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A/N : OK, whilst browsing through fanfiction.net's archives for a Rurouni Kenshin/ Digimon crossover ( Didn't find one ) I got this strange feeling to write a song-fic. I couldn't decide about who this stupid piece of text should be about but at the end I settle with Ken, when he was sorta suicidal.
Anyway, i wrote this at 1:15 in the morning so if you flame me about this fic, i don't care.
The song is Towards dead end by Children of Bodom
- CorrelationX
***** Disclaimer *****
I don't write disclaimers ! In you're face Toei and Bandam ( muwhahahwa -|- )
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I lie on my death bed and feel the effects of un-perscibed medication to heal un-healable pain's
*No flickering light at the end of the path
*Confront repressions of the past
So much suffering and pain I cuased. It's too much for one person to handle. It swallows me up, chew's at my soul. I can't take it no more.
*Fear... Prevail... Insanity... Obey!
*Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety
*No matter where I am, I'm alone
They will come for me. It would be interresting to see if their punishment would be more painfull than my own torture.
*My dreams are shattered
*into thousand running tears
*The tears keep dripping down, down,
*deep, down from my veins
I can feel it already. Although I cry now, salty stinging tears, I await my rescue, like the light at the end of this last tunnel.
*I'm walking towards dead end and I'm walking all alone
*Two steps behind insanity
*There's no starlight guiding my way through this downward death row
*Soon will be the time I have to go...
I'm feeling nuasious, but I don't care . My pain is almost gone and i can rejoice. Delivered from my deeds from the past.
*Little by little the end is drawing near
*Another night and so little blood to spare
*Kill me, hurt me, fuck me, rape me, you won't have me!
My legs are floating. I wonder if this is the right decision. Maybe there is sense in confronting ones problems.Death is knocking at my door.
*Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety, no matter where I am, I'm alone, I'm crying outloud
*the tears of blood I bleed, so fuck the world, I'll go now, I don't care. (Who cares?)
I don't have a care in the world, and the pain is now gone. A lie in the sky and look down at the shell that imprisoned my soul. Feelings of grief have evaporated away. Death leads me to the light
*I'm walking towards dead end, and I'm walking all alone
*Two steps ago I past insanity
*There's no starlight guiding my way out this downward death row
*So now is the time I have to go
+End+
I know it's stupid. I know it sucks. There. This song isn't very well known so i doubt that it will have any meaning to you.
A/N : OK, whilst browsing through fanfiction.net's archives for a Rurouni Kenshin/ Digimon crossover ( Didn't find one ) I got this strange feeling to write a song-fic. I couldn't decide about who this stupid piece of text should be about but at the end I settle with Ken, when he was sorta suicidal.
Anyway, i wrote this at 1:15 in the morning so if you flame me about this fic, i don't care.
The song is Towards dead end by Children of Bodom
- CorrelationX
***** Disclaimer *****
I don't write disclaimers ! In you're face Toei and Bandam ( muwhahahwa -|- )
(0)
I lie on my death bed and feel the effects of un-perscibed medication to heal un-healable pain's
*No flickering light at the end of the path
*Confront repressions of the past
So much suffering and pain I cuased. It's too much for one person to handle. It swallows me up, chew's at my soul. I can't take it no more.
*Fear... Prevail... Insanity... Obey!
*Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety
*No matter where I am, I'm alone
They will come for me. It would be interresting to see if their punishment would be more painfull than my own torture.
*My dreams are shattered
*into thousand running tears
*The tears keep dripping down, down,
*deep, down from my veins
I can feel it already. Although I cry now, salty stinging tears, I await my rescue, like the light at the end of this last tunnel.
*I'm walking towards dead end and I'm walking all alone
*Two steps behind insanity
*There's no starlight guiding my way through this downward death row
*Soon will be the time I have to go...
I'm feeling nuasious, but I don't care . My pain is almost gone and i can rejoice. Delivered from my deeds from the past.
*Little by little the end is drawing near
*Another night and so little blood to spare
*Kill me, hurt me, fuck me, rape me, you won't have me!
My legs are floating. I wonder if this is the right decision. Maybe there is sense in confronting ones problems.Death is knocking at my door.
*Draw back in silence to dwell in anxiety, no matter where I am, I'm alone, I'm crying outloud
*the tears of blood I bleed, so fuck the world, I'll go now, I don't care. (Who cares?)
I don't have a care in the world, and the pain is now gone. A lie in the sky and look down at the shell that imprisoned my soul. Feelings of grief have evaporated away. Death leads me to the light
*I'm walking towards dead end, and I'm walking all alone
*Two steps ago I past insanity
*There's no starlight guiding my way out this downward death row
*So now is the time I have to go
+End+
I know it's stupid. I know it sucks. There. This song isn't very well known so i doubt that it will have any meaning to you.