Title: Now and Always
Subtitle: Let's Talk About Love series, maybe.
Rating: PG
Archive: I would love to be archived but since only 3 people usually read my fics it won't happen. However, if you do (yay I luv u 4ever) then pleeeeeeeeeese tell me
Author: Girle*cherry AKA Madison
E-Mail: Girle4life@hotmail.com *hint hint send feedback LoL*
Beta: Marla, because even though she doesn't watch Dark Angel she still rocks and can spell check better than me! And Sarah, who doesn't watch DA either! But it is so hard to hate unenlightened peopleLOL
Summary: *AU* Song fic Post AJBAC Max doesn't escape them. She writes a letter to finally let Logan know how she feels. And I know that this isn't too original but bear with me.
Disclaimer: If they were mine then I wouldn't be writing fic. I would be on the beach being served slurpees by the hottest guys on the planet. And the song isn't mine either.
Notes: I know that the intro stuff is long (longer than the actual fic!!!!) but I am putting this on a couple lists so I am trying to get everything in there.
This is all a letter so there is only speech at the end and //// is song lyrics ^^ means that she is writing it and it is from the song.
Now and Always
Wow. Greetings from Hell. It is hard to imagine that I have been here for 3 years. It has been so lonely.
//Every night in my dreams, I see you, I feel you. That is how I know you go on//
Sometimes, when I am all alone, I create little fantasies about your life now. Like maybe you have a big family and you are happy. Or maybe you still are alone but you can walk without the exoskeleton. Either way, I always figure that you have gotten me out of your mind.
//Far across the distance, and spaces between us, you have come to show you go on//
And at my darkest moments I imagine that you have completely left behind all evidence of me and moved off to some far off place like London or Sydney. But even then, you seem content.
//Near, far, wherever you are, I believe that the heart does go on. Once more you open the door and you're here in my heart and my heart will go on and on//
It has been hard trying to overcome my despair at losing you forever. Especially because I never got to tell you that I love you. I guess it doesn't matter now. But I will never be able to forget what you taught me to feel.
//Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime and never let go till we're gone. Love was when I loved you, one true time I hold to. In my life we'll always go on. Near, far, wherever you are, I believe that the heart does go on. Once more you open the door and you're here in my heart and my heart will go on and on //
^There is some love that will not go away^ There are times that I will just be laying in the dark and wishing to the stars that I could just be in your penthouse just being there. I never felt like I was in danger when I was with you. You made me feel like I was someone special; not a freak. I wish that I had trusted myself enough to tell you before now.
//You're here, there's nothing I fear. And I know, that my heart will go on. We'll stay forever this way. You are safe in my heart and my heart will go on and on//
I will always love you and I will never let go.
Forever yours, now and always,
Max