Hey yall. I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SRY FOR TAKING SO LONG!!!!!!!!!! i just started high school and im like totally out of it. but i hope u like this one. Peace.
PS for those of u who r waiting 4 Maybe Yes, Maybe No, im really sry for taking too long, but ill try 2 add another chapter really soon.
DISCLAIMER: i dun own GW or any of the characters. And also, thee song i used at the end is "All I Want" by Toad and the Wet Sproket from the album FEAR. Theyre a really awsome band, so u should check 'em out when u get the chance. and i dun own the song either.
Romeo & Juliet-Gundam Style
Chapter 10
He slipped into his black leather jacket, and pulled up his dark brown slacks. The mirror on his opposite wall showed him how handsome he looked, or so he thought. A loud meow resonated throughout the room as his foot came in contact with a peacefully sleeping cat. "Stupid feline. Why the hell do I keep you around?" Then a notion came to him, "Your only purpose is to bring in the ladies. Not that I need your help anymore. I found someone thanks to Zechs. He's so stupid. He's practically handing me total power of the Sank Kingdom. All I need to do now is bed Relena, and get her to marry me, which shouldn't be too hard considering that there aren't any other men she could wed that would be acceptable." His ego being at an all-time high, he patted his small cat. A dazzling smile touched his lips and a small light flickered in his eyes as he lit a cigarette. Rings of smoke puffed out of his mouth as he made his way to his car on a mission to seduce Relena Peacecraft. Ironically, someone had already beaten him to the punch.
There was a knock on the window pain, and Relena hazily got up to see who was disturbing her sleep. This had been her first night in over two weeks where she actually could doze off for an hour or so. The knock came more insistent as Relena stumbled over a carelessly placed book.
"Ouch! Stupid piece of." she stooped to rub her hurt toe. As she came close to the window, all she could see was a pair of blue eyes starring at her. Her heart almost stopped beating. Her mind went blank and all she could do was gaze into those deep, ocean-blue eyes. She snapped back to life when she heard another pounding on the window. She quickly searched for the lock. When her small fingers reached the latch, she pushed and pulled, struggling to open it as best she could. Her head shot up as she heard the little click. Blood racing, she gently opened the window, and Heero stepped inside. She instantly stepped back, and ushered him in. His long legs took one step forward, and then he came to a halt. His head shot around the room until his eyes fell on the image of Relena. Standing there, in her silk night shorts, with some raggedy, dark red shirt on over it. It was his shirt.
He saw her gradually move towards him until he was at her arms length. Heero felt her small palm come up to his chest, and leisurely move over it, to his collar. One by one, she started unbuttoning his pale shirt. His arm shot up to grab her hand, "What are you doing?"
"I'm being with you, Heero. The only way I can be. So stop fussing, and let me do this," she swatted his hand away, and continued going down the row of buttons.
Heero pushes her away, and closed up his shirt. "What are you talking about? What do you mean the only way you can?"
"Oh, Heero," she sighed, "you don't have to play dumb with me. I know what a guy like you wants, and needs, so let me give it to you. Just," Heero grabbed her up, and tossed her torso over his shoulder, and carried her to the big bed in the center of the room. "Oh, I see, you just wanted to go a little faster. All you had to do was say so, and," Relena's body jumped up a bit as she hit the mattress with some force.
"No, stop this right now. What do you think you're doing? Seducing me? I didn't come here for sex, why would I come to you for that? I'm not some kid who tries to get it everywhere he can. The reason I'm here is way more important than physical pleasure."
Relena was huddled up into a small little ball, in the corner of the bed, starring up at him with moist eyes, "Yeah, well then why did you come here? To tell me how much you don't love me? To tell me how much I'm not important to you, that I'm useless? You can save your breath, I've already gotten the point." Relena paused for a while, as she gathered her thoughts, "If you don't want to love me, then make love to me. I can't stand not being with you. I will do anything, as long as it's with you." And the tears started to fall, more and more; they streamed down her rosy checks. She turned her face away from him, and tried to wipe her tears away, hopping he had not seen them. Heero heard her take a deep breath, and saw her stand up. Two small little feet came close to Heero's, and he looked up into Relena's eyes. "I want you, Heero, anyway I can get you," she rose up on her tiptoes, and moved forward to kiss Heero, but all he could do was take a step back.
"I don't know what I'm doing here. I'm sorry, Relena, sorry for everything I have ever said and done to you. But I do love you." Rapidly Heero turned and started to leave through the window from which he had come. Pain in his heart, that was all he could do.
"No, don't leave, not again. Please, we can try again, but don't do this all over. I, I won't be here next time. I won't be anywhere anymore, not if you leave. I love you, Heero, but I can't live my life loving something that doesn't want me. If you abandon me this time, I'll stop loving you, and the only way I can do that is stop living. So I won't be here waiting for you, it's now or never. Just tell me if you don't want me, don't push it off until later. The sooner I know, the easier it will be to let go."
He turned his back on her once more, and inhaled a deep gulp of air.
All Relena knew was that she was in his arms again. He had come back to her once more, this time she knew he wouldn't leave her, "I love you, Relena. I love everything about you. And this, this feeling, it'll last my whole life, and a thousand lives more. There is nothing in this world that can make up for the empty place in my heart because that place is only for you. For anything you'll ever give me. Trust me when I say this, I couldn't love anything more than I love you." His hands went behind her head as he bent down to kiss her. His lips met hers and suddenly everything began to disappear, and turn to mist that seemed to float lightly around the room. Relena lost herself in his arms, never wanting this to end. It was almost like it wasn't happening, too good to be real, that she must be dreaming. But what made everything even better was that she wasn't. This was really happening, and Heero truly loved her. The warmth of his body spread over hers as he pulled her even closer to him. She could feel his soft hands running through her hair. Her body was set ablaze with passion and infatuation with this, man. This being that held her whole world in the palm of his hand. Heero tilted her head and deepened the kiss, extending the feeling and moment until it seemed as though she would shatter from the intense pressure that really was nothing more than his soft brushes of love against hers. Her eyes closed, she slowly started to relax completely, her body and mind taking over her soul, making her envision a beautiful sky, full of brilliant white clouds, floating aimlessly from beginning to end around the world, and inside her head. She felt light too, as though she was on a clear stream of water, holding her ever so delicately, only enough so that she wouldn't sink. What a breathtaking feeling, a magnificent sensation, yet she knew that no one other then Heero could do this to her. For Heero she would give the every air she breathes, the same ground she walks on, only if he would promise to never stop. Never let his adoration cease to exist. And as her thoughts came to focus on this one man, she heard a deep, throaty moan escape into the night, and she could feel Heero's arms sweep her off her feet, and place her gently on the yielding mattress. His head started to retreat from hers, and she unwillingly let him go, knowing now, that he would always come back to her.
"I can't do this," he spoke slowly, sadness underlying his every word. "It's not fair to you, and to the one you marry."
"What are you talking about? The one I marry? If a cannot have you, then I want no one."
"No. You don't understand. I can't take you, posses you, release myself inside you."
"Oh," Relena looked down at her bitten nails. "Do you not want me?"
A small laugh escaped his lips, as he looked into her eyes, smiling a sweet, childish smile. He took her hand and brought it up to his chest, "Can you feel that? My heartbeat, it pounds because of you. I would not be a man if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be real. You make me more than a pilot, more than just some cold-blooded killer. You are my faith, my religion, my soul, the very elements I need to live. How can I not want you? I just can't have you."
"Yes you can, it's so simple. Just kiss me, and don't stop," and Relena pulled Heero's head down until their noses touched.
"But you don't understand all this is. It's really not as easy as it seems, or even as pleasurable as it's made out to be. You can't just agree to something you don't know how to do, or don't know what the consequences might be."
"But that's what love is. Mystery, secret, fear, excitement, intrigue, suspense, sadness, content, pleasure. It's jumping into a black hole, knowing that you may never return. You can't experience happiness if you don't go through pain. And I know that being with you brings me eternal ecstasy because my life has been complete darkness. I know what I want, what I need, and all that is you." Heero's cheek was warm against her hand, as she drew his head through the space that kept them apart. She kissed him lightly, and smiled up at his blue, iris-swollen eyes. "I'll be your everything if you only let me," and she pulled Heero down, until his chest was firmly set against her own.
"Hey, where do you think you're going, son?" came a voice from the shadows.
"I'm here to see miss Relena Peacecraft," replied a brisk voice. "Hurry now, I don't have time to deal with the likes of you."
A tall figured loomed over the arrogant man, "Whether you want to or not, really isn't up to you, now is it? For your information, miss Peacecraft is involved in, and is attending a very important ball this evening."
"Oh, well then I must get inside as soon as possible," and he threw his body toward the door, to escape the guard.
"I don't think you get it. This is strictly invitation only. You understand."
"No, you're the one who's not getting it. Do you even know who I am?"
"All I know is that I was instructed not to let anyone inside this door without an invitation. And to be honest, I'm getting pretty tiered of your imitation Armani wearing ass. So I would suggest you take your little million dollar car over there and leave before I re-total it to equal up to the price you bought it for." He turned around and walked off, without giving the little nuisance the chance to respond.
"I hope you know that I won't forget this. The Kinton family doesn't overlook diminutive pests like you. Tell me your name so that you can get what's coming to you."
The retreating man stopped, turned on his heel, and marched over to the outspoken gentleman. Kinton could feel the earth beneath him disappearing as he was lifted some distance from the ground. "My name is Duo Maxwell, personal bodyguard of Relena Peacecraft, Deathscythe pilot, and all in all war criminal." Duo's voice continuing to be calm and cold he added, "By the way, I'm pretty sure you're on my `to kill' list, so I would watch my back if I were you."
The pilot's grasp eased, and the frightened man was once again standing on his own two feet. "Yes, well," Kinton searched his vocabulary to find something to say, but thought it much better to just leave. "Tell Relena I stopped by, and good evening to you."
"I'll be sure to give her the message, personally."
The man walked off as slowly as he could, trying not to show the guard how alarmed he truly was. The car door opened and slammed closed. Duo sauntered over into the shadows under Relena's room, "I knew you would come back, Heero. Just want you to know that I still got your back." He smiled a bit a returned to his post.
Nothing's so loud/as hearing when we lie/the truth is not kind/and you've said neither am I/but the air outside so soft is saying everything/everything
Her breathing held, as she felt him holding her in his protective arms, and he looked into her eyes as she gasped a bit, "Are you okay?"
All she could do was nod, "I'm with you."
All I want is to feel this way/to be this close, to feel the same/all I want is to feel this way/the evening speaks, I feel it say...
The rhythm of their two bodies was slow and sweet. And as their lips never parted, their hearts became one.
Nothing's so cold/as closing the heart when all we need/is to free the soul/but we wouldn't be that brave I know/and the air outside so soft, confessing
everything/everything
Cars past by, and the city lights sparkled through the full-length windows. His thrusts became deeper until in one moment, in one flash of light, there wasn't anything around them anymore. Just them, here and now. Together.
And it won't matter now/whatever happens to me/though the air speaks of all we'll never be/it won't trouble me
Relena smiled into his lips as she shuddered a bit. She kissed him one last time, and after that, they were dead to the world, being alive and consumed only by each other. There bodies were spent, and their souls were free.
And it feels so close/let it take me in/let it hold me so/I can feel it say...
As the morning sun rose slowly and hesitantly, Relena adorned her bed, but this time, Heero was there with her.
