A LOVE OF MY OWN

Disclaimer: These characters in this story do not belong to me, so suing really wouldn't do Marvel Comics any good. So there. Hey if I beg and plead enough will you give me a job. I love to write, and then you won't need to sue huh. Calling Marvel, calling Marvel, a decent writer calling......

Author's Note: This is it. I know the action in the last story kinda sucked, but I really wanted to get this story back in the direction that it was first intended. It was supposed to be romance/angst, but I went a little overboard on the drama and action. I hope you guys wasn't too disappointed. However guys and gals, buckle your seat belt and get ready for the ride of your life. Thanks to all those lovely people who reviewed. (They like me, they really like me.) Sorry Sally Field moment. Anyway Look out for other stories that's already in the process, with different pairings, and situations. I love to write fics that stray away from the normal typical fics, so stay tuned.
Let the story begin.


It was the same dream that I had before. It was the one where Sabretooth was chasing me. In the dream Sabretooth tackled me from behind, and turned me over. What I recalled most of all was that when Sabretooth turned me over, was the fact that I could smell the smell of death. Only this time he really was dead, and this dream almost seemed like he was taunting me from the grave.

I awoke with a start as beads of sweat trickled down my body. I felt my chest, and found that my nightgown was now soaked from the sweat that resulted from a restless night's sleep. I tossed off my covers and glanced around my darkened room. I looked at the digital clock, and noticed that it was two in the morning. I was so unsure that I would even be able to sleep in the dark again, much less alone.

However that was just the thing, I wasn't alone. I had a whole mansion full of people who cared about me. As a matter of fact when I came home last night, everyone was at my side tending to my every beck and call. Hank eventually had to usher everyone out of my room, all except Wolvie and Bobby. Wolvie stayed until he started to get sleepy, and kissed my forehead before he left. Bobby was so cute though. He had balled up his fist, and told Wolvie to back away from his woman. He had actually called me his woman.

Unfortunately Hank made Booby leave too, but not before leaving me an nice goodnight kiss to remeber him by. Where did he learn to kiss like that? I hope it wasn't from Opal, then I'll have to kill him. I guess that's why I never liked her. Was it because I had hidden feelings for Bobby, or was it something else. Anyway I had him now, so nothing else mattered. I kept thinking about that kiss in the compound. I tell you the truth, I really didn't think he was going to kiss me. I thought his confession was something lame brained, but he surprised the heck out of me. Just thinking about it sent shimmers down my spine, and I decided that I definately needed to take an cold shower.

Anyway I jumped out of the bed, and headed to the showers. The good thing about the mansion was that there was an bathroom in everyone's room. So I didn't have to try to sneak out of the room, just so that I could go take an bath. Hank would kill me if he knew that I was out of the bed, but you know me. I rarely listen to anybody.

I walked into the stall and turned the silver shower knob, and ran my hand under the running water. Man this feels so good, so good that I can't wait to get in. I picked up my soap, and sat it on the basin. I went over to my full lenght mirror, and I removed my clothing. I looked at the any bruises covering my body, and I could recall the way Creed hands felt across my body. I shuddered and went and jumpped into the tub. I didn't want to recall how his hands felt, and I didn't still want to feel his caresses on my skin like phantoms. So I srcubbed and scrubbed at my body, until it turned beet red and was raw. It was only then that I cried.

I must of cried for a good while, because when I got out of the tub and dried off, I noticed that my hands were now all wrinkled. I put on my Star Wars T-shirt and some Black shorts. I was hungry so I opened my door, and stuck my head out of the door. I looked both ways to make sure sir Hank wasn't out and about, because I knew that I'd never hear the end of it. When I didn't see him I made my way downstairs for the Sugar Bombs.
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It has been an enventful week, and I for one couldn't sleep. Heavens knows I've tried, but I was still a little jumpy. Afterall we did leave Magneto at the compound. I should've killed him when I had the chance, but I already know that Jubilee would've never forgiven me. I just couldn't shake the feelings of hate and jealousy after what Sabretooth and Magneto did to her. The bruises were there, marks that Sabretooth had been rough with her. A creature too delicate, and too innocent to be robbed of that special gift, and Sabretooth tried to take that away. Wolverine had killed him, but deep down in my heart I wished that it was me who did the final deed. However, after all Creed has put Logan through, then vengence was well served.

Then there was Magneto. Jean and the others had informed me of him kissing Jubilee. I don't know what that was all about, but it had me definately disturbed. Magneto had always been an complete mystery, but this was totally out of character for the old man. As far as I could tell Magneto had only loved Rouge. Then again everybody seems to be attached to the Southern Belle. Even I was attracted to Marie for a while, but things never progressed any further thgan that. I'm glad that it did'nt though, because I would've never kissed Jubilee. I found out that I actually liked it.

Sure she was a few years younger, but for years I had been the youngest. That is until she came along. She was the only one who didn't treat me like an child. In some ways I believe that was the main reason why we got along so well. She didn't treat me like a kid, and I didn't treat her like an immature brat. Although at times she could be.

Just thinking about her made me want to sneak into her room, just so that I could sneak one look at my beautiful princess. It's funny this whole thing was like one of those fairy tale stories. You know where the evil king kidnaps the beautiful princess, and then the knight in an frozen armour comes in to save the day. Yeah like a fairy tale, only it was all too real. The things that happen wasn't fake, and Magneto was still alive and on the loose.

Now we should be even more cautious, because now Magneto has another reason to try to kidnap Jubes. If he was falling for her too, then I knew that the next time we faced each other, then Magneto would definately put up a fight.

I should've killed him, because our lives will never be normal again. I felt the rage and anger build up inside again, and decided that what I really needed was an beer. I normally didn't drink, but under the circumstances I wanted to drink an beer and get drunk out of my mind. So that I could forget, but only for a day.

I walked down the large staircase, trying not to wake up anyone. Then I turned into the kitchen, but I stopped short when I saw the vision that stood in front of me. Jubilee should be in the bed, but I was actually glad that she wasn't. She still didn't hear me as I snuck in behind her, which means she needs Logan to train her again. That's how Creed was able to sneak up on her, her senses were shot. Then I thought about it. I didn't want to scare her so I walked right on the side of her, and grabbed the cereal out of her hands. She gave me the most dazzling smile that I have ever seen, and gave me an tight hug.

"Hey shouldn't you be the bed?"

"I was hungry, so I came down here to fix some cereal. I hope you don't mind?"

I broke our embrace and picked up my bowel of cereal in one hand, and in the other I grabbed the milk. I sat them down on the table,and I pulled out the chair and motioned for Jubilee to have an seat. She grabbed her bowl of cereal and sat down at the table. Then I took my seat right across from her.

"Gee an real gentleman. I guess I've hit the jackpot huh?"

"I guess we're both winners then."

"Yeah I guess so. Look Bobby about the other day, do you regret anything?"

"The only thing I regret is not killing Magneto when I had the chance to. Does that make me an bad person Jubes?"

"No it doesn't Bobby. When I found out who killed my parents, I wanted to exact vengence myself. I wanted to make them pay for every year that I felt pain in my life. It was Wolvie who taught me that vengence isn't always the best thing, but still I wanted them dead. It takes an strong person to turn the other cheek, when faced with decisions like these. To be totally honest with you, I'm glad that you didn't kill him.

"Why?"

"Well look at Wolvie. He's an great person, but he's done his share of killing. He has to live with those demons everyday, and that's something that you don't need in your life right now. You just got over that whole ordeal with your dad, and then Colossuss died. Then to make matters worse, I had to worry you further. Words can't express how sorry I am for putting you through that."

"You didn't put me through anything. To be honest you've made my life more bearable."

"Bobby."

"Wait let me finish. After my dad and Colossuss died, I didn't want to go on. Then I came back for the funeral, and there was you. You treated me like an human being, and never once questioned me. That trust was something that I had been missing in my life for a very long time. Yet you trusted me. You trusted me with your life, and now I'm wondering if you would trust me with your heart."

"Bobby if I could trust you with my life, what makes you think that I wouldn't trust you with my love?"

"Maybe it's because I'm not good enough for you."

"How dare you! How can you sit there and tell me what it is that I feel? I've spent the last few years chasing after a guy, who didn't even notice me. Then when I finally find a guy that I could love forever, he seems to think that he's no good for me."

"I'm not. I have too much emotional baggage, and I don't want to drag you down in them. Then there's the age difference."

"Have you ever heard the saying that age ain't nothing but an number, and as far as the emotional baggage goes, I've got my own. Bobby look at me. When two people are in love then they handle all of their emotional baggage as one load. I would be there for you in an instant, the very same way that you were there for me. That's what people in love do, no questions asked and no doubts."

"So what are you saying?"

"What I'm saying is that I'm in love with you, you big dummy."

"I guess you are, because you haven't even touched your cereal."

"There's no need, because a love like this is all I need to be filled up."

"Is that so?"

"Yeah you big knuckle brain. By the way don't forget you still owe me that movie."

"Yeah I do don't I? How about this afternoon. Hopefully Hank will let me take you out."

"Wait a minute you're a grown man, you don't need no stinking permission. Especially when it involves me."

"Sheesh you know how to hurt a man. Come here."

With that Jubilee walked over to the man that she was falling in love with more and more each day. She stood above him as he slid his arms around her waist, and buried his head in her chest.

"Jubilee I'm so in love with you, that it hurts."

Jubilee put her hand in his hair, and tilted his head so that her eyes could meet his.

"If it hurts, I can make it better."

With that being said Bobby leaned back into the seat, and took her hands into his. She sat down in his lap and pressed her lips to his. She enjoyed the way his toungue felt across hers. She hugged Bobby closer loving the way his body felt pressed close to hers. Bobby on the other hand was in pure bliss. His heart was beating rapidly, and he began to shake. As if sensing his fear Jubilee placed her hands where his heart was, and began nibbling on his neck. He let out an low moan, and Jubilee let out an little giggle. Bobby pulled back and looked into the blue eyes of his heart his love.

"May I ask what is so funny?"

"Nothing. It's just that I thought only girls moaned when making out?"

"There's a lot you must learn young one."

"Only if it's you doing the teaching."

"If you don't be careful I'll start teaching you immediately."

"Whoa stallion...."


"I'd never rush you baby. I'd wait an lifetime if you'd want me to."

"Then you'd be sexually deprived."

"Risk I'm willing to take."

"What am I going to do with you?"

"Well you could finish what you started, and finish kissing me."

"Nuh uh. Right now the only things these lips are going to do is eat some cereal. I'm starving. Besides you said we could wait."

With that Jubilee got up, and grabbed her bowl full of soggy cereal. She went to the disposal, and poured the cereal down the drain. She turned the sink handle, and rinsed out the bowl. As she turned around to go back to the table, she was greeted by an nice warm kiss from Bobby. Somehow he crept behind her, and was now kissing her which was full of passion and need. He let his fingers roam all over her body, as she did the same. His body began to tremble when her hands slid under his shirt. She stuck her right leg between his thighs, and parted them slightly. She shivered as she felt his manhood pressed against her. He moaned in her ear, and they both broke their embrace. They looked in each others eyes, and spoke the same thing at the same time.

"Maybe we should wait!"

With that they sat back down. Jubilee pouring an fresh bowl of cereal, and Bobby grabbing one of Jubilee's knee with his legs. They sat not saying a word, but knowing that they both falling in love.
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NOON.



"Jubilee did you have to wear that?"

"Yes I did."

"I thought you were going to wear something less revealing."

"Bobby shut up and watch the movie."

Bobby slid his arm around Jubilee, and rested his head on her shoulder.

"I still don't know why you chose to wear that though."

"You're not embarrassed are you?"

"No, only surprissed that you chose that outfit."

"Hey Bobby I've got an question for you. I had totally forgotten about it, until just a moment ago."

Bobby looked into her eyes, sensing something was troubling her.

"Yeah what's wrong?"

"Do you remeber when you first ask me to go to the movies, and you had something troubling you?"

"Yeah what about it?"

"Well you said that you didn't want to talk about it at the mansion, especially with everyone around. What had you so down?"

"Not that it matters much now anyway, but I'll tell you. Right after Colossuss's funeral, I ran into Opal. She was very much preganant, and very much married. I kept thinking that the baby should've been mine. I knew that if I talked to Jean or Hank, then they'd get on me for not getting over her. I could hear them now. Bobby you should be over Opal by now. They are always judging people, and aren't even aware that they are doing it. Then I thought about you never being judgemental, so I went to talk to you. If there was anybody who could help me it was definately you. Only I'd never expected this."

"Wow. You really should've kept that to yourself."

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you."

"You did'nt. Besides I'm glad that that baby wasn't yours, and that you wasn't married to Opal. That leaves that door open for me ya know."

"You would actually consider marrying me?"

"In an heartbeat, as long as we take it slow."

"Whatever my princess wishes, she gets"

"I love you so much. Sno puff"

"Ditto. Mall rat."

Bobby laid his head back on Jubilee's shoulder and held her hand while they watched the movie.


"I still don't know why you wore that."

"Look I didn't want to bring unwanted attention to myself by wearing the skin tight red midriff outfit."

"Trust me babe, this outfit is definately an attention grabber."

"I happen to like this Tele-Tubby T-shirt, and lime green jeans. Rips and all. Don't you?"

"Actually I like what's under it."

"Keep it up bub, and I'll tell Wolvie on ya."

"Please don't do that. I'm still sore from the last time."

"OH. From that time when you left me at the movies, and he tore into your butt?"

"Yeah that time. If I knew that you would turn out to be such a babe, I'd flirted with you instead."

"I love it when you admit that you were wrong."

"You know this is the only thing that I've ever done right.

"Ditto."

As the movie played they both stared at the screen, vowing to themselves that this would be a love that lasted forever. No matter what came along, they vowed to be there for each other to time indifinate, knowing that they finally had found a love of their own. Nothing would ever break that bond, because it was too strong to be broken, and their love was bound to last forever.
Forever and ever.
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That's it guys. I hope you enjoyed it. It's been an joyous ride, but look for many more to come. Review and let me know if you liked it, hated it, whatever let me know. I will be updating new stories in about a week or so, make sure you guys and gals check those out as well. O.K.
Later.