"The last breath of the death"
By Ta-kun
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Easy to understand, I'M NOT THE CREATOR OF THE CHARACTERS I USE TO TALK ABOUT IN THIS FIC, so I'm borrowing them... or something.
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Chapter 2 (3 in the web)
"Party boy Trowa, or how to find yourself by Wufei Chang"
"Duo!, Heero!, time no see!" *a very "winner" reaction* as you can see we've get into Quatre's house before delivering the package, and I also found that the package that I have to deliver, was for Wufei, and since he lives at Quatre's house, the delivery will be shorter and Quatre will call my boss to let me stay some weeks here, Heero said that he will stay there a couple of days, but he'll be back at L1 sooner than me, seems that his job is first...
"Well, the five pilots are together again!" I'm very happy to say this, because this time there is no war, and there is a lot of things that I wish to ask about them... you know, things like: Quatre, is green tea or normal tea?, or, Trowa, Can you borrow me your clown mask?, and the question for Wufei... ah... I don't have one... In fact.. Wufei is the one that I know less... and Heero said that I should talk to him... well the ancient Chinese culture maybe will help me to get out of my doubts...
During the dinner that night, Quatre thought that it was a good idea to make a party, you know, the five of us, Noin and if we have bad luck, Relena (when Quatre said the last part everyone keep looking at him then he added "she will bother us more if we don't invite her", every one nodded)
"well could be worst..." Trowa said... with animosity!!! I've never seen something like that, a very deep change in Trowa, off the record, I'm taking note of all the changes in the pilots, things like Heero's question and Quatre wearing... *drums* leather jeans!!... all of this things makes me feel small, incredibly like a child that doesn't want to grow up... "Great I'm Peter Pan!" inner thought... but I could bet that Heero did notice of my thought... his eyebrow went up and his look turn into my face like finding the procedence of my sadness... if that's true, I've found the last thing that I could imagine if Heero's hearth: kindness... even the perfect soldier is human at all... but I suppose not to be human.. I'm the death... the personification of the death... I'm more than humans... I'm... what am I?... gee... I am... tired.. I'll go to sleep...
Trowa was preparing the stuff for the party, he speak with the guests, talk with the employees... everything, he was the silent maturity of the group, but now... he is the DAD of the group... always worried about the things that surrounds us, he asked me... let me see my notes... 58 questions about the war, and 98 about myself after the war... just to know more of me.. as I wanna do with everyone, but he did it seriously... a very VERY big change...
In fact, During the preparations for the party, he was always running... never stop... as the other side of the trowa-coin.
I decided go to talk with Wufei. The less changed of the group, without me, he is just before AND during the war, but with some differences, now he is more happy, a quiet happiness, you know, some smiles, he has animals on his room, a squirrel called "Lou"(don't ask why I dunno), and something that I could never think: a television... he watches the CCNN (Colony CNN) at least 2 hours a day. "It's for keep me well informed about the colonies" he said.
"Wufei, can I speak with you a minute?, Heero said that you could give me some answers" I ask from the door of his room before entering.
"If It's about the cookies, Trowa did it!, but if isn't, come in", A JOKE!!, WUFEI SAYING A JOKE!! GOD HAVE MERCY OF US!...taking note... ready! maybe this could help me.
I went in and I saw the things that I've described above, then I take sit on the floor (Wufei has no chairs, or bed, just a big carpet and his animals).
"Wufei..." I started to say before he interrupted me "You want to know what about yourself, do you?, Heero told me your problem, and I guess that the answer you need is quite simple"
"And that answer is..."-I said eagerly-
"Fight yourself, Heero is right, but I wanna clear that idea, is not just *fight yourself* it's more like *find yourself*"
"I know who am I, I'm the..." guess...
".. the death right?, Duo, the Shinigami it's now a memory, living in your mind, in my opinion you MUST find the real Duo".
"Eh... Dalai-wulama, where I can find him?" I said stupidly.
"jaja...wulama..., the real Duo is inside the Duo that you know, inside the shinigami, first get rid off the shinigami then find the real Duo".
"get ride off the shinigami? that's not possible, I wont allow this crap!..." I got mad with that comment, I AM THE SHINIGAMI, it's not just taking him out like a hat!, it's take my life and rip it!
"Sit down Duo, I know how hard is this for you, but understand that if you wanna grow as a person, you should learn how to *loose for get*"
"All right, but I don't agree with rip off the shinigami like a ol' fashion toy".
"You won't, you will leave the shinigami leave like a bird to find a new person that will be the death, that's all I can tell you, now find something to live", Wufei's words sounded to me like a cold water can... bad news... or something not-good.
I decided to calm down myself and find out the meaning of Wufei's words.
Trowa Finally finished the preparations for the party, a very big cake with a Gundam Wing Zero on it, Heero said that Zero wouldn't mind been there, but also said that zero hates the cream...
The people that went to the party in fact they were alone a handful of people... you know as I said before, the 5 of us, Noin and Relena, a very boring party until Trowa made his entrance...
*Romantic Mode, Dreams, as background music*
"HEY EVERY ONE, today you will be witness of the best circus act af all times!!! for you... the great TROWA BARTON IN THE SLACK ROPE!!!" where Quatre's words, then in the roof, we see a shadow walking in the air... it was Trowa walking in a very thin rope, dressed as in his clown times... singing very well the song before mentioned (Author note: I put a non GW song because I like that song very much and also because it's in my opinion perfect for a Trowa's circus act, also, if you don't know, Dreams is the OP song of Gundam X), and playing it in a violin.
"...wa... sumenaide... hitori kiricha na ikoto...", I never thought that Trowa will be able to sing that well, and the lyric is very nice.. I'm not an art criticize, but I believe that this song is quite nice.
Then Trowa Jumped from the rope, probably thinking that everyone will worry, but people like us know that Trowa knows very well his skills as an acrobat...
"TROWA CAREFULLY!!!" Quatre said... I guess I was wrong... because almost all the people didn't look at Trowa, they close their eyes hoping a good landing.... even for that they have changed...
They I started to see some very notorious changes on Trowa's attitude... he was talking everyone (even Relena that came here as an ambassador... she had to leave earlier... you know being her should not be easy... I give thanks for not being her... I bet that almost everyone also agrees with me...)
All the party was a Trowas act, he tell us jokes, cut the cake, served the drinks... too much for him... even Quatre was more quiet in that moment...
Never be alone... never to forgive... never to forget... never stop your feeling... never... never leave your life... I don't know how much time I'll be working on this life chage stuff... I'll got to sleep, tomorrow Heero is going back to L1, and I'll stay here a bit more... this "vacations" will help me to get into my mind again...
...I don't wanna loose my life...
End of chapter...2 (or 3...)
Look for the next chapter "Quatre's resolution, a new start for the ol' death"
By Ta-kun
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Easy to understand, I'M NOT THE CREATOR OF THE CHARACTERS I USE TO TALK ABOUT IN THIS FIC, so I'm borrowing them... or something.
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Chapter 2 (3 in the web)
"Party boy Trowa, or how to find yourself by Wufei Chang"
"Duo!, Heero!, time no see!" *a very "winner" reaction* as you can see we've get into Quatre's house before delivering the package, and I also found that the package that I have to deliver, was for Wufei, and since he lives at Quatre's house, the delivery will be shorter and Quatre will call my boss to let me stay some weeks here, Heero said that he will stay there a couple of days, but he'll be back at L1 sooner than me, seems that his job is first...
"Well, the five pilots are together again!" I'm very happy to say this, because this time there is no war, and there is a lot of things that I wish to ask about them... you know, things like: Quatre, is green tea or normal tea?, or, Trowa, Can you borrow me your clown mask?, and the question for Wufei... ah... I don't have one... In fact.. Wufei is the one that I know less... and Heero said that I should talk to him... well the ancient Chinese culture maybe will help me to get out of my doubts...
During the dinner that night, Quatre thought that it was a good idea to make a party, you know, the five of us, Noin and if we have bad luck, Relena (when Quatre said the last part everyone keep looking at him then he added "she will bother us more if we don't invite her", every one nodded)
"well could be worst..." Trowa said... with animosity!!! I've never seen something like that, a very deep change in Trowa, off the record, I'm taking note of all the changes in the pilots, things like Heero's question and Quatre wearing... *drums* leather jeans!!... all of this things makes me feel small, incredibly like a child that doesn't want to grow up... "Great I'm Peter Pan!" inner thought... but I could bet that Heero did notice of my thought... his eyebrow went up and his look turn into my face like finding the procedence of my sadness... if that's true, I've found the last thing that I could imagine if Heero's hearth: kindness... even the perfect soldier is human at all... but I suppose not to be human.. I'm the death... the personification of the death... I'm more than humans... I'm... what am I?... gee... I am... tired.. I'll go to sleep...
Trowa was preparing the stuff for the party, he speak with the guests, talk with the employees... everything, he was the silent maturity of the group, but now... he is the DAD of the group... always worried about the things that surrounds us, he asked me... let me see my notes... 58 questions about the war, and 98 about myself after the war... just to know more of me.. as I wanna do with everyone, but he did it seriously... a very VERY big change...
In fact, During the preparations for the party, he was always running... never stop... as the other side of the trowa-coin.
I decided go to talk with Wufei. The less changed of the group, without me, he is just before AND during the war, but with some differences, now he is more happy, a quiet happiness, you know, some smiles, he has animals on his room, a squirrel called "Lou"(don't ask why I dunno), and something that I could never think: a television... he watches the CCNN (Colony CNN) at least 2 hours a day. "It's for keep me well informed about the colonies" he said.
"Wufei, can I speak with you a minute?, Heero said that you could give me some answers" I ask from the door of his room before entering.
"If It's about the cookies, Trowa did it!, but if isn't, come in", A JOKE!!, WUFEI SAYING A JOKE!! GOD HAVE MERCY OF US!...taking note... ready! maybe this could help me.
I went in and I saw the things that I've described above, then I take sit on the floor (Wufei has no chairs, or bed, just a big carpet and his animals).
"Wufei..." I started to say before he interrupted me "You want to know what about yourself, do you?, Heero told me your problem, and I guess that the answer you need is quite simple"
"And that answer is..."-I said eagerly-
"Fight yourself, Heero is right, but I wanna clear that idea, is not just *fight yourself* it's more like *find yourself*"
"I know who am I, I'm the..." guess...
".. the death right?, Duo, the Shinigami it's now a memory, living in your mind, in my opinion you MUST find the real Duo".
"Eh... Dalai-wulama, where I can find him?" I said stupidly.
"jaja...wulama..., the real Duo is inside the Duo that you know, inside the shinigami, first get rid off the shinigami then find the real Duo".
"get ride off the shinigami? that's not possible, I wont allow this crap!..." I got mad with that comment, I AM THE SHINIGAMI, it's not just taking him out like a hat!, it's take my life and rip it!
"Sit down Duo, I know how hard is this for you, but understand that if you wanna grow as a person, you should learn how to *loose for get*"
"All right, but I don't agree with rip off the shinigami like a ol' fashion toy".
"You won't, you will leave the shinigami leave like a bird to find a new person that will be the death, that's all I can tell you, now find something to live", Wufei's words sounded to me like a cold water can... bad news... or something not-good.
I decided to calm down myself and find out the meaning of Wufei's words.
Trowa Finally finished the preparations for the party, a very big cake with a Gundam Wing Zero on it, Heero said that Zero wouldn't mind been there, but also said that zero hates the cream...
The people that went to the party in fact they were alone a handful of people... you know as I said before, the 5 of us, Noin and Relena, a very boring party until Trowa made his entrance...
*Romantic Mode, Dreams, as background music*
"HEY EVERY ONE, today you will be witness of the best circus act af all times!!! for you... the great TROWA BARTON IN THE SLACK ROPE!!!" where Quatre's words, then in the roof, we see a shadow walking in the air... it was Trowa walking in a very thin rope, dressed as in his clown times... singing very well the song before mentioned (Author note: I put a non GW song because I like that song very much and also because it's in my opinion perfect for a Trowa's circus act, also, if you don't know, Dreams is the OP song of Gundam X), and playing it in a violin.
"...wa... sumenaide... hitori kiricha na ikoto...", I never thought that Trowa will be able to sing that well, and the lyric is very nice.. I'm not an art criticize, but I believe that this song is quite nice.
Then Trowa Jumped from the rope, probably thinking that everyone will worry, but people like us know that Trowa knows very well his skills as an acrobat...
"TROWA CAREFULLY!!!" Quatre said... I guess I was wrong... because almost all the people didn't look at Trowa, they close their eyes hoping a good landing.... even for that they have changed...
They I started to see some very notorious changes on Trowa's attitude... he was talking everyone (even Relena that came here as an ambassador... she had to leave earlier... you know being her should not be easy... I give thanks for not being her... I bet that almost everyone also agrees with me...)
All the party was a Trowas act, he tell us jokes, cut the cake, served the drinks... too much for him... even Quatre was more quiet in that moment...
Never be alone... never to forgive... never to forget... never stop your feeling... never... never leave your life... I don't know how much time I'll be working on this life chage stuff... I'll got to sleep, tomorrow Heero is going back to L1, and I'll stay here a bit more... this "vacations" will help me to get into my mind again...
...I don't wanna loose my life...
End of chapter...2 (or 3...)
Look for the next chapter "Quatre's resolution, a new start for the ol' death"