CHAPTER
8: THE RELATIONSHIP
Math was interesting for both Max
and Liz. They spent the class waiting for science when they could be together,
they were much too far apart in math. Liz felt Max's eyes on her all period and
Max noticed she turned around quite a bit to sneak quick glances at him.
Neither got any work done and
both cheered internally when the bell signaling the end of math rang.
"Want me to walk you to
science?" Max asked, timidly approaching Liz. She smiled, how Max could still
be unsure after she practically attacked him this morning amazed her, but that
was part of his charm.
She pretended to think it over,
"Um, ok!"
He couldn't help smiling at her
eager tone. "Great, let's go."
He
didn't make a move to hold her hand, or put his arm around her and she didn't
make a move, either. She felt a little embarrassed, though. Maybe she had
grossly miscalculated Max's intentions. What if he meant he loved her like a
sister or something. She blushed remembering a dream he had told Isabel about.
That hadn't sounded like something you do with a sister! Maybe she should talk
to Isabel about how close she was exactly with Max. At that gross and hilarious
thought Liz started laughing.
"What?"
Max asked, perplexed.
"Sorry!"
Liz said through giggles, "I was in my own world for a minute."
"Your
world is funny, huh?"
"Yea!
I'm sure everyone thinks I'm insane, I'm always laughing for no reason." How
had they gotten to Liz's weird habits? By now Max should be looking in her eyes
and professing his undying love for her. Liz snuck a glance at Max who was
flipping through his science notebook and jotting down a few quick notes. Maybe
he'd pledge his eternal devotion tomorrow.
Max felt a little bad about the
disappointed look on Liz's face, he was pretty sure he was responsible for it.
He never wanted to make Liz upset, but he was reluctant to touch her. She would
probably be thrilled if he put his arm around her or kissed her. He smirked
remembering the morning's events; she had definitely shown that she was
interested.
His own attraction to her scared
him a little bit. She kissed you! He reminded himself. She had kissed
him first but he was the one that knocked it up to the next level. Max was
amazed that she went along with it. She had to be the one to pull away. Max was
shocked at himself, he didn't think he would have been able to stop, if she had
waited for him to break the kiss they would have been by the lockers for a lot
longer. He didn't want to force her, or hurt her, or have her think he only
wanted her for one thing. Max was afraid if he touched her, even lightly, it
would be too much and he wouldn't be able to stop. So, he didn't touch
her. Even though he really, really
wanted to.
Maria and Isabel were already
settled in their seats when Max and Liz arrived to class. They were laughing
about something and Liz got the sinking feeling that it involved her and Max.
As soon as Liz sat down they stopped talking abruptly, confirming Liz's
suspicions. Isabel met Liz's questioning glance with an angelic smile. "Hey
guys!" Isabel said, brightly. "What's up?"
"Sadly, nothing." Liz said
pointedly at Maria.
"Really?" Maria asked,
curiously. "Nothing exciting at all?"
"No, it's been really
uneventful. No news at all."
"I'm sure that will change
soon," Maria said, helpfully.
"I thought so, but it doesn't
look that way."
"Sorry, babe. I still think
things will liven up, give it a little time."
"I hope you're right."
"I am." Maria smiled at her
friend and turned back to her textbook, looking over the homework she had to
turn in.
Liz jotted down the date and the
homework in her notebook and snuck a quick glance at Max who was absorbed in
his planner. She hoped he couldn't tell that she and Maria were talking about
him. He glanced at her and caught her eyes for a second. Nope, he had no idea. Liz
smiled guys could be so dense. Thank God for best friend speak as she
affectionately called Maria's ability to understand what Liz was thinking, not
what she was saying.
Mrs. Metzger walked in, snapping
Liz out of her daze. "Good morning, class." She sneezed. "I'm not feeling one
hundred percent today so this can just be quiet study. The homework is written
on the board. Work on that, or whatever else you want to."
"Score!" Liz heard Isabel
whisper excitedly. Liz smiled, she should spend this period on homework, and
she knew that. She had a lot to do and she was working late at the bookstore.
She couldn't believe she was still working there! It was almost October and she
had been working there since school had started in late August. It was hard to
find people, every place was hiring now that the summer job kids had all quit.
Normally working wasn't too hard, but lately the homework had been heavy and so
had the hours. It was getting to be a little much. Liz was trying to decide if
she should pull out her science text to do homework or if she should write a
note to Isabel when she felt Max's foot brush softly against hers. At first she
didn't pay attention to it, but then she felt it again, with a little pressure.
She shot him a questioning glance, but his head was buried in a math textbook,
but a telltale blush colored his cheeks. His foot stayed on hers, sending
shivers up her leg. It was just footsie and Liz knew her friends would probably
scoff at the feelings she was experiencing, but somehow it was special.
Max knew he shouldn't touch her
in class that was not a smart idea. Not only were there the obvious problems
that went along with touching Liz but now there were teachers and classmates to
worry about. He shouldn't touch her. But he couldn't help softly brushing his
foot against hers. And when he did the feelings he knew would come washed over
him and he had to do it again. He felt her momentary confusion and how she
stiffened for a moment, sure it wasn't an accident. He distracted himself with
his math homework, too embarrassed to look at her. But then she relaxed and
positioned her foot so he could reach it better, his heart sped up with
happiness and relief. She liked what he was doing! She liked that he was
touching her. All of his fears about pushing her vanished at that moment, he
wouldn't push her, wouldn't have to, she wanted him like he wanted her.
He felt her soft hand on his leg
in an effort to bring them closer. She had no idea what affect that simple
touch had on him, he was sure. She wouldn't want to do that to him in class.
He grimaced slightly, she was so innocent, Liz didn't understand the reaction
that was sure to bring. He just wanted to protect her. He would go as slow as
she wanted, needed. He had a feeling Liz Parker was worth the wait.
After
class Max slung his backpack over his shoulder, but held onto his math book and
held it over his jeans in a way he hoped wouldn't bring unwanted attention to
himself. He saw Maria notice the book and snicker, Isabel looked a little
disgusted but Liz didn't seem to notice anything. Maria looked ready to pull Liz
into a corner and explain everything until Liz's eyes widened with
understanding. Max shot Maria what he hoped was a threatening look. She
giggled, but nodded in agreement. She wouldn't tell Liz…for now.
"So,"
Max asked Liz "What are you doing later?" The final bell rang, sending a slow
moving throng of teens out the double doors to the buses and parking lot. Liz
was getting her books out of her locker, where Max was hanging out with her.
"Working,"
Liz said, sadly. "I go on as soon as I walk in the door and I don't get off
till 8." She slammed her locker shut, "Normally, I don't mind, really, I don't.
But lately with all the extra hours it is a little overwhelming. And I
have plenty of homework to keep me busy after my shift ends. Anyway, that's my
night. What about you? Working?"
"Nope.
I'm off today. I'll probably just catch up on homework and Isabel would
probably love it if I helped her clean the house."
"Your
night sounds about as much fun as mine."
"Or…"
"What?"
"Well,
I don't really have anything that needs to be done. And Isabel doesn't really
mind cleaning and the house isn't too bad."
"So?"
"So
maybe I could hang out at the bookstore." Max offered, tentatively.
"Are
you sure? Normally I can take what I like to call a liberal break schedule," Liz
explained smiling, "But lately it's
been all work and no play. I won't be much fun."
"That's
OK. I can get a drink or something and do homework or read or whatever." Liz
didn't look too pleased so he quickly backed up, "Unless you think your parents
will mind, or you mind…"
"No,
it's not that. It just doesn't sound like much fun for you." Liz didn't know Max
would go through a lot more for a lot less.
"It'll
be ok. Trust me, I'll be fine. If you want some company I'm your guy."
"Ok,"
Liz said, smiling. "That sounds great."
"I'll
even give you a lift to work, I have the car. We'd have to drop Isabel off
first, but it's a ride if you want it."
"Great!" He and Liz walked
outside to the parking lot where Max's car was. Isabel was waiting for them.
"Hey, Isabel," Max said, "Is it
Ok if we give Liz a ride?"
"Of course! Our car is your car.
You can even have shotgun." Isabel said, graciously.
"Thanks," Liz laughed.
"We'll drop you at home, then I'll
bring Liz to work."
"Sounds good. When will you get
home?" Isabel wondered.
"Well, I was actually going to
hang out with Liz at work." Max explained.
Isabel immediately tensed up and
Liz felt the discomfort. "You said you'd do the shopping today." Isabel
reminded Max.
"Oh! I completely forgot!" Max
exclaimed, "I'll do it tomorrow."
"I'm cleaning the house today," Isabel
said, "We need cleaning supplies."
"Can't you just get that at the
store? I'll do the shopping tomorrow." Max said,
"You're working two shifts
tomorrow and I have to go after school to do the extra credit assignment." Isabel
reminded him.
"Max, it's OK," Liz put in, "You
don't need to hang out with me. It was sweet to offer, but it's OK if you have
errands to run."
"Maybe I could come by in an
hour?"
"That sounds good." Liz started
to leave.
"Liz!" Isabel called, "We can
still give you a ride!"
"No, no, it's OK," Liz insisted,
"I'll take the bus." Whatever was going on between Max and Isabel Liz didn't
want to be a part of.
As soon as Liz was out of
earshot Isabel turned to her brother, "Sorry, Max. I just couldn't do it all."
"It's OK. I understand." Max forced a smile. Isabel smiled back
weakly, maybe he understood, but it wasn't Ok.
Max finally finished all the
things on his never-ending to-do list an hour and a half later. If he hurried
home he could make food for mom and Isabel, grab something for himself and be
with Liz by 5:30. God, it was all so exhausting. Max knew why he had to work
harder than anyone he knew, but he hated it. An after school job was a source
of income and doing chores was a necessity. It wasn't fair. "Life isn't fair."
He said out loud, willing the anger and disappointment at his life to ebb. It didn't work.
"I
have to much work to do to be self pitying."
By
6 o'clock Liz was exhausted. Business had been booming and Liz hadn't even sat
down since she started work at 3. She couldn't help dragging her feet as she
made her rounds in the small café and the few tables spread throughout the
bookstore. It wasn't even the work as much as the annoying customers. When Liz
worked in the actual bookstore it was easier, shelving books, answering questions,
ringing up items were hard but it was nothing like feeding the masses. Maria
smiled sympathetically as Liz came around the counter for another fresh pit of
coffee.
"Hard day, Liz?"
"I've haven't taken a break in
three hours! I'm exhausted! And on top of it these customers are driving me
insane!"
"Tell me about it!" Maria
agreed, "I actually had a woman tell me her iced coffee was too hot and it
needed to be put in the fridge for a few minutes. It's iced!"
"You think that's bad? I had a
woman who made me replace her cappuccino because there was insufficient foam. I
offered to add new foam, but no, she needed an entirely new drink."
"Ok, I had a man who told me—"
"Liz," Brenda said, approaching
the two girls, "There's a guy here to see you."
"Oh, yea?" Liz asked, "Who?"
"I don't know," Brenda said, "He
sat down in my section and asked for you. I moved him to one of your tables."
"Ok, thanks." She turned to Maria,
"I better go. Who knows who this guy wants."
"Good luck!" Maria called to Liz's
retreating figure.
Liz scanned the small café
looking for a familiar face. She momentarily ignored all the customers
beckoning to her to take their orders. She had almost given up when she saw Max
in the table in the last row to the far left. How had she not spotted him
immediately? As soon as she saw him all the other customers faded away. She
pulled out her ponytail, letting her hair fall around her shoulders. Liz ran
her fingers through her hair and grimaced when they got caught in the knots in
her hair. She didn't have time to go to the bathroom and fix her hair and touch
up the make up she had sweated off an hour before. Max caught her eye and
smiled happily. Liz walked up to his table and slid into the chair across from
him.
"Hey, Liz." Max greeted her. She
felt her strength return at his words. Somehow just being around him reanimated
her.
"Hey yourself!" She said
cheerfully. "So you showed up. I'm so glad."
Max smiled, "Yea, sorry it took
so long."
"I understand. But you're here
now. What can I get for you?"
"Just a coffee regular."
"Coming right up!" She hurried
off to fill his order, not paying attention to the loud hum of activity or her
sore feet.
A minute later Liz arrived back
at Max's table and set down the tray she was carrying. She hands Max a mug of
coffee and puts a glass of coke for herself on the table. She sat down and
pulled off her apron and grinned, "I am officially on break."
"Great." He takes a sip of his
coffee.
"Ugh," Liz commented, "How can
you drink that? I serve it all day but I just don't get the attraction."
Max looked up at her, surprised,
"Are you sure that's the best thing to ask a paying customer?"
Liz laughed, "Normally I can
contain myself, but sometimes I can't contain myself." She pulls a Twix bar out
of the pocket of her discarded apron and breaks it in half and hands it to Max
"Do you want half?"
"No thanks, I'm good."
"Coffee over chocolate. You have
some seriously screwed up priorities. But you know what they say, two for me,
none for you!" She smiled when Max laughed at her reference to the old Twix
commercial and took a big bite of the candy bar. She looked over the full café.
"I can't believe how busy we've been lately! The used bookstore near here
closed down and we've picked up a lot of their business. Mom and Dad are
thrilled, it's great for the store, but I'm beat, I haven't taken a break in
forever."
Max noticed how tired she
looked; she looked like he felt! She had light rings under her eyes and worry
lines on her forehead. He didn't think she would appreciate it if he commented
on them so he said, "You're making up for that now?"
Liz grinned, "I guess so. We had
a big run on all the reading list books; we have a ton of backorders that I
have to help shift through tonight. I didn't even snag myself copies and now I
have to wait 3 to 5 working days for the shipment to come in."
"I can't believe we have to get
through three giant books this semester! I'm not looking forward to English
class."
Liz shrugged, "I already read
two of them, but I need them for class work and you know how teachers love to
ask about the most insignificant details."
"You read two?" Max asked,
amazed. "I had never even heard of one of them!"
"Max, I work in a bookstore,
what do you expect me to do all day? Ski?
Max gestured to her apron with Eat,
Drink and Be Merry stenciled on the front. "Interesting apron for a
bookstore."
Liz rolled her eyes, "Ok, Ok, as
of now I don't technically work in a bookstore. We live in New Mexico;
the state outfit is short-shorts and a tank top. I can't eat all day, no matter
how tempting it is."
Maria hurried over to Liz, "How
many times do I have to tell you, no fraternizing with the customers!"
Liz groaned, "Sorry."
"Remember we strive to make Eat,
Drink and Be Merry a well oiled machine. If customers see waitresses taking
breaks on the job they lose faith in us—" Maria continues.
"Maria!" Liz cried, "Spare me
the lecture! I was just leaving, Ok?"
"Yea," Max said, "It was my
fault. I distracted your hard-working waitress."
"Come on, Liz," Maria said,
smiling, "there's work to do!"
"Sorry about that!" Liz said to Max
when Maria had left. "Maria is technically my boss and doesn't hesitate to lord
her power over me. She's right, though, I should get back to work."
"Maybe I should go," Max
offered.
"If you want to, but you can
hang out if you want. I can't break, but I can be an overly attentive
waitress."
"Ok, I guess I could stay for a
bit."
Liz smiled, "Great. Do you need
anything?"
Max lifted his backpack up to
show Liz "I think I'll be Ok."
"Great," Liz repeated, "I'll be
back soon!"
To Maria's annoyance Liz waited
diligently on Max, making sure he had everything he needed. He refused
everything except refills, lots of refills. Normally Maria wouldn't mind, but
she had to take over the tables Liz neglected. She bussed a table, noting there
was only a 50 cent tip and saw Liz laughing over something and making elaborate
hand gestures to describe whatever she was talking about. Maria sighed and
reminded herself she loved Liz. She loved Liz and she was happy she had finally
found a boyfriend. Liz had dated a few guys, but no one she really cared
about. Maria had been dating Michael since sophomore year. Yes, she loved Liz.
Maria repeated that until she
felt good about prying the chewed up gum someone had spit out off on one of Liz's
tables. Then she looked up and saw that every single table in the café was
full. Liz didn't seem like she would be too helpful. Maria whimpered softly.
She loved Liz, but the girl could certainly piss her off.
"All right!" Liz said, taking a
handful of money, "I made almost $30 in tips." The girls all put their tips in
a box and split them up evenly after work depending on how many hours they put
in.
"No," Maria corrected her, "You
made $20. I figured you worked for three hours, but once Max came in you were
pretty much worthless, so I figure $10 of that is mine."
Liz smiled and handed over the
money. She had to admit Maria was right. Once Max arrived Liz had found it
difficult to see anything but him. Normally she would have picked a fight over
the hard-earned money but she was too happy to be petty. Maria counted the
money and put it in a safe under the counter in the back. That safe was Maria's
college money. Not all of her paycheck went into it, but whatever she could
manage. She put all her tips in it and her parents put in whatever they could,
it would be a big help next year.
Liz noted that Maria still
looked a little put out and she felt a wave of guilt. It really was wrong of
her to leave Maria to do all the work. Liz leaned over and wrapped her arms
around her friend. She didn't need to say anything; Maria knew what she was
thinking. Maria rested her head on Liz's arm and Liz understood the weight of
that gesture. She was forgiven, but not only forgiven-for Maria wasn't really
angry- but she had Maria's blessing and approval to do whatever she needed to
do with Max. While it wasn't really necessary, it certainly was nice.
Liz gave Maria a quick kiss and
whispered, "I love you."
Maria pulled away and laughed, "I've been reminding myself I loved you all day."
