*~*Chapter 1*~*

October 1
Dear Diary,

I'm still not talking to Amber and Kaia even thought they've said
sorry. They just don't get how much it hurts to have your two best
friends laugh along with the others while you're totally humiliated. Now
my only resort is to hang out with Peter Pettigrew. He's actually not bad
company(a/n: big WOW there!). He's just kind of wimpy. I've asked him
to cut school and go to Hogsmeade with me like 5 times but he just
keeps on telling me all these stupid excuses. That irks me. He's very
interested in the Dark Arts(a/n: I wonder why). I still haven't gotten my
revenge on James yet. I need to find a plan quick because my anger is
slowly fading away whenever he says "Sorry" or gives me that cute smile.
At some times, I wish I could talk to Amber and Kaia about these feelings
of mine about James. Should I forgive them? Aaaah...I need help diary. I
found out earlier that Petunia is dating this guy named Vernon. Who
would name their kid Vernon? It sounds like a name you would give to
an insect. I can't stand Petunia. She's always being bitchy to me just
because I'm a witch. We are so different that I think we're adopted.
Halloween is in a couple of weeks. There's going to be a dance and a
couple of guys have come up to me already. I just tell them I'll have to
think about it. Why do I want James to ask me? But I won't stand a
chance since he has a ton of admirers just knocking on his door. I
should really do Professor Binn's homework.......

Confused,
Lily
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October 9
Dear Diary,

I'm so elated right now. I just had the most amazing convo I ever
had. Btw I'm writing this in Potions. I'll just stick this entry in the diary
later.

James: LILY! Wait up!
Lily: What do you want? I need to get to class you know.
James: It'll only take a minute.
Lily: Ok then.
James: Are you going with anyone to the dance?
Lily: Um..no.
James: Will you go with me then?
Lily: Uh Uh
James: If you don't want to, you don't have to. Are you still mad at me for
the dancing thing?
(No!)Lily: What do you think?
James: I'm sorry.
(Ohmigod, he looks so cute like that. Err...stop it Lily!)Lily: It's forgotten.
James: So you'll go to the dance with me?
Lily: Yes!

Then he just gave me the biggest hug. Uh-oh. Professor Jones is looking
my way.

Love,
Lily
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October 11
Dear Diary,

Amber, Kaia, and I made up. Yup, we're back to being the best
buds we were. Both of them actually started crying. They were saying
how much they missed me and our group felt so different without me. It
made me feel pretty special. We caught up on so much stuff. Amber was
going to go to the dance with Sirius and they're actually dating now. She
started to go on and on about all the sweet things he did. Kaia wasn't
going with anyone. It was going to be a full moon that night. I told her to
go with Peter and she just shot me this look. They wanted to hear
everything that was happening with me and James. It was so much fun
talking to them. I don't think I even realized how much I missed them.
We all planned to go to Hogsmeade this Saturday. Amber thinks I should
get a dark green dress robe since it would match the color of my eyes.
She was going to get a light blue dress robe. Kaia wanted to wear a white
dress that she bought from a store in the Muggle world but it was
mandatory that they had to wear dress robes. I personally think that we
would look much better in Muggle dresses. James did the sweetest thing.
He gave me a red rose. It's so pretty. I'm looking at it right now with the
biggest smile. Thank God the others are asleep. They'll wonder why I'm
smiling like an idiot. I better go to sleep myself.

Love,
Lily
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October 20
Dear Diary,

I got my dress robe on Saturday. It's this pretty green color. Amber
is going to be doing the makeovers for us. She get this cool nail set that
would make our nails change different styles every hour. Kaia followed
my suggestion and asked Peter herself. His face became as red as an
apple. I was trying hard not to laugh. It took him 5 minutes just to give
her a response.
Peter: I....I.....I...
Kaia: You?
Peter: I....wou....would....liii....like....to...to...g..go...wit...with....you
Kaia: That's great. (She was trying not to laugh herself)
Mom sent me so much candy such as Twix, Skittles, Snickers, M&M's,
Starburst, etc. James was very interested in the candies. His favorite was
the Twix although he told me it was a weird name for a chocolate bar.
Mom said in a letter that Petunia said hi. Hi my ass. She's probably
thinking of ways to get rid of me. Dad was so proud when I told him I got
100 on my Charms test. :-) Nite.

Love,
Lily
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October 30
Dear Diary,

I just came back from the dance a half an hour ago. Trust me I'm
beyond tired right now but I just had to write about the details before I
forget. Amber did my hair in a french twist and she did my nails which
were really cool. They changed into different styles by the hour. I think
I'm going to keep it for a day or two before I take them off. Kaia's hair was
all curled up. She looked so cute like that. Too bad Remus didn't see her.
We took tons of pictures though. Kaia and I helped Amber with her hair.
We put her hair half up half down and curled the bottom. Sirius looked
stunned when he saw her. Any guy would. James was speechless when
he saw me. It took him a couple of seconds before he said something. As
for what Peter did when he saw Kaia, he passed out. All of us started to
crack up and we had to use an awakening spell. He didn't talk much for
the rest of the night and when he did talk they were just monosyllable
words. James and I danced the whole night. It felt so right and safe in his
arms. He cast this spell on Severus which got him jumping around all
over the place knocking a couple of tables of food. Professor Dumbledore
wasn't too please about it, and Severus ended up with 2 months of
detention. I felt kind of bad for him. Amber and Sirius didn't do much
dancing since they were making out in the corner for more than half of
the night. She needed to come back up for air was what she told me.
After the dance, the six of us went up to the Gryfinndor commonroom
and just had our own little party. Kaia was disgusted at us because we
were all making out. She was not going to kiss Peter even if she had to.
She left the room because she said she was tired. I doubt that I'm going
to forget this night. It was one of the most memorable ones I ever had. It
feels so good to be in love.

Love,
Lily

A/N: That's the end for Chapter 1. There will be more stuff going on in
Chapter 2. Please review! Thanks! :-)