(EVERYTHING I DO) I DO IT FOR YOU
A Gundam Wing Songfic
By Sakura
Look into my eyes, you will see
What you mean to me.
Duo turned over
onto his side, propping himself on one elbow to look at the sleeping figure on
the bed beside him. Asleep Hiro was a totally different person. There was a
child-like innocence on his beautiful face. Duo tentatively stroked the other
boy's hair, all his love for Hiro shining in his cornflower eyes.
"Aishiteru Hiro," he whispered.
*****
Search your heart, search your soul
And when you find me there, you'll search no more.
Alone in his
room, Hiro stared at the computer screen trying to ignore the thoughts that
kept disturbing him. "Damn you Duo."
Ever since the
argument, Hiro couldn't get the longhaired pilot to leave his mind. He thought
he could go on without him, but deep down in his heart he knew otherwise.
Inside Hiro's heart was not only the innocent child he'd been, but also another
boy. One with cornflower eyes and a laughing face. "Duo…" he said out
loud, "aishiteru."
He began typing
on the keyboard and began to search through certain restricted files.
"Where are you Maxwell?"
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for.
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for.
While Hiro was
searching for the Shinigami pilot, Duo was yet again locked in an OZ cell.
"Shimatta!
Why does this always happen to me? I'm a good pilot. I've beaten lots of OZ
jerks, so why the hell do I always get caught? I can just see Hiro now. He'll
probably come marchin' in here to kill me, tell me I'm a danger to the mission
now, call me a damned baka, then we'd both leave and have a good laugh over all
this." He sighed and sat down on the cot, placing his chin in his hands.
"But you won't be coming Hiro. Not this time. Not after what I said. I'll
probably be executed soon. Damn Hiro! No damn me for being so stupid!" He
let out another sigh and lay back down cot. "Might as well get some sleep.
There's nothing else to do. Besides I've got this crazy feelin' things are
lookin' up."
*****
You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you.
Hiro had found
him. Duo Maxwell had been captured and was now in a jail cell waiting to be
executed. Hiro had half a mind to leave the idiot there to be killed, but once
he'd admitted to himself that he did love the longhaired pilot, there was no
turning back. He had to get Duo out of there and fast.
"Ninmu
ryoukai," he said once he memorized the plans of the jail one last time
and flew Wing Zero straight for the colony Duo was imprisoned on. "Matte
yo Duo."
*****
Look into my heart, you will find
There's nothin' there to hide.
So take me as I am, take my life.
I would give it all, I would sacrifice.
Hiro stood in the
doorway, for once afraid of what the longhaired boy would say.
"Long time
no see Hiro. How've ya been?" Duo's voice was flat.
"Duo we need
to talk. Not here." With that he grabbed the other pilot and dragged him
all the way out of the hidden OZ base.
Once they made it
out in Wing Zero, Deathscythe had been scrapped for spare metal, they had holed
up at one of Quatre's holdings. Duo was finally able to catch his breath.
"All right Hiro. Ya wanted to talk, so talk."
"Duo…"
he began. He looked at the boy who had shared his bed once only to see his former
lover getting a little impatient.
"Um… I think
we should get some fresh air, we've been cooped up in here long enough,"
said Quatre dragging Trowa with him. "Coming Wufei?"
"I do not
need fresh air," he said indignantly, but taking a look at the two
brown-haired pilots he quickly said, "however, Nataku does need to be
checked up on." The Chinese boy quickly exited the room, following Quatre
and Trowa.
Once they were
alone, Hiro could relax. "Duo, I…" he began again.
"You what
Hiro? You're going to kill me?" Duo said more than just a little
sarcastically.
"I love
you."
Duo was
flabbergasted, but not for long. "Now ya tell me, after you threw me out
like so much garbage. Do you expect me to forgive you and let things go back to
the way they used to be?"
"Hai."
"Well,
you're wrong. Sometimes Hiro you can be so…" He never finished that
sentence. Hiro had his head in his hands and was pressing his lips against
Duo's, letting his love for the longhaired boy show in that kiss.
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for.
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more.
You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you.
When he could
breathe again, Duo looked into his former lover's face and saw the fear of
rejection deep in his violet eyes. "Hiro…"
Hiro wanted to
shout, to berate himself for being so stupid. How could he possibly be
forgiven? Especially after what he did to Duo. "Gomen," he said
turning to leave the drawing room.
"Oh no you
don't! Not this time Hiro Yui!" Duo grabbed Hiro's arm.
Expecting to be
hit, the shorthaired boy stiffened, instead what he got was an extremely tight
embrace. "I'm sorry too Hiro. It's my fault too you know. I should have
told you from the start. No I shouldn't have rushed ya like that. I should have
known you needed time. I love you Hiro, zutto."
"I love you
too Duo." The two boys continued to embrace each other as they kissed.
There's no love like your love
And no other could give more love.
Now that the boys
were together again, Hiro insisted on making it up to Duo for all the time he
was forced to be alone, believing Hiro had never loved him.
Every day, Hiro
would wait until his lover woke, then not only would he tell him he loved him,
but also would insist on serving him breakfast in bed. Hiro loved to watch as
Duo would pretend to protest only to enjoy the home-cooked meal with gusto.
Hiro of course cooked as much as he could until Quatre's cook threw him out of
the kitchen, complaining of the mess he'd make.
That went on for
about two weeks until Quatre's cook had him banned from the kitchen after
blowing up the oven and Duo insisted on going out. There had been no missions
and it seemed there wouldn't be any for at least another few weeks until
Deathscythe had been rebuilt. Duo had suggested they all go the movies or a
picnic in a park nearby the compound.
Hiro would have
none of it. He grabbed Duo and dragged him out of the compound before any of
the other gundam pilots could even blink.
"Oi Hiro!
Where're ya takin' me?" demanded a blindfolded and very excited Duo.
"Where
there," Hiro said in his usual monotone.
Hiro had taken
his longhaired pilot to a remote spot on the beach not too far from Quatre's
compound. Gently reaching up to remove Duo's blindfold, he gave the pilot's
nose a swift kiss. "You can shut up now baka."
Duo blinked
letting his eyes adjust, then stared at the vast ocean before him.
"Hiro…" he said once again at a loss for words, "it's… it's
wonderful!!"
Hiro just smiled
and sat down on the sand next to him. He pulled on Duo's hand and the other boy
joined him resting his head on Hiro's shoulder. Hiro's arm snaked around Duo's
waist. "Aishiteru."
"Baka. You
already told me that this morning."
"I
know." The two boys just sat and holding each other, looking at the ocean
for the rest of the day.
There's nowhere unless you're there
All the time, all the way.
Hiro was sent on
a mission in deep space, some Federation soldiers were yet threatening another
colony. He sat in the cockpit of Wing Zero waiting for the base nearby to blow
up. He was certain this would be an easy mission so he'd left Duo behind, since
Deathscythe was still unfinished.
He missed the
other pilot greatly. Space had become a very lonely place without Duo's
constant chattering attacking his ears. He missed feeling the other boy's
presence beside him, missed his gentle, yet firm touch on his shoulders,
relaxing them. "Duo…"
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for.
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more.
"Damn it Hiro!!!!"
shouted Duo when he learned his love and partner had skipped out on him. He saw
the mission plans, it was a trap! It had too be!
The Federation
would be waiting for him or any gundam pilot foolish enough to attack.
"Why didn't
you say anything?!" he yelled at Quatre who had innocently brought up the
mission to Duo.
"G-gomen,
Duo. I thought you knew. Honestly I didn't know Hiro didn't tell you,"
stammered the blond-haired pilot. Trowa patted his shoulder reassuringly.
"It ain't
your fault Quatre. I'm sorry I'm just worried about Hiro. You saw the
communiqué, it's a damn trap!"
"There is
nothing we can do right now. Hiro knows how to survive. He'll make it through,
have faith," Trowa said, holding the shivering Quatre.
"He's right
Maxwell, all we can do is wait, and pray he makes it back alive," added
Wufei.
"Well, I'm
not gonna just sit here like a lump on a log!"
Just then, Hiro's
laptop beeped and Quatre went over and hit a few of the keys. "Oh hello
Howard-san. Hai, I'll tell him. He'll be very happy to hear that. Thank you for
patching up Sandrock as well. Hai, I'll try to be more careful next time.
Arigatou Howard-san. Ja ne."
Quatre returned
to the others, Trowa and Wufei curious as to what that was all about.
"Good news Duo. Deathscythe's been rebuilt and ready to go, though Howard
said he didn't complete the self-destruct mechanism just yet," beamed
Quatre.
Duo let out a
yelp of joy and ran toward the door. "Duo! Where are you going?"
asked Quatre.
"To bail
Hiro's ass outta there, where else?!"
"Matte yo!
Duo!!" The longhaired pilot was gone before Quatre could form the second
syllable.
"Baka,"
Wufei said returning to his book.
I would fight for you, I'd lie for you,
Walk the wire for you, yeah, I'd die for you.
You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you.
Hiro had not been
paying attention and it was too late when he realized his alarms were blaring
at him. A squad of Leos and Arieses had somehow managed to surround him. He
heard the orders to surrender, but as usual he ignored them. He scolded himself
for being distracted while on a mission and sadly whispered a good-bye to his
Duo. "Forgive me."
He was about to
activate the self-destruct mechanism, when he heard over his comm-link,
"Move outta my way assholes! Shinigami's here to send ya all to
hell!" Hiro looked at the view-screen and saw Duo's Deathscythe slicing a
path through the mobile suits.
It can't be
Deathscythe! He thought. Howard said it wouldn't be complete for at least
another day or two. He looked again. It was Duo, no Zero unit induced
hallucination this time. "Oi Hiro! Ya gonna sit there all day or aren't ya
gonna join me?" came Duo's voice.
"Ryoukai,"
Hiro replied activating his weapons system.
"Glad ta see
ya too Hi-chan."
"Baka! Don't
call me that!"
"I know, I
know. We're on a mission. Now come on Yui, move your ass outta there!"
"Ninmu
ryoukai," Hiro said smiling. His Duo had come for him. Duo was true to his
word, never was he going to let Hiro die on him, not while he was alive.
Later in Hiro and
Duo's room, the boys had plopped down onto the bed exhausted.
"Duo,
why?" Hiro asked snuggling against him.
"Why what
Hiro?" Duo was too exhausted to think, all he wanted right now was to
sleep, next to Hiro of course.
"Why did you
do that? Risk yourself like that?"
The longhaired
pilot turned to face his lover and said, "Because I love you, you
idiot." A quick kiss to the lips silenced any more words from Hiro.
Hiro smiled and
wrapped his arms around the other boy, holding him tightly to him. Within
moments both boys were asleep, smiles on their faces.
~Owari~
Disclaimer:
None of the characters are mine neither is the song so please
don't sue me.
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