Disclaimer - Despite my begging letters to Mr. Lucas, he simply won't give me even a few minutes alone with Luke Skywalker and company. I know, terrible isn't it? So I can't claim any ownership over them, this is purely for fun.

An AU story, at the time of ANH - what would have happened if Biggs hadn't jumped ship and had mouthed off at the wrong moment about Luke's piloting skills?


A little sooner this time :) Please R&R. Also, please excuse any mistakes; this has yet to be beta-read, but I guessed you would want it up sooner rather than later. I'll update it when it's been checked. Cheers.

Mina


Shooting Stars



Chapter Nine


"Keep the compress down."

Biggs nodded numbly as he shifted his knee against the metal bunk, leaning further over the inert form as he pressed both hands down with his full weight over the gauze. Blood was starting to come through the between the tight webbing, making his fingers stick to the fabric. He found himself biting his lip, hands shifting to get better coverage over the wound in Luke's side as the Dark Lord shoved past him hard.

Vader attacked the top compartment above the bunk, spilling field first-aid kits as he unlocked it, searching. The black cloak smothered Biggs as Vader leant over his head to get at the synthflesh and adrenaline, and the salty sting of saline on his skin told him at least one of the de-hyd packs had burst when the compartment emptied itself.

Who would have thought it, Biggs Darklighter working at Darth Vaders side to save his son?

His hands slipped off the gauze and he leaned harder onto the wound, pushing against the heavy beat of Luke's heart trying to empty the small body. Wet, black cloth covered his vision and he was choking in the Siths presence, his mind not entirely sure what was happening anymore. Because this couldn't be happening.

I've got to be dreaming. That could never be real! That was Luke's voice, giddy with the nine-year-old's adrenaline rush; threading the Needle for that first time, denying what couldn't have been more obvious if they'd put it in lights over Tosche Station.

Maybe his was another sort of denial; maybe it was desperation taken the form of voices in his head. Or maybe he really was just living out a surreal dream sequence. A Nightmare sequence.

One of those special kinds of dreams where you never wake up. It's called reality, I think. It wears a black cloak and mask and calls itself 'father'.

The cloth receded as Vader came back with the patches, the shots; the meagre emergency kit the Empire kept for her disposable troops.

"Lift your hands."

Biggs did so, quietly noting the troubled tone of the voice to which he was strangely becoming accustomed. Vader removed the bloody gauze from the wound in Luke's side and more blood, even more despite the thick train on sand and shuttle deck, started to spill before he could get the new compress down. Biggs's hands pressed down harder as Vader retreated, trying to avoid the deep blue of what had to be broken ribs, knowing if he pressed those in the wrong place... well it was a lot harder to stop internal bleeding than external.

With the practiced ease of someone accustomed to administering interrogation drugs, which Biggs himself could testify to, Vader injected a shot into the thick vein in Luke's arm.

Blue eyes flickered, unseeing, and that was all.

"Lord Vader?" The tentative, nervous tones of the stormtrooper somehow didn't fit their image. "Should we - "

Vader interrupted him before time could be wasted on pointless speech. Time was everything here. "Get us back to the Devastator. Have a second crew pick up Kenobi's body and - No." Biggs didn't think he'd ever heard the Dark Lord contradict himself, or rescind an order. "Stop and pick him up here. Quickly. Keep a guard on him at all times."

The small form had begun to thrash a little, lips moving but saying nothing. A black gloved hand reached past Biggs' sand-grazed cheek and rested on Luke's forehead. Stars... he was almost gentle.

Again, Biggs fought not to let his hands slip down onto the broken ribs. Again, he tried to think of something more they could do for Luke. He knew little of first aid, only able to draw upon what a harsh life on Tatooine and the Academy had tutored him in. And pilots didn't need to know too much; if you were shot down, you died; anything else was rare. Why learn what happens when you fall two hundred metres down a Tatooine cliff? Why learn how to stop bleeding whilst trying to be gentle on cracked ribs?

The black-clad fingers strayed across Luke's temples and he quieted a little, fingers grasping the edge of the bunk.

"And have another group strip Kenobi's house." Vader continued over the whine of repulsors kicking the shuttle off Tatooine's scorched ground. They were good - they had taken the Dark Lord at his word.

Get a move on! Blood had again begun to form around the gauze and Biggs founding himself fighting trembling arm muscles and frustration about equally. They couldn't put sythflesh on this - the blood would force it away before it bonded to the skin, already slick and sticky.

He gave Vader a look that conveyed his concern that the boy would simply bleed out on them, here on the small med bunk. The look Vader returned to him showed complete understanding and empathy with Bigg's own turbulent feelings, despite the mask.

Never, not even in the darkest corners of the nightmares his teenage mind had conjured, had he ever envisaged having an empathy with Darth Vader.

He looked over at the large dark form next to him as Vader hastily patched the smaller grazes to prevent compounding the problem. As he placed a cold snap-pack against the angry black streak on Luke's shoulder, Biggs suddenly felt completely disconcerted, as if the deck had started to tilt under him. He was staring at the Vader, but it was like he couldn't focus on the Dark Lord. The man was clear to see, knelt next to him with a proximity that was choking, but his understanding of him was completely askew.

You just called him a man, too.

The realisation was like the storms that sometimes raged on this planet; unpredicted, relentless, and almost mocking. The Sith was defying classification right now, man or Dark Lord or simply... what...? A father? He didn't know how he was supposed to think or feel about that, but when he looked down at the forlorn form of his friend all he felt was pity, for them both.

What did that mean? His ability to think those things through to any kind of conclusion was like too little moisture over too much planet and the means for collecting it into something resembling a coherent explanation eluded him.

He pressed harder.

"Can't you..." He didn't know how to describe it and, more than that, his throat was as dry as parchment from a Raiders tomb. "Use your... " Sith-magic?

Vader understood anyway. "I cannot bring together skin that no longer exists." He said, and there was something in his tone. Bitterness? Was that bitterness? Would the Dark Lord ever stop defying his two dimensional, unemotional, mindless killer's image?

The ship jolted a little as she made a quick stop-and-bounce off the cliff top, troopers in his periphery hauling the inert body of that crazy old wizard up the ramp even as the ground receded swiftly below them. Soon even the red streaks of blood were no longer visible. They really had taken Vader at his word. Wind whistled around the cabin, hot and frozen and as confused as Bigg's thoughts, before the ramp shut.

Hands pressed down on the gauze, he wondered if gaining understanding was worth what he'd lost.

Oh yes, he understood now; understood that Luke was Vader's hidden, unbeknownst son. The truth that had been playing hide-and-seek with him for the past month had been thrust bloodied-face-first into his comprehension.

But that didn't mean he understood Vader any better, and it meant he understood Luke a little less. And himself... well he wasn't even sure it was him kneeling here by the bunk, hands a disgusting crimson with his friends blood.

They had to do something to stop this.

Even as he acknowledged the thought, he saw Vader take his hands from the gauze, again removing it, and press black gloves against the flow.

What good is that going to do? You can't stop a herd of dewbacks with a single stun panel.

He barely realised his cheeks were hot with annoyance and concern. Had the Dark Lord been anyone else, he probably would have snapped at him. As it was, he managed a confused glare. Then, slowly, the wound began to cease spilling blood over Vader's large hands. Biggs stared, uncomprehending, until Vader removed his hands and revealed the sythflesh underneath, a little crimson around the edges but firm over the wound. He'd patched the cut forcefully with the uniform skin patch, holding tattered skin together like breached hull plates sealed with hope and duct tape.

Sith-magic? And you just called him a man?

Biggs rocked back on his heels as the light of Tatooine was replaced by the starlight both he and the unconscious boy on the bunk had dreamed so long of touching.


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Vader turned momentarily from the two Tatooine youths to look out the cockpit viewport, Devastator growing rapidly as the pilots spared no speed to obey their commander. Good.

Darklighter was sat back on the grated deck, looking stunned. He was staring at the blood on his hands and Vader recognised the signs of a first combat experience. This must have shaken him, even more so given he had just helped stabilise his best friend.

'Stabilise' is a little over optimistic, don't you think?

For not the first nor the last time, Vader cursed his stupidity for not bringing a medic with the crew. He had never thought this would be anything more than a quick retrieval mission, and look at the disorganised, bloody mess it had turned into.

Luke stirred again, clearly in pain though not conscious enough to tell anyone. The wound in his side was no longer bleeding, which left only broken bones and that hit to the temple to deal with. He again brushed his son's mind with the Force, pushing away the pain with the ease of twenty years of practice. The simple stim patches that came with the paltry med kit were not enough, and he knew it. Combat experience and the Force combined to scream loudly in his ears that he had to get to real medical help, and soon.

He continued to brush the pain away from the tow-headed boy on the bunk. And... somehow it didn't displease him that he had to touch Luke's mind this much. It was so vibrant, so potent... Again he tried to push away the emotional link; again he was bulldozered by his feelings.

The shuttle rocked as it broke through the magnetic shield of the Devastator's main docking bay and Vader moved to stand and take the boy in his arms and rush him, run with him even, to the infirmary.

No; stop. Think.

Lord Darth Vader, running from a shuttle with a bloody Tatooine youth in his arms, troopers dragging an aged, cloaked man behind him, would attract more than a little attention. And hadn't he been trying to keep this discreet? He had to stop; to think. What possible reason did he have for bringing this farmboy back from the surface in such a mad rush?

You can pretend they know where the droids are. You need to interrogate them. You need them alive.

"Commander," He turned swiftly to the trooper as the repulsors whined and died. "Take Kenobi down to the detention centre, keep him unconscious. Drug him." He moved to lift Luke into his arms again, then realised that no matter who he pretended his son was, he should never be seen carrying him.

And yet...

He was saved the indecision when an emergency med unit burst up the boarding ramp in a bustle of med packs and paramedics uniforms. Wisely, Darklighter moved, or rather stumbled, out of their way as they pushed quickly to Luke's side. Some medical jargon passed quickly between them before lifting him to a stretcher under a net of monitors and saline drip feeds.

Vader had to force his legs to walk down the ramp ahead of them; somehow he managed not to look backwards as they hustled behind him.

But he never relinquished his connection to Luke in the Force; still fascinated, still absorbed by the presence, still flicking back to the nine year old kid feeling the enticing, vibrant presence of another Force presence in the venerable Qui-Gon.

His palm touched the panel for the turbolift doorway and left a red handprint on the release. He didn't notice. Inside, the medic crew hastily assembled behind him, ever aware of Darth Vader's infinitely higher status despite the situation. The lift rose, stopped, and deposited them on the level of the main medical wing. Only one stop - sensible to rush injured troopers from dock to bacta. He stepped aside as they reached to main doors and the medic crew rushed past without a second look, calling out more technical jargon at the medic stationed within. Belatedly, Vader realised he had neglected Darklighter. If the boy had managed to keep his wits together and realised he was unguarded

Either he hadn't or he was as devoted to his friend as he claimed, because he rushed past Vader and after the medics, a shaking red hand raking fingers through his hair. Vader's hand snapped out and hauled him backwards from the door.

"Let them do their job." He warned.

Biggs looked between him and the medical bay and blinked, forcibly relaxing tight muscles. Vader had a little more trouble obeying his own order.


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"My Lord?"

Vader turned from his inspection of the starscape to his aide as he walked through the entranceway, steps as neat as his uniforms creases.

"What is it, Jir?" He asked into the relative darkness of his quarters main chamber.

Daine Jir stepped a little into the light before speaking again. "We have reports from the surface that the droids jettisoned by the Princess have been found."

Princess Organa. Once again, he had forgotten his current 'mission' when swamped by more... personal problems. Once again, he was reminding himself to get a grip on the situation.

"Good, have them collected and brought here."

"Should I have their memories wiped?" The Aide inclined his head formally and Vader knew this was an opinion, not a question.

"No, have them brought to me. We will ascertain that theirs is the only copy of the plans."

Jir opened his mouth to speak, but presumably he saw Vader's barely contained knife-edge frustration and took it for impatience. He closed it again and bowed. "Yes, My Lord. The Emperor requests that you contact him immediately."

That threw Vader. What did Palpatine want; why contact him now? Unless... No. There was no way he could know. Vader had been thoroughly meticulous in clearing up all possible clues to Luke's identity in the past few hours whilst he swam in the bacta tank. He had even gone as far as to remove all stormtroopers witness to... well, any of that debacle and randomly reassigned them after a few mental suggestions. It was fortunate troopers had weak minds considering the number that had amounted to.

So what was left...?

Daine Jir for one. He realised the man was waiting for a reply, head inclined even further to one side, studying him.

"Very good. Have the rebel prisoners revealed anything?"

There was a slight twitch of the lips at the change of subject, but nothing more. "No, My Lord. Nothing we didn't already have on file."

As to be expected. "Understood. Dismissed." Vader turned back to the viewport and Tatooine turning at Devastators feet, knowing Jir had left by the smooth hiss of hydraulics in the doorframe. Tatooine. Home. Luke's home and... well, his home. It didn't matter how you tried to run away from it, how far you climbed or how fast, your home always pulled you back with a tug on the heartstrings. Tatooine - that place he'd lived his childhood in slavery and where Obi-Wan had chosen to hide his son, and then kill him.

Now Obi-Wan Kenobi lay sedated below decks. For a Jedi that wouldn't mean too much, but with Vader as mental guardian there was really very little danger. Twenty years of hunting Jedi had told him something of their weaknesses, and this particular Jedi he knew all too well. The man was old, sick, and nowhere near up to facing his wrath. As they had seen out in the Dune Sea.

As much as was possible, Vader let a shallow breath sigh through the breather, feeling images of that cliff top rush through his brain again.

A quick retrieval mission indeed.


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Obi-Wan looked up as he felt a familiar presence approaching. He gathered dusty robes around himself and attempted to look dignified and confident as the door to his cell moved aside. Red light of an Imperial detention level flooded into the small space. Obi-Wan had yet to start missing arid, open Tatooine; twenty years on that dustball had not improved his opinion of it, but perhaps a few more days of living in this dark cell would make him miss the wretched planet.

As expected, Vader stepped slowly into the room and didn't speak as the door shut. He didn't bother to bring the lights up.

Any normal prisoner under the personal scrutiny of Lord Darth Vader would have begun squirming by now. Obi-Wan just sat on the hard pallet and stared sadly at the thing that had replaced one of his best friends. Two decades on that dustball: two decades since his last meeting with Vader. He didn't appear to have changed much, nor to have lost his fighting skill; the sting of an amputated right hand was testament to that.

"Obi-Wan." Vader was struggling not to spit the name. "I knew you were foolish, but this is beyond even your usual incompetence."

Kenobi didn't feel much like disagreeing with him. He avoided the obvious question. "We do what we have to, Vader." He tried to keep regret from his voice and succeeded, mostly. Vader stepped forward until the red light played like fire over his helmet, matching the anger clear in his stance. Obi-Wan remained seated.

"Even when it means murdering children?"

Obi-Wan smirked at that. Was Vader going to try to lecture him on methods? "I'm sure you have plenty of experience with that." Even on Tatooine he had heard the stories, and of course before his hiding he had been witness to far too many of Vader's achievements.

"Even after two decades, you still don't understand." Vader shook his head disgustedly. "You are as blind to the truth as ever."

Ah, here it was. Completely predictable. The old argument the old difference of opinion on the most fundamental aspects of the Force. Obi-Wan knew Vader was mired in the dark side; beyond redemption. Vader knew exactly what he was doing, he probably even knew those things were wrong, but the thing was that he didn't care, because Darth Vader was incapable of caring. Obi-Wan had solidified that idea into an absolute truth on their last encounter, and knew nothing could change that.

Anakin was gone. Anakin was dead. Darth Vader had killed him. But to Vader, the Dark Side doesn't destroy, it restructured. The Jedi knew better, and Anakin had known better than to try to defeat the Dark Side from within. Maybe he was even still clinging to that hope. Or rather, Vader was. Anakin was dead. How many times had Obi-Wan repeated that to himself in the last twenty years until he could accept it?

"And you are as grounded in your own naïve perspective as ever, Darth." His voice was calmer than Vader's had been. "I couldn't let you have the boy."

He had failed Anakin terribly. And the cost of that - the cost was stood in front of him now and dared to think itself a father. That was a twisted perspective even Obi-Wan would never be able to see; not after witnessing it all in graphic, bloody detail.

"The boy? So emotionless, Obi-Wan. Why not kill him as soon as he was born if he means so little?" Vader rumbled, stepping closer.

"I think you know the answer to that, Vader." Go on, Darth. Admit that I cared for Anakin enough to risking letting his son live. Doesn't that go against everything you've told yourself in these long, lonely twenty years? There was nothing but silence and Obi-Wan carried on, "You don't need my instruction anymore."

"At least you have realised something, old man." His hands clenched in anger and Kenobi knew the memories that were playing through what remained of that twisted mind.

"I have. I realised Anakin would never have wanted Luke to fall into your hands." Obi-Wan gazed into the mask but it was unreadable.

The expression in Vader's voice was clear, though. "He is my son."

The emotion shocked Obi-Wan, the deep throaty rasp disturbing something in the old Jedi Master. "He is Anakin's son." Vader growled in frustration at that. "You have no claim to him, Vader. You killed any link to him."

Obi-Wan watched the dark mask as Vader turned fractionally away from him. Anakin no longer existed: he knew that, had learnt it years ago. But... if that were true, why did Vader appear to care so much about what happened to Luke? How could he claim a connection to him when he absolved himself from the boys father? It meant... well, it meant he acknowledged who he had been. But that was impossible. Everything Obi-Wan had told himself for the past twenty years went against it; the dark, black figure that stood in front of him now, more machine than it was man, couldnt bear any connection to Anakin. Probably it was just lust for ownership over Anakin's son.

Then why did he suddenly feel so uncertain of his convictions?

"You presume too much, Obi-Wan."

A jolt of adrenaline rushed through him at that and suddenly a dark world turned murky grey around Obi-Wan. Had he just said... no. He had simply meant... what? What else could he mean other than that he still claimed a part of Anakin as himself? Obi-Wan's breath caught in his throat and he was glad Vader continued and saved him from having to answer.

"Anakin is dead, but he is mine."

"Are you wallowing in contradictions as well as lies now?" Obi-Wan asked. That had sounded far too much like back tracking. Was this a chance to save his student? Was Anakin still screaming for release under that suffocating armour? Did he even want help? The idea that there could still be a chance for Anakin was a withered hope given new breath. But was it the phoenix or just ashes stirring in the wind of Obi-Wans desperation?

Adrenaline was shooting through him and for a minute Kenobi thought Vader's intense gazed hummed, but it was only the blood rushing in his ears.

"It is not a contradiction. He is mine now."

You old fool, it's only ownership he's after. To control the last link to the man he destroyed.

The thought mocked him for a moment before running back to the dark confines of the cell. He suddenly felt a very deep pity for Luke, and a deeper regret at not hitting the activation panel sooner and preventing this. Compassion had always been his weakness, as it had been when he had prevented Vader from dying along with Anakin so many years ago now. And yet again there was a price, but this time it would be Luke who paid. Luke Skywalker, so completely innocent of his Destiny, so strong and ready to be moulded.

"Will he live?"

The words were out before he could stop them, and Vader turned to him, stance heavy with indignation. "Yes." It was not a statement of fact, but of intent, and Obi-Wan heard it, those thoughts of the possibility that he was wrong about Vader skittering back into the light before he shoved them away. He couldn't allow himself to wallow in foolish hopes that could never be true.

But& if Vader totally shunned Anakin, it meant giving the boy up, which he plainly did not want. And if he wanted Luke... he had to take Anakin as well. That had to hurt. Either way he lost something, and he had never known Vader not get what he wanted.

"You cannot win, Darth."

Vader misinterpreted his words. "So all the Jedi I have destroyed told me. And now there is no one to stop me. The Rebellion is all but crushed, Kenobi." He couldn't help but gloat, Ben saw. So unlike Anakin. Those earlier thoughts had to have been wrong. "We have recaptured the Death Star plans, and I'm sure the Princess will be most co-operative in giving me the location of the Rebel base."

Ben found his eyes closing in horror, and was thankful when Vader clearly took it as despair at having the rebellion destroyed, and not at the realisation that he had both children now. But... he obviously didn't know. Even though she was likely to suffer interrogation, Leia was probably in a far better position than her twin.

Interrogation...

His eyes opened, red in the cell light. "And now you would like to exact some revenge on me?"

He clearly saw it in Vader's stance but the Dark Lord slowly shook his head. "Yes, but not that way." He had leaned in close to his old Master and Kenobi had no doubts about the Sith's anger; this close to him it was as potent as Bantha stench in the Tatooine noon.

"You're going to train Luke? And then parade him in front of me?" Even his normally calm voice sounded sickened, though not nearly as much as his thoughts.

"Yes."

"And what will the Emperor say to this, do you think? There can only ever be two..." The sarcasm was uncharacteristic of Obi-Wan Kenobi, but then if Darth Vader was going to start defying his character by claiming a part of Anakin, why shouldn't he? He had the small satisfaction of a pause in the breathing masks hiss. Obi-Wan managed a small smile. "Do you really think he'll chose a sick old man in an iron mask over a young, extremely strong and pliable child? What do you suppose he'll do to Luke to turn him?"

He left the question hanging in the air as Vader's head snapped up. Don't want your toy taken off you? Or don't want your son hurt? Obi-Wan was no longer sure at all.

Vader turned on his heel and headed for the cell door, having no answer and clearly disturbed by the question. "If that is his destiny."

The door shut to silence and complete darkness again as Obi-Wan let Vader consider those words.


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In the medical wing aboard the Devastator, Darth Vader slowly, cautiously approached the main bay. Devastator hummed through hyperspace at full speed, throwing herself towards a reunion with the now-operational Death Star. The ship almost appeared eager to get back to that metal monstrosity, but her Commander was not. Vader disliked the very idea of a Death Star intently, and disliked Palpatine's weakness for brawn over brains even more. As a Senator, as Chancellor, he had appeared devious and clever. As an Emperor he was increasingly appearing as an ailing old man with too much power.

Vader didn't know if Palpatine knew of these growing feelings of disrespect, and he hoped his Master hadn't felt them blossom in the past month. He was really not looking forward to conversing with that 'old man'. It was perverse that someone so frail and vulnerable-looking could be so deadly at times. Would Luke feel the sting of his anger if he revealed the boys presence?

Vader looked into the main bay, to the darkness that indicated it was the middle of the night by Coruscant time. A little illumination came from the banks of monitors in the bay, and the pale blue light above his son's bed.

His son. It was rolling of the tongue so easily now. He barely even marvelled to think it. He didn't want to consider not having a need for it in the future.

No, Darth Vader, Dark Lord of the Sith and some-time brutal killing machine, did not fancy calling Palpatine. Perhaps that was why he insisted that the Devastator stay at her current speed and not drop out of hyperspace to make a quick call to Coruscant.

In the cool air of the med bay, Luke shivered under a net of breathing apparatus and monitor wires. It was a cruel imitation of his father's own, rather more permanent, condition and it was not lost on Darth Vader.

A coverlet concealed tanned skin, although it would probably be pale from the blood loss and the swim in bacta. It had barely been a day, after all. Luke would need a lot more time to recover yet, but soon... soon he would be conscious. Another day; perhaps less. The eagerness in his heart both concerned and thrilled him and as Luke shivered again in the cold, Vader suddenly had a very un-Dark-Lord-like urge to comfort him, remembering all those years ago when he had left Tatooine and realised just how cold space is.

But... he couldn't. He couldn't go forward and hug the child (young man really... but still his child.) Couldn't try and comfort him. Because that would be another step down a road he wasn't sure he was ready to take. When there was no danger he could fight, no intent to lay action against, Vader was left with a truth as cold as the med bay to a Tatooine native: the boy was Anakin's son. And yet here he was; Darth Vader, who had tried so hard to eradicate that man, seizing this child as his own with little hesitation or thought for the consequences to himself. Consequences to Luke, yes; consequences to Vader, no. And to Anakin...

He didn't like to consider that particular line of thought too closely. And yet, now he had to; there was little choice but to decide whether Anakin still had a role in this or not, and the implications of that. What would happen if he took this further and confessed to boy that he was his father? Hadn't he longed to do that on Tatooine, hadn't 'something' screamed at him to tell Luke? But that would be an admission of... what? Guilt? Hope? His previous existence as Anakin Skywalker?

Could he do that?

He didn't know. He didn't like to ask.

Luke mumbled something in his sleep, tossing like he was fighting a nightmare, and Vader nearly, nearly stepped forwards through the med bay door.

But he didn't. He turned on his heel and walked hastily from the room, running from an ugly past trying to sneak into the present.

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Mina.