi called.
The boy grinned and started proceeding towards her. "Oh nothing," he said with a shrug. "Just the usual."
"Usual?" Usagi asked. "Demo what does that mean?"
The lone figure boy grinned at Usagi and took her by the hand. "You know, the usual. Me and you..." The boy trailed off as Usagi realized his preposition and pulled her hand off of his grasp.
"You pervert!" she shouted and slapped the boy across the face, hard. "Get away from me!"
The boy slowly looked up after Usagi's slap and angrily cursed the blonde girl. "That's it!" he cried. "You're gonna pay for this!" The boy lunged at Usagi, knocking her transformation locket out to the sidewalk as he proceeded to get revenge.
The boy looked around and grinned at the dark alleyway. "Heheh, this will be fun," he called and took Usagi's risk as he dragged the victim into the alley.
"No!!! Stop!!!" Usagi cried. She kicked her feet and struggled to be released but it didn't work. "Onegai," she choked. Tears emerged from her scared face as she pleaded the boy to stop. "Onegai...Gomen!" Usagi shouted.
"Aw...shut up!" the boy hissed and threw her against the back of the alley fence. He pulled up his sleeves and lunged at her. Ripping part of her clothes and assaulting most of her body, the boy laughed at his victim's cries as she pleaded him to stop. He was about to brutally rape the young seventeen year old when a shot of pain entered his left shoulder, forcing him to drop to his knees and cry out as blood gushed from the target of the gunshot.
"Ahh!!!" the boy cried. Tears ran down his eyes as he saw a figure proceeding the alleyway. In his left hand, the proceeder carried a fired gun, smoke still revelling out of the object.
"Omae wa korosu," it called. Another gunshot came to Usagi's attention as her surroundings became a blur and she blacked out. The last thing she saw was a chestnut haired boy, picking up her identification ticket and looking into her pale blue eyes.
*****
"Onegai, Onegai!!!" Usagi cried. She pounded her fists hard in the air as two risks grasped onto them and stopped her motion.
"Oneechan?" a familiar voice called. Usagi looked up from her livingroom and stared into Shingo's turquoise blue eyes. It was her little brother, Usagi thought. Before even thinking of her reactions, Usagi embraced Shingo tightly with all her might. She had never been so glad to see someone she loves in a long time.
"Oneechan?" Shingo gasped. He pushed Usagi away and dusted himself quickly. "Why you lil baka! Why'd you hug me?!?"
Usagi smiled at her brother's stupidity but let it down in sadness as she remembered about the incident with the boy. "You mean, you didn't know?" she asked.
"Know what?" Shingo replied, "You're crazy." he said and ran up the stairs and into his bedroom. Usagi sat on the living room couch as she took out her backpack and checked for all of her contents.
"All here," she replied. A sense of confusion surrounded her as she noted to herself. Almost all of the contents were thrown out to the street, but they were all here, neat and tidy.
"Ano..." Usagi called. She took out a notebook from her backpack and opened it up. Inside, there was a note that she had not realized until now. It read:
Dear Usagi,
I saved you from the jerk and gathered your contents. I took your housekeys and used it to enter your house and place you onto the couch you're lying on right now. Don't think I'm a good citizen or anything, Demo if you do, I'll be forced to kill you too...Sayanora. (Ps: I knew your name from your Student identification ticket.)
Usagi trembled as she held the sheet close to her body and fixated on the words, 'saved.' "Ano," she whispered. "Arigatou..."
*****
Dinner was great as Usagi ate her fair share of the courses and fiddled around with her second servings.
"Usagi!" Mrs. Tsukino called. "Eat your food before it's cold!" she scolded.
"Ano..hai," Usagi answered. She picked up the spoon full of vegetables and shoved it into her mouth repeaditly, still, her mind was someplace else. I don't want to eat, she thought. I want to talk to my friends, my friends who are...dead...
"I can't eat," Usagi shouted. She left the dinner table and ran upstairs to her bedroom, weeping for her dead friends. "I will join you," she whimpered, "just wait and see..."
*****
Lonely footsteps walked down the stairs as Usagi stared blanky into nothingness. She peeked at the clock as she opened the door and noticed that is was 2:30am. "I have to leave..." she whispered, taking the golden doorknob, she went through the door and started sprinting to the Water Dock. "Gomen," she said as she sprinted out to the water, her streamers dancing in the air as she tightened her grasp onto an unknown object.
Finally, Usagi reached the Dock and gasped for a few breaths before calming down. She went to the take off point of the ocean and took out a knife, tears streaming down her cheeks as she raised the sharp object and aimed it towards her heart.
"Senshis," Usagi said to the wind, "I am coming..." She slowly pierced it through her clothes, almost entering her bare skin. "I love you all," she called again. When she had finally reached her skin, she retreived the knife and thrusted it into her body.
"Bang Bang bang!" Usagi opened her eyes as she realized that she was still alive. "Nani?" she called.
She felt a warm body pressed against her's from behind as she heard her name, "Usagi, stop!"
To Be continued...
Well, how do you think of it Minna? Good, bad? Tell me whatever you want, I don't mind. Gomen if some of these paragraphs doesn't make sense, I always get lazy in a short number of time so please, don't yell at me for that, Onegai. I am, though, not continuing this story unless I have a minimum of 5 reviews! Demo if some people really want it...I might send the others to you by email... Well, Ja!