Stay Away (Part 5)
My mind screamed in rage
I couldn't believe what I had just read
I shouldn't have been snooping
But I did and now I'm furious
I glanced down at Jackie's journal
Guilt was mixed with pain and anger
It flowed through every inch of me
As I thought of what I had just read
My mind is filled with confused
Repressed memories come back to me
Those memories of what Trunks did to me all those years ago
'Could it be true?'
My mind wonders knowing no answer would come
I run off to find my daughter
I need to know the truth
Only then will my mind feel at ease, or would it?
I spy my daughter talking to Marron
I pull her aside and hold up the journal
My first words 'Sorry. But is it true?'
I didn't mean to be so blunt but I wanted the truth
She looks at me with her big brown eyes
Even at 16, she could still be a child
I can see the fear in her eyes
She tries to play dumb
'What?'
'You know what!'
My words are filled with anger
She looks away
I hear her lightly sobbing
My mother's instinct makes me reach out and hold her close
I hold her close as she admits what I didn't want to hear
The truth...
Marron looks at me worriedly
'Pan, what's going on?'
I know she is scared and worried
I fake a smile
'Nothing. Just stay here with Jackie.'
My mind is filled with a blinding rage as I fly to Trunks' house
I barely make it because I'm so blinded
I almost fell out of the sky twice
Angrily I knock on Trunks' door
He opens with a shock look on his face
Before he can say a word
I'm on top of him, pounded his face with my fist
He's too surprised to stop me
Finally I feel someone pull me off
Looking up I see Vegeta
He looks at me with a burn in his eyes
My eyes fill with tears as I stare into his face
No words came from my mouth
Fear and and anger leave me feeling trapped
Trapped between someone who could destroy me physcally
and someone who has destroyed me emotionally and mentally
I mouth an apology to Vegeta
As suddenly as I came, I leave
Not wanting to feel anymore pain
This wasn't fair
But I knew it wouldn't be
As Trunks had said to me all those years ago
'Who would believe it?'
I knew it was true
But this wasn't the end
It was the beginning...
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A/N: I wasn't planning on doing another 'Stay Away' poem, but I was nagged
half to death to do another one. So here it is and let me what you think. Bye!
My mind screamed in rage
I couldn't believe what I had just read
I shouldn't have been snooping
But I did and now I'm furious
I glanced down at Jackie's journal
Guilt was mixed with pain and anger
It flowed through every inch of me
As I thought of what I had just read
My mind is filled with confused
Repressed memories come back to me
Those memories of what Trunks did to me all those years ago
'Could it be true?'
My mind wonders knowing no answer would come
I run off to find my daughter
I need to know the truth
Only then will my mind feel at ease, or would it?
I spy my daughter talking to Marron
I pull her aside and hold up the journal
My first words 'Sorry. But is it true?'
I didn't mean to be so blunt but I wanted the truth
She looks at me with her big brown eyes
Even at 16, she could still be a child
I can see the fear in her eyes
She tries to play dumb
'What?'
'You know what!'
My words are filled with anger
She looks away
I hear her lightly sobbing
My mother's instinct makes me reach out and hold her close
I hold her close as she admits what I didn't want to hear
The truth...
Marron looks at me worriedly
'Pan, what's going on?'
I know she is scared and worried
I fake a smile
'Nothing. Just stay here with Jackie.'
My mind is filled with a blinding rage as I fly to Trunks' house
I barely make it because I'm so blinded
I almost fell out of the sky twice
Angrily I knock on Trunks' door
He opens with a shock look on his face
Before he can say a word
I'm on top of him, pounded his face with my fist
He's too surprised to stop me
Finally I feel someone pull me off
Looking up I see Vegeta
He looks at me with a burn in his eyes
My eyes fill with tears as I stare into his face
No words came from my mouth
Fear and and anger leave me feeling trapped
Trapped between someone who could destroy me physcally
and someone who has destroyed me emotionally and mentally
I mouth an apology to Vegeta
As suddenly as I came, I leave
Not wanting to feel anymore pain
This wasn't fair
But I knew it wouldn't be
As Trunks had said to me all those years ago
'Who would believe it?'
I knew it was true
But this wasn't the end
It was the beginning...
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A/N: I wasn't planning on doing another 'Stay Away' poem, but I was nagged
half to death to do another one. So here it is and let me what you think. Bye!