Hey, all! You have now stumbled onto my first attempt to write a fic in a really, really long time...since I wrote my only other completed fic (which was back in 1998) ~_~;; We'll see if reading lots of well written fics has helped my writing ^_^; Anyway, this is a dark drama fic, centering around Daisuke Motomiya and Ken Ichijouji from Digimon 02, with a relatively undepressing ending (really depends on how you want the ending though, I guess...) This fic deals with issues of homosexuality, so please read with an open mind and an open heart.
Basic setting is everyone's in college. The older digidestined are seniors in college and the younger ones are starting their freshman year, though they're not all at the same college. Two of them have gotten a residence of their own, but I'm not telling ^_~ (warning: tiny, tiny drop of lime fanservice. You have been forewarned! [And your destiny is foreordained!] get out of here Kamui!...shoo, scram...I'll write you a fic later...maybe one with Subaru in it?... ^_^;; ) For those purists out there, I've tried to stick to the characterizations in the show, but I may have strayed at different points...the characters changed as a result of growing up...?... ^_^;;
/Thoughts are enclosed in slashes/, emphasis is italicized, the notes are at the bottom after each chapter, in case you're ever scratching your head saying, "Why did she write this section/situation in this manner..." and other than that, everything else should be explained in the fic. Enjoy! (just don't get too depressed... -_- )
C&C is highly appreciated. Feel free to mail opinions to: akaisakura@hotmail.com. Course, really obvious flames will be made fun of... :P
Disclaimer: Digimon is, sadly, not mine. If it was, I would have a leafmon of my own and the last 5 minutes of 02 would have been a WHOLE lot different >:P
Prologue: Angel
(whispered)
/You've changed me/
/You've changed my life/
/Forever/
Once long ago, I was just a little child
/Frightened/
Learned things the wrong way
/Traumatized/
Didn't know how to deal with people
/Neglected/
You came into my life
/Angel/
Showed me another way to be
/Savior/
*Beautiful Angel
Surround me in your radiance
Let me know your glory
Hold me in your arms
Let me become a part of you
This world...no... this life
/Surviving/
It was pitch black
/Darkness/
Swallowing me whole
/Falling/
You came to rescue me
/Angel/
Taking me to another road
/Savior/
**Honorable Angel
Guide me with your light
Let me follow you
Protect all that is good
Left within me
--Interlude--
(spoken during interlude)
Now things are different
/Hope/
I can dream again
/Light/
You've changed me
You've changed my life
Forever
Repeat *
Repeat **
Ken did always like that song. When he first heard it on the radio last year, he instantly knew who it was talking about. It was painfully obvious that he would be the one singing it, and that he'd be singing about the one person that changed his life, and brought out the best qualities in him.
It was just a shame that the other person almost definitely didn't feel the same way about him.
Notes:
-The song lyrics are not actually from a real song, as far as I know. They just popped into my head as I was writing this fic. I will set these lyrics to music someday...and maybe even a Japanese version too. ^_^