"Li!"
The brown haired boy turned around just as he was
about to enter the waiting room in the airport.
"Sakura?" His voice trembled slightly as
he turned to look at the girl that he thought he would never see
again for the rest of his life.
"Li! How could you think of going off without
informing me?" Her green eyes reflected the deep hurt as
she spoke, making him cringe slightly at her expression.
"I"
He simply shook his head as he stared into the eyes
that he knew that he would never see again. "I didn't need
any people sending me off. There's no need for you to come"
She shook her head. "What am I going to do without
you here in Tomoeda, Li?" she asked desperately as her green
eyes met his amber ones. "There'll be no one to help me out
if anything happens here anymore. Can't you stay?"
His smile was painful, almost forced as he shook
his head at the girl. "I can't stay," he spoke softly
as he turned to look at the aeroplanes that were departing outside.
"My family needs me in Hong Kong. I have to continue the
bloodline of my family. Besides, my work is finished here."
"So you're leaving? Just like Eriol?"
He nodded miserably, his heart unwilling to leave
the place where he had stayed already for a few years. "I
have to go, Sakura." Reaching into his bag, he dug out the
teddy bear that he had made a long time ago. "This is for
you."
She took the object, cradling it as if it was a fragile
glass object. "Li-kun?"
He managed to smile slightly at her. "Don't
be like that," he consoled her softly, though he knew his
own heart was breaking from the pain that seemed to ricochet around
his entire body. "I'll come back to visit all of you here
in Tomoeda, Sakura. I promise I will."
Sakura nodded, listening to the announcement that
boomed above on the speakers. "So you're leaving now?"
Li nodded. "That's my flight. One more thing,
Sakura"
The brown haired girl looked up from the object that
she was studying.
"Aiai shiteru, Sakura. Sayonara."
He fled into the waiting room, not waiting to see
her response to the words he had just uttered. If he had, however,
he would have seen the tears that brimmed in her green eyes as
she watched him take a seat in the waiting room, trembling as
he did.
She stood there, frozen until she the announcement
came over the loudspeakers that his flight was departing. Watching
from the glass windows, she watched as the plane slowly became
a tiny dot in the horizon.
His words came floating back to her mind as she stood
there, almost as if frozen in time.
"Aiai shiteru, Sakura. Sayonara."
The whispered that seemed to echo in the empty airport
seemed to haunt the entire place as a teardrop splashed onto the
marble floor.
"We'll meet again someday, Li-kunright?"
TEN YEARS LATER
The man stepped onto the cool marble floor of the
airport as he looked around. Silently noting the changes that
had developed here in Tomoeda, he smiled slightly.
Lifting up his bag, he just wondered how much this
place had changed since the last time he had left here. He had
come here to further his studies in the university here. His eyes
watched a distant memory perform itself as he shook his head and
continued to walk out of the terminal.
-------
"Ne, Sakura! Did you here about the new student
from Hong Kong?"
The green eyed girl-woman looked up from the physics
book she was studying as she smiled slightly at her friend, Rika.
"I heard. Seems like this person is a transfer student, just
like"
"Like Syaoran and Meilin when we were in fourth
grade," Tomoyo chimed in as she watched a blush come over
Sakura's face at the mention of Syaoran's name. "You don't
think that either one of them is coming over here to Tomoeda to
study here, Sakura?"
The brown haired girl shook her head, letting strands
of her auburn hair travel down her face as she spoke softly. "I
doubt that Li will ever come back to Tomoeda. Besides, he was
supposed to marry Meilin, just like what he said before he went"
There was a slight catch in her voice as she recalled
the details that still hadn't faded from her mind since it had
happened around ten years ago. She had harboured some forlorn
hope, though, that he might live up to his promise and come back
to at least visit all of them here at Tomoeda.
"Excuse me?"
The group that consisted of four girls minus Sakura
looked up at the sound of the slight cough, startled. The mere
sight of a tall, dark haired man with amber brown eyes was more
than enough to take their breath away as they nodded, oblivious
to the fact that Sakura was still surrounded by her memories of
the boy that had left her ten years ago.
"Can you tell me where Block B is?"
The familiar voice that seemed to echo around her
made Sakura look up. A feeling of déjà vu swept
through her as she realized whom the voice could only belong to.
"Li.?"
He squinted at the green eyed girl who looked up
at him wonderingly. "Yes, I am Li Syaoran. How do you?"
Tomoyo stood up, a smile pasted on her face as she
held out her hand brightly. "You've forgotten so much in
ten years, Li-kun," she remarked as she shook her head. "She's
Sakura and this is Rika, Naoko and I'm Tomoyo. Have we really
changed that much over the years?"
"Sakura?"
The word seemed to come out in a croak as Li stared
helplessly at the auburn haired girl who sat down on the grass.
He had no idea that the girl that he had left had grown intothis.
Just looking at her seemed to revive something in him that he
had thought had died ten years ago when he had returned to Hong
Kong due to the persuasion of his family.
"Rika, Naoko, come! We have to do some research
in the library for the project," Tomoyo spoke, motioning
the two other girls to follow her, leaving Sakura and Li alone.
"Tomoyo!"
Sakura's protest was futile as she watched her three
friends retreating backs head towards the campus library. There
was no doubt what they planned to do, though. She stood up to
face Li who simply smiled weakly at her in return.
"Liis it really you?"
Her smile was genuine as she watched him fumble with
his suitcases.
"Well, you see, my family decided that I should
further my studies here since I had spent at least three years
here. They thought thatit might do me some good to come
here and meet up with some of my old friends." Not like they
didn't know that Sakura was studying here, he added silently as
he watched her beckon him.
"Come on," Sakura responded, her green
eyes glittering with happiness as she held out a hand. "Block
B's this way. You have to tell me all about what happened in Hong
Kong."
Syaoran smiled gratefully as he picked up the suitcases
that he had put on the ground. Maybemaybe he might be able
to finish what he left undone ten years ago
-------
"Li-kun?"
Li turned at the sound of his name being mentioned.
"Yamazaki-kun?"
The black haired boy who stood in front of him had
changed much, he noted. "It's me all right. So you're the
new student from Hong Kong, ne? Should have known."
"?"
Yamazaki smiled at his friend. "Never mind.
Finished unpacking already?"
Li nodded, grunting as he lifted his suitcase from
the bed as he put the last of his clothes into the cupboard. "Should
be. Have to get this suitcase under here, though"
He paused, slightly startled as Yamazaki bent down
with a grin and helped him shove the gigantic suitcase under the
bed. "Nice to see you haven't changed," he remarked
as he stood up straight, brushing the dust of his hands.
"Neither have you. Not that it matters anyway"
Li stared at his friend, a frown wrinkling his forehead
as he tried to make out the meaning of his words.
"Oh, by the way, I'm having lunch with Chiharu
and the others. Do you think you want to join us?"
His nod was obvious, and so was his blush, Yamazaki
noted as he remembered what Chiharu had told him about the both
of them after Syaoran had left for Hong Kong.
"He told her that he'll be back. Maybe he'll
be back some day to finish what he begun."
He had puzzled over the meaning of her words, but
it didn't dawn to him until now. Maybe what Chiharu said might
be true. Maybe he was back to finish all he had left undone when
he left ten years ago.
"Come on, Syaoran-kun," he spoke, a grin
lighting his face up. "I have many more things to tell you
about since you left"
-------
"Chiharu-chan? Look who I brought for lunch!"
The four girls looked up to see a smiling Yamazaki
together with Syaoran. Leaf green eyes met stormy amber as Sakura
looked at Li, who had a slow blush spreading across his face as
he smiled at her.
"Hi?"
Chiharu immediately evacuated her seat as she took
another seat beside Tomoyo "Come sit here, Yamazaki. Why
don't you sit beside Sakura, Li-kun? I don't believe there's enough
space here for you to squeeze in. Gomen nasai."
Li shook his head, precociously sitting on the empty
spot beside Sakura. "Never mind. I hope I'm not intruding
here"
Sakura turned to face him as she smiled at him. "Not
at all, Li-kun," she spoke. She still has the voice of an
angel, Li remembered silently as he swallowed a lump that seemed
to reside in his throat since he had met Sakura.
"Chinese, Li-kun? We know how much you like
dim sum," Tomoyo spoke up, reluctant to break the spell that
had been woven around the two of them.
There was a silent nod from Syaoran as he looked
away from the girl who sat beside him. He couldn't behave like
this in public, he knew, though the reality that there was no
way he could avoid Sakura hit him full in the face.
Sakura studied the man that had previously been an
eleven year old boy almost ten years ago. There was something
he was here for, she knew. He didn't just come here to further
his studies just like he said. No, it was something else. Something
that she hadn't noticed before.
"Li-kun?" she whispered as she rested a
hand on his shoulder. "Is something wrong?"
Their eyes met once again, creating an electric contact
as a slight blush seemed to creep onto their faces. Somehow oblivious
of the face that their other four friends were watching them,
Li held his breath as he forced a smile and shook his head.
I can't live like this, Li thought as he clenched
his fist under the table. There was no way he could survive through
the entire year on campus if she was going to treat him like that.
He looked away, pretending to be distracted as he
noticed the hurt look on Sakura's face. I'm sorry, he thought
as he motioned for the cart that was serving the dim sum to come
to their table. I just don't know how to treat you after all these
years
-------
Li sat on the bed as he studied the pictures that
he held in his hands. Memories of fourth grade seemed to flow
back to him as he looked at those pictures.
There was a picture of the time when the both of
them had taken part in the marathon during Meilin's stay. A smile
came to his lips as he remembered how Meilin had refused to wait
for the teacher even though Sakura and Tomoyo had offered to stay
with her to. In the end though, he had carried her all the way
to the finish line.
And there was also the time when Tomoyo had videotaped
how Sakura had hugged him after he had rescued her from the Return
card. She hadn't wanted to stop filming his embarrassed then,
he realized as he laughed softly at the photo of his flaming red
face that seemed to glow.
He shook his head as he set the photos back on the
table. He couldn't go on like this, neither could he just say
what he felt out to her. It was impossible for him to just forget
her, on the other hand. He had told himself that there was no
way he would ever forget her since the day that the promise had
left his lips.
But what could he do? According to what he had gathered,
he had drawn a conclusion that Sakura was one of the most popular
and prettiest girls on campus. Not to mention that he had gotten
this information from a majority of the males that did study in
this university
A knock on the door seemed to startle him out of
his thought as he set the pictures down. Who could it be visiting
him at this time in the evening? Yamazaki had already told him
that he would be studying at his own apartment for the night.
Outside, Sakura stood there, hoping that Li was in
his apartment, and not out with Yamazaki. Praying anxiously to
hear a reply from behind the door, she knocked once more.
"Who's there?" came a muffled voice.
"Li-kun? Sakura desu!"
There was the thudding of footsteps on the floor
and the door creaked open to reveal a surprised Syaoran. "Sakura?
What are you doing here? Come in."
A smile formed on her face automatically, hiding
any traces of emotions that might have betrayed her at that moment.
Taking a step into the apartment, she gaped at the size of his
apartment.
Noticing her expression, Li turned to face her.
"Is something wrong?"
"No, it's just that your apartment's sobig.
Won't you get lonely?"
He studied her face before answering her innocent
question with a one word phrase.
"Perhaps."
"Li-kunwhat happened to Meilin?"
The sound of his ex fiancee's name made his amber
eyes turn to cold stone. He had no idea that she still remembered
the girl that had interfered with their lives for at least a year
when they were in fourth and fifth grade. Not that it mattered,
anyway.
"My family told me that I didn't have to marry
Meilin. So, I came here," he spoke, hoping that the tone
of his voice revealed nothing that he was thinking. I came here
to be with you, he added silently as he forced a smile on his
face. "Anyway, what brings you here?"
"Thought you might need some help with cleaning
your apartment."
He looked around, noticing the dust that had gathered
in the cracks and corners for the first time. "I guess it
is a little dirty"
"Do you have a washcloth?"
The glint in Sakura's eye was obvious, making Li
step back in surprise before disappearing into the kitchen at
the back. There was a scrambling sound, and Li emerged, holding
a gray washcloth in his right hand. "What?"
The washcloth disappeared before he knew it. Blinking
once, he turned to see Sakura dusting the dining table behind
him.
"I like cleaning," Sakura explained hesitantly
as she stopped to wipe an oily spot on the table. "I have
always done my own cleaning at home, and I thought that you might
need some help"
Syaoran stepped forward, a slight blush tinting his
cheeks. "I'll help"
Sakura shook her head as she smiled at him. "Iie,
you go and rest. It must have been a tiring flight from Hong Kong
all the way to here in Tomoeda. You should go and rest."
He shook his head. "I'm not that tired,"
he protested as he plucked the washcloth from her grip. "I
don't mind doing some cleaning. Besides, I am supposed to do the
cleaning here"
She smiled at his reaction as she watched him continue
her job that she was doing a minute ago. "I don't care,"
she spoke decisively. "I said I'm going to help you and I'm
going to."
Grabbing a broom from the nearest corner, she began
to sweep the floor, much to the surprise of Syaoran. Smiling slightly
at her stubbornness, he watched her move around the room with
natural grace.
Realizing that he was staring at her, Sakura turned
around to see a blushing Syaoran. "Am I doing something wrong,
Li-kun?" she spoke, her eyes widening slightly as she watched
his face turn flaming red. "Or is something wrong?"
Hurriedly shaking his head, he turned away, pretending
to focus on dusting the dining table with his utmost attention.
"Ano, Li-kun"
"?"
"Ten years ago in the airportdid you really
mean what you said in the airport?"
The silence that seemed to hand in the air lasted
for minutes, but for the both of them, it seemed like hours. Li
cleared his throat uncomfortably.
"Idon't know."
Something inside him screamed to take back what he
had just said when he saw the expression on Sakura's face. Dismissing
it, he continued his task. Sensing the heavy silence that seemed
envelope the room, he turned to look at Sakura.
His heart practically screamed for him to say that
the words that he had just uttered weren't true. Watching those
incredible green eyes of hers try to hide the pain that was caused
by his words made him somehow wince inside. She might have thought
that he was stubborn in any form, but he was actually helpless
when it came to her.
"Li-kun?"
Her eyes threatened to spill the tears that she had
been holding back as she quickly set the broom back in its place.
"II have to go. I promised Kero that I'll be back early
today."
With that, she rushed out his apartment, her tears
flowing freely from her eyes down to her cheeks as she raced to
her own apartment, leaving Syaoran frozen in his very own apartment.
"Iie, SakuraI didn't mean it," he
whispered as he sank onto a wooden chair. "I just couldn't
bring myself to say yes"
-------
Sakura rushed out, thankfully breathing in the cold
night air as tears streamed down her cheeks. Something in her
told her that he wasn't worth crying for, but a little voice protested.
It reminded her of what she and Li had gone through together when
the both of them were hunting for the Clow cards.
"Sakura?"
She turned to see a blushing Syaoran who was looking
down. "I'm sorry. I had no idea that you still remember what
happened ten years ago at the airport. I thought you'd forgotten
me by now"
She sniffed slightly, wiping the tears off her face
as she tried to smile. "I never thought you'd come back.
I thought you'd just settle down with Meilin."
He held out his handkerchief to her as he smiled
slightly. "I should have told you. Meilin and I aren't engaged
anymore. See, we're still cousins and friends, but we're not going
to get married"
Taking his handkerchief, she wiped her tears off.
"Li-kun?"
"Yes?"
"Did you really mean what you said that day
at the airport anyway?"
He smiled at her. Couldn't she sense what she really
meant to him?
"To tell the truth, I'm not sure. I just wanted
to see you again."
"II don't think I'm quite ready for all
that, though," she added hastily, hoping that he wouldn't
change his mind and go back to Hong Kong. "I don't think
I could tolerate changes as fast as that. Cancan we just
be friends for the time being?"
It hurt him when she uttered those words, but he
knew that she was right. Rushing wouldn't get them anywhere. It
was as well that they started out once more by just being friends.
"I guess so."
She smiled at him, her smile lighting up her face
through her tears. Li felt himself blushing again, a reaction
that never failed to happen when she smiled at him like that.
In the bushes, Tomoyo looked up for a minute from
her video camera. Smiling at the scene in front of her and the
two people that were oblivious of her presence, she smiled softly.
Sakura had no idea what she meant to Syaoran himself, she thought
as she remembered the time when they were in fifth grade.
She had realized that Li had a crush on Sakura, but
he had refused to tell her. He had protested saying that he 'didn't
want to force her to give an answer'. At last, she had managed
to get Li tell his feelings to Sakura, but it was too late. He
had gone back to Hong Kong after that.
Turning back to the scene in front of her, she sighed
softly.
"I have to go now, Li-kun."
He nodded, not replying in case his tone would betray
the hurt that he was feeling at the moment. Mumbling an almost
inaudible "Sayonara" to her, he watched as she slowly
walked away.
He couldn't bear to see Sakura hurt, whether physically
or emotionally, he knew. It simply was too painful for him to
bear. He had learnt this painful lesson when he had helped her
capture the Clow cards and fight Yue when all the Clow cards were
captured. Not to mention how protective he was towards her during
Eriol's presence
He shook his head slightly as he trudged back into
the apartment. He had to get some sleep, but there was no way
he could even close his eyes in this condition. There was no way
he could forget Sakura and act like 'friends' like she said, but
he had to do it. He didn't want to lose her friendship even if
she didn't accept him.
Even if she did accept him just as a friend, he would
have to accept that, he realized with a sinking heart. He didn't
want to lose Sakura at all. He had suffered enough when he had
left her to go back to Hong Kong.
Looking back, he remembered how he had realized that
he had made the biggest mistake in his life by just going back
to Hong Kong. True, he was abiding his responsibility of being
the leader of the family due to the death of his father when he
was young. He had been trained to take on the heavy responsibility
to being the only male in the family.
He sighed. At last, his family had realized how important
Sakura was to him, but ten years had passed when they finally
realized the truth. It was then did they send him back to Tomoeda
for that, using the reason that he might want to further his studies
here.
He had truly suffered during those ten years, he
reflected as he opened the door to his apartment. He couldn't
forget Sakura as hard as he tried, but it was of no use. She simply
meant too much to him.
Maybe if he could just put her out his mind for a
while
------
Sakura answered a knock on her door, surprised to
find Tomoyo there.
"Tomoyo-chan! What are you doing here now?"
"Thought I'd drop by. I was passing by here
anyway," Tomoyo lied, searching her friend's face for signs
of her little conversation with Syaoran. "Why? Are you busy
tonight?"
Sakura quickly shook her head, opening the door wider
to let Tomoyo in. "I'm free. Mizuno-sensei didn't give any
assignments this week."
Tomoyo smiled as she stepped into Sakura's beautifully
furnished apartment. Being a sentimental person, Sakura had placed
photos of her family nearly everywhere in the house. In those
places where Syaoran's picture wasn't, that is.
Picking up a photograph from the dresser, Tomoyo
turned to Sakura. "Why do you still keep this picture, Sakura-chan?
This dates back to when we were fifth grade!"
Sakura blushed as she plucked the photograph out
of Tomoyo's hands. "I just want to remember all our friends,
that's all!" she explained hastily, hoping that Tomoyo wouldn't
realize the real reason why he had kept that photo.
Studying it, she realized how the time had flown
by. The picture showed the play production that they did when
they were still in grade five. It was a Cinderella play, and Sakura
had played the prince. To tell the truth, she had kept that picture
not only for the memory of her fifth grade, but also the fact
that Li was also in it. He had played the role of Cinderella,
though.
Tomoyo watched as Sakura stared off dreamily into
space. She had come to know of Syaoran and Sakura's crush towards
each other ever since she had been with fifth grade. Till now,
she was still convinced that the two did make a great pair.
"Was it because of Li-kun, Sakura-chan?"
A blush slowly spread across Sakura's face at the
mention of his name. Smiling knowingly, Tomoyo kept silent as
she heard Sakura speak.
"You know I just want that picture to remember
all out friends, Tomoyo," she argued as she brushed the glass
on the frame lovingly. "After all, some of them are in different
universities"
"Not some," Tomoyo pointed out with a slight
grin. "I believe that only one or two have gone to Tokyo
to further their studies. Besides, Li-kun does seem to stand closer
to you, Sakura-chan"
She paused, watching the expression on Sakura's face.
Suppressing a laugh, she watched as Sakura's face grew a flaming
red as she looked down in embarrassment. "You and Li-kun
are perfect for each other. Don't let this chance slip through
your fingers anymore, Sakura. Who knows, there might not be a
next time."
Sakura knew that she was right. There was no way
Syaoran could stay long in Tomoeda, but neither could she rush
things like that! The both of them were unprepared for this, and
wellshe needed some time off before she could actually make
up her mind.
"I don't know, Tomoyo-chan."
"I don't even see why she should even look at
that Syaoran kid."
The both of them turned to see Kero, arms folded
as he glided into the room. There was a natural rivalry between
the guardian of the Clow cards and Syaoran. The both of them had
hated each other from the first time they had met. She reflected
the name calling that usually happened when they even met each
other.
"It's not as if he's the same as he was ten
years ago, Kero," Sakura argued as she sat down on her bed.
"It's been a long time already, and he'schanged."
"Why were you eavesdropping, Kero?" Sakura
scolded her guardian. Aren't you supposed to be fast asleep?"
Giving Sakura a cheeky grin, the tiny guardian flew
into the drawer where he usually slept. Sakura shook her head
as she watched him settle down in the tiny bed.
"If you ask me, Sakura, I'd take this chance
and not lose it," Tomoyo spoke up as she smiled at Kero and
gave him a biscuit which he gobbled up. "Li-kun has probably
waiting to see you again for ten years. You're not going to turn
him down, are you?"
"I don't know, Tomoyo. I have to get a littlebreathing
space first. I can't just rush headlong into things like this."
Tomoyo shook her head as she stood up.
"I'd better be going. Listen to me, Sakura,
Li-kun's been waiting for you all this time. Don't take too long
to cool off, or he might not be there anymore when you actually
make up your mind."
Sakura just smiled. Tomoyo had no idea what was really
happening between us, she reflected as she waved goodbye to her
friend as she shut the door. Li-kun and I are justfriends
for the meanwhile. Nothing more.
She leaned onto the door, sorting through her muddled
thoughts and let out a sigh. This wasn't as easy as she thought
at first. She had no expected to get his flood of emotions upon
seeing Syaoran's return to Tomoeda. Neither had she expected that
he'd, wellreturn here after such a long time.
That's ridiculous, she told herself. "I've been
waiting for his return for years. So why am I even acting like
this?"
Well, she hadn't expected him to change so much.
What could she say? It had been ten years since she had last saw
him, and that was when they were in about the end of fifth grade.
But now, she was in university. She was no longer
the girl that was left with nothing to soothe her of his return
but her tears that could only stream helplessly out of her eyes
after he had went back to Hong Kong.
"I don't know much about Li-kun himself,"
she whispered to herself as she closed her eyes. "So why
am I puzzling over a person I barely know?"
-------
As soon as she stepped into the hall, Sakura was
greeted by her group of close friends. Taking a seat next to her
friends, she smiled softly as she listened to the talking around
here.
"Sakura! Do you know why Li-kun's come back
to Tomoeda?"
She blinked once at Naoko's question, taken aback
at her sudden interest with Syaoran. "He said he wanted to
further his studies," she spoke, still wondering if the reply
she gave was actually a true one. She didn't think that Syaoran
would come all the way from Hong Kong just to further his studies
here.
"How do you know?"
A slight blush spread across her face as she looked
down. "He told me the first day he was here."
"Now to think of it, Sakura, you and Li-kun
have always been very close. Something like Yamazaki and me,"
Chiharu chided, grinning at Sakura's flaming red face.
"Yeah. Not to mention that the two of you are
single and perfect for each other!" chimed Rika, her brown
eyes big as she stared at Sakura. "Besides, the both of you
have know each other for such a long time"
"Who is?"
The girl immediately fell silent and Sakura looked
away, blushing.
Stepping forward, Li repeated his question. "Who
is?"
"Who-what do you mean, Li-kun?" Chiharu
laughed unconvincingly.
"Who and Sakura are single and what's perfect?"
The three girls blinked. Was it just their imaginations
or was Li actually jealous? Jealousy did tint his voice, and he
couldn't help but glare at some males that were sitting nearby.
There was a little sigh of relief that he hadn't
heard the entire conversation, as Sakura shot death glares at
the entire group.
Seeing the scene in front of her, Sakura spoke up.
"Oohayo, Li-kun."
Li blinked once and reddened simultaneously. "Oohayo,
Sakura-chan. I didn't know you were here"
Tomoyo smiled as she held up the video camera to
focus the view on them as she hid behind her friends. Signaling
them not to give her away, she smiled as she continued videotaping
Sakura and Syaoran.
"II'm sorry. I didn't know you were listening"
Sakura shook her head as she smiled. "Here,
you can sit beside Yamazaki if you like. He sits there,"
she spoke as she pointed to the chair behind her. "This place's
empty too, if you want it" She gestured to the chair
beside her.
His face reddened even more as he glanced at the
two places uncomfortably. "Ithink I'll wait for Yamazaki-kun"
"Gomen, Li-kun. I'm afraid there's no more space.
The whole row's full already. Why don't you sit beside Sakura-chan?
That place's empty."
Looking down, Li slowly made his way to the seat
beside Sakura. His face was blazing red, he knew. He didn't need
her seeing him like this.
Sakura, on the other hand, simply smiled at him.
Sensing that he felt uncomfortable sitting beside her because
of their promise yesterday, she was silent as she watched him
slowly sit down.
She wondered what was wrong with him. it was true
that they had made a promise not to make any sudden moves towards
each other, but that didn't seemed logical to make him act in
such a way. Unless?
Maybe Li-kun's just uptight, she reminded herself.
After all, ten years had passed since he returned to Hong Kong
and everything was different now. Well, most of the things, that
is
-------
"Tomoyo," Chiharu whispered as she studied
Syaoran and Sakura. "What's wrong with the both of them?
I thought Syaoran-kun came back from Hong Kong just to see Sakura.
So why are they both acting like strangers to each other?"
Tomoyo smiled at her friend. "What can I say,
Chiharu? These things need time. I just hope Sakura doesn't take
so much time and tell Li-kun what she had wanted to tell him since
ten years ago"
"That's true," Naoko chimed in, her brown
eyes wide with excitement as she smiled. "I've been watching
these two since fourth grade, and I'm sure they're perfect for
each other! The only problem is Meilin, though."
"Li-kun's fiancee?"
"Not anymore," Tomoyo spoke up, smiling
as she watched Li and Sakura talk to each other, blushing as they
did so. "I was videotaping the both of them yesterday. Li-kun
confessed that he broke off his engagement with Meilin."
"You eavesdropped?"
Tomoyo grinned and shrugged slightly as she lifted
her video camera as she zoomed in on the two of them. She had
to admit, Sakura and Li could make a perfect couple if they only
tried. But with their shyness
She shook her head. The both of them knew their feelings
well, but they were afraid to say it out loud. If they did, though,
all their problems would be automatically solved. There had to
be some way to get those two together
"It's time for Operation S+S," Chiharu
spoke up decisively with a grin. "I don't want to see Sakura
left alone like last time. I vote we help the both of them out
in this! What do you say?"
"AnoI'm not sure we should do this, Chiharu-chan,"
Rika objected. "We shouldn't meddle with Li-kun and Sakura's
friendship. Maybe we should just let them take their time."
"Iie, Rika-chan. You don't understand. What
happens if the both of them take too long to tell each other how
they fell, just like when they were in fifth grade? Then, they'll
never be together! Syaoran-kun might have to go back to Hong Kong
then!"
"That's true"
Tomoyo smiled. "Well then, it's settled. We'll
have to try our best to get these two together. Remember, we don't
have much time. Syaoran-kun may go back to Hong Kong anytime.
We have to work fast. Got it?"
"Hai!"
-------
Syaoran picked a book from the shelf, trying his
best to study whatever was written it, but all the words seemed
to be a jumble in his mind. What wasn't jumbled, though, were
his thoughts of Sakura. They were perfectly clear. He stopped
abruptly as he heard a familiar laugh and he peeked out cautiously
from behind a gap in the bookshelves.
The laugh had originated from a green eyed angel.
Watching her auburn hair glow in the sun, he unconsciously held
his breath as he viewed her eyes that sparkled as if they had
stars hidden in their depths. She was so beautiful
Syaoran closed his eyes, fighting the pain that seemed
to gnaw at him. To see her, but not to be able to even speak to
her for a minute without making a fool out of himself was excruciatingly
painful.
Abruptly, Sakura stopped laughing. Wide eyed, she
looked up.
Leaf green met a flash of amber, then it was gone.
Sakura blinked, frowning, for she was quite sure that she had
seen him. There was no one with that kind of aura and those deep
amber eyes on campus, that was for sure. So was it really Syaoran
that she saw?
Tomoyo looked up at her as Sakura brushed past her.
So, Sakura did realize that Syaoran still felt something towards
her.
Syaoran let out his breath, leaning against the bookshelf
as he tried to gather his thoughts. Had she seen him? He hoped
not. As much as he wanted to see her, talk to her and hear her
laugh, he was afraid what her friends might think. Even worse,
he worried what she would think about him not keeping his promise
that he had made.
But to see her if he told her that he couldn't be
with her was impossible. He pictured her face, filled with sorrow
and regret for waiting for him all this time and shuddered, banishing
the image from his mind.
Suddenly, he felt a flash ofsomething. Déjà
vu, maybe? While he was trying to figure out what exactly had
he felt, Sakura rounded the corner. "Syaoran-kun!"
Needless to say, he was startled. So she had seen
him. He should have known better than to trust his instincts.
Ignoring the voice that screamed in joy inside him, he looked
down.
"S-Sakura-chan! Is something wrong?"
He forced himself not to look at her. If he did,
he was afraid that he would say something that, well he
would regret for the rest of his life. Neither did he want her
to see the intense pain that was torturing him inside. The pain
that had been caused by the longing inside him.
"What are you doing here, Li-kun?" Sakura
spoke, watching him as she lay a hand on his shoulder.
"Nothing." He flinched slightly at the
gentle touch of her hand, wanting just to see her. He just couldn't
"What's wrong?"
"I told you! Nothing!" he snapped. He glanced
at her eyes-the windows to her soul, some part of his mind recalled-and
saw hurt. His heart immediately ached, knowing that he had just
uttered something terrible again.
Sakura removed her hand as if she had been burnt.
Syaoran had never snapped at her, not even when he was angry at
her. True, sometimes he did use some sarcasm, but he had never
snapped at her. Her resolve hardened, determined to find out the
source of his silence.
"Don't speak like that, Li-kun," she spoke,
sensing the change in her very own voice. It sounded harsher than
usual, making her wince inside. It was as if she wasn't there,
talking to him in such a voice as she watched herself and him
talk from afar. Words spilled from her lips. "I know there's
something wrong. Don't lie to me, Li-kun. I want to help"
He closed his eyes slightly as he ran a hand through
his messy hair. She had the amazing ability to see through him,
as if he absolutely transparent and read his feelings. She didn't
know it, but she had the ability to control him. He was like putty
in her hands.
"I don't want to talk about it," he snarled,
looking away. He cringed at his tone. How could he talk to her
like that? He never scolded her even when they were still cardcaptors
during fourth and fifth grade. Sowhy was he acting like
this now?
Sakura held back her tears that stung at her eyes
as she forced a smile on her face. There was no way she could
get anything out of him when he was in this kind of mood. In fact,
it would be better if she just left him alone. "I guess I
can't force you if that's what you want, Li-kun," she spoke
quietly as she turned away.
Did he really hate her for not forcing him to make
the promise yesterday night? Oh gods, what if he didn't want to
be her friend anymore? Trudging back to her table where all her
friends sat , she stole a last glance at him.
Syaoran was having similar thoughts as watched her
walk away, his heart almost breaking. How could he have been so
heartless? What ifthe thought struck him, freezing him in
his position. What if she didn't want to be even his friend anymore?
The voice inside him screamed at him, telling him
that he should go back and at least apologize, but he shoved it
down angrily. It was too late, the damage already done. The voiced
curled itself into a corner of his mind, sobbing. Glancing one
more time longingly at the table where Sakura sat with all her
friends, he shook his head.
It was best if he avoided her for the time being.
He didn't want to hurt her anymore than he had already done. I'm
sorryhe thought, and turned away.
Yamazaki stared at his friend's retreating back,
shaking his head as he watched him slowly trudge to out. This
was the first time he had seen his friend giving up just like
that. Very un-Syaoran-like. The ten years must have done a lot
of damage to his feelings, he noted.
He gazed at the spot where he and Sakura had been
standing a moment ago, talking to each other. Syaoran, you baka,
he thought. You should have read her feelings more carefully.
She's still bruised after how you left her just like that ten
years ago. You can't hurry her too much.
Besides, she's as fragile as those cherry blossoms
-------
Tomoyo studied the expression on Sakura's face carefully.
After taping Sakura's adventures when they were in fourth and
fifth grade, she had learnt to read her friend's emotion by just
looking at her face.
She didn't have to be told what had happened between
her and Syaoran a moment ago. Sakura's lifeless expression and
downcast eyes were enough to tell her the outcome. For what she
could tell, it certainly wasn't good.
"Tomoyo-chan."
Tomoyo turned to her right, facing Chiharu who also
seemed to be worried about Sakura. "Is Sakura okay? I don't
think she looks that well"
Tomoyo smiled slightly. What she didn't understand
was why the both of them wouldn't just say their feelings out
to each other. True, they hadn't seen each other for years, but
that didn't have to be a problem if either one of them would just
own up.
"I think it's better if we leave the both of
them alone for a while, Chiharu-chan. Sakura doesn't look in the
mood for all this."
"I'm just worried that, well"
"?"
"I'm afraid Syaoran-kun might not like Sakura-chan
anymore. The both of them don't seem to be in good terms"
Tomoyo smiled. "Don't worry. They're always
like this. Let them cool off. We can't hurry them too much, or
we'll simply ruin the entire thing. Just give them time, Chiharu-chan."
"Whatever you say"
"Trust me. The both of them know that they like
each other. It's just the shyness that's blocking the way. If
only we could get rid of that"
Tomoyo sighed as she stared at Sakura.
How long could she and Li-kun continue this? The
both of them knew their very own feelings. Besides, there were
other girls on campus and Tomoyo didn't want him to go off chasing
another girl, although she doubted that he'd even think of doing
that. Li-kun was very serious in what he did.
-------
Sakura ate her lunch lifelessly, staring past it
as if it didn't exist. Her previously bright emerald eyes were
now dull as she reflected how Syaoran had treated her for the
past few days. It was as if he had built a fort around himself,
shunning anyone else from helping him.
He had treated her better in the past. How he had
risked his life and his safety for herbut how he ignored
her with such cool indifference now, so that even she and Yamazaki-kun
couldn't penetrate the fort he had put up around himself
She sighed, looking down. Tomoyo didn't miss her
friend's sorrowful expression as she took a bite of her lunch.
She knew that the problems between her and Syaoran seemed to have
increased since a few days ago. Now, they weren't even on talking
terms.
"Sakura-chan, are you okay?" she asked,
her blue eyes boring into her friend. Lowering her voice, she
glanced at Chiharu and the others. "Has this anything to
do with Syaoran-kun, Sakura-chan?"
"Plenty," Yamazaki sighed as he put his
lunch down beside them. "Syaoran won't talk to anyone. He's
just keeping silent and won't answer anything that I ask him."
Chiharu sighed, looking at Sakura. "Why don't
you just go over there and talk to Syaoran-kun, Sakura-chan?"
she asked, pointing to the tree where Syaoran sat under. "Maybe
the both of you could get each other to talk"
Sakura shook her head. "Iie," she whispered.
"Syaoran doesn't even want to see me. How am I supposed to
talk to him?" An unbidden tear trickled out of her eye as
she threw a glance at Syaoran.
Hastily handing her a tissue, Rika shook her head.
"You haven't even tried," she chided gently, laying
a hand on Sakura's shoulder. "How do you know he won't talk
to you?"
Sakura forced a smile on her face as she turned away.
"Don't you think that I've tried? He just won't listen."
Under the tree, Syaoran took a sip of his drink as
he continued to read the book that he was holding. Well, at least
the book that he was trying to read to block out any thought of
Sakura. He could see her from here, talking with her friends.
When she lifted her eyes to him, he was struck by
the amount of pain that was inflicted in them. Those emerald eyes
now held the pain and sorrow that he had pictured that day, but
he had not expected it to amount to this. There was no doubt that
this pain had only been caused by him.
How could he have been so hard on her? He should
have remembered that she was still the girl that he had left behind
for ten years. She was still hurt from his own wrongdoing ten
years ago. It won't her fault at all!
He sighed as he leaned back on the tree. Watching
a cherry blossom gently float down and land on his hand, he stared
at it. The name Sakura suits these flowers well, he thought as
his thoughts returned to her. So gentle and beautiful
Heaving yet another sigh, he closed his eyes. It
was hard enough for him to concentrate on not thinking about Sakura,
so thinking about studies was totally out of his mind. Just my
luck, he thought bitterly as he continued watching her from afar.
Getting her out of his mind was unthinkable.
Just my luck to actually feel something for her
-------
"Sakura Kinomoto?"
Sakura raised her hand, trying her best to focus
her attention on her teacher that stood next to the blackboard
below. Mizuno-sensei was assigning science projects to in pairs.
Secretly yearning to be a pair with Tomoyo, she stood as she waited
for the teacher's next words.
"You are to work together with Li Syaoran. Your
project shall cover the tenth and the eleventh chapter of what
we have been studying this two weeks. The deadline, as usual,
is one and a half months from now."
It was like a blow in the face for her. She had to
work with someone who preferred to avoid her half the time. Nodding
slightly in defeat, for she knew her teacher's temper well. Mizuno-sensei
wasn't the type who liked to change her decisions without a logical
reason.
"I think there'll be no objections on the pairing,
ne? The last pair is Tomoyo Daidouji with Chiharu."
Tomoyo reached over and gave Sakura a small smile.
"Sorry I can't work with you," she whispered as she
watched the teacher in front start to gather her things. "This
sensei is always like this. You know her, and either way, he have
to try our best to pass this year's exams."
Sakura could only nod and briefly glance at Syaoran
who was talking to Yamazaki who had took the trouble to find a
seat beside him. Chiharu, however, had understood his good intentions
and let him do so.
"I don't even know if he'll even work together
with me," Sakura sighed as she stood up. "Li-kun's so
stubborn all of a sudden. It's as if he's someone different"
Tomoyo shook her head. "Give him time. I'm sure
the both of you'll be able to sort this out. Besides, you've known
each other for a long time already. There's no way you don't know
him for who he is."
"I don't know, Tomoyo-chan"
"Trust me. Listen to him, but don't push him
too much."
Sakura could only smile. She hoped Tomoyo was right
about him. To tell the truth, she had no idea why Syaoran was
acting like this, but what could she do? It was better if she
left him alone for the time being and let him sort his own problems
out.
Across the room, Syaoran was having the same thoughts.
He had no idea how he was going to work together with Sakura to
finish the project when the both of them were so uptight with
each other.
"I can't, Yamazaki-kun," he protested with
a slight frown. "You know I'm not talking to Sakura for the
time being. There's no way I'm working with her!"
Yamazaki raised an eyebrow as he studied Syaoran.
"Anoso you're thinking of failing this year's exams?"
"Nani?"
"This project's going to be counted into the
overall marks, which means if you fail this, it lowers your chances
of passing this year's exams. That is, unless of course you've
planned to fail this year, ne?"
Syaoran bit his lip. He didn't want to see Sakura
in fear that he'd say something terrible in her face, but he had
no choice. He couldn't fail his exams, so
He sighed. "Sa, I'll do it. But this is just
for the sake of the exams!"
Yamazaki nodded, knowing that this project could
be bring both Sakura and Syaoran closer than they ever thought,
only that they were too wrapped up in their own thought to realize
it. Nodding slightly to Chiharu who stood near the door of the
hall, waiting for him, he turned to Syaoran.
"Come on. You have some discussing to do with
Sakura."
-------
Sakura stood under the cherry blossom tree, her eyes
closed. She admitted that she did enjoy the company of the tree
that bore the same name as hers, but not much as she would enjoy
someone else's company
Her face coloured as Syaoran suddenly popped into
her mind. Why was she thinking about him? After all, she was supposed
to at least not think about him after the way he treated her.
But she couldn't get his eyes out of her mind though. They were
such bright amber
She shook her head, trying clear the memory of his
eyes from it. I can't go on like this, she thought miserably as
a tears appeared in her eyes. I want to talk to Li-kun. I can't
stand it if he treats me like this!
Syaoran blinked when he rounded the corner. Whatwhat
was Sakura doing here? He hadn't expected her to come to this
place after what he did a few days ago.
After all, this was the place where he had tried
to tell her how he felt when they were still in fifth grade. Unfortunately,
that moment had been interrupted by Eriol. A slight smile crossed
his lips as he remembered Eriol.
He hadn't known that Eriol was actually a reincarnation
of Clow Reed in another form. Unknowingly, Syaoran had scolded
him for trying to frighten and also flirt with Sakura at the same
time. It was only later that he learnt that Eriol was actually
his reincarnated ancestor.
Wincing at the memory, he took a step back, hoping
that she wouldn't see him. He had no idea how to react if she
did, but some forlorn thought told him that he would most probably
react the same way as he did a few days ago in the library. Wincing
slightly at the memory, he flattened himself against another cherry
blossom tree.
He didn't want to hurt Sakura. Having seen the hurt
reflect in those beautiful green eyes of hers for the past few
days was more than he could bear. Even worse, he could only watch
her from afar, unable to see her or even speak to her.
Suddenly noticing Sakura's moving lips, he strained
to hear what she was saying. Could it be something about him?
"Syaoran-kun won't even speak to me," Sakura
sighed, her eyes downcast. "He won't even look at me. What
have I done wrong?"
Nothing, Sakura, he thought as he closed his eyes
in pain. He hadn't known that Sakura would think that he was purposely
avoiding her. Not that he wanted to do it, though. He was somewhat
forced to do it.
"I can't even sit close to him. Every time I
try to approach him, he simply moves away as if I'm something
dangerous. I simply don't understand why he's been acting like
that lately!"
"How do you know that he doesn't like you anymore?
You're the one who understands his feelings the most, Sakura!
He won't simply leave you alone like that. Syaoran hasn't changed
after coming back from Hong Kong, has he?"
Syaoran immediately stiffened at the sound of Eriol's
voice. What was he doing here? Wasn't he supposed to be in studying
in England instead. The little voice in him that Sakura might
actually like someone else, but he shook it off. Sakura wasn't
that type of girl who went around changing boyfriends!
He wasn't sure, though, if he could be counted even
as a boyfriend. His behavoiur in the library sure didn't improve
his standing! Leaning forward slightly, he continued to listen
to the conversation between the two of them.
"Iie! He hasn't changed. Demohe's been
acting strange lately, Eriol-kun. I don't think he wants me even
as a friend anymore."
Something in his mind screamed for him to jump out
and deny that accusation at that very moment, but he fought it
back. He had to know what else Sakura thought about him!
"Ara, you know him, Sakura-chan. He's always
like that. Just spare him some time. He'll come out of that shell
of his sooner or later. For the time being, just bear it."
"Minna says that, Eriol-kun. I try, but it seems
easier to say it than to actually do it. It's as if he just doesn't
want to even see me anymore."
Eriol gave a reassuring smile. "Just bear it
for time being, Sakura-chan. There's more to him than what you
actually see. Trust me. He's justunprepared for all this."
Syaoran couldn't help but smile at Eriol's words.
He should have known that this reincarnated ancestor of his knew
him as well as he would know himself. What could he expect?
"I don't know, Eriol-kun" A frown
wrinkled her brow as she looked down. "I don't like Li-kun
if he acts like this. It's as if he's a different person altogether.
I simply don't like it this way."
Eriol sighed, his smile still pasted on his face.
"Believe me, Sakura-chan. I know you're very worried about
him, but trust me. He doesn't know what he's doing. You have to
give him some breathing space for the meanwhile. He isn't ready
for these things yet. Justgive him some time."
"I have no other choice, have I?" she sighed
as she smiled slightly at him. "Arigato, Eriol-kun, for listening
to me. You haven't told me why you're in Tomoeda, though."
Syaoran leaned back on the tree, hearing all he wanted
to hear. He had no idea that his silence for the past few days
had inflicted such worries on Sakura, and that she was worried
about him. How could he have been so insensitive?
All the same, he wanted to know why Eriol was here
in Tomoeda too. Sakura couldn't have called him to come all the
way from England just to talk to her, that was for sure.
"Eeto" He looked down as he bit his
lip. "I want to ask you to come and have a look at Clow Reed's
house before it's demolished. It's been standing for a long time
already, but it's going to be demolished soon."
"Your old house? Why don't you stop them from
demolishing it?"
Syaoran took a step back, retreating from his hiding
place. Smiling slightly at the thought of Eriol, he wondered how
he had not liked the boy when he had first met him. Maybe it was
because of his own habit of easily suspecting anyone that came
near Sakura. After all, he had grown closer to Sakura after helping
her to capture all the Clow cards.
He sighed as he remembered the times where he had
actually hated Sakura. He had told her when he first met her at
fourth grade, that she was not worth to be a cardcaptor herself.
She has certainly proved me wrong, he reflected as
he remembered Yue's judgment. He hadn't expected that the second
guardian of the Clow cards resided in Sakura's brother's best
friend, Yukito. True, he had been afraid of him at first, but
had realized that he was frightened of Yukito because he could
sense Yue inside him.
Turning away with a smile pasted on his lips, he
listened to the fading voices. Watching the Sakura blossoms fall
from the tree that bore the same name to the girl that he secretly
loved, he wondered at their similarity. The gentleness and the
fragility of the flower was evident, but so was the strength that
seemed to reside in every flower.
Just like the person herself.
Memories seemed to float around him as he sat down
on the ground that was now covered with the beautiful pink flowers
from the Sakura trees that seemed to grow everywhere. Memories
of fourth and fifth grade came back to him in a rush, making him
even smile at the memory of Meilin.
He marveled at the number of people he had met and
made friends with over the years that he had stayed here just
to capture the Clow cards. There was Yamazaki, of course, who
had offered his friendship first to him. Of course, another good
friend of his was Tomoyo, who had helped him to reveal his feelings
to Sakura.
Yet, there were so many people that were involved
in the capturing of the Clow cards, he reflected, thinking about
the times the Clow card business had affected them all in some
way or another
Rika, who had been possessed by The Sword
Chiharu, who had been caught by The Water once
Naoko, who had been Erased
Tomoyo, who videotaped all Sakura's and his
battles
Yukito, who was Yue
Touya, Sakura's older brother who had protected
her thousands of times and had been tricked by The Mirror
And there was always Sakura. Reaching out to touch
the bark of the cherry blossom tree, he got up. He had something
to tell Sakura, but he wasn't going to say it now.
Soon, he thought.
Soon.
-------
Tomoyo rubbed her eyes as she stretched. She had
been doing her part of the science project for two hours straight,
and she didn't fancy doing the same for another two more hours.
Looking down at the research she had done, she wondered if Sakura
was working on her project with Syaoran.
Most probably not, she decided, remembering his coldness
that she knew he had purposely put on earlier today. She wasn't
easily fooled just by facial expressions. All the time she had
spent recording Sakura's card capturing adventures made her easy
for her to tell what someone was thinking.
Besides, Syaoran knew what he was doing. At least,
that was what she hoped. Syaoran was capable of doing practically
anything physical such as fighting and sports, but when it came
to things like these, he had no idea what to do.
She shook her head. She couldn't blame him. After
being separated from Sakura for ten years, it must seem like a
big shock for him to return all the way to Tomoeda and see that
Sakura had indeed changed much. Ten years, in fact, was a very
long time.
Reaching for a photo that stood on the side of her
desk, she smiled at the sight of Syaoran and Sakura together with
all their friends when they were still in the fifth grade. Apparently,
he was given the part of the princess while Sakura played the
prince in the 'Sleeping Beauty' during their annual school festival.
She leaned back as she tied to remember all the three
of them had gone through. She was the first person to come to
know about the ability that Kero had given to Sakura to capture
the Clow Cards. It had been an accident, though, but she did rejoice
much that she did find out.
She had recorded every single Clow card that Sakura
and Syaoran captured after that, but missed out some. She had
forgotten to bring her tape recorder when the both of them fought
against The Move, The Sleep and The Mirror. Not to mention the
clothes that she had created for Sakura to wear every single time
she went to capture a Clow card
I miss those days, she reflected as her blue eyes
sparkled. During those days, they didn't have much to care about
except the worries of passing their exams. Sakura naturally did
well in her exams, and so did she.
Reaching down and opening a drawer, she brushed the
dust off the items that she treasured in that drawer. Taking out
one of them, she inspected it, noticing that it was still in good
condition despite its age. These were the tapes that she had recorded
Sakura's card capturing adventures during her cardcaptor days.
Although there were more than a hundred that she
kept, she had two favourites that she took great care of. One
of these videos were taken in Hong Kong when Sakura had mysteriously
won a trip to. Later, they had met Syaoran's mother, Li Yelan,
who was a great help to them.
Sakura had been so worried when she had realized
that Syaoran had been captured my Madoushi, Tomoyo remembered,
the memory clear. It was later that she discovered that Madoushi
actually had loved Clow Reed, who in fact had been dead already
for a long time. It was the love that had kept her alive all that
time.
Then, there was the time when Syaoran had returned
to Tomoeda once again together with Meilin. A smile crossed her
lips as she remembered the e-mails that she had exchanged with
Syaoran's cousin, who later informed her of their broken engagement.
She had been surprisingly optimistic about this, though.
Meilin had, at last, learnt to accept that Syaoran
didn't love her at all. Instead, he revealed to her that he had
fallen for Sakura, who in fact, had no idea of all this. So, Meilin
worked together with Tomoyo to try to pair the both of them up.
Unfortunately, Clow Reed's house was half demolished.
This had freed The Void card that had been sealed under the floor
of this house by Clow Reed. The objective of The Void was to collect
all the Clow cards which had been changed into Sakura Cards by
then. Its power was the same as all the Sakura cards combined,
similar to the yin yang method.
Tomoyo sighed as she inserted the tape into the video
recorder beside her and switched on the television.
"Reports have come in that something has
been wrecking Tomoeda Park this evening."
She froze, listening to the crisp voice of the newscaster.
There couldn't be another Clow Card on the loose again, could
there?
"Witnesses to this incident have claimed that
they have spotted an oddly dressed woman and a man of about twenty
during the time of the incident. These two are believed to have
a connection on what has happened in Tomoeda Park this evening.
We have our reporter, Egi Hanakawa at the place of the incident."
Tomoyo watched as another newscaster appear on the
television screen. "Arigato. The cause of the destruction
in Tomoeda Park is still being investigated."
The camera swung around to show the ruins that Tomoeda
Park was in. Gasping in shock, Tomoyo scooted her chair closer
to have a better look at the scene. It looked so different than
what she and Sakura had seen yesterday when they had gone for
a walk there.
There were branches and tree trunks strewn everywhere.
The brick wall that surrounded the park too had been broken, as
if it had been pulled apart by some strong force. But what could
do that?
"Police has reasons to believe that the cause
of this wreck have been caused by the two people that were seen
at the place where the incident occurred. The both if them has
not be identified yet. However, the witnesses have given a description
of how these two people looked like."
A picture flashed on the screen. Tomoyo froze, her
memory bringing her back to the time when Sakura was a cardcaptor.
The man and the woman held a stunning similarity to all the Sakura
cards. It couldn't be true, she thought as she backed away. Sakura
captured all of the Clow cards and turned them into Sakura cards,
including The Void!"
"I'm Egi Hanakawa reporting from Tomoeda Park.
Now, back to the studio."
"In other news"
Tomoyo switched the television off, her mood for
watching the old tapes of Sakura gone. There couldn't possibly
be another Clow card on the loose! Sakura had already captured
all fifty three of the Clow cards and turned them into Sakura
cards!
She reached for the telephone that stood on the table
beside her. She had to tell Sakura about this!
-------
Sakura skipped into her apartment, her mood now brighter
as she resolved to bear Syaoran's sudden cold attitude towards
her and treat him like she used to. After all, Syaoran deserved
another chance like anyone else. He was had magical powers, but
he still was a human!
The ringing of her telephone broke her out of her
thoughts and she hummed absentmindedly as she reached for it.
"Hello?"
"Sakura-chan? Tomoyo desu! Did you see the news
just now?"
Sakura blinked before answering. "Iie, nanda?"
"Turn on the television now and have a look."
She reached for the remote and pressed the power
button, wondering why Tomoyo sounded so anxious.
"It happened so suddenly. During that,
I bent down, afraid that I would get hurt. That was when I saw
them."
"Reports have come in that this wreck has been
caused by two people. The witnesses have been able to identify
the people that have been suspected to be responsible for this."
Sakura's breath caught in her throat as she stared
at the two pictures on the television. "Masakait can't
be"
"Daijobu desu ka? Now do you see, Sakura-chan?"
Tomoyo spoke at last.
"Hai, Tomoyo-chan. But I captured all the Clow
cards and passed the judgment by Yue. So how can this be?"
Her voice trembled slightly as she opened the drawer beside her.
Taking out the Clow key that she had kept all this years, she
closed her eyes.
"The same way as how you managed to pass Yue's
judgment and still get attacked by The Void," Tomoyo replied.
"Sakura-chan, you don't expect that this card is like The
Void, do you? Do you think it wants the other Clow cards back?"
"I don't know, Tomoyo-chan. Maybe it'sdifferent."
"If it is, you'll be in danger! You still have
the Clow key, don't you?"
"Hai. But I don't think Syaoran-kun has his
sword now"
"Syaoran?" Tomoyo blinked slightly before
speaking. "I think he's probably seen the news by now. Do
you think we should tell him about this?"
"I don't know, Tomoyo-chan. After all, he did
help me to defeat The Void, but I don't want him to be any danger
anymore" Sakura looked down as she opened the drawer
beside her.
"I think we should at least tell him, Sakura-chan.
Either way, he'll try to capture these two cards."
"Iie, I don't think he's going to do that, Tomoyo-chan.
I'll ask Kero what cards are these though," Sakura spoke,
smiling slightly as she glanced briefly at the room where Kero
was probably playing video games. "If he isn't too wrapped
up in his video games that is"
Tomoyo laughed despite her worry for Sakura. "You
do that. Meanwhile, I have to search for my video camera. This
might be interesting to tape"
A sweatdrop appeared on Sakura's head as she looked
at the phone. Tomoyo still hadn't lost her hobby of taping all
her Clow card adventures yet, it seem. "Anookay. I'll
go ask Kero now."
She put down the phone as she sighed. Looking down,
she removed the Clow key that she kept in the drawer. She had
no idea why she still kept the Clow key, but suspected it had
something to do with her sentimental feelings and all the hardships
that she had gone through with Kero, Tomoyo and wellSyaoran.
She couldn't possibly throw away all those memories.
Sighing, she held it close to her as she went to look for Kero.
-------
A surprise was waiting for Li as he entered his own
apartment. Sitting there, in the middle of the living room was
Meilin. She was looking at some photos of him and Sakura before
she noticed his presence.
"Li-kun!" she squealed, jumping up from
the couch. "I've waited so long for you to come back!"
He blinked, confused for a moment. "Meilin,
what are you doing here? Aren't you supposed to be in Hong Kong?"
he spoke at last, eyeing the black haired girl warily.
She smiled, her eyes glittering as she studied him.
"Thought I'd come down and see how you and Sakura-chan were,"
she spoke, enjoying the sight of his red face at the mention of
Sakura's name. "Anyway, I was getting bored sitting in Hong
Kong. You're not going to ask me to go back to Hong Kong, are
you, Syaoran?"
He sighed, knowing very well that he could never
win any argument against her. Not that they had any arguments
between the both of them anyway. "Seriously, Meilin. What
are you doing in Tomoeda?"
"Your mother asked me to give you this,"
she sighed, bending down to open her bag. Rummaging her belongings
inside the bag, she pulled out something wrapped in a piece of
cloth to form a big bundle. Í have no idea what it is,
but your mother told me that this will be very important to you."
Li took the bundle from her and unwrapped it. There,
folded neatly and laid in a pile was the clothes that he usually
wore when he was capturing the Clow cards. On top of it was his
sword and the parchments that he carried together with it. Blinking
in surprise, he stared at the things.
Why would his mother give him such things even though
she knew that all the Clow cards had been captured and Sakura
had already passed Yue's judgment? Did she expect trouble in Japan
for the time being? He picked up the television remote from the
sofa and switched it on.
"There is a possibility that this unfortunate
incident might happen again. However, the authorities are shutting
down Tomoeda Park temporarily."
He froze, unable to move as he viewed the destruction
at Tomoeda Park. It seemed eerily familiar to the destruction
that was usually caused by the Clow cards, yet it wasn't possible
Watching him silently gaze at the news that was shown
on the television, Meilin knew that this was the reason her aunt,
or Syaoran's mother had sent her all the way to Tomoeda just to
give him his cardcaptor items. She had predicted this would happen
when she sent him here.
"AnoLi-kun, Clow cards again?" she
spoke, knowing fully well the answer that she was going to get.
"Another two Clow cards on the loose?"
"Hai," he spoke slowly, trying to digest
the information that he had just heard from the news as he pressed
the power button on the remote. "Looks like it, but I'm not
sure. The level of destruction is much the same, though"
"I think that's why your mother also asked me
to tell you that" She picked up the bundle of things
that she had handed to him and neatly unfolded his cardcaptor
costume.
Revealing the lasin board that he used to detect
Clow cards with, she handed it to him. "She gave you the
lasin board. She wasn't sure if you could detect the Clow cards
using your own power yet, so she just gave it to you just in case."
Li smiled slightly, silently thanking his mother
for the items that she had sent Meilin all the way to Tomoeda
just to give to him. So this was her real reason why she wanted
him to go to Tomoeda so urgently. It was not so much about him
and Sakura, but more of these two new Clow cards.
Meilin relaxed, glad to see him smile for the first
time since she had seen him that evening. At least he wasn't as
uptight over her presence just like the first day she had come
to Tomoeda when they were all in fourth grade. Laughing silently,
she recalled the time when she had spotted Sakura wearing the
shirt that she had given to Li himself.
She had thrown both Tomoyo and Sakura out of Li's
house, leaving them on the doorstep as she scolded and questioned
Li on why Sakura was wearing the shirt that she gave him. Yes,
she did use to hate Sakura, fearing that Li might see her as superior
over her.
In fifth grade, she was forced to return to Hong
Kong for some time for some reason. When she returned, though,
she knew something had changed in Li. Somehow, she couldn't put
a finger on it, until she heard him calling Sakura using her first
name. it was a rule that he never called anyone by the first names
unless they were his family.
That was also how she and Tomoyo had managed to become
such good friends. Tomoyo had offered her friendship to her when
she was upset due to Li's confession that he did like Sakura.
Together, they had formed the most amazing pair that tried to
get both Sakura and Li together.
She grinned at the memory of how Tomoyo had tried
to convince Sakura to admit her feelings to Li and how she herself
tried to convince Li. The both of them knew that under all that
stubbornness that these two put up, they were very shy to actually
say their true feelings to each other.
Li watched Meilin curiously as she grinned. "Come
on, Meilin. I think it's better if you got some rest. The flight
from Hong Kong must have made you tired."
He didn't want her to guess what his thoughts were
at the moment. Not only was he confused, but he was somehowhappy.
Yet, he had no idea why.
Lifting her suitcase, he wondered if Sakura would
be involved in this capturing this Clow card or not.
TO BE CONTINUED
Author's notes:
This is my first try at writing a Sakura and Syaoran
fanfic, so I wasn't really sure what and how the outcome was.
After all, I was more of a Syaoran lover than a Sakura lover;
I practically hate Sakura for liking him and him liking her in
the real series! Fortunately, I decided to change this into series
that might somehow turn out to sound like one of those S+S movies
(not that I think it'll be like anyway) This doesn't
quite follow the real series though. In the second movie, Clow
Reed's house was actually demolished, and that was how The Void
got out. I wonder if I could actually make it an adventure story
and actually make it a sick sappy romantic one (note: I got the
idea for this story from Angel Of Saturn)? As usual, Tomoyo taped
the moments between the two of them. *evil grin from Tomoyo and
friends.* Can you call it blackmail? Anyway, stretching Syaoran's
return to Tomoeda after ten years may be a little extreme, but
I think a little time adds something to the both Sakura's and
his heart, ne?
Note: Cardcaptor Sakura doesn't belong to me. It
belongs to Clamp.
Japanese words
Sa- something like "all right, then"
Arigato- Thank you
-sensei- used as a suffix for teacher, can also be used as a single
word "sensei" meaning "teacher"
Ano- either "excuse me" or "well"
Daijobu desu ka- Are you okay/all right
Ne- Depends on how it's used. If it's used like here, where Sakura
says, "Ne" it means hey. Then, when
Sakura smiled at Syaoran and Chiharu and said "Ne?"
She means "right?" At least I think so. Dictionary says
it means "is it so," so I guess that's the right meaningand
is it spelled "ne" or "nee"?! So many different
spellings for kanji Oh, whatever. I'll just use "ne"
Hai- Yes
Nanda- something similar to "what," I'm not too sureI
think it means "What is it"
Gomen nasai- a slightly more respective form of "gomen"
or "gomen ne," meaning "sorry"
Demo- but
Eeto- a word said when pausing to stop and think for a whilelike
let me see, well, er, etc.
Daijobu- I'm okay/all right, or it's okay/all right
Masaka- Impossible, or something like "no way"
Ohayo- Good morning
Kinomoto Sakura to Li Syaoran- Kinomoto Sakura and Li Syaoran.
By the way, Sakura means "cherry blossoms" (for several
references throughout the story) in Japanese, and Syaoran means
"little wolf" in Chinesenot that it really matters
now. ^^
Baka- Stupid or idiot. I'm trying to use it in a more light sense
here, because I think it's not exactly a good word
Nani- what
Ara- oh; used as a mild term of surprise
Iie- no
Minna- everybody or everyone
Ai shiteru- I love you