Disclaimer: I own nothing but Raye Trebond
Warning: this is my first try at this stuff so be nice, K.
Song, story, *thought *, "speech"
You Don't See Me
In a forest a mile from Quatra's mansion a large tree stood in the center of a clearing. In it sat a young girl, her shoulder length dirty blond hair blown by the slight breeze and her almond shaped emerald eyes were glazed over in thought.
This is the place where I sit
*This is my place, my sanctuary, where I can sit and think.*
This is the part where I love you too much
*I love him so much, too much.*
Is this as hard as it gets? Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
*Please God let this be as hard as it gets I don't think I can last much longer. I'm so sick of pretending to be tough.*
I'm here if you want me. I'm yours, you can hold me.
*Please see I'm here, all for you. I'm all yours, you can hold me*
I'm empty and achin' and tumblin' and breakin'.
*It hurts so much, keeping it inside and I'm so empty. My walls and defenses are breaking. My walls of safety are tumbling down because of you*
Cause you don't see me and you don't need me and you don't love me the way I wish you would, the way I know you could.
"God!" she screamed *God, why can't you see me. It hurts to think you don't need me the way I need you, and to see that you don't love me. Stupid dream, and yet I know it can be real.*
I dream a world where you understand, and I dream a million sleepless nights.
*I have dreams where you love me and understand my pain. But then I dream of the countless sleepless nights I've had thinking about you.*
I dream of fire when you're touching my hand but it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights.
*I dream of fire-like passion but awake to find it all in my head when I turn on the lights.*
I'm speechless and faded; it's to complicated.
*I haven't the courage to tell you, and our lives are just too complicated*
Is this how the book ends nothin' but good friends?
*Is this where it all ends, You and me nothin' but friends?*
Cause you don't see me and you don't need me and you don't love me the way I wish you would.
* Why can't you see me. It hurts to think you don't need me the way I need you, and to see that you don't love me. Stupid dream.*
This is the place in my heart; this is the place where I'm falling apart
*This is where I tell all my secrets tearing at my heart, This is where I'm allowed to drop my mask and walls and fall apart without mishap or my secrets getting out.*
She looked at Quatra's home not too far away. Knowing HE was leaving on a final mission.
Isn't this just where we met? Is this the last chance that I'll ever get?
*I met him there, at the waterfall that hides the tunnel to this place. Will I ever see him again? Should I tell him?*
I wish I was lonely instead of just crystal and see-through and not enough to you.
*Sometimes I wish I was lonely, having never found you, instead of just
crystal and not enough to you.*
Cause you don't see me and you don't need me and you don't love me the way I wish you would.
* Why can't you see me. It hurts to think you don't need me the way I need you, and to see that you don't love me. Stupid dream.*
Cause you don't see me and you don't need me and you don't love me the way I wish you would, the way I know you could.
* Why can't you see me. It hurts to think you don't need me the way I need you, and to see that you don't love me. Stupid dream, and yet I know it can be real.*
She arose, balancing on the branch upon she had previously sat, she wiped away the few crystal droplets on her cheeks and climbed down thinking *No I won't tell him because he will come home to me, even if he doesn't even know that I'm waiting.* As she reached the ground rain started to fall, heavily. She didn't care, she loved the rain. " I love you …Trowa……. just know I love you." With that Raye Trebond ran home. To the mansion only a mile away.