don't worry...be happy...
I stood there in astonishment. He loved me? My best friend...who I cared for deeply...*LOVED* me. I guess I loved him back...a little...a lot...what would I do without Bobby? He's like the sunshine. Or the air. He can cheer you up in an instant. That's what I loved about him. When Logan missed my 18th birthday he started a food fight with the big stacked cake we had for me, whacking me in the eye with a load of icing. At least I blinked. But then I was bent on revenge, so i got him in the ear. Then Jubes joined in. Kitty was trying to hide her outfit, then she got hit and joined in the fun. And John? John was busy standing on a table and yelling "FOOD FIGHT!". I smiled, remembering that day. The four of us ended up trying to raid each others showers to wash off the icing. And then Bobby said the *STUPIDEST* thing, pointing to the frosting flower someone placed on my head-"Aw man, Rogue got the flower!" We just about *DIED* laughing. He's such a sweetheart. And I'm about to lose him. I quickly picked some kind of blue flower and raced up behind him. I grabbed his arm and he whipped around. He was crying. I guess I was kind of...harsh...
"Bobby..." I whispered. "Bobby please forgive me?" Tears pricked at my eyes and I blinked.
"Of course...I just..." He started. I leaned in and kissed him softly, as if he was a porcelain version of himself and was going to smash into little glitter pieces under my hold. When we pulled away he smiled a little and I handed him the flower. I leaned in and whispered in his ear. "Bobby got the flower." He smiled and kissed my forehead and we started walking back.
"Aw man, remember that?" he said, starting a normal conversation. Now I had to see if I had anything to patch up with Logan.
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Michelle Branch-The Spirit Room-Track 10-Goodbye to You
I stood there in astonishment. He loved me? My best friend...who I cared for deeply...*LOVED* me. I guess I loved him back...a little...a lot...what would I do without Bobby? He's like the sunshine. Or the air. He can cheer you up in an instant. That's what I loved about him. When Logan missed my 18th birthday he started a food fight with the big stacked cake we had for me, whacking me in the eye with a load of icing. At least I blinked. But then I was bent on revenge, so i got him in the ear. Then Jubes joined in. Kitty was trying to hide her outfit, then she got hit and joined in the fun. And John? John was busy standing on a table and yelling "FOOD FIGHT!". I smiled, remembering that day. The four of us ended up trying to raid each others showers to wash off the icing. And then Bobby said the *STUPIDEST* thing, pointing to the frosting flower someone placed on my head-"Aw man, Rogue got the flower!" We just about *DIED* laughing. He's such a sweetheart. And I'm about to lose him. I quickly picked some kind of blue flower and raced up behind him. I grabbed his arm and he whipped around. He was crying. I guess I was kind of...harsh...
"Bobby..." I whispered. "Bobby please forgive me?" Tears pricked at my eyes and I blinked.
Of all the things I've believed in...
I just wanna get it over with...
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry...
Counting the Days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul...
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old...
It feels like I'm starting all over again...
The last three years were just pretend...
And I said...
He turned. "Why should I, Rogue? You hate me anyway. I just won't bother you anymore." He disappeared into the mansion.
Goodbye to you...
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew...
You were the one I loved...
The one thing that I tried to hold on to...
5 months later...
He still hung out with Kitty, John, and Jubes. Just not me. He avoided me in class, and everytime I met his eyes I was the first to look away because I was afraid I'd forget he hated me.
I still get lost in your eyes...
And it seems that I can't live a day without you...
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away...
To a place where I am blinded by the light...
But it's not right...
Goodbye to you...
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew...
You were the one I loved...
The one thing that I tried to hold on to...
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time...
I want what's yours and I want what's mine..
I want you! But I'm not giving in this time...
Goodbye to you...
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew...
You were the one I loved...
The one thing that I tried to hold on to...
Goodbye to you...
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew...
You were the one I loved...
The one thing that I tried to hold on to...
The one thing that I tried to hold on to...
So now I wait, hoping he'll come to his senses and come back to me. Jubes and Kitty say he talks about me all the time. I asked John but he shook his head and said, "Go talk to him, Rogue." I wish I could...
Oh...
(One thing that I tried to hold onto...)
And when the stars fall I will...
Lie awake...
You're my shooting star...
...I *really* wish I could...