Ok, Maybe I should apologise. I haven't updated this thing in ages, to be honest I just started writing it without having anything but the title. I still don't know what it's about or how it is going to end. I just really like this jaded mentally scared kick-ass Rogue. I like the sick relationship she has with Logan and since you people keep reviewing I will keep writing. Maybe if you're good boys and girls, eventually there will be a plot. :)

Note: remember that this Rogue once absorbed Sabretooth, that's where she got the love of raw meat and some of her nightmares.



She woke from one of her nightmares, she was fifteen again and in the labs, then it had shifted into one of Sabretooths nightmares of the root cellar. Logan woke by her movements and looked at her with those dark eyes of his.

Perhaps that was why she liked him so much; all her life sadistic animals pretending to be human had surrounded her. But Logan didn't hide the animal in him it was out there for all to see. And only she got to see the man that was also there.

"Your sad" He said.

"I feel old"

"Yeah"

"Bastard. Your suppose to say that I am young"

He just looked at he with those dark eyes of his.

"Yeah I guess so, I just don't know what to do, its like I have been fighting all my life"

"You could stay here"

"With the geeks? They don´t like me"

"So"

"So maybe I care"

"Why?" He was honestly surprised. She didn't care about anything.

"I don't know, never mind, fuck em they don't like me"

He just looked at her and pulled her close, she knew she had confused him. He was often confused by human interactions. She hadn't done a very good job at raising him, even if he knew how to give a woman multiple orgasms because of her. That was kind of sick now that she thought about it, in a way she was his mother. She chose not to think about it, Rogue was very good at that.

Next morning she looked at all their idealistic happy faces. They where all just so…wholesome and good. She drank her vodka and saw the look Jean send her, all worried and shit. She had no right to worry it was her own life wasn't it? Besides even if Jean mend well Rogue couldn't handle her, she smelt of doctor and that was not a smell Rogue enjoyed.

Scott was also looking at her, now there was a hunk, she had seen him training all warm and delicious, and he had immediately got a special place in her fantasy files. She made a point of hitting on him or rubbing against him just to see him blush. To bad he was taken by a woman that could mind-fuck Rogue if she choose too, Logan said that they had ethics about reading minds, but Rogue didn't buy that for a second. No one would be that naive.

She had been there long enough she decided. That afternoon she left.

The X-Men where relieved.

Logan didn't say goodbye. Rogue would have been surprised if he had.

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