Consequences

Consequences

by Soul Hunter and TacomaSquall

Chapter 7:

A Mountain of Guilt

As Quistis made her opening statement in my defense, I gazed around the makeshift courtroom. The onlookers had all their attention focused on Little Miss Instructor as she addressed them. In some instances, jaws dropped in surprise as her strategy was revealed. The Timber contingent actually stopped bristling at the adjacent Galbadians for a few moments.

More important to me was the opportunity to see how the Balamb Garden's Headmaster was taking Quistis' stance. I saw a frown begin to crease his serious face, which was replaced by a look of alarm and worry when Quisty mentioned his wife. He struggled with his worry, mastering it before the end of the opening statement.

Of course, I was also amazed by Quistis' statement. She actually sounded like she had done more than just listen to what I had told her before, in my cell. I felt a faint glimmering of hope that she might actually be trustworthy, short-lived against my cynicism about members of SeeD. After all, they were willing to murder the woman who took care of them as children. Their Headmaster was willing to order them to kill his wife.

A resolute look came over Cid's face as he called for an hour-long recess. I turned to Quistis and asked her if I could be taken to the library, during the recess. I wanted to look in the newspapers for any news about Fuujin and Raijin. I was more than a little worried about them, since they had not been in touch with me since the arrest at Fisherman's Horizon. She nodded her agreement.

Under the watchful eyes of four of the SeeD Dragoons who had obviously been assigned to guard me, I was led to the elevator. Two of the guards stepped into the elevator with me, and we rapidly descended to the first floor of the Garden in silence. I had no wish to speak with them, and they seemed to share my sentiments.

In that strangely comforting silence, we marched to the library. The pig-tailed Iris Deen stared at me as I walked past her. Untended, the books she was carrying to be reshelved fell from her nerveless grip. It seemed that I still carried the mystique of the dreaded Sorceress' Knight with me.

I walked over to the periodicals desk, and located the newspapers. They were on thin bamboo lathes that resembling nothing more than the slender training weapons, called shinai, that we used to learn the basics of swordsmanship.

I looked over the papers on display. The Esthar Cry – I was on the front page, captured by a combat correspondent as I stood on the bridge of Lunatic Pandora. Beneath me stretched the massive ultra-technological city of Esthar, as it was attacked by Galbadian paratroops. The headline screamed, "Almasy on Trial for War Crimes."

Next to the hulking Cry, the Dollet Tribune dangled from its bamboo lathe. The headline here was rather different. "Liberator of the Transmission Tower on Trial for Life." It seemed someone remembered my actions during Galbadia's invasion of Dollet Dukedom fondly. The photograph was of me, along with Rain Boy and Chicken-wuss, dashing forward at a group of three Galbadian soldiers.

The third newspaper was the Balamb Journal. The paper's headline caught my attention. "Sorceress' Knight Guilty as Sin, Prosecution Affirms."

They had something right, I was as guilty as sin of the crimes I committed. I still do not understand the reason I allowed myself to become what I became, but I am responsible for the deaths of many. Their blood is on my hands, and no matter what I try, I cannot just wash them clean.

The next paper was the one I was looking for, The FH Gazette. The headline surprised me. "Mayor A. Dobe Speaks Against Capital Punishment." Beneath the headline, the paper elaborated on this statement – "On the Eve of Almasy's War Crimes Trial, Mayor Advocates Alternative Solution." I pulled the lathe out of its holder and took the paper to a nearby table. I sat in one of the chairs nearby.

I turned the pages of the small newspaper, scanning for any follow-up stories about Fuujin and Raijin. Once through, and I saw nothing. I shook my head and worked through the paper a second time. Still nothing.

I stood and walked over to Iris. She was a cute girl, if you could stand her nauseatingly insipid pigtails. She gulped in surprise to see me bearing down on her and steeled herself for whatever imagined atrocity I was about to commit.

I spoke. "Excuse me, I was wondering if you could find the last two weeks' issues of the FH Gazette?"

Her eyes goggled in surprise. "What?" she asked.

I started again. "I was wondering –" I was cut off by a soft cough from one of the Dragoons. I looked at him, and he indicated that it was time to go back to the courtroom. "Would you please look in the back issues of the Gazette for any articles about two former Garden students? Their names are Fuujin and Raijin. Please send any articles you find to my advocate, SeeD/Instructor Quistis Trepe."

She nodded at me, surprised at the mundanity of my request, as I was escorted out of the library to go back to the circus.

We returned to the third floor of Garden and the courtroom in silence. I kept watch on my escort out of the corners of my eyes. They were very professional and cool, keeping a close eye on the passers-by and looking for potential ambushes. They were well-trained enough to realize that their greatest danger was in the open area near the Directory. There were lots of places that a would-be rescuer could conceal themselves.

Their vigilance notwithstanding, no crackpots appeared to try and rescue me. For that matter, no vigilantes decided to take justice into their own hands and rub me out.

When we arrived back and the courtroom, my escorts brought me up to the defense table, where Quistis sat. I could see from her body language that she was furious about something that had happened during the recess. As I sat down, I asked, "You look like someone just died, Quisty."

She snapped at me. "Do you know the price I am paying to defend you, Seifer? My best friend has just become my enemy, and why? Because I am trying to save your life. You were guilty of everything you did, but your death will not solve anything at all."

She stopped before she could say anything further, which spared me from the necessity of replying to that uncharacteristic outburst. Quistis was walking a fine line, her desire for vengeance doing battle with her idealism, and for the first time in my life, I found that I hoped her idealism would win out.

We sat in silence, as the jury filed back into the courtroom. The court's bailiff, a powerfully-built SeeD by the name of Brett Marcus, strode forward, and commanded us, "All rise." As Cid made his weary way to his bench, Brett continued, "This session of the Balamb Tribunal is now in session."

Cid banged his gavel, and faced the people gathered within this courtroom. He sighed and spoke.

"Before we begin with the prosecution's first witness, I have an announcement."

Beside me, Quistis looked up at the SeeD Commandant in shock. A similar look was on Xu's face, across the aisle.

"From the tenor of the opening statements made by the parties of this trial, it has become obvious to me that either I or my wife may be called as witnesses for this trial. This composes a conflict of interest, and I recuse myself from sitting as the head of this tribunal. I have spoken with Commandant Martine Garrelts, from Galbadia Garden. He has agreed to take my place on this tribunal."

He looked at Xu and then Quistis. "Do either of you have an objection to Martine as judge advocate for this tribunal?" Xu shook her head negatively. Quistis swallowed before she also indicated her lack of objection. Cid continued, "Seeing no objection, I ask you to rise for the tribunal judge advocate, Martine Garrelts."

We stood once again, and Martine walked into the courtroom. His blond hair was showing more gray than the last time I had seen him, when he fled from Ultimecia's forces as they took over Galbadia Garden. Things were getting worse…

Martine called things to order. "Advocates, I have no need to hear your opening arguments, having watched the recording of the first portion of this trial. Without further ado, let's get down to business. Prosecution, you may call your first witness."

Over the next three days, Xu called a series of witnesses to the stand. Each added their testimony to the mountain of proof that stated that I had commanded Galbadia's forces in the service of the Sorceress Ultimecia.

From Lieutenant Biggs, who had deserted from Lunatic Pandora: "Sure. When we were stationed at the D-District Prison, we were placed under Almasy's command, by verbal order of the Sorceress."

From Doctor Kadowaki: "All I know is that there were dozens of casualties after the battle against Galbadia Garden that bore gunblade wounds similar to the ones caused by Hyperion's blade."

From a Galbadian presidential aide who had went into hiding once Vinzer Deling was murdered by Ultimecia: "He was there, in the parade, smiling ferally at the crowd, as the Sorceress made her procession through the streets of Deling City. He leapt into battle against the SeeDs who attacked the Sorceress with a savagery I had never before seen."

From General Carraway: "He stood there by her side as the Sorceress wrested control of Galbadia's military forces away from the leaders of the military. And he welcomed the opportunity to prove his devotion to her by wallowing in the blood of her enemies."

From a Galbadian student: "He ordered all of us to wipe out the SeeDs of Balamb Garden. We weren't to take prisoners or give anyone a chance to escape."

From Kiros Seagill, aide to President Laguna Loire: "I saw him, exhorting Galbadian paratroopers to attack Esthar as Lunatic Pandora flew over the city, just prior to its arrival at Tears' Point."

From Rowan King: "I was fortunate. I watched him cut down a couple of the other students, the battle ecstasy written plain on his face. I was swept away by the rush of battle, and did not see how Squall and the others met him during the Clash of the Gardens."

From a Galbadian Garden SeeD, Ruth April: "He stood by each of us, and promised that the Sorceress would be watching our efforts in the coming battle. Those of us who did well, he promised, would be rewarded equally well. And anyone who brought down Balamb's leaders would be rewarded doubly. The only exception was Squall Leonhart. He said that Squall was his alone."

These were just a few of the more than 100 witnesses, who testified to my evils. Throughout this barrage, Quistis sat coolly. Each time, she refused to cross-examine the witness. I was beginning to wonder what in Hyne's name she had planned, when I heard Xu speak:

"The Prosecution calls SeeD Zell Dincht to the stand."

To Be Continued…