Your Decisions
A/N This is a little songfic I writed in a moment. It's a song from Twarres, you probably don't know
them, but they write incredible music.
Well anyway, i's my first songfic, so r&r, then I know if I did okay! -xxxx-
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I hear your voice every minute, every hour
And time and time again you say you must go on,
Walking up and down the stairs all afternoon,
Cause if you don't then you will die tomorrow
Rinoa stared out of the window, looking down on Balamb Garden.
Tears streamed down her face, "Stop it...please...stop" she whispered.
Then she walked away from the window, holding her head in her hands.
She picked up a pen and paper.
"Squall...It's over, I'm leaving you" she wrote down, still whispering
for someone or something to stop
And I can't handle it any longer anymore
And if you don't stop, then I'm really gonne go crazy
"NO!!!" Rinoa threw the paper out of the window, "NEVER!!"
I can hear you talking in my head
You make decisions for me, but I won't
Aaahh
She picked up another paper and wrote down something her mind did not permitted,
someone screeming to her to stop,
Ultimecia..in my head, Stop it! Get out!!
I will never obey your orders, I will never kill Squall, my friends and all Seed,
NEVER!!!
I see your face every minute, every hour
And time and time again you charm me with your lies
Your magic eyes are so beautiful and deep
Cause when I look in them, they make me someone else
Rinoa saw the vision of Ultimecia before her, it was as if she had sunk into a dream.
"Rinoa..Sorceress Rinoa..Kill all Seeds, Kill your beloved Squall.."
Ultimecia's face came closer, until Rinoa could only see her eyes.
She looked closer, into Ultimecia's eyes...
seeing Squall..kissing Quistis!
Rage build inside her, Squall and Quistis!?
"SQUALL!!! YOU BASTARD!!" Rinoa screemed, then she heard Ultimecia laughing,
"Yes..yes my child, be angered, fill yourself with hatred.."
Then she realised it was all a lie, an illusion to turn her into someone she wasn't..
...Sorceress Rinoa...
"It's a Lie! It isn't true!!!" Rinoa screemed out and as she did, she turned back to the normal world,
seeing the piece of paper before her.
And I can't handle it any longer anymore
And if you don't stop, then I'm really gonne go crazy
"Squall, I love you with all my life, though Ultimecia's spirit
haunts my mind, telling me to kill you and Seed.
I will never do that my love, for you and to stop her,
I will destroy her, she will no longer own me
With all my love for you... I will have the curage to take this step..
See you again sometimes..
I love you my dearest Squall..
Rinoa Heartilly
When you were to tired and gave up the fight
You lost your hold on me, I left you to yourself
Now I'll see things I really want to see
No one will tell me what to do anymore
Rinoa stood up, hearing Ultimecia tell her to throw away the paper, not to leave any
evidence to tell the others what was going on. She walked
towards the balcony she had stood on before, crying,
letting the wind take the piece of paper away,
She smiled, "I love you Squall"
Then turned back to the voice in her head,
"Ultimecia..I hate you and I will not..without me,
you're nowhere, without my body you cannot haunt me or anyone else.
So I'm going to get rid of you Ultimecia,
I will not let you hurt my friends,
I'll see things I want to see, you will not tell me what to do anymore
I'll do whatever I want....somewhere else..."
And I can't handle it any longer anymore
And if you don't stop, then I'm really gonne go crazy
I can hear you talking in my head
You make decisions for me, but I won't
Aaahh
Squall walked outside the Garden, throught the flower field in Centra.
He inhaled the scent of the flowers deeply, "What's wrong with you lately Rinoa?"
He said to himself, worrying about what was wrong with his love.
She seemed so depressed lately, so absent from everything that happend around her..
Then a white feather came floating down with a piece of paper following...
I can hear you talking in my head
You make decisions for me, but I won't
Aaahh
Squall ran off to Balamb Garden....crying......
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A/N So now it's up to you readers to review and to figure out what she did...
-xxxx- Jane Heartilly