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The End of Rivalry ~
Disclaimer: All
characters, as usual, belong to J.K. Rowling. I don't own anything except this
story. 'Dreaming of You' belongs to the late singer Selena.
Chapter
One: Precious Moments
Seventeen
year old Harry Potter sat with his girlfriend, Ginny Weasley, by the window in
the Gryffindor common room, watching the sun set slowly under the horizon. It
was nearly June, and in just one month Harry was to graduate from his seventh
and final year at Hogwarts and begin his life as a qualified adult wizard.
Ginny, on the other hand, would be staying for one more year and then join
Harry after she graduated. Both were extremely reluctant to leave each other's
arms. After all, though they had known each other for ages, it had only been a
couple of months since they realized their true feelings for each other.
Ginny rested her head on Harry's
shoulder, and he held her gently in his arms. She sighed. Neither of them had
said anything for awhile, and she felt she had to hear Harry's voice one more
time before he was to leave her for a year. She spoke.
" Harry?"
" Hmm?"
" I just wanted you to know that
no matter what happens to us, I'll always love you."
Harry smiled and pulled Ginny closer
to him.
" Don't worry Ginny, nothing bad
will happen to us, I'll make sure of that," he said reassuringly.
" Yeah, yeah, I guess you're
right." But she wasn't so sure. Something in the back of her mind told
Ginny that her relationship with Harry, as magical as it may have seemed, would
not last forever. Damn her conscience! She didn't want something bad to happen
to her relationship, she wanted something good! But in her case, that was
asking for a lot.
The trouble was, Ginny was dating Harry
Potter. The hero who had defeated the Dark Lord Voldemort once and for all in
his sixth year at Hogwarts. The Boy Who Lived. The boy who everyone in the
wizarding world recognized as a world renowned figure. And he was constantly in
danger. No one knew exactly why, but Harry had always been known to get in
quite a bit of trouble every single year he was at Hogwarts. Perhaps it was a
curse that came with defeating the Dark Lord. Or perhaps it was Harry's
extraordinary bravery traits. But whatever it was, Ginny often worried about
his well-being and his safety. Because she loved the boy. And it would break
her heart if he were ever to leave her.
" Ginny? Are you all right? You're
unusually quite tonight. Is something the matter?" Harry's soothing voice
sounded in Ginny's ears. She looked into his gentle green eyes, which at the
moment were full of concern and worry. For her. She smiled. Just the sound of
Harry's voice had melted all her worries away. She shook her head.
" No, I'm fine. Don't worry about
me--I'm just a little tired," she answered.
Harry looked uncertain for a moment,
and then grinned.
" Aww, Ginny. Do I really bore you
that much?" he teased, kissing her lightly on the cheek. Ginny felt her
heart skip a beat and giggled.
" Harry, how could you ever think
that you'd be a bore to me? I love you so much, " she said, returning his
kiss.
Harry pulled Ginny close to him,
stroking her shiny copper hair.
" I love you too," he said,
whispering in her ear. Then he added," Isn't it funny how five months ago,
we hardly even said hi to each other. And look at us now--I can't stop saying
'I love you' to you."
Ginny privately agreed. She had loved
Harry forever, but she hadn't known his feelings for her until that night after
the Winter Ball on Christmas evening--five months earlier. She sighed and
placed Harry's hand on her cheek. Yes…that was the best Christmas she had ever
had. The night Harry told her that he loved her…
~ Told in Ginny's point of view ~
It's nearly two o'clock in the morning, but I can't sleep. All
I can think about is you. The way your beautiful green eyes sparkle when you're
excited or anxious. The way your raven black hair runs wild no matter what you
do to it. I love everything about you: Your looks, your voice, your wonderful
personality and heart.
Oh, why must I feel this way? I
could love Neville, as he told me tonight at the Winter Ball that he cared
deeply for me. But the thing is, I just don't feel the same way for him. I like
Neville, but I don't love him, at least not like the way I love you.
Only you. Forever in my heart you'll always be, Harry. But how can I make you
see, that you're the only one for me?
Late
at night when all the world is sleeping
I
stay up and think of you
And
I wish on a star that somewhere you are
Thinking
of me too
Cause
I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till
tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And
there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than
here in my room dreaming about you and me
The girls' dormitory is oddly silent
tonight. Usually after a ball, all the girls stay up until dawn, gossiping and
chattering about their dates and how much fun they had. But not me. My mind is
filled with thoughts for you. Only you. I think about how good you looked
tonight, those velvet green dress robes bringing out the color of your eyes. I
remember seeing how happy you looked, dancing with that Gryffindor seventh
year, Parvati Patil. Just the thought of it makes my heart ache. Because I
would have given anything to be her tonight, just to be in your arms and to
look into your eyes. Just to be with you.
Wonder
if you ever see me
And
I wonder if you know I'm there?
If
you looked in my eyes
Would
you see what's inside
Would
you even care?
I
just wanna hold you close
But
so far all I have are dreams of you
So
I wait for the day
And
the courage to say how much I love you
Yes
I do!
Sometimes at night, I fall asleep
dreaming, dreaming about you and me. Together. And I wish upon the brightest
North Star, hoping that someday my dream would come true. I just can't seem to
be able to fight up the courage to say, " Harry, I love you. Do you love
me too?" It's just too hard--and embarrassing. What if you say no? I would
be heartbroken.
Most of the time, I feel like a third
wheel, the odd number out in a group of evens. I mean, look at it this way: You
have Parvati, Ron has Hermione, and who do I have? No one. Neville doesn't
really love me, he just thinks he does. After all, I wasn't even his first
choice to the ball. He had wanted to go with Hermione, but when he found out
she was already going with someone else, he asked me. See what I mean? I'm
always the last resort, the annoying little sister who tags along with her
brother and his two best friends because she has no where else to go.
I'm not trying to feel sorry for myself,
as it may seem like. I just want what almost every other girl my age wants. To
hear the one they love say that they love them back. Pity stuff like that only
happens in fairy tales.
Ginny sat up in bed and pulled back the
hangings of her four poster. The icy moonlight shone on her face as she stood
up and pulled on her bathrobe. Being careful as not to disturb anyone, Ginny
tiptoed as quietly as she could and started down the stairs to the Gryffindor
common room.
I'll
be dreaming of you tonight
Till
tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And
there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Than
here in my room dreaming about you and me
Corazon
I
can't stop dreaming of you
No
puedo dejar de pensar en ti
I
can't stop dreaming
Como
te necesito
I
can't stop dreaming of you
Mi
amor, como te extrano
~ Harry's point of view ~
Harry sat alone in the deserted Gryffindor
common room, his green eyes staring into the happily dancing flames of the
small fire flickering in the fireplace.
Harry sighed contently and leaned back
in his chair. He turned his gaze away from the fire for a moment and looked up
at the clock on the mantelpiece. It was nearly 2:30 in the morning, and yet
Harry couldn't sleep. He didn't know exactly what was wrong with him, but he
had a feeling that it wasn't just a case of sudden insomnia.
Staring into the bright flames, Harry
suddenly felt his heart skip a beat. Those flames--just like her hair,
he thought.
No! I can't be thinking about Ginny
now! How can she still like me after I've completely ignored her for nearly
seven years--that's practically my whole time at Hogwarts! He finally knew
what was keeping him awake all these nights. Ron's little sister--Ginny.
For the past four months, Harry had
noticed a change in his feelings toward the shy Gryffindor sixth year. At
first, he had thought it was just an especially nasty case of nerves, but now
he had finally realized what his feelings really meant. He was falling for
Ginny Weasley.
Harry felt a pang of guilt in his heart
as he thought about Ginny. He remembered that less than a year ago, all he
really thought of her was as his best friend's little sister. Just another one
of the Weasleys. He was deeply ashamed of his ignorance. Poor Ginny, having a
crush on him for almost seven years. And look how he had treated her. He didn't
deserve her.
But still, tonight--tonight, he'd come
to realize something that he couldn't understand how he hadn't noticed before.
Ginny had changed-- from the quiet little girl with freckles and flaming red
hair to a beautiful young woman with a sparkling personality underneath her shyness.
Harry had seen the way Ginny's pretty brown eyes glittered as she walked into
the Great Hall with Neville earlier that evening. Her now copper colored hair
shone and contrasted beautifully with her sky blue dress robes. Harry felt like
kicking himself. He mentally told himself that Ginny had obviously gotten over
him. Of course she did. How could she still like him? He had completely ignored
her for four years, and now that he'd finally come to his senses about his
feelings for her, it was too late. Ginny was with Neville now.
Feeling extremely angry with himself for
his ignorance, Harry got up from his seat and made a mental decision. He had
to tell Ginny how he felt about her, or go insane. She was most likely over
him by now, but Harry knew he had to tell her just to set things straight
between the two of them.
Ginny felt her mouth drop open when she
saw who was standing by the fireplace, staring deeply into the fire with his
green eyes shining with anticipation.
" Harry?"
Harry turned around slowly to see Ginny
standing by the staircase, looking lovely in the pale moonlight. His eyes
widened and his heart skipped a beat as she smiled and started toward him.
" Ginny! What are you doing up at
this time of night?" he stammered.
" Funny, I was just about to ask you
the same thing, " Ginny replied, her smile growing wider. " I
couldn't sleep. Same with you too, I guess? Harry? Harry? Hello?"
" Huh? Oh!" Harry grinned
sheepishly as Ginny playfully waved her hand in front of his face. "
Er--sorry. I--er, had something in my eye. Yeah." Something in my eye?
How lame was that? Damn! That had to be noticeable! What's she going to think
of you if you keep staring at her like a hopeless idiot!
" It's ok, happens to me all the
time," Ginny said, laughing pleasantly.
"Can
I sit down?"
She wants to sit down! Ha! I must be dreaming. Why would she want
to waste her time sitting down with me when she can go to sleep? I think those
Canary Creams I had at the Winter Ball are starting to affect my ability to
think…
" Harry? Harry? Harry!"
" Huh? Oh! Sorry again, Ginny.
" Harry muttered. He could feel his face turning red. " Er--yeah,
sure you can sit down." He gestured to an armchair next to him.
Ginny had to hide her laughter as she
plopped down next to Harry. He's so adorable when he's flustered! I guess
he's just not used to talking to a girl in the middle of the night. Or maybe
he's just out of it, considering it's almost three o'clock in the morning…
They sat there for awhile, not saying
anything. Finally, Harry cleared his throat and turned his face toward Ginny.
" So--Ginny," he began, "
Did you have a nice time at the ball tonight?"
Ginny smiled.
" Yeah, it was great. Neville's not
much of a dancer though. He kept stepping on my toes during the slow
dances," she frowned, pointing to her slippered feet. " I mean, not
to make him feel bad or anything, but he's just not my type." She looked
up and smiled at Harry. " You know that Neville likes me, right?"
" Yeah, yeah I knew that."
Harry tried to smile back, only to find that his lips weren't working properly.
Well, at least she says that he's not her type- that could be a good sign.
But how am I going to tell her how I feel about her? What if she laughs and
says, sorry, but I'm not her type either? That would be horrible. And
imagine if the whole school found out? I can just see it now on the front cover
of the Daily Prophet: Harry Potter: the boy who lived--rejected by Ginny
Weasley, in front of the fireplace in the Gryffindor Common Room at three
o'clock in the morning. I'd never hear the end of it from Malfoy…
Ginny must have noticed the look on his
face because a minute later she said,
" Hey, Harry. Is everything all
right? You don't seem like yourself this evening. What's the matter?"
Oh no! Now she suspects something! I
knew I shouldn't have gaped at her like that! But I have to tell her sooner or
later. Might as well do it now. Oh, if someone asked me right now if I'd rather
face a fully recovered Voldemort or Ginny, I'd pick Voldemort. Harry shook
his head. He was pathetic. The boy who lived--relived attacks of Lord
Voldemort, the most evil dark wizard of the century, defeated him forever just
a year ago, and he couldn't even tell a girl that he had feelings for her. Yes,
he was pathetic.
Pushing these unpleasant thoughts out of
his mind, Harry turned his gaze toward Ginny again and looked deep into her
beautiful brown eyes, which, at the moment, were filled with concern and worry.
He took a deep breath and asked,
" Ginny?"
" Yes, Harry?"
" I-er, have something to
confess."
Ginny felt her heart beat faster. She
looked straight into his eyes. He looked determined. He was going to confess
something. But what?
" Oh, okay. Go right ahead."
" Ginny-- I --I love you."
Late
at night when all the world is sleeping
I
stay up and think of you
And
I still can't believe
That
you came up to me
And
said " I love you"
I
love you too!
Ginny
gasped as he heard Harry's declaration of love. He loved her! Oh, how she had
longed to hear him say those words, and now he did! She must be dreaming. With
tears in her eyes, Ginny flung herself into Harry's arms. Sobbing into his
shoulder, she hugged her arms tight around him.
" Ginny! What's the matter?"
Harry exclaimed, his voice full of concern. " Was it me? Did I say
something to upset you?"
Still sobbing, Ginny tilted her face up
and looking into his eyes, shook her head and smiled.
" No, Harry. You didn't say anything
wrong. It's just that I've been waiting for so long, yearning to hear your
voice say those very words to me. And now you did. And I couldn't love you
more."
Now
I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till
tomorrow and for all of my life
And
there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Than
here in my arms dreaming of you endlessly
Harry stared at Ginny in astonishment.
" You mean it? You still love me
even though I've ignored you for nearly seven years?" His voice broke, and
he held Ginny close and whispered in her ear, " Ginny, please forgive me.
I've been meaning to tell you for ages, I just could never fight up the courage
to tell you. And I meant to ask you to the ball, but Neville had already asked
you so--"
" Shh, Harry. Don't worry about it.
I forgive you. And I love you. I've always loved you and I always will love
you. So you can shut up about it. " Ginny replied, grinning.
Harry smiled back and released his grip
on her. Then, he suddenly had an idea. He stood up and held his hand out to
Ginny, a mischievous grin forming on his lips.
" Ginny, may I please have this
dance?"
Her grin returning his, Ginny stood up
too and placed her hand in his.
" Yes, Harry, you may have this
dance. "
And so standing there together, with the
pale silver moonlight shining down on them, Harry and Ginny danced their first
dance to the music playing in their hearts, in which only they could
hear.
Dreaming
of you tonight
Till
tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And
there's no where in the world I'd rather be
Than
here in my room
I'll
be dreaming of you tonight
Endlessly
And
I'll be holding you tight
Dreaming…with
you…tonight!
Ginny sighed happily. Precious
moments--those were precious moments. Especially the moment when Harry told her
he loved her. And danced with her in the moonlight. Ginny sneaked a glance at
Harry, who had fallen asleep. She grinned and leaned over and kissed him on the
lips. Harry's eyes fluttered open, and he sat up straight on the couch, looking
disorientated.
" Wh-wha?" He looked around,
failing to stifle a yawn." What time is it?"
" It's almost eight," Ginny
said cheerfully. " You slept for two hours."
Harry looked horrified.
" Eight o'clock! Oh no!" he
exclaimed.
Ginny laughed. " It's ok, Harry. You
still have all night to do your homework, don't worry about it."
But Harry shook his head, looking utterly
disappointed.
" No, that's not what I meant.
Forget about homework--I missed dinner!"
Ginny sighed and rolled her eyes.
" It's only dinner, Harry. You won't
starve. Besides, I'm hungry too."
Harry stared at her.
" You missed dinner too?
Why?"
" I was thinking."
" You were thinking? That's
why you missed dinner and didn't wake me up? Because you were thinking?"
Harry shook his head in disbelief. Girls, he thought bitterly.
" No, it's not like that. I was more
like reminiscing," Ginny said, looking thoughtful.
" Reminiscing? How could reminiscing
possibly be more important than dinner?"
Ginny sighed again. As sweet as he was,
Harry could be so dense sometimes. She shook her head. Boys, she
thought.
" What I meant was that I was
reminiscing that night after the Winter Ball. The night you first said you
loved me, remember?"
Remembered? That was an understatement.
Harry had had that night I in his mind
ever since it happened. And that was five months ago.
" Yeah, I remember. I'll never
forget that night, Ginny. Never."
Ginny smiled happily.
" Neither will I. It will always be
in my heart, Harry. Just like you."
And the two young lovers sat together,
each one remembering the precious moments of their relationship--and cherishing
them.
A/n:
I know, I know, I suck at romance fics. But this is my first time writing them,
so don't be too hard on me. Oh, and by the way, this is only the first chapter
of the story, so stick around. The story will get darker as we go--just to warn
you. Ok, that's about it. Luv ya lots!