So, here it is Mina 'Sakura's diary', the sequel to 'Syaoran's diary'. Hope u all enjoyed it as much as u enjoyed 'Syaoran's diary'. Thanks for all the feedbacks.
Disclaimer: OK, I try to make this as less painful as I can. So here it goes:
I DON'T OWN CARDCAPTOR SAKURA


SAKURA'S DIARY



Dear diary, today I met him again.

Yes diary, It's the boy who always called me a weakling and pathetic.

I feel weird whenever I am around him.

My heart keeps beating faster and faster.

Why is that, diary?

This evening I stole a glance at him,

And saw he was smiling.

It was a small one but rather rare coming from him.

Why is he always frowning?

But that help make his smile special!

His smile makes my heart melt.

I can just feel my heart beating faster and faster,

And heat start creeping up my face when I stare at him.

The smile changes his whole feature.

He looks gentle and caring now.

But something is wrong…

His sparkling amber eyes seem really sad,

But he is smilling?!…

Suddenly, he slowly turns around and walks away…

'Wait, why?' I ask myself.

'Do you hate me that much?'

' Too much that you don't even want to be around me?'

'Even in school and everywhere else…'

'Whenever I come in close contact with you…'

' You run off with your record speed.'

I want to run up to him.

And tell him my feelings.

But I stop…

'What are my feelings for him?'

'What did I want to tell him?' I ask myself.

Once, my friend told me that,

The feeling I had was love.

But how do I know if was love?

Is longing to see him....

Wanting him to be happy,

And ready to sacrifice my life for him, love?

' Yes it is' my friend told me

And 'yes it is' is what I told myself

As day pass by the feeling becomes clear to me.

I…I do love him!

I love him so much.

I want to be around him all the time.

But it hurt me so, to know that he doesn't love me back.

' Hey, how do I know that he doesn't love me?' I asked myself.

'Isn't it obivious?' my inner voice said

' He always called you a weakling and pathetic'

'But he always helped and saved me' I battle with my innerself.

'He did the same for Meliling.'

That thought stops me from running up to him.

'Yep, he's kind to everyone.

Even though he didn't say it.'

'I'm just like another one of his friends, nothing special' I tell myself sadly.

I stood there, watching him leave

His figure gets smaller and smaller as he leaves, then disappears.

I'm afraid diary, I really am…

Does he had the same feelings toward me

As I have towards him?

What if he hates me?

Tears are whelming up in my eyes now, diary!

But I don't know how to stop it.

Syaoran can….

All my fears dissapear when he is near.

All my sorrows go away when he comforts me.

He has brought true love to my life,

And I can't hold back any longer.

I want to tell him how I feel.

But how am I supposed to express my feelings to him?

What if he rejects me…?

And we lose our friendship?

But one day I hope I have enough courage…

To tell him-my first and true love-

My true feelings…

Sakura Kinomoto



Bawwwaaa, I'm done. I'm so happy. I want to personally thank Lady-rapidash for helping me. Without her help, this fic won't even go up. Please visit her website it got some pretty neat fanfic, too. Her website address is: http://www.geocities.com/lady_rapidash and also thanks everyone that had gave my feed back on my last fic. So for new one I need new comment…Feed back? Anyone? Please…. I love comments. If u had read my last fanfic 'Syaoran's diary' u had already know my E-mail. For new reader this is my E-mail: moonlight_melody15@hotmail.com.

This is for 'The seeling wand': The seeling wand had suggest that I should write a fic about Sakura found out that Yukito loves someone else and Syaoran comfort her. Pretty good idea the seeling wand. I'll think about it. ^_^ Ja