Diary of Lily Evans- 5th year
*~*Chapter 2*~*
A/N: I just want to thank everyone that has given me reviews and also for all your suggestions. I'm definitely open to suggestions. Btw, there are going to be a lot of flashbacks going on in this chapter. Hehe.
November 5
Dear Diary,
Life hasn't been going too well for me. First of all, I failed my Transfiguration test with a 40. The lowest in the class! To make it even better, Professor McGonagall started to go on about how if a student failed Transfiguration would have to be held back a year. That is not fair!!! I studied so hard for it. James and I had an argument two days ago just because I told him I was going to try out for the Quidditch team. I don't understand why he has a problem with me joining it. I don't see anything wrong with it at all. I wish I could talk to Amber and Kaia about this but they're so in love right now.
I got a letter from mom and dad yesterday. Here it is:
Dear Lily,
How are you doing at school? Must be very exciting. We hope you'll send us more letters telling us about what's going on in your life. How's James? Are your grades still as wonderful as last time? We love you sweetie. Petunia hopes you have lots of fun at school. Petunia and Vernon are still together. That's the news around here. We have a surprise for you when you come back on Thanksgiving.
Love,
Mom and Dad 33
I can't wait till Thanksgiving. Mom always makes a big meal for us.
Love,
Lily
November 9
Dear Diary,
I stuck the notes I was passing around to Amber and Kaia in classes today. It pretty much tells about what's happening lately…….. (a/n: amber and kaia sit next to each other in their classes. K stands for Kaia in case you didn't know. A stands for Amber. L stands for Lily.)
Lily! You seem out of it today. Are you ok? -A & K
Gee..thanks. I'm not doing so well. -L
What's the matter? -K
James and I aren't talking to each other. -L
WHY NOT?!?! -A
He got all angry at me when I told him I was going to try out for Quidditch. -L
You were going to try out for Quidditch? -A & K
Yeah. -L
I guess I could see why he doesn't want you to go and try out. You're his gf and he's probably afraid you're going to get hurt. -A
Oh please! -L
You should talk with him. -K
I guess. Are you guys going home this year for Thanksgiving? -L
Definitely. Amb says she is but she can't write right now because Binn is looking at her. I invited Remus! -K
That's cool. Mom and Dad said they have a surprise for me. -L
Cool! Maybe you'll find out that Petunia is really adopted and her real parents want her back. -A
Haha. I wish. -L
Uh-oh. We better stop. Binns is giving both of us the evil eye now. Lylasf! -A & K
I talked to James today.
*flashback* (a/n: I hope you understand that the words in the ( ) are their thoughts or expressions.)
Lily: James? Can I talk to you for a sec?
James: Actually I wanted to talk to you. (looking uncertain)
(He's going to break up with me. No!) Lily: Um..ok. You go first.
James: I'm sorry……
(I was right! He's really going to break up with me.) Lily: Are you sure about it?
James: (looking confused for a second) Yeah. I'm sorry.
Lily: (tears forming) Ok then. Bye James.
*ends flashback*
I can't believe that we're over. I just want to go cry now…..
Sad,
Lily
November 11
Dear Diary,
I never thought that a break up with hurt so much. Everytime I see James, I just want to cry and cry some more. I overheard him talking to Sirius.
*flashback*
James: Padfoot. Do you think she'll like it?
Sirius: Wow. That must have cost you a fortune.
James: Actually it was my mom's.
Sirius: But still. It's gotta be worth a lot.
James: So what do you think?
Sirius: It's nice.
James: She's been avoiding me for awhile. I hope it'll cheer her up.
Sirius: I think it would. I have to go. Amber is waiting for me to go to Hogsmeade. I could borrow your cloak right?
James: Yeah. Take it.
Sirius: I have the urge to pull a prank….
James: Have fun.
*end of flashback*
I can't believe he got over me so quick and I'm just sitting here wallowing. He's even going to give her his mother's ring. He never gave me anything of this mother. I wonder who the girl is but whoever it is, she's so damn lucky. Amber and Kaia don't know that I broke up with James yet. I don't feel like bringing it up because I know I'll break down crying.
Love,
Lily
November 16
Dear Diary,
Lucius Malfoy asked me out to go to Hogsmeade with him and I said yes. I think the whole school knows and James looked like he could kill him when Lucius told him. Be back. Someone is knocking on the door….
(a/n: I'll just write the convo out now rather than have it in an diary entry. It's just easier that way for me and maybe for the reader also.)
Lily: James! What are you doing here?
James: What's going on between you and Lucius?
Lily: (looking innocently) What are you talking about?
James: He told me that you were going to Hogsmeade with him.
Lily: And that's a problem because?
James: I can't believe this. Why didn't you just tell me that you wanted to break up?
Lily: (looking confused) Break up? We already did, James.
James: Huh? When was this?
Lily: You mean….the time that you said you were sorry had nothing to do with breaking up with me?
James: No….I was just saying sorry for acting a jerk and you just replied so quickly.
Lily: Oh.
James: But maybe it's better we do break up. I can't believe you would actually go out with one of my enemies. Good Bye Lily.
Lily: Jam-
Ohmigod. It's all my fault that James and I are over. How did I let this happen? I should have never ever said yes to Lucius. I don't have any feelings for him. The only reason I agreed was because I knew James would be angry about it. I just wanted to show him the hurt I went through. I am so stupid. Shoot! Amber and Kaia are coming back to the dorm.
Very Stupid,
Lily
November 30
Dear Diary,
I know I have been neglecting you for awhile. I had a lot of things going on. I went home for Thanksgiving. The "surprise" that I got was a beautiful gold bracelet engraved with Lily Evans with one heart each at the beginning and end. Mom got it for me because she was so proud of my grades. She obviously didn't know about the 40 in Transfiguration. Petunia got a silver one but she begged mom to engrave Petunia & Vernon instead of Petunia Evans. What a brat. Petunia and I didn't get along at all when I got back. It got worst. Partly because of my constant mood swings. She went to Vernon's house for Thanksgiving. I overheard her saying to mom that she didn't want to sit in the same room with me. Like I want to? I don't think mom really knows how bad it is between us. She just thinks it's a normal sister rival. It felt good to be back home in my bed. I called up Eve when I came home. Her full name is Evelyn Johnson(a/n: for those who have watched pearl harbor then you'll know who she is. I just had to put her in there. I'm in love with the movie right now so anything I write has to have a little pearl harbor in it. No I'm not crazy ;-)). She was also one of my best friends in the Muggle world. She goes to a normal Muggle high school. I would have gone there also if I wasn't accepted to Hogwarts. I told her all about James and everything that happened in Hogwarts. We talked for hours until Mom told me to get off the phone because Petunia needed to call Vernon for something. Even though, Petunia and Evelyn hang with the same crowd. They are so different. We both despise Petunia. I wish she could have been accepted to Hogwarts. But I doubt she would have gone anyways because she's way in love with this guy named, Daniel Walker(a/n: *cough cough*). They have been dating for like 2 years already. Sometimes I wonder if they'll ever break up.
Thanksgiving was the best especially with Petunia out of the house. I invited Eve over for a little while……
*flashback*
Lily: Evie!!!
Evelyn: (laughing) Lils! I'm glad you missed me.
Lily: Are you crazy? Life without you is so boring!
Evelyn: Where have Amb and Kaia gone?
Lily: They're too absorbed in their boyfriends. Errz….
Evelyn: (laughing) Like you weren't absorbed in James when you guys were going out?
Lily: Maybe I was….. You straightened your hair!
Evelyn: Yup. What do you think?
Lily: It looks great. You know that I envy your hair.
Evelyn: There's nothing to be envious about.
Lily: So tell me, what's been happening around here lately?
Evelyn: There's a lot of things. You know what I heard from Anne?
Lily: What?
Evelyn: Petunia might just be kicked out of our clique because she's dating that loser Vernon.
Lily: Oh dear! What a pity! (dramatically)
Evelyn: Yeah I know right. The girls keep on asking me how you're doing at boarding school. It's getting hard to lie about it.
Lily: Just tell them you haven't heard much about me.
Evelyn: I wish it was that easy. They start saying how I can not know about you if you're best friend. They are such gossipers.
Lily: Never change eh?
Evelyn: Nope. Never. How's Hogwarts?
Lily: It's great! (trying to force a smile)
Evelyn: Stop putting that act Lils, I know you too well. I would be so depressed right now if I just broke up with Danny.
Lily: Yeah I guess.
Evelyn: You'll get over him before you know it.
Lily: I hope so. What's happening with you and Danny?
Evelyn: Nothing has changed. We're still in love mode.
Lily: That's good.
Evelyn: We need to find you a guy!
Lily: Nah. I think I'll stay single for now.
Evelyn: Uh-huh. Watch you go back to Hogwarts and start dating some guy.
Lily: Yeah right!
Evelyn: I have to go home. Promised mom I would be back by 7:30. I'm going to miss you!
Lily: Me too! I'll write you definitely!
Evelyn: You better! Tell me if anything new happens! Bye!
*ends flashback*
I miss Eve already. I better go to sleep. Classes resume tomorrow which means seeing James since Thanksgiving break.
Love,
Lily
A/N: Time for you to review! I'll post chapter 3 as soon as I'm done….
*~*Chapter 2*~*
A/N: I just want to thank everyone that has given me reviews and also for all your suggestions. I'm definitely open to suggestions. Btw, there are going to be a lot of flashbacks going on in this chapter. Hehe.
November 5
Dear Diary,
Life hasn't been going too well for me. First of all, I failed my Transfiguration test with a 40. The lowest in the class! To make it even better, Professor McGonagall started to go on about how if a student failed Transfiguration would have to be held back a year. That is not fair!!! I studied so hard for it. James and I had an argument two days ago just because I told him I was going to try out for the Quidditch team. I don't understand why he has a problem with me joining it. I don't see anything wrong with it at all. I wish I could talk to Amber and Kaia about this but they're so in love right now.
I got a letter from mom and dad yesterday. Here it is:
Dear Lily,
How are you doing at school? Must be very exciting. We hope you'll send us more letters telling us about what's going on in your life. How's James? Are your grades still as wonderful as last time? We love you sweetie. Petunia hopes you have lots of fun at school. Petunia and Vernon are still together. That's the news around here. We have a surprise for you when you come back on Thanksgiving.
Love,
Mom and Dad 33
I can't wait till Thanksgiving. Mom always makes a big meal for us.
Love,
Lily
November 9
Dear Diary,
I stuck the notes I was passing around to Amber and Kaia in classes today. It pretty much tells about what's happening lately…….. (a/n: amber and kaia sit next to each other in their classes. K stands for Kaia in case you didn't know. A stands for Amber. L stands for Lily.)
Lily! You seem out of it today. Are you ok? -A & K
Gee..thanks. I'm not doing so well. -L
What's the matter? -K
James and I aren't talking to each other. -L
WHY NOT?!?! -A
He got all angry at me when I told him I was going to try out for Quidditch. -L
You were going to try out for Quidditch? -A & K
Yeah. -L
I guess I could see why he doesn't want you to go and try out. You're his gf and he's probably afraid you're going to get hurt. -A
Oh please! -L
You should talk with him. -K
I guess. Are you guys going home this year for Thanksgiving? -L
Definitely. Amb says she is but she can't write right now because Binn is looking at her. I invited Remus! -K
That's cool. Mom and Dad said they have a surprise for me. -L
Cool! Maybe you'll find out that Petunia is really adopted and her real parents want her back. -A
Haha. I wish. -L
Uh-oh. We better stop. Binns is giving both of us the evil eye now. Lylasf! -A & K
I talked to James today.
*flashback* (a/n: I hope you understand that the words in the ( ) are their thoughts or expressions.)
Lily: James? Can I talk to you for a sec?
James: Actually I wanted to talk to you. (looking uncertain)
(He's going to break up with me. No!) Lily: Um..ok. You go first.
James: I'm sorry……
(I was right! He's really going to break up with me.) Lily: Are you sure about it?
James: (looking confused for a second) Yeah. I'm sorry.
Lily: (tears forming) Ok then. Bye James.
*ends flashback*
I can't believe that we're over. I just want to go cry now…..
Sad,
Lily
November 11
Dear Diary,
I never thought that a break up with hurt so much. Everytime I see James, I just want to cry and cry some more. I overheard him talking to Sirius.
*flashback*
James: Padfoot. Do you think she'll like it?
Sirius: Wow. That must have cost you a fortune.
James: Actually it was my mom's.
Sirius: But still. It's gotta be worth a lot.
James: So what do you think?
Sirius: It's nice.
James: She's been avoiding me for awhile. I hope it'll cheer her up.
Sirius: I think it would. I have to go. Amber is waiting for me to go to Hogsmeade. I could borrow your cloak right?
James: Yeah. Take it.
Sirius: I have the urge to pull a prank….
James: Have fun.
*end of flashback*
I can't believe he got over me so quick and I'm just sitting here wallowing. He's even going to give her his mother's ring. He never gave me anything of this mother. I wonder who the girl is but whoever it is, she's so damn lucky. Amber and Kaia don't know that I broke up with James yet. I don't feel like bringing it up because I know I'll break down crying.
Love,
Lily
November 16
Dear Diary,
Lucius Malfoy asked me out to go to Hogsmeade with him and I said yes. I think the whole school knows and James looked like he could kill him when Lucius told him. Be back. Someone is knocking on the door….
(a/n: I'll just write the convo out now rather than have it in an diary entry. It's just easier that way for me and maybe for the reader also.)
Lily: James! What are you doing here?
James: What's going on between you and Lucius?
Lily: (looking innocently) What are you talking about?
James: He told me that you were going to Hogsmeade with him.
Lily: And that's a problem because?
James: I can't believe this. Why didn't you just tell me that you wanted to break up?
Lily: (looking confused) Break up? We already did, James.
James: Huh? When was this?
Lily: You mean….the time that you said you were sorry had nothing to do with breaking up with me?
James: No….I was just saying sorry for acting a jerk and you just replied so quickly.
Lily: Oh.
James: But maybe it's better we do break up. I can't believe you would actually go out with one of my enemies. Good Bye Lily.
Lily: Jam-
Ohmigod. It's all my fault that James and I are over. How did I let this happen? I should have never ever said yes to Lucius. I don't have any feelings for him. The only reason I agreed was because I knew James would be angry about it. I just wanted to show him the hurt I went through. I am so stupid. Shoot! Amber and Kaia are coming back to the dorm.
Very Stupid,
Lily
November 30
Dear Diary,
I know I have been neglecting you for awhile. I had a lot of things going on. I went home for Thanksgiving. The "surprise" that I got was a beautiful gold bracelet engraved with Lily Evans with one heart each at the beginning and end. Mom got it for me because she was so proud of my grades. She obviously didn't know about the 40 in Transfiguration. Petunia got a silver one but she begged mom to engrave Petunia & Vernon instead of Petunia Evans. What a brat. Petunia and I didn't get along at all when I got back. It got worst. Partly because of my constant mood swings. She went to Vernon's house for Thanksgiving. I overheard her saying to mom that she didn't want to sit in the same room with me. Like I want to? I don't think mom really knows how bad it is between us. She just thinks it's a normal sister rival. It felt good to be back home in my bed. I called up Eve when I came home. Her full name is Evelyn Johnson(a/n: for those who have watched pearl harbor then you'll know who she is. I just had to put her in there. I'm in love with the movie right now so anything I write has to have a little pearl harbor in it. No I'm not crazy ;-)). She was also one of my best friends in the Muggle world. She goes to a normal Muggle high school. I would have gone there also if I wasn't accepted to Hogwarts. I told her all about James and everything that happened in Hogwarts. We talked for hours until Mom told me to get off the phone because Petunia needed to call Vernon for something. Even though, Petunia and Evelyn hang with the same crowd. They are so different. We both despise Petunia. I wish she could have been accepted to Hogwarts. But I doubt she would have gone anyways because she's way in love with this guy named, Daniel Walker(a/n: *cough cough*). They have been dating for like 2 years already. Sometimes I wonder if they'll ever break up.
Thanksgiving was the best especially with Petunia out of the house. I invited Eve over for a little while……
*flashback*
Lily: Evie!!!
Evelyn: (laughing) Lils! I'm glad you missed me.
Lily: Are you crazy? Life without you is so boring!
Evelyn: Where have Amb and Kaia gone?
Lily: They're too absorbed in their boyfriends. Errz….
Evelyn: (laughing) Like you weren't absorbed in James when you guys were going out?
Lily: Maybe I was….. You straightened your hair!
Evelyn: Yup. What do you think?
Lily: It looks great. You know that I envy your hair.
Evelyn: There's nothing to be envious about.
Lily: So tell me, what's been happening around here lately?
Evelyn: There's a lot of things. You know what I heard from Anne?
Lily: What?
Evelyn: Petunia might just be kicked out of our clique because she's dating that loser Vernon.
Lily: Oh dear! What a pity! (dramatically)
Evelyn: Yeah I know right. The girls keep on asking me how you're doing at boarding school. It's getting hard to lie about it.
Lily: Just tell them you haven't heard much about me.
Evelyn: I wish it was that easy. They start saying how I can not know about you if you're best friend. They are such gossipers.
Lily: Never change eh?
Evelyn: Nope. Never. How's Hogwarts?
Lily: It's great! (trying to force a smile)
Evelyn: Stop putting that act Lils, I know you too well. I would be so depressed right now if I just broke up with Danny.
Lily: Yeah I guess.
Evelyn: You'll get over him before you know it.
Lily: I hope so. What's happening with you and Danny?
Evelyn: Nothing has changed. We're still in love mode.
Lily: That's good.
Evelyn: We need to find you a guy!
Lily: Nah. I think I'll stay single for now.
Evelyn: Uh-huh. Watch you go back to Hogwarts and start dating some guy.
Lily: Yeah right!
Evelyn: I have to go home. Promised mom I would be back by 7:30. I'm going to miss you!
Lily: Me too! I'll write you definitely!
Evelyn: You better! Tell me if anything new happens! Bye!
*ends flashback*
I miss Eve already. I better go to sleep. Classes resume tomorrow which means seeing James since Thanksgiving break.
Love,
Lily
A/N: Time for you to review! I'll post chapter 3 as soon as I'm done….