Disclaimer: Nothing is mine…. Everything belongs to the wonderful JKR…
Sirius was walking slowly to his dorm. Remus was there and this time Sirius knew he will do what he needed to. It was already a month that Snape and Remus broke up. A whole month that what Sirius preyed for so long was real, and he didn't do a thing.
He entered the Room, Remus was sitting on his bed, doing Transfigurations homework. He looked up at Sirius and gave him a warm, friendly smile.
"Evening, Padfoot."
Sirius nodded and sat on his own bed, took a book and pretended to read it, while really watching Remus. This must stop.
He stood up and looked at Remus.
"Moony?"
"Um…" Remus was evidently listening, but he didn't look up from the homework…
"Remus, this must stop." Sirius's voice was determined.
Remus stood up as well and looked at his friend. "What do you mean?"
Sirius took another step closer. "You know what I mean, Moony."
Remus took a step back and stared at Sirius. "You want…"
"I want you." Finished Sirius instead. "In every possible way I could have you." He took a few steps towards Remus and put a hand on the other boy's waist.
Remus kept staring at him, but didn't move. "Padfoot…"
"No, Moony, not today." Sirius's voice was quiet. "Today I want you to forget everything but us, today I want to hold you." He pulled Remus closer to himself, only a few inches separating them. "I want to make love to you, Remus." Sirius whispered and kissed his friend.
The kiss was passionate, and hot, and full of lust, and so good that Sirius tightened his grip at Remus's waist. He felt Remus's hand move to him back and stroking it gently. He pulled back.
They just looked at each other, holding each other closely. They stood like that for a while, until Sirius suddenly lowered his hands to Remus's hips and kissed his friend once again.
Sirius felt his own thong inside Remus's mouth, Remus's teeth biting his lower lip, his hands working slowly to free Remus from his robs.
Remus's hands traveled from Sirius's back to his butt and rested on it, making Sirius drift closer to him. Sirius pulled of from the kiss and started kissing Remus's jaw and throat. Remus moaned.
Sirius quick hands finally opened Remus's robs and the black material has fallen to the floor revealing Remus's naked figure.
"You're so beautiful." Sirius whispered, making Remus blush. "I wanted to do this for so long."
After a few seconds Sirius's cloths were thrown aside as well and the two boys were tangled one in the other, moaning, screaming and groaning in lust.
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After an hour Remus has Sirius's arms around him and was breathing heavily, he never imagined an orgasm could be so powerful. He turned around to look at his friend, his lover. Sirius was smiling.
"It was perfect." Sirius's voice was quiet. "I just wish I could be your first, like you are mine."
Remus was startled, he didn't knew what surprised him more; the delight of realizing that he was Sirius's first, or the horror of Sirius thinking he wasn't Remus's first.
"Sirius," he started quietly. "It was my first…"
"It was?" Sirius voice was everything Remus could ask. "I thought you and Snape…"
"It never got to this." Remus cut him.
"Oh, Moony, this is wonderful…" Sirius voice was full of emotion. And before Remus could say something, Sirius kissed his him again, pressing his hand to Remus's flesh.
But it was no longer that they were foreign to one another, they were together, and they had the whole time in the world to explore each other, and nothing will prevent them from doing it.