Part 3 soon to come
That first shock was awful, my hope had hurt me deeply and I started thinking I should give up for ever, I shouldn't have any hopes at all. Later I noticed how wrong I was, because even if what you hope for doesn't come true you lived thinking it would, the waiting was sweet, and if you don't have any hopes the probabilities to achieve it are less and it's sad before and after it happens.
I knew my parents wouldn't get back together, it was a fact, but I didn't want to give up that easily. I told Patamon I'd run away from home. I don't remember the exact words but after a little talk he made me realize my mom needed to be happy and that I should go on with my life letting her go on with her own. When I went back home it was already dark. My mom was worried, I'd been selfish going away like that, only thinking about my happiness and not about hers, I'd made her worry so I said I was sorry. She started blaming herself... she said she shouldn't have told me the news like that and also that she shouldn't have even thought of getting married again. I smiled at her telling her I loved her and that I didn't care about the marriage, I would still love her after it. We hugged and stayed like that for a long while, my mothers arms... they sort of remind me my wife's, so warm and comfortable.
Time passed and the wedding was closer and closer. I didn't know anything about the guy, I didn't want to. I told my mom I wanted it to be a surprise but I think I was sort of scared. I know how silly it sounds but it's the fear to the unknown everybody has that was hunting me in that moment. I didn't want anything to change so I tried to keep it the way it was for a while but it was unavoidable: the wedding was coming and with it a new life in a new family.
When the day finally arrived my fear had showed itself physically and i had high fever. Patamon was near me all the time of course. My mother wanted to cancel the wedding but I wouldn't let her so she got married while I was sick. Yamato took care of me. I don't remember much of that day, I couldn't think clearly because of the fever so everything is blur in my mind.
While my mom was on her honey moon I stayed with Yamato and my dad. We had a nice week, it's fun to be among males sometimes, specially when you're a boy who's spent most of his childhood only with his mom.
I remember talking with Yamato about that, being a man or a kid. He said I was facing the situation like a man, I was flattened by that comment, and it was true, I was mature enough to know what to think of the others before my myself. It's curious how I barely acted like a spoiled child, I was selfish at times, but being the only child in the house it was normal.
When my mom came back we moved. I finally met the man who would be my father. He was quite nice, a real gentleman and also a policeman. We became friends but I didn't call him dad until later, it wasn't easy for me to have 2 dads but I got used. About a month later though there was another addition to the family, I think that's the only reason why I'm happy my mother got married.
~*~To be continued~*~
That first shock was awful, my hope had hurt me deeply and I started thinking I should give up for ever, I shouldn't have any hopes at all. Later I noticed how wrong I was, because even if what you hope for doesn't come true you lived thinking it would, the waiting was sweet, and if you don't have any hopes the probabilities to achieve it are less and it's sad before and after it happens.
I knew my parents wouldn't get back together, it was a fact, but I didn't want to give up that easily. I told Patamon I'd run away from home. I don't remember the exact words but after a little talk he made me realize my mom needed to be happy and that I should go on with my life letting her go on with her own. When I went back home it was already dark. My mom was worried, I'd been selfish going away like that, only thinking about my happiness and not about hers, I'd made her worry so I said I was sorry. She started blaming herself... she said she shouldn't have told me the news like that and also that she shouldn't have even thought of getting married again. I smiled at her telling her I loved her and that I didn't care about the marriage, I would still love her after it. We hugged and stayed like that for a long while, my mothers arms... they sort of remind me my wife's, so warm and comfortable.
Time passed and the wedding was closer and closer. I didn't know anything about the guy, I didn't want to. I told my mom I wanted it to be a surprise but I think I was sort of scared. I know how silly it sounds but it's the fear to the unknown everybody has that was hunting me in that moment. I didn't want anything to change so I tried to keep it the way it was for a while but it was unavoidable: the wedding was coming and with it a new life in a new family.
When the day finally arrived my fear had showed itself physically and i had high fever. Patamon was near me all the time of course. My mother wanted to cancel the wedding but I wouldn't let her so she got married while I was sick. Yamato took care of me. I don't remember much of that day, I couldn't think clearly because of the fever so everything is blur in my mind.
While my mom was on her honey moon I stayed with Yamato and my dad. We had a nice week, it's fun to be among males sometimes, specially when you're a boy who's spent most of his childhood only with his mom.
I remember talking with Yamato about that, being a man or a kid. He said I was facing the situation like a man, I was flattened by that comment, and it was true, I was mature enough to know what to think of the others before my myself. It's curious how I barely acted like a spoiled child, I was selfish at times, but being the only child in the house it was normal.
When my mom came back we moved. I finally met the man who would be my father. He was quite nice, a real gentleman and also a policeman. We became friends but I didn't call him dad until later, it wasn't easy for me to have 2 dads but I got used. About a month later though there was another addition to the family, I think that's the only reason why I'm happy my mother got married.
~*~To be continued~*~