I think that this Nelly chick is annoying! These So Weird characters which sadly are not mine are the exact opposite of annoying. Don't you agree?
Chapter 2.
The music and concerts start up again, which turned into another consisant memory of Rick and I. I dealt ok with those feelings of being watched while playing our songs. Happy. I was actually completely, with no more fake smiles happy. It was the music that did it. I found myself again, grew as a parent and overall as a person. It was great. On occusation guys would stop by after the shows, want to talk and what not. I won't touch the subject of what exactly what not involves. The talking I was all right with, it made me feel special. The conversations usually never past the, "Hi I like your music" stage, which last a few minutes. But I found him to be extra cute and if I had the time I would try to stretch the meeting just a little bit longer. However those mysterious strangers aren't all their cracked up to be at times.
Take Lal Nereus for example. One of those just got to say after the concert types and I thought he was cute. So I didn't try running being rude or snobbish to get him to leave. He was all I could think about, left with a feeling inside that Dennis and not even Rick had given me. It scared me. After one meeting I was certain I was in love, foolish I know. The largest pearl I have ever seen was given to me by him, he couldn't just have a simple crush to give something that fancy. Deeper in love I feel and I had only said five words to him! Lal taught me so much in one afternoon at the aquarium, things I had learned in school but until then held nothing to me. When I kissed him, oh my god! Talk about an electric, fire works exploding reaction. I swear it was his eyes; they were magnets drawing me to be near him. I let my guard down more than I care to that evening, but I must admit a part of me wishes it wasn't swimming we had done; if you get my drift.
Of course Jack didn't like Lal. At this age shouldn't he over the whole jealousy stage? I guess he was trying to play the roll of loving son and keep a close eye on me. I would quickly learn Jack had reason to be iffy of Lal. He was first class jerk! Trying to get me to leave everything, including my kids at a whims moment. Then of course there was the whole thing of him pushing Jack off the pier. I never saw Lal after that moment. At sometimes I feel sad over that, I never was able to figure out exactly who or what he was.