All the Pain

Disclaimer: I don't own Card Captor Sakura.

Author's notes: This story may continue. I'm not even sure. Uhh…I guess you could say this is very sad. Add characters… Doesn't follow the CcS story sorry.

~Sakura's room on the phone~

Sakura hadn't talking to Syaoran in a month, but she didn't mind. She knew she loved him and she was hoping he loved her back.

"Stop that Jess! It's so annoying."

"Sorry Sakura, but it's so funny!" Jess yelled as she laughed on the phone.

"Oh Yea Sakura! I talked to Syaoran this morning. He said he has a life now." Jade said

"That's mean" Jess said to her other friend on the line.

"Well he said something along those lines." Jade added

Sakura sat in her chair. She looked at her computer screen, but kept listening to her friends.

'He has a life now?' Sakura sighed, but away from the phone so her friends couldn't hear. 'He has a life… He doesn't have time for you or to talk to you. Not even say Hi or I have a life and I can't talk to you anymore…' Sakura was completely heartbroken. She quickly went to her e-mail and sent a message to Syaoran that read:

So you have a life now? You couldn't even say Hi or tell me you have a life now? Well I hope you have a nice life…I hope you have a happy life… I love you…Enjoy your life.

Sakura

On October 5th she was going to be with Syaoran for a whole year. Life was really crashing down on her. Yes Syaoran was 15 and she was only 13,but she knew love when she felt it. This was the first time she had truly fallen for someone who loved her back and didn't show her off as a prize. She really loved Syaoran with all her heart and soul. He mad a promise to her. Yet again she e-mailed him again

Syaoran,

Was your love for me a lie? Well sorry for bugging you and everything… I still love you

Always

Sakura

How could he have done this to her? He said he loved her, but truly it must have been a lie. Sakura slowly hung up the phone and crawled onto her bed. She began to cry into her pillow. Above her head on her self was a folder, a notebook, and 2 books. She continued to cry throughout the night until she fell asleep hoping to find an escape from reality were everyone still cared about her. Not like anyone cared about her in reality. They teased her and said rude things to her. She felt bad, but she ignored those things. Syaoran always made things better for her, but now he can't make things better.

"Why Syaoran…" She whispered only to have her cat Midnight and her two guardians hear.