I can't even begin to tell you

I can't even begin to tell you,
Just exactly how he makes me feel.

I just watch the show
And it's like he's there,
Watching over me.

I just look at his picture
And I get butterflies in my stomach,
As I would if he touched me.

I wish he knew how much I love him,
But in reality it's just a beautiful dream,
Something to let me escape from the world that's mean.

When I close my eyes…
He's always there.
When I open them…
He's never there.

It makes me sad,
To know that I'll never find him,
But in a way I'll always have him,
He'll be in my heart.