Author: Weird_Peace aka Harper's

Author: Weird_Peace aka Harper's

Censor: PG-13

Spoilers: Devil Takes the Hindmost and some Harper 2.0

Story: Harper and Rev story

Disclaimer: As much as I'd like to own these characters, they all belong to Tribune.

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Chapter 4

The dreams came, a few years passed, and I learned. I was able to control the creature inside. Then again, it wasn't exactly control. It was more like coming to an agreement with myself.

My path led me away from the retreat, taking me to all sorts of planets.

On one mission, I was sent to Sangen. Before the Fall, it had been a prosperous planet, one of the largest producers of ship parts. But once the Commonwealth was gone, business went down. The planet was overtaken by gangs and the black market.

I had been sent there to preach to benefits of Wayism. Those that didn't throw rotten food or other objects spat obscenities or ignored me completely. Sometimes fate was trying.

Walking down a dirty alley, I saw a young woman bending over a trash can. I called out to her, and she looked up. My heart stopped.

It was her.

An impossibility. She had been dead. I had felt the flesh beneath my paws, felt the blood run down my jaw, heard the rhythmic beating slow until it stopped. But I saw her straight in front of me. Looking back at me. Then running.

I couldn't help but follow. I had to get to her. To feel her with my own hands, know that she was here. She turned a corner. My robe caught on a brick and tore. Ignoring it, I persisted. But she was no longer there.

Harper blinked. Ghosts? Rev couldn't be serious.

The woman was gone. Instead, she had been replaced by a hideous scene. Five men were standing in a circle. One of them was holding someone that was tied up. As I watched, a gun was raised and pointed at the being's head.

I recognized the scent before I even saw that they were holding the son of the woman I had just chased.

I easily knocked the gun from the first burly man. The others ran on sight of me. I bent down to untie the younger man. He trembled under my touch. As soon as I loosened the last rope, he jumped out of my reach.

"Stay away from me you filthy monster!" He picked up a piece of wood and started swinging it.

"I will not harm you. I am here only to help." I tried to make myself look as least threatening as possible. For a Magog, that is very difficult.

"Just stay away from me you demon." He threw the wood. I ducked to keep from getting hit. When I looked again, he was gone. I began to wonder if he and his mother had been a figment of my own mind, asking for forgiveness and finding none.

"Oh God no." The pages began to blur as Harper's eyes filled with tears. "No..."

The dreams were relentless now. The shape of the light became more defined, now recognizable as the woman I killed.

"What do you want with me?!" I woke up screaming one sleepless night. "Revenge?! Are you haunting me because I killed you?!" I sank to my knees. "I'm sorry. Do you hear that?! I'm sorry. I shouldn't have killed you. I regret it now. What more do you want from me?" I found myself sobbing.

A breeze blew through the window. And it repeated those three words I had heard every night for years...

Take care of.

"Take care of who?" Something landed on my lap. A piece of paper. I picked it up and turned it over. And I knew.

Using the picture, I searched relentlessly for the woman's son. It was hard when I didn't have a name. But the picture was enough.

"I am told your looking for a science officer." The blonde turned around. She jumped back when she saw me, but gathered herself quite well.

"What's it too you?" She looked me up and down.

"I have training in the field, and I'm looking for a job. I was told by a man of the name Carl Furlec that you were hiring."

"Ummm...yeah. Well, step into my office." She pointed to a wreck behind her. She must have noticed the look I gave the ship.

"She's a good ship." I gave her an amused smile.

"Well, you would think I would know best on how looks can be deceiving."

She raised an eyebrow, then looked up as someone came off the ship. He was immediately recognizable. And I finally had a name to put with the face I knew so well...

"Well, Mr. Magog. I would like you to meet my engineer. This is..."

Seamus Harper.

"Seamus Harper."

I bowed to young Seamus. He stood stone still, but his eyes watched every move I made.

"Hello Master Harper." When he didn't respond, the woman yelled at him.

"Harper! You should be more polite with our guests."

Harper merely sneered and walked back into the ship.

"You'll have to excuse him. From Earth you know."

I knew. But I just nodded an understanding.

"I'm Beka Valentine by the way."

"Reverend Behemial Far Traveler. Most call me Reverend Bem."

"Well, Reverand Bem. Let's see if your crew material or not." She gestured towards the ship entrance.

"Shall we?"

Harper had to stop. He felt the book moving and realized faintly it was his own trembling fingers making it do such. He felt...he didn't know what he felt. Raw pain, anger, rage, confusion...they were all knotting in his stomach. He wanted to cry, but the tears that had been in his eyes before had dried up. Instead he felt his stomach turning and squeezing. He just made it to the bathroom.

He collasped against a wall. He realized he still had the picture in his hand. He remembered the day he had found the camera in a trash heap. Even at six, he had been interested in fixing things. When he got the old piece of junk to work, he had nearly jumped with joy. The picture he held had been taken by Daniel's mother. Daniel was in it, but what Harper had forgotten, willingly or not, was that he was standing right next to his friend in the picture.

He brushed his teeth, and walked back into the main room.

"Are you ok Harper?"

Harper looked up at Rev's worried face. The rest of the emotions were pushed aside. The only thing his body could take now was the rage that filled it. It was a feeling he knew, and one he wanted right now.

Snarling, he attacked.