"The last breath of the death"
By Ta-kun
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So, wanna know something?, all the characters in this fic, are trademark of their respective owners, I'm not one of them, so I'm just borrowing them
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Chapter 5 "To be, or not to be"
Shakespeare did speak well, "...to be or not to be..." I'm in the same problem. being the shinigami means that I will not be able to change, but if I loose the shinigami... I'm still being Duo? maybe no, and that scares me a bit...
I always tried to alk to my gundam like Heero or Wufei does. but talk to the deathscythe is quite dificult... should I try?
"So... we've been in quite a lot of battles aren't we?".. there is no answer... "Do'h.. he is not alive... he cannot answer..." -shut up mind!!-
The darkness in the space gives me freaks... I wish that all this thing of inner change... welll finish... *sigh* Alone... alone in the dark... *sweatdrop*, give me strengh you... "NONSENSE.. I won't ask nobody else to help me... I'm very well by miself..."... ahm... look at the screen again... "I should not say that... I NEED help. but no one can help me"
Maybe I'm wrong... "maybe" my mind and my voice joined in a single sound "I need help... I need MY help, no one can do that exept for me... I must find a way in life, and I must be another person also".
The guys teach me that. tehy are probable thinking in what to do tomorrow, Heero in his work, Wufei on the rebuild of L5, Quatre and Trowa... ehm... you know what I mean!.
"Deathscyte... take me home..."
Home... do I have one?... Heero is working hard... for his future, and he started all of this.
"No, YOU did it."
Yeah... my mind is right I started this... I'll finish it.
I hide my gundam in the secret place in L1, then I go to my boss's office to report me. He looks quite friendly today.
"Maxwell, I didn't know that you know Sr. Quatre, official owner of the winner enterprises". His smile looked very odd... (¬¬;)
"well, we met on during the war... but those were other times" I tried to not to look too surpriced.
"War... I've also in a war... long time ago..."... I see his face and think "yup... when the bad one was called... Char" chater mind...
"ejeje..."
"is something funny Maxwell?" my boss didn't look my face very happy...
"Nothing boss.. may I go home earlier.. the trip leave me very tired"
"Sure... get some rest.. you'll need it." I knew that hose words mean that tomorrow I'll hace to do all the work that I've didn't did on the past days...
On the road to the hotel... place that now I consider my home.
"home?... I have one!" very surprived I went there more fast than other days, waiting for a good meal and a bed to rest.
The big red building looked that day more shining than other days... in fact everything looked more shining than in other times. when I get in I saw myself in a mirror in the entrance.
"I also look more shining... Heero?" I turned my eyes into the reception and I lloked at the very nice smile on Heero's face.
"You've came back, take your keys, your room is just like we went out" the perfect words went out of the perfect soldier mouth...
"Heero... I wanna ask you something"
"Not now Duo. go to your room then, in the dinner we well talk alright?" that was weird... he was talking to me very friandly and even those *get out* words sounded friendly... I could not say no and I went to my room.
"SH...RIEK!!!" my surprice was amasing.
"surpriced Duo?, Trowa said with a big smile.
"probably, his boss give lot's of problem to let him get here before finish the day" Wufei was sit on my bed with a very funny hat on his head.
"well waht do you think?" Quatre took off the hat from wufei's head and add "the hat idea was wufei's, but no one did 't except for him.
"Do I not count?" Heero get in the room with a hat bigger, and more wierd that the wufei's.
"Can you explain me what's going on?" of course I wanna know what tha heck was the deal with them.
"Nothing, but Heero asked us to get here before you to give this surprice" Quatre looked at me with that Winner trademark smile that makes every one find a Quatre mask to have that smile.
"I thought that could me nice if every one had a last battle... you know, to let the ol' spirit go without pain and take our old feelings and throw em' far away" Heero said.
"but how?, there is no bad guy!" I said... normally I won't ask things like that but now that there is no war...
"no problem with that. come everyone with me" Heero take us to the living room, looked for a bag, a very old one, from there he found a funny grey box and two grey joysticks.
"we are going to fight each other in a... GAME BATLLE!"
"Heero... this job thing is taking you to a very weird zone of your mind"
We expend at least five hours fighting in that video game, I always played with a very cool braided guy in a black robot, I don't know where Heero found that thing, but the characters looked like us.. I dunno... I'm not a game adict. but that time make me think about my problem... I finished that day in my room alone.
"I don't have any problem, I have just posibilities, and now I don't need to kill, maybe kill time, but nothing else... that gives me one solution..."
The night looked beautiful the stars were sparking I look myself in a mirror...
"I can be Duo without the death... and the death doesn't need duo, so..."
I went to the window... I open it and look downstairs, all of them were there, waiting for me and in that moment I've learned the most important lesson, being yourself is enough for your friends, and if that is enough for you, your life is perfect...
"Come on Duo! come here, we are going to take a walk*" in order, Heero, Wufei, Trowa and Quatre, looking at my window, waiting for me... with an smile on their faces.
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*: Ho, remember? take a... WALK!!!!
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Now I get it... the five lessons... be yourself; find yourself; find your friends; find your way in life; live...
...it is not lack of love...it is lack of loving...
I choose... to be miself...but at the same time choose... not to be anything else...
The end.
By Ta-kun
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So, wanna know something?, all the characters in this fic, are trademark of their respective owners, I'm not one of them, so I'm just borrowing them
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Chapter 5 "To be, or not to be"
Shakespeare did speak well, "...to be or not to be..." I'm in the same problem. being the shinigami means that I will not be able to change, but if I loose the shinigami... I'm still being Duo? maybe no, and that scares me a bit...
I always tried to alk to my gundam like Heero or Wufei does. but talk to the deathscythe is quite dificult... should I try?
"So... we've been in quite a lot of battles aren't we?".. there is no answer... "Do'h.. he is not alive... he cannot answer..." -shut up mind!!-
The darkness in the space gives me freaks... I wish that all this thing of inner change... welll finish... *sigh* Alone... alone in the dark... *sweatdrop*, give me strengh you... "NONSENSE.. I won't ask nobody else to help me... I'm very well by miself..."... ahm... look at the screen again... "I should not say that... I NEED help. but no one can help me"
Maybe I'm wrong... "maybe" my mind and my voice joined in a single sound "I need help... I need MY help, no one can do that exept for me... I must find a way in life, and I must be another person also".
The guys teach me that. tehy are probable thinking in what to do tomorrow, Heero in his work, Wufei on the rebuild of L5, Quatre and Trowa... ehm... you know what I mean!.
"Deathscyte... take me home..."
Home... do I have one?... Heero is working hard... for his future, and he started all of this.
"No, YOU did it."
Yeah... my mind is right I started this... I'll finish it.
I hide my gundam in the secret place in L1, then I go to my boss's office to report me. He looks quite friendly today.
"Maxwell, I didn't know that you know Sr. Quatre, official owner of the winner enterprises". His smile looked very odd... (¬¬;)
"well, we met on during the war... but those were other times" I tried to not to look too surpriced.
"War... I've also in a war... long time ago..."... I see his face and think "yup... when the bad one was called... Char" chater mind...
"ejeje..."
"is something funny Maxwell?" my boss didn't look my face very happy...
"Nothing boss.. may I go home earlier.. the trip leave me very tired"
"Sure... get some rest.. you'll need it." I knew that hose words mean that tomorrow I'll hace to do all the work that I've didn't did on the past days...
On the road to the hotel... place that now I consider my home.
"home?... I have one!" very surprived I went there more fast than other days, waiting for a good meal and a bed to rest.
The big red building looked that day more shining than other days... in fact everything looked more shining than in other times. when I get in I saw myself in a mirror in the entrance.
"I also look more shining... Heero?" I turned my eyes into the reception and I lloked at the very nice smile on Heero's face.
"You've came back, take your keys, your room is just like we went out" the perfect words went out of the perfect soldier mouth...
"Heero... I wanna ask you something"
"Not now Duo. go to your room then, in the dinner we well talk alright?" that was weird... he was talking to me very friandly and even those *get out* words sounded friendly... I could not say no and I went to my room.
"SH...RIEK!!!" my surprice was amasing.
"surpriced Duo?, Trowa said with a big smile.
"probably, his boss give lot's of problem to let him get here before finish the day" Wufei was sit on my bed with a very funny hat on his head.
"well waht do you think?" Quatre took off the hat from wufei's head and add "the hat idea was wufei's, but no one did 't except for him.
"Do I not count?" Heero get in the room with a hat bigger, and more wierd that the wufei's.
"Can you explain me what's going on?" of course I wanna know what tha heck was the deal with them.
"Nothing, but Heero asked us to get here before you to give this surprice" Quatre looked at me with that Winner trademark smile that makes every one find a Quatre mask to have that smile.
"I thought that could me nice if every one had a last battle... you know, to let the ol' spirit go without pain and take our old feelings and throw em' far away" Heero said.
"but how?, there is no bad guy!" I said... normally I won't ask things like that but now that there is no war...
"no problem with that. come everyone with me" Heero take us to the living room, looked for a bag, a very old one, from there he found a funny grey box and two grey joysticks.
"we are going to fight each other in a... GAME BATLLE!"
"Heero... this job thing is taking you to a very weird zone of your mind"
We expend at least five hours fighting in that video game, I always played with a very cool braided guy in a black robot, I don't know where Heero found that thing, but the characters looked like us.. I dunno... I'm not a game adict. but that time make me think about my problem... I finished that day in my room alone.
"I don't have any problem, I have just posibilities, and now I don't need to kill, maybe kill time, but nothing else... that gives me one solution..."
The night looked beautiful the stars were sparking I look myself in a mirror...
"I can be Duo without the death... and the death doesn't need duo, so..."
I went to the window... I open it and look downstairs, all of them were there, waiting for me and in that moment I've learned the most important lesson, being yourself is enough for your friends, and if that is enough for you, your life is perfect...
"Come on Duo! come here, we are going to take a walk*" in order, Heero, Wufei, Trowa and Quatre, looking at my window, waiting for me... with an smile on their faces.
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*: Ho, remember? take a... WALK!!!!
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Now I get it... the five lessons... be yourself; find yourself; find your friends; find your way in life; live...
...it is not lack of love...it is lack of loving...
I choose... to be miself...but at the same time choose... not to be anything else...
The end.